Lies Rejection and Betrayal Is Suicide
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Adult
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1
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Lies Rejection and Betrayal Is Suicide
Lies Rejection and Betrayal Is Suicide
My name is Jade Jurado and I am 16 years old. I don’t know why I was born. I might never know but the most common way to commit suicide is lies, rejection, and betrayal. Lies as in the one you love telling you he or she loves you when he or she really doesn’t love you as he says he does. Rejection as in I don’t like you or want you because you’re not good enough. Betrayal as in your boy friend or girl friend cheating on you with your best friend. These are the things that make you commit suicide. I’m here to tell you how I commit suicide and why? Well let’s say I’m already dead. Welcome to my suicidal story.
On October 10th a beautiful baby girl named Jade was born at 4am.
“One more push and she’s out.” The doctor said. My mother brought me fully out to the world with that push she made. Damn her. She brought me life I did not want. “She’s a girl!” The doctor said with excitement. I mean I don’t know why that stupid doctor was excited I mean 16 years from that very same day I’m going to be dead. But thanks for helping me out of my mother’s disgusting stomach. My parents weren’t excited at all. They didn’t care that I was born. I was born crying not because I wanted my mother or wanted to be warm because I was freezing my entire body off. I was crying because I didn’t want to live. I mean come on my parents didn’t know what to name me. A nurse told them what to name me. “You should name her Jade he eyes are very pretty. Jade would suit her.” The nurse said as she handed me to my mother. My mother looked disgusted when she saw me. I wish the doctors never left me and her alone in the room including my father, because what she told me made me want to die. I was expecting for her to say I love you my little girl but what I got from her was horrible. I still remember it to this day I don’t know why but I do. “Jade that’s going to be your name. You disgust me Jade I wish you weren’t born I was going to abort you do you know that. It’s your fault he doesn’t want to be with me any more.” She told me. I wouldn’t stop crying after that my mother couldn’t take it so she told the nurses to take me away, because she didn’t feel good. You lying bitch. You didn’t want me why what did I do? I was just brought to the world and you tell me you are disgusted with me then you must be disgusted with yourself lady, because uh well your one of the reasons I look the way I look! Ha. Well from that day I was taken cared of by the very same nurse who named me. I liked that nurse I wish she was MY mother. She was nice to me caring and she also said she loved me even though I wasn’t her daughter. I found out later on in my life she couldn’t have kids. I also found out that she wanted me to be her daughter she told me herself. She had blonde hair, blue eyes, and she was in perfect shape. I wish the nurse could see me now…before I died. Before I killed myself. Well that’s how I was born. I was REJECTED by my own mother.
Jade’s 7th birthday
“Mommy mommy today’s my birthday what did you get me!?” I asked my mother. “Darling today isn’t your birthday.” My mom said. “But mommy the calendar says it’s my birthday.” I said excitedly. “But sweetheart how can it be your birthday if you were never born?” She asked. I was speechless. I held in the tears. My eyes were filled with so much pain and sorrow. My…mother walked away. Thank god Ava the nurse was going to take care of me today. She walked in as she saw my father and mother walk away. When they closed the door Ava walked to me and crouched down…”Jade honey what’s wrong?” She asked. I began to cry. “My mommy told me it wasn’t my birthday…because…because how can it be my birthday if I was never born?” I sobbed. “But honey who ever told you she was you mommy. Mommies don’t act the way your mommy acts.” Ava said. “Then how do mommies act Ava.” I said as I rubbed my eyes. “Well mommies aren’t mean and not loving. Nor do they say it isn’t your birthday. Jade today is your birthday I got you some presents and cake too!” Ava said. “Ava can you be my mommy?” I asked. “Of course it would be an honor to be your mommy darling.” Ava said. I stopped crying Ava was now my mommy I seriously wish she was my mother. Maybe I wouldn’t have killed myself. I would have had a happy life if she was my mother. Very happy life she was so nice. I remember that day we went to her car and she got me a huge cake and also soda ice cream and presents. She got me a Barbie and a stuffed teddy bear and some blankets for my bed. It was an amazing day the greatest day of my life actually I never felt that happy then again it would be the last time I will ever be happy you’ll see why…
5 Days Later After Jade’s B-day
“Oh my god…Ava died in a car crash!” My mom said. She didn’t cry she didn’t care she barley knew Ava. The bitch barley knew her. I knew here for 8 years of my life. 5 days ago she said she was my mommy….my mommy is dead. The mommy I wish I could have. I was dead I cried all night I was filled with pain and sorrow I became in love with black. Black was my color I love everything that was black the day she died I hated white. Oh I felt like dieing the day my mommy died my mom didn’t understand why I was so sad that she died. I told her…”Why are you so sad Ava died?” My mom asked. “Because she was my real mom…my mommy she cared about me unlike you your just a cold hearted bitch!” I said. My mom slapped me and I cried I ran to my room and that’s where I met my best friend. A knife. I got the knife cut myself saw the blood slowly come out and the pain felt good…
TBC
My name is Jade Jurado and I am 16 years old. I don’t know why I was born. I might never know but the most common way to commit suicide is lies, rejection, and betrayal. Lies as in the one you love telling you he or she loves you when he or she really doesn’t love you as he says he does. Rejection as in I don’t like you or want you because you’re not good enough. Betrayal as in your boy friend or girl friend cheating on you with your best friend. These are the things that make you commit suicide. I’m here to tell you how I commit suicide and why? Well let’s say I’m already dead. Welcome to my suicidal story.
On October 10th a beautiful baby girl named Jade was born at 4am.
“One more push and she’s out.” The doctor said. My mother brought me fully out to the world with that push she made. Damn her. She brought me life I did not want. “She’s a girl!” The doctor said with excitement. I mean I don’t know why that stupid doctor was excited I mean 16 years from that very same day I’m going to be dead. But thanks for helping me out of my mother’s disgusting stomach. My parents weren’t excited at all. They didn’t care that I was born. I was born crying not because I wanted my mother or wanted to be warm because I was freezing my entire body off. I was crying because I didn’t want to live. I mean come on my parents didn’t know what to name me. A nurse told them what to name me. “You should name her Jade he eyes are very pretty. Jade would suit her.” The nurse said as she handed me to my mother. My mother looked disgusted when she saw me. I wish the doctors never left me and her alone in the room including my father, because what she told me made me want to die. I was expecting for her to say I love you my little girl but what I got from her was horrible. I still remember it to this day I don’t know why but I do. “Jade that’s going to be your name. You disgust me Jade I wish you weren’t born I was going to abort you do you know that. It’s your fault he doesn’t want to be with me any more.” She told me. I wouldn’t stop crying after that my mother couldn’t take it so she told the nurses to take me away, because she didn’t feel good. You lying bitch. You didn’t want me why what did I do? I was just brought to the world and you tell me you are disgusted with me then you must be disgusted with yourself lady, because uh well your one of the reasons I look the way I look! Ha. Well from that day I was taken cared of by the very same nurse who named me. I liked that nurse I wish she was MY mother. She was nice to me caring and she also said she loved me even though I wasn’t her daughter. I found out later on in my life she couldn’t have kids. I also found out that she wanted me to be her daughter she told me herself. She had blonde hair, blue eyes, and she was in perfect shape. I wish the nurse could see me now…before I died. Before I killed myself. Well that’s how I was born. I was REJECTED by my own mother.
Jade’s 7th birthday
“Mommy mommy today’s my birthday what did you get me!?” I asked my mother. “Darling today isn’t your birthday.” My mom said. “But mommy the calendar says it’s my birthday.” I said excitedly. “But sweetheart how can it be your birthday if you were never born?” She asked. I was speechless. I held in the tears. My eyes were filled with so much pain and sorrow. My…mother walked away. Thank god Ava the nurse was going to take care of me today. She walked in as she saw my father and mother walk away. When they closed the door Ava walked to me and crouched down…”Jade honey what’s wrong?” She asked. I began to cry. “My mommy told me it wasn’t my birthday…because…because how can it be my birthday if I was never born?” I sobbed. “But honey who ever told you she was you mommy. Mommies don’t act the way your mommy acts.” Ava said. “Then how do mommies act Ava.” I said as I rubbed my eyes. “Well mommies aren’t mean and not loving. Nor do they say it isn’t your birthday. Jade today is your birthday I got you some presents and cake too!” Ava said. “Ava can you be my mommy?” I asked. “Of course it would be an honor to be your mommy darling.” Ava said. I stopped crying Ava was now my mommy I seriously wish she was my mother. Maybe I wouldn’t have killed myself. I would have had a happy life if she was my mother. Very happy life she was so nice. I remember that day we went to her car and she got me a huge cake and also soda ice cream and presents. She got me a Barbie and a stuffed teddy bear and some blankets for my bed. It was an amazing day the greatest day of my life actually I never felt that happy then again it would be the last time I will ever be happy you’ll see why…
5 Days Later After Jade’s B-day
“Oh my god…Ava died in a car crash!” My mom said. She didn’t cry she didn’t care she barley knew Ava. The bitch barley knew her. I knew here for 8 years of my life. 5 days ago she said she was my mommy….my mommy is dead. The mommy I wish I could have. I was dead I cried all night I was filled with pain and sorrow I became in love with black. Black was my color I love everything that was black the day she died I hated white. Oh I felt like dieing the day my mommy died my mom didn’t understand why I was so sad that she died. I told her…”Why are you so sad Ava died?” My mom asked. “Because she was my real mom…my mommy she cared about me unlike you your just a cold hearted bitch!” I said. My mom slapped me and I cried I ran to my room and that’s where I met my best friend. A knife. I got the knife cut myself saw the blood slowly come out and the pain felt good…
TBC