My Diary.
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Original - Misc › Non-Fiction/True Stories/Autobiographical
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Adult +
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2
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1
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My Diary.
Diary,
It seems these days nothing matters anymore. Being who I am just isn't enough. My friends hardly notice me, and if they do they're annoyed. The man I have obsessed over for the past year has yet to notice I exist. It would never work out anyways. Oh I just wish he was my age, or I his. I'm a Freshman in college and I haven't even had sex, with a man that is. I remember the first and only girl I was with just like it was yesterday. We were both 15 but I was a few months older. She was at least 6 inches shorter than me with short red hair at the time. She was always changing her hair color. I loved that about her. She wasn't fat but she definitely wasn't skinny. She had had a lot more experience than me. I had first come out as bisexual in 7th grade, so it wasn't much different for me. I had always been interested in girls, but I could not keep my eyes away from the cute boys. Most people made fun of me for being bi, but this girl was different, just like me. We had become friends fast and she came to my house to spend the night. We were down in my mom's room fooling around. I would rub her nipples and she would giggle. We found a DVD under my mom's bed. It was a porno, so we decided to put it on. She was looking at me seductively and I was nervous so I just lit up a cigarette. She kind of laughed and took the DVD out. She dragged me into my room across the hall and started kissing me. It wasn't the first time I had kissed a girl but it sent butterflies throughout my body. She knew that I was inexperienced so she took the lead. She pushed me down onto my bed and started groping me. With that little bit of touch I started to moan. She just smiled and started taking off my clothes and her own. I told her I wasn't sure about eating her out but I would like it if she would do it for me. She agreed as long as I would finger her which I gladly did. We took turns fingering each other to orgasms. Afterwards we got dressed and went upstairs to sit on the computer. To this day we still talk about that experience and just laugh about it. Now I dream for a man and a woman, both are my teachers. I masturbate to the thought of each separately. For him I use the shower head on massage setting, and for her I use my fingers to lesbian porn. I know it's wrong to obsess, but I just can't help it. I want them both in my bed. I want to press my lips to her pussy and wrap them around his cock. Both are just dreams and nothing more.
'Til next time. Good night, Diary
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It seems these days nothing matters anymore. Being who I am just isn't enough. My friends hardly notice me, and if they do they're annoyed. The man I have obsessed over for the past year has yet to notice I exist. It would never work out anyways. Oh I just wish he was my age, or I his. I'm a Freshman in college and I haven't even had sex, with a man that is. I remember the first and only girl I was with just like it was yesterday. We were both 15 but I was a few months older. She was at least 6 inches shorter than me with short red hair at the time. She was always changing her hair color. I loved that about her. She wasn't fat but she definitely wasn't skinny. She had had a lot more experience than me. I had first come out as bisexual in 7th grade, so it wasn't much different for me. I had always been interested in girls, but I could not keep my eyes away from the cute boys. Most people made fun of me for being bi, but this girl was different, just like me. We had become friends fast and she came to my house to spend the night. We were down in my mom's room fooling around. I would rub her nipples and she would giggle. We found a DVD under my mom's bed. It was a porno, so we decided to put it on. She was looking at me seductively and I was nervous so I just lit up a cigarette. She kind of laughed and took the DVD out. She dragged me into my room across the hall and started kissing me. It wasn't the first time I had kissed a girl but it sent butterflies throughout my body. She knew that I was inexperienced so she took the lead. She pushed me down onto my bed and started groping me. With that little bit of touch I started to moan. She just smiled and started taking off my clothes and her own. I told her I wasn't sure about eating her out but I would like it if she would do it for me. She agreed as long as I would finger her which I gladly did. We took turns fingering each other to orgasms. Afterwards we got dressed and went upstairs to sit on the computer. To this day we still talk about that experience and just laugh about it. Now I dream for a man and a woman, both are my teachers. I masturbate to the thought of each separately. For him I use the shower head on massage setting, and for her I use my fingers to lesbian porn. I know it's wrong to obsess, but I just can't help it. I want them both in my bed. I want to press my lips to her pussy and wrap them around his cock. Both are just dreams and nothing more.
'Til next time. Good night, Diary
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PLEASE REVIEW!!!! <333