Because I Love You

Hideto was extremely bored at Jack’s. Looking around the stupid restaurant he watched as that kid Jin was following Loki asking to play skee ball with him. Loki didn’t talk to the fifteen year old or acknowledge him either. This made it much more entertaining to watch.

Loki carried a large tray of plates towards the table Hideto was sitting at. Setting them down on the table he took a seat across from Hideto on edge to block Jin from sitting with them.

Jin overlooked Loki‘s not so subtle rudeness. “Can I sit here?” but instead of hearing an answer he bent down and crawled under the table.

Loki looked struck and Hideto smiled holding back a bark of laughter.

Jin’s head emerged in the seat next to Loki and he crawled up and sat down and took the small plate that he had ordered.

Hideto shook his head and took his plate. This was a bit more entertaining than just sitting there talking like they had been doing for a couple hours before.

Loki hated being here, especially being here with the two others that sat at his table. Hideto was only ok for a certain amount of time. Jin was never ok to be around.

“And that’s when I told Bree that “no you can’t shove”…”

“You certainly are bright for an emo boy.” Hideto broke off the chattering black haired monkey.

“I am not emo… I… just.” he had to think for a moment. “I am punk!”

Loki rolled his eyes.

“I see a lot of fourteen year olds running around with the bang calling themselves emo.” the light haired one at the table argued.

“Well I only wear my hair like this so people won’t make fun of my face.” Jin said a bit dejectedly. “But if I didn’t have it I would so style my hair like Loki’s!”

Loki started coughing. “What the hell is wrong with you?” He said between breaths.

“I just think you are so cool.” Jin whined.

“He is right you are pretty cool.” Hideto teased.

“Shut up poof.” he said.

“Whenever you want it seme.”

“Would you fucking stop calling me that?” Loki bit.

Hideto smiled. “But why Loki it’s the best term for you?” Hideto laughed and he moved his leg when he saw Loki’s body jolt and hear a crack as Loki’s boot hit the wood under the seat.

Jin scowled at Hideto, he would have liked to be pretty good friends with Loki.

Hideto saw the scowl on the younger boys face, turning to him. “Don’t take it to harshly Loki hates my guts, one of these days he will hate yours and you will start acting around like we do.”

Loki rolled his eyes.

“Really?” Jin asked excitedly.

Hideto just nodded.

“Yeah this guy wouldn’t leave me alone after he met me.” Loki drank the last of his pop. “I am going home, you twinks don’t forget to make your little club house all sparkly with pink drapes.” He got up and left.

Jin jumped out of his chair forsaking his food and trailed after Loki asking him what “twinks” meant.

Hideto shrugged and got up and paid. He would seriously have to get that Jin boy to pay once in a while. Since he moved out of his parents home to take care of the apartment it was costing him a few fingers to keep together.

Jin came back in as Hideto was leaving. “He disappeared.” Jin pouted slightly sat down on the bench outside the doors.

“He probably took a short cut; you better get home its getting late.” Hideto said grabbing the boy’s hair and messing it up.

Jin freaked out and straightened his hair “He won’t even tell me where he lives.”

“That’s only because he is the protective mother of his step-sister Heaven.” Hideto laughing.

They talked for another minute before Jin finally left. Hideto walked around the corner.

“You know hiding there gets a bit obvious.” He said when saw Loki sitting on the back steps of Jack’s.

“I will change my spot when he finds it.” Loki said chuckling slightly. “Which I will never get tired of watching him run by every time.” His smirk turned into a scowl again.

Hideto sat down next to Loki. “You’re in a strange mood today.”

“Wanna drink with me tonight?” Loki asked suddenly changing the subject.

“You aren’t gonna kick me out of the bed just for being close to you again are you?” Hideto remembered crawling into bed with Heaven to spite Loki, then bragged about it to said boy. “I don’t think you could avoid breaking my arm this time.”

“Nah, I will just shove you away.” Loki assured. “I can’t have you trying to seduce Heaven.”

“She isn’t my type to seduce.” Hideto said quickly. Stretching he got up and helped Loki off the step.

“Didn’t think you had a type.” Loki laughed.

“Oh yes I do have a type, darker hair, it has to be short, I would hate to get tangled in that mess that Heaven has on her head. Short.”

“You are so gay aren’t you?” Loki stopped walking and turned to Hideto.

Hideto didn’t look phased. “Would you like me that way or do you want it just purely experimental?” he turned as he passed Loki and kept walking.

“Douche, I was being serious.” Loki said resuming walking.

“Does it matter?” Hideto asked. “You keep getting so bent out of shape about it, you would think our friendship depended on my sexuality.” His face got solemn and he stopped walking.

Loki slowed to a stop. “What?” Loki asked.

Hideto looked down to the ground feeling a bit confused. “Forget it, lets changed our subject.”

“You okay?” Loki asked when he noticed the slightly taller one was quiet. “You’re not babbling off about random things.

Hideto smiled and turned to face Loki. “Yeah I am just thinking.”

“I am surprised your head hasn’t exploded yet.” Loki chuckled at his own joke.

“Oh funny, just because you graduated at the top of your class doesn’t mean you have a sense of humor.” Hideto said sticking his tongue out.

“How juvenile is that.” Loki said as they finally got to Loki’s car.

“Not as juvenile as your fallen 1967 Cadillac.” Hideto cringed at the car. “I don’t even need paint to tell everyone that it’s a rolling metal death trap.”

Loki scowled. “Oh and where is your car?” He asked.

Hideto looked to the side. “You win.” He hated his dad sometimes, after having let his father borrow it the old man left it unlocked and it had gotten stolen.

“Get in or walk.” Loki said getting into the driver side.

Hideto reached in through the window and opened it that way. Since there was a lack of an outside handle. Getting in he couldn’t help but smile at the overwhelming smell of Loki filled his nose. Looking over he watched as Loki started his car, his heart sped up slightly when the engine started, which caused the whole thing to vibrate and roar to life.

They were quiet during the ride, due to not being able to hear each other anyways. Loki became aware of his friend’s mood, instead of trying to talk over the engine he just sat there feet in the seat and fidgeting with his sleeves. Hideto was usually freaked out by the car, after it had once attacked him with one of its hubcaps. Loki had the sudden urge to do donuts in the parking lot of the local mall and one of the hubcaps flew out and almost cleaved off the Japanese boy’s head. After freaking out for an hour and a half he let it go, but refuses to be around when Loki gets an urge to be rebellious. But now Hideto was going through a different kind of fidgeting. His eyes would move quickly to him and then look away.

They finally got to their destination. There were no cars home which wasn’t odd, Heaven was probably in her room. Getting up to the door they noticed it was locked and Loki pulled his keys that he had just put in his pocket and unlocked the door.

The house was cold, Hideto could tell nobody was home, no one came down the stairs to see who had just walked in and it was completely quiet.

“Working all night, Heaven went to a movie with Blue.” Loki said verbatim from a note.

“Heaven will probably stay the night with Blue then.” Hideto said grabbing a spot on the sofa.

“She better not.” Loki said bitterly. “God that guy irks me.”

“Loki she is gonna be fine.” Hideto looked up to Loki. “He won’t do anything to her, she won’t let him.”

Loki shook his head.

“Let’s just enjoy the night down here and get completely trashed and relax.” Hideto said getting up and lunging to the book case of DVD’s.

“And why can’t we just stay in my room?” Loki asked.

Hideto hid the blush on his face by not turning to reply. “Your lighting does weird stuff to me when I am drunk.” He said humorously.

“Yeah whatever. Like I am gonna be kicked out for underage drinking if my mom and to be step dad get home early.”

Hideto shook his head and chuckled. “Then let’s grab some movies and go up there.”

“You pick them out; I don’t much care, just not Rocky Horror.”

Hideto just picked it up and pouted. “You know you like it.”

“Anything that suggests butt sex is out.” Loki stated plainly

Hideto pouted more. “Now that I know you like.” He joked.

“I am gonna get some food.”

“Fatso.” Hideto called after.

“Anorexic.” Loki said as he passed.

Hideto laughed, he knew Loki was far from fat, as was he. He was athletic and Loki was very blessed with a lithe figure and retaining even after all the junk he ate. Hideto smiled when his mind began to get off track from picking out movies.

“Are you done yet?” Loki asked he had a handful of junk food and was waiting tapping his foot.

Hideto blushed again, he seriously had to get control, fishing around he grabbed a random movie and got up. “Yeah!” he said brightly holding it up over his face.

“Are you sick?” Loki asked.

“No, I don’t think I am.” Hideto said quickly he knew the real reason.

“What movie is that?” Loki then asked.

Hideto pulled it from his face after the red left. It was a war movie. “This ok?” He asked.

“Yeah yeah come on I hear alcohol calling me.” He grabbed Hideto by the collar and drug him upstairs.

He hated Loki’s room, the walls were black, a row of mirrors covered one wall and instead of normal white light bulbs he had red, along with black lights lining the edge of the ceiling.

Loki pulled the large container from under his bed and unlocked it. He pulled out one wine as Hideto put the movie into the DVD player and turned on the television.

The movie was incredibly long; Hideto had fallen asleep after only drinking a little bit. Loki was already halfway through his second bottle of strawberry schnapps.

Around the end of the movie Loki had finished his bottle and was about to pass out. Rolling over he found himself falling to the floor.

The thud woke Hideto up and blinking a few times he crawled over to the other side of the bed and laughed at Loki’s sprawled form passed out on the floor. Reaching down he nudged the boy to wake him up.

Loki didn’t stir.

Hideto became worried. He got off the bed and shook Loki a bit. “Loki?” He asked a bit frantic.

Nothing.

He began to shake Loki more violently. “Hey wake up!” Hideto said sternly.

Loki’s eyes shot open and he began to laugh.

Hideto dropped the older boy. “You had me worried you bitch.”

“Yeah yeah get off of me.” Loki said noticing he was being straddled by the not so drunk one.

“No.” Hideto smirked slightly. “You are so totally drunk aren’t you?” He asked.

Loki laughed. “Not drunk enough to let you come on to me.” He tried to push Hideto off.

“Didn’t I say no?” Hideto asked sullenly and he grabbed Loki’s hand from pushing him.

Loki’s eyes got dangerous. “Get off.”

“Apologize for faking being hurt.” Hideto said, and then smiled deviously. “Or I will rape you right here.”

Loki was a bit taken back. “Sorry for faking I was hurt.” the pressure on his stomach was let up and Hideto sat back down on the bed. Loki got up and sat on the floor.

Hideto was silent.

“If I ask you a question seriously will you answer seriously?” Loki asked suddenly.

“I already know the question.” Hideto glanced at his friend. “And to remain friends whether the answer may be I will keep things like that to myself.”

“Um, Hideto, first off that’s basically coming out, second just as long as you didn’t try anything funny on me I wouldn’t care if you had two penises.”

Hideto laughed. “No what I am saying that sometimes not giving an answer is better than lying.”

“Either that your just don’t know.” Loki said.

Hideto didn’t look at his friend “Your going through it again aren’t you?” He said changing the conversation. “You don’t usually drink spur of the moment unless you are.”

Loki looked around the room. “Yeah.” he said. Loki hated his curse, it made it very frustrating and he knew that his shift of moods was a very big sign of it. Last time he had almost struck Heaven out of anger. Something he wouldn’t normally do. But for him, sexual frustration could turn into violent frustration easily; drinking till he was better was almost the only way to cure it without having to deal rape charges or the annoyance of a girlfriend.

“You seriously need to figure out how to fix that.” Hideto said chuckling under his breath. “Anything would be better than drinking yourself into a stupor.”

“Oh yeah and your once a week depression period isn’t worse.” Loki bit.

“I can get through that though.” Hideto didn’t entirely hate his curse, curse of pride; it was actually nice to feel a bit worthless once a week. “Without alcohol poisoning.”

Loki looked at him and rolled his eyes.

Hideto got up and pulled on his shoes.

“Where are you going?” Loki asked.

“I am going home, your drunk my purpose is served.” Hideto reached for the door.

“Your going through your depressed phase aren’t you.”

‘Damn him.’ Hideto stopped and turned. Smiling “You caught me.”

“You smiling like an idiot hasn’t irked me yet, that’s how I know. “ Loki looked down as he got up and sat on the bed a bit shakily. “Dude you don’t have to leave.”

“You sure, you look a bit uncomfortable.” the lighter haired one asked.

“No, just bored.” Loki said. ‘And effing frustrated.’ he thought.

Hideto kicked his shoes off and jumped on the bed and lay on his stomach. “Are we really going to hell?”

“Pretty sure.”

Hideto began making points about the new conversation.

“Can we drop the subject?” Loki said bitterly. His back was facing Hideto sitting at the edge of the bed.

Hideto turned his head to look at his friend, who was staring at his wrists; the long white scars were still there. He knew Loki wouldn’t do it again, and if he tried, Hideto swore he would stop him. He lifted his fingers to the large scar on his throat, where his adam’s apple would have been if it hadn’t been removed when he went through surgery years ago when he had his accident.

Loki felt eyes on his back and he turned his hands over and put them on his knees. Turning he got a bit a bit dizzy. He put a hand on the bed and steadied himself.

Hideto grabbed another small bottle from the case and handed it Loki who took it and opened it. “You sure you should be getting this drunk?” He asked a bit worried.

Loki turned his head to Hideto. “When does it matter?” Loki said a bit depressed.

Hideto watched Loki drink the whole small bottle of liquor. He fell back on the bed and started to laugh. “If we go to hell, then do you think were going to the same place?” he heard Loki ask.

Loki sat up and almost fell off the bed.

Hideto jumped up from his laying position and grabbed his friend and pulled him back up. Letting him fall off the bed wouldn’t result well. He would smack his head on the computer desk. Pulling him completely on the bed Hideto straddled him again.

“Hey didn’t I tell you to get off of me?” Loki asked with a slight slur.

“Yes but this time I wont get off of you so easily.” Hideto said smiling faintly. He knew that he could take advantage of Loki very easily. His heart had been hammering away at his chest began to quicken more when he felt something under where he was sitting twitch slightly.

Loki could control himself usually when he was drunk, his mind never went too astray, so he knew very well what was going on. But his reflexes and motor skills weren’t up to par.

Hideto grabbed Loki’s arms and held them near his head.

“Hideto I don’t know what your planning on doing but stop right now.” Loki warned.

Hideto smiled and shook his head slowly, “Loki if I do this, I could loose your friendship forever.” He whispered. He bent down slightly.

“Hideto I told you that I would be ok just as long as you didn’t do anything funny.” Loki said squirming under Hideto’s weight.

But Hideto didn’t listen he moved down farther till he was inches from his friend’s face. Instead of doing what he was presumed to do, he instead he continued and whispered into the young man’s ear. “Let me help.” His cool breath wafted over Loki’s ear.

Loki shuddered slightly, “Hideto.”

“You said nothing funny.” Hideto cut him off. “But I am totally serious about this.”

Loki couldn’t detect any humor in the younger boy’s voice. “I don’t…” Loki couldn’t form words as Hideto ground his pelvis into Loki’s.

Hideto was getting a bit braver knowing that the alcohol logged friend wasn’t going to put up much resistance. He brought his head back and went for what he had somewhat secretly wanted for quite a while.

Loki didn’t resist, but let it happen, but it was like electricity had shot through his brain, having his best friend press his lips to his own was different than kissing Heaven, or a girl for that matter,

Hideto purred when his attempt was successful. Wet lips under his own began to move with his which made his stomach jump even more. He was breathing heavily trying to keep his heart from exploding in his chest.

Loki couldn’t control what was happening, he knew that kissing back was only instigating it more, but when he felt Hideto’s hands begin to weaken around his wrists he pulled one out ready to stop what was happening.

Hideto felt a stern hand on his shoulder pushing him back a bit. He broke the kiss and noticed that Loki had gotten one free.

Loki got the other hand free and after he sat up slightly he let it fly towards the younger one’s face.
Luckily for Hideto he saw this coming and pulled away just in time to dodge the fist. He smiled as he got up off Loki. “What did you like it so much you’re trying to pin the fault on me?” He teased.

Loki growled slightly, the livid look on his face was unmistakable.

“You know I would so believe you if you hadn’t gotten a boner when I kissed you.” Hideto laughed when Loki’s face went red.

“I am not a fag like you.” Loki said getting up and heading towards the door.

Hideto jumped from the bed and grabbed his friend. “I know your not!” He said. “But you are dealing with a build up of sexual tension and frustration…” He blushed slightly, and then his right hand reached for Loki’s waist band of his jeans.

“I am not having sex with you.” Loki said quietly.

Hideto smiled. “Why not, no one will ever know.” He pulled his arms up and around Loki’s neck, and pulled him closer. “No one is home.”

Loki gave him a stern look, “Hideto its no…” He was pulled into another kiss.

Hideto didn’t care if this resulted in him getting murdered by the time he was done, he was doing a friend he cared deeply for a favor. His fingers were massaging the base of Loki’s neck.

Loki pulled back and pushed Hideto lightly. “Stop.”

“No.” Hideto said as he pushed Loki against the closest wall.

Loki was actually worried, this was a guy who had two things against him, three if you counted the thing he didn’t want to think about pressing into his own, but the other two, were a bit more out of his hands. Hideto was extremely athletic, and was used to being hit with a soccer ball, so his punches weren’t phased, the other thing was that he didn’t drink much of anything from earlier.

Hideto pulled back just momentarily. “I told you your lighting makes me do weird stuff, when I am drunk."

"You're not drunk though." Loki hissed still trying to pry the stronger young man away from him.

Hideto smiled, "Yeah but you are." He finally let go and began to laugh.

"You sick fuck what the hell?" Loki slurred a yell.

"Dont you feel a bit like Heaven?" Hideto stopped his laughter and sat down on the bed. "Like the prey."

Loki glared, he was ready to murder his friend. Moving away from the wall he walked toward the bed. He grabbed Hideto and threw him to the floor and grabbed his neck.

Hideto never showed fear, but instead he would smile. This was different though, he lifted his hand to Loki's right thigh and slid it over the material of his jeans, he was quick as he began to squeeze the inside of Loki's thigh. Now he was beginning to loose breath.

Loki smiled, "Not much pride today, knowing your going to loose." he whispered to his friend. "You can't stop your breathing forever."

Hideto was beginning to squirm under Loki's body, he reached up with with a shaking arm and grabbed Loki's shoulder and squeezed.

Loki let go finally and he got off Hideto to let him breath.



Hideto began to cough hard. "You know that you're gonna kill me that way one of these days."

“I would have killed you right then,” Loki muttered. “Why the hell did you do that?!” His voice much louder and threatening.

Hideto was lying on his side facing Loki, reaching up he touched Loki’s face. “You are my only true friend, anything to make you happy.”

“And you think what you’re doing will make me happy?” Loki pulled away from the caressing hand.

“Yes.” Hideto sat up and embraced Loki. “Look at it this way, you get rid of some of that sexual frustration, care of me, you don’t freak out at Heaven in the morning for staying with Blue, and you’re good for a couple weeks.”

“Have you even done that before?” Loki asked arching his eyebrows.

Hideto pulled away and blushed slightly. “Well no… I mean, I have seen it done…”

Loki rolled his eyes as usual and lightly smacked Hideto over the head. “So that’s why Uriah won’t let you near him.”

“Ok computer genius hacker person knows my personal life, you’re the one who has more lesbian porn on your computer than any guy I know and still is sexually frustrated.” Hideto pointed at Loki’s computer which was on a slideshow screensaver. This proved Hideto’s point.

Loki looked away, Hideto did have a point about many things, Heaven was getting pretty comfortable with Loki, and it was actually thanks to the boy next to him. Throwing a fit in the morning about her staying with Blue was almost guaranteed. He had kicked Hideto out of the bed for more than just snuggling, he was afraid he was going to start to either rape his friend or start dry humping him, which both thoughts bothered him. So when Hideto left he had taken care of his swelling erection.

Hideto waited patiently smiling. But his patience was wearing thin, he could wait for Loki’s permission or he could just instigate it more. He knew the more Loki thought the less drunk he was and the more unwilling to do anything.

Loki looked back to Hideto. Still unsure what he was going to do.

Hideto’s smile faded and he decided to act on his own. Grabbing Loki and shoving him against the side of the bed he forced his lips onto his friends and straddled him. Feeling hands pushing on his thin hips only made him more determined.

Loki gave in; no matter how odd this was he went along with it. His hands held on tightly to the slender hips. He actually enjoyed having fingers thread through his hair, feeling that unbearable reaction of nerves due to the situation.

Hideto could feel it also, moaning slightly into Loki’s mouth. Hideto loved the human body, especially after learning about the chemical reactions of being horny, that hormones usually had no qualms on gender, or appearance. But if there were any human body he loved the most at the moment was Loki’s, he had seen him naked on multiple times, after games when they shared school for one year. Being on the soccer team was the best especially that’s when Hideto started to fall for the darker haired senior. His thoughts were torn from him when he felt smooth finger tips on the skin of his lower back.

Loki felt the vibration of Hideto’s second moan and opened his mouth to it, which he almost regretted doing. The younger attacked the inside of his mouth with his tongue and sparred with his own. He tried to contain a laugh when he felt the foreign tongue graze the roof of his mouth, which he had come to learn was very ticklish.

Hideto pulled with a hand over his mouth “You bit my tongue!” he giggled.

“Ok do you wanna do this or not?” Loki asked harshly.

Hideto smiled after pulling his hand down and went back to kissing his friend.

Loki was beginning to get a cramp in his back, and thanking that Hideto was very light he got up and was able to lift Hideto with him.

Hideto was brought out of the kiss when he began to slide off slightly, grappling Loki around the neck they both then fell to the bed. Hideto smiled and laughed. “Comfy now?” He asked.

“Shut up and get on with it.” Loki growled.

“Make me.” Hideto teased he got close to Loki’s lips but pulled away playfully.

“Stupid Jap.” Loki growled and grabbed Hideto’s head and pulled him down.

Ignoring the almost racist statement he melted into the kiss he was pulled into, holding himself up from completely crashing into Loki with shaking arms.

Loki slid his hands from Hideto’s head down his neck and over his thin chest. Fingers sliding under his tee shirt.

Hideto stopped his heavy kisses to trail them down Loki’s neck. He felt his shirt being pulled up around his ribs. Getting the idea he reached back and pulled the back of it over his head. A bit fearful that Loki would stop he paused after he threw it on the floor. Smiling at Loki’s confused look he pressed his lips against Loki’s.

Loki didn’t know why but it caused his already hard erection to practically burst from his pants when he saw Hideto like this, above him. The scar across his neck, the slight muscles and thin waist. He didn’t know why he was so turned on by his friend.

Hideto practically ripped the shirt off of Loki after his reassuring kiss, then resumed where he had let off. He was able to trail lower now down the other’s neck and over the almost milk colored skin.

If there was one thing Loki hated was being on bottom during sex, and now that he was with his male friend it made it almost unbearable. Pushing against Hideto he slid from under him and pushed the confused male. Positioning himself between Hideto’s legs he saw a twinge of fear cross the brown eyes of the now on bottom Hideto.

Hideto was more afraid that he would get choked again. But when Loki came down and began his own mess of kisses he gave a relieved moan.

Loki couldn’t handle what was going on; his hands began to search vigorously down the thinner body till they found the khaki pants, hooking his finger under the waist band he began to tug at it.

Hideto lost about half of his nerve, blinking a few times he went along and helped Loki (and in the most fumbling manner ever) remove his pants. Leaving him in the pair of blue boxers that weren’t keeping his attentive erection hidden very well. Blushing he looked away slightly.

Loki was in too much euphoria to care about appearances and his bias about having sex with another male was long forgotten. So much that after seeing Hideto blush under him he fumbled with his own pants.

Hideto couldn’t help but watch and chuckle slightly, helping with shaking fingers they were able to get Loki’s button undone from his jeans.

Loki slid them off quickly and kicked them over the edge of the bed. He grabbed Hideto around the waist and pressed himself against the one below him.

Hideto began to crawl backwards, thoughts wailed like sirens in his head; he began to remember that Loki was cursed with lust, and knew that he was in for probably the most painful couple hours of sex. His body seized when he felt a hand grab his member roughly. Letting out a loud guttural moan he grabbed onto Loki’s scalp.

Loki was too engrossed in the skin that he was practically eating in the crease of Hideto’s neck and shoulder to worry what his hand was doing. He knew it was a good thing when the desired reaction came from the younger one. He ignored the insufferable writhing of body below him he removed his hand and began to pull the blue boxers down off the thin hips. His hand went directly to the uncovered, increasingly hardened member. Not being totally satisfied he pushed off his own.

Hideto was practically in heaven when he felt the soft skin of Loki’s penis against his. Lips locked together he wrapped his arms around Loki’s neck.

With one hand he held himself up and with the other Loki grabbed Hideto’s bottom and pulled him up. Positioning himself and ready to enter, he pushed inward.

Hideto’s mind screamed. Causing him to let go of Loki’s neck and pull away. “Loki!” He half yelled. “Fuck!”

Loki didn’t hear him very well.

Hideto grabbed his friend’s hair and yanked hard. “Fuck, stop!” He repeated ’stop’ quickly until Loki finally looked up a bit angry.

“What do you want?” Loki bit.

“What do I want?” Hideto snapped. “Not to end up in my father’s hospital with a torn rectum, and you being the one bringing me in. That will really good in his mind.”

Loki realized what he was talking about, Hideto never got along at all with his father especially for reasons like this. “Quit being such a pansy.” he said instead of offering comforting words.

“Listen you horny bastard my fucking ass doesn’t stretch like a girl’s twat.” Hideto was actually very angry. “Do you want me to shove my stick in your ass without any warning or help?”

Loki rolled his eyes and grabbed Hideto’s member and began pump it up and down silencing him.
“Fine I will be careful.” He pressed his lips to Hideto’s neck, breath catching when he felt a hand snake between them and grabbed his swollen penis.

“Be nice or I will break yours.” Loki heard the threatening ice cold hiss come from his friend.

Loki smiled despite the threat and took a piece of the scarred flesh from Hideto’s neck and bit hard, but not enough to draw blood.

Hideto squeezed Loki tightly and then even tighter after the initial shock of being bitten in such a tender place had passed.

Loki let go of his throat and pressed his lips harshly down on his friend’s, moaning into his mouth. He was still pumping Hideto’s member slowly but let go after getting enough of the pre cum on his fingers. Sliding it down he found the tender flesh that he tried entering earlier. Pressing one finger in he felt the body under him jump slightly. But before he could push it in farther the body pulled away.

Hideto had a very evil look on his face, grabbing Loki around the shoulders and pushing him to the bed. Slapping Loki’s hands away from his waist he straddled his knees and began to pump his friend’s member quickly

Loki sat up and watched as Hideto concentrated on the ministrations. Hideto’s head looked up to him and smiled. Loki bent forward and kissed him and reached up to thread his fingers through his light brown hair. But Hideto had pulled away and he wrapped his mouth around Loki’s penis taking it completely in.

Hideto hid the choking this caused him; he went a bit too fast and almost made himself throw up. For his first time wouldn’t be the best of ideas. When his throat relaxed he began to bob his head slightly and suckle at the organ in his mouth.

Loki had fallen back on the bed and his hands finally found Hideto’s head of hair. Somehow this was actually more enjoyable. His hips moved upward when Hideto pulled slightly away.

Hideto pressed the tip of his tongue into the hole of the tip of Loki’s penis. He was wondering around the organ inexperienced and curious wanting to know what made his friend tick. When he felt hands leave his hair and move to his shoulders relaxed is mouth when he was pulled from Loki’s member.

Loki pressed his lips to the other’s tasting the salty bitter flavor that was his own. Turning the young man over he restarted what he was trying to do earlier. Spreading Hideto’s legs he pressed the same finger inside, it was bit harder since it was dry going in. Bending down and regretting not doing this a second before he slid his middle finger into his mouth and then pressed it inside of the other’s anus with the other one. Looking up he saw that Hideto had his eyes closed and his hands were threaded into his hair trying to pass the pain. Smiling softly he returned the earlier favor by taking his free hand and grabbing the softening penis and slipping it in his mouth.

Hideto’s reaction was golden. Sitting up straight he about come right there instantly. His hands grabbed Loki’s shoulders and he dug his nails deep into the skin. His body seizing repeatedly due to the amazing rush of adrenalin.

Loki stopped much sooner than when he received his, knowing by the way his companion’s body was reacting he wasn’t going to last very long in those conditions. He pulled the two inserted fingers apart to where they were stretching the skin. This caused the body it belonged to fall back to the bed. He then slid a third finger inside of the tight hole. Waiting for Hideto to relax a bit he used his free hand to pick up the slender teen’s legs up around his waist. Pulling one finger out he pressed his hardness in slightly, another finger was retracted as he slid deeper into his friend. Finally pulling the last one out he pushed the rest of the way in. Pulling slightly out he slid in again and stopped.

Hideto had pulled his hand up to his mouth and bit hard onto his wrist. When his body relaxed to the pain he nodded his approval.

Loki had no qualms with making his friend scream, so after seeing the nod of approval he grabbed Hideto’s wrists and wrenched them above his head and holding them down with one hand. Then keeping one hand under his friend he pulled out halfway before pressing in again much harder. Hearing the whimpering only made him go a bit faster.

The pain that hit him soon died to a numb feeling in both his wrists and his bottom, their bodies seemed to rock in semi-perfect motion together. His back arched backwards with every thrust. Thanking his semi flexibility for this, if not his back would have probably been broken and another spinal injury wasn’t something he needed. The thrusts became faster and harder, and it caused their bodies to seize with the close feeling of climax. Hideto went rigid as his body finally let out its own fluids all over their stomachs. This also caused him to tighten his rectum.

Loki’s body went into overdrive as he slammed quickly to make the best of his orgasm before he passed out. He heard sharp whimpers from under him, sending him over the edge, with a loud groan he finally spilled inside of Hideto and collapsed.

Hideto moved slightly and pushed out the object that was still in him. Looking down at the older male on top of him he smiled when he heard the heavy breathing. Pulling him up next to him he shook his head.

“When you wear out, you wear out don’t you Loki?” He asked quietly, knowing he wouldn’t get a response from the passed out Loki. Sitting up he reached over the side of the bed and looked around for his boxers, finding them he pulled them on. Laying down he turned towards Loki’s sleeping form and combed lightly through the black hair.

“I know your asleep but, I just wanna let you know that, you probably wont act the same around me anymore.” Hideto whispered. “That’s fine though, I wanted to know what it felt like. Even at the cost of our friendship.”

“Would you shut up with that mushy crap and go to sleep?” Loki’s eyes had shot open and were sending tried glares towards the other male.

“Uh… sorry!” Hideto closed his eyes. He felt a hand land on his head which caused him to open his eyes a bit he saw that Loki was smiling and chuckling silently.

“Why did you wanna do that really?” He asked. “Your too cunning and manipulative to do this just for my benefit.”

Hideto blushed slightly. “Don’t kill me in my sleep if I tell you.”

“Knowing you, you’re gonna be halfway home before I wake up again after this.” Loki said quietly.

Hideto looked away, “Because, I guess a good part of me is gay, because… I love you.” the last part was barely a whisper. “I know you don’t feel the same, but I don’t care, just as long as your happy.” He hid the nervousness with a humorous tone.

Loki grabbed Hideto and pulled him close. “Just for tonight and tonight only.” he paused to take a breath. “I love you too.”

Hideto woke up with the sun, he was still pretty close to Loki but not enough that if they were looked in on that it would get cross thoughts. Sliding out of the large bed he hissed from the pain of last nights actions. Pulling on his khakis and green tee he looked back and made sure Loki was still asleep. Slipping on his shoes he left the room. Going down the hall he combed his fingers through his hair trying to get the crazy mess to look semi-normal.

He was down the stairs when he heard someone in the kitchen. He prayed that it was Loki’s mother, he could get away with lying to her than lying to Heaven’s father.

Heaven was the one actually who rounded out of the kitchen. “Hideto?” She was very confused. “What are you doing here?” She asked.

“Uh…” he was very surprised she was even home. “I was drinking with Loki again.”

Her head nodded once and she was clearly thinking. “What happened to your neck?” She asked pointing and smiling.

Hideto cursed and knew that he probably had a big welt on his neck. “We were… umm… wrestling, yeah wrestling.”

She didn’t look convinced. “Keep telling yourself that Hideto, I got home around eleven last night. I am surprised you didn’t hear my stereo trying to drown you two out.”

Hideto paled. His once tan skin went stark white. “Shit.”

Heaven rolled her eyes. “I wont tell anyone.” She said. “Just try to keep it down next time and try the floor.”

Hideto chose that time to leave and ran down the block.