Poetry by me

Flashman's Game:
I stumble through the dark towards my hell
The way is paved with my lies and deceptions
I'm sinking in the quicksand that is my despair
My cloak of illusions wearing me down
The illusions of beauty and grace too heavy a burden for this rotten core to carry
Dawn is awakening behind me, giving birth to the harsh unforgiving light
I trudge onwards, far away from the light that would disperse my shield of shadows
The light that would pierce my cloak of illusions and reveal my rotten core
They cannot see, they must not know

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Lies lying broken at our feet
Pieces of my delusions among them
Shards of dreams cut into my palms as I slip down unto my knees
Blood runs freely from my wounds
My spirit bleeding out through the cracks within my soul

Ignorance is bliss
Grant me oblivion
Release me from this god awfull truth
I don't wish to know anymore
This is too much to bear.

Death wish:
A desire for death
A wish for life to end
People fear death
I fear life
Life means everything
Pain, Anger, Sorrow, Loss
Love, Faith, Despair, Agony
I wish for nothingness
Cold reality
Only to be warmed at deaths embrace
Let her embrace me
Sleep in her arms
Drift for eternity
In the dark

Peace:
Regaining sanity
Peace of mind
Beyond my reach

All is lost
Can’t you help me
Find my peace
Find that bit
Just out of reach

I need your help
Can’t do it on my own
So can’t you help me
I need it so

I’m drifting here
Out of time
No one here
Out of mind

Out of peace
No one here
To help me now

So by myself
I drift here on my own
All is lost
It can’t be known

Lost:
Unclear, unfocused, uncertain, unspoken
Can’t find my way
Among these ancient paths
The song in the air
Still remains unsung
Magic floats around us
Unchecked and unbound
We are all bound in it's web
Conected with invisable threads