A Bad Day Made Better

Jami came in the door, cold and wet from the icy drizzle that was coming down. Removing her coat and dropping her purse, she kicked off her shoes and headed straight for the bathroom. The past three months had not been kind to Jami. She wasn't doing as well in school as she had hoped, and she wasn't getting along with her parents. But today was the absolute worst. Jami had just been dumped, and without any reason at all. Her boyfriend wanted to talk to her three days prior, but said that it wasn't a good time right then and arranged to meet with her today. She waited three hours for him to show, but was stood up. Jami left the restaurant confused, angry, and very hurt.

When Jami got to the bathroom, she turned on the shower and disrobed. When she saw her reflection in the mirror, a dull ache arose in her chest above her heart. She was 20, an average build with full hips and thighs and small breasts. Everyone told her she was pretty, but her love life didn't reflect their opinions. She never had a date in high school, and went to both of her proms by herself. David was her first boyfriend, her first love. He took her on her first date, was her first kiss, and was the first person she had ever made love to. He called her beautiful, said that he loved her, and now he had tossed her aside with no explanation. Jami had never felt so ugly, and seeing her reflection made her begin to sob. She sat in the shower with her knees pulled up to her chest under the hot running water and cried harder than she had ever cried. She didn't even hear her roommate Ray come in and call for her.

"Jami! Where are you?!" Ray yelled, tripping over her hastily strewn things. "Damn, she left all her wet shit right where I can trip!" he muttered. Ray dropped his coat and kicked off his shoes near Jami's, and walked towards the bathroom. When he heard her sobbing over the sound of the water, he decided to check on her.

"Jami, are you okay? What's wrong?" he asked, knocking on the door.
"Go away, Ray!" Jami cried.
"That asshole dumped you, didn't he?"

There was a brief silence, followed by the sound of the water being shut off.

"Yeah. He dumped me." she replied, sniffling.

Ray sighed and opened the door, taking a seat on the floor next to the shower. He had never liked David. He thought he was secretive and shady, and thought he treated Jami like crap. But Ray stayed out of it because he didn't want to ruin his friendship with Jami. He loved Jami, and it killed him when he found out that she had sex with David. He wanted to be with her, he wanted to be her first love, but he was too afraid to share his true feelings.

Ray slowly slid the glass door of the shower open and draped a towel over her shoulders. She moved closer to him in the tub and rested her head against the door of the shower.
"I've never felt so hurt. I feel so rejected, so ugly. I feel like my heart is literally shattering within my chest. It hurts to breathe!" she said, beginning to sob again. Ray helped her out and pulled her against him as she cried into his chest, clutching the towel around her shoulders.

"You're not ugly," Ray whispered, kissing her on top of her head.
"Then why couldn't I get a guy until I was 20? Why did he dump me? If I'm not ugly, why did it take me this long to find anybody?!"

Ray sighed and thought for a moment, because off the top of his head, he couldn't find any reason why men shouldn't be fighting over her. She had a wonderful sense of humor, and was the sweetest, kindest, and most caring person he had ever met. She had a gorgeous smile, and the most beautiful blue eyes. But she was extremely shy and self conscious and often walked with her eyes staring at the ground. Around her friends, she was somewhat extroverted, but when it came to being out in public around complete strangers, she seemed cold and distant. Ray decided on an answer that was a somewhat gentle version of the truth.

"Because you're such an amazing woman. Guys are stupid, and when they see you, they assume that you already have someone and decide not to waste their time on getting turned down." he replied. Jami was now resting her head on Ray's chest, breathing in his scent. He was so handsome, and even after meeting David, she still had a crush on him. She loved when he hugged her, the way they snuggled on the sofa when they watched horror movies, the way his deep voice made her melt. And yet, she was afraid to tell him because she was afraid of being rejected.

As she looked up at him and looked into his eyes, she decided to take a risk. She had already been through so much, could it get any worse? She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him, pulling his face closer to hers as the towel around her shoulders fell to the floor. Ray's eyes went wide as he was caught off guard, and instinctively pulled away. Jami felt him pull away and withdrew her advance. Embarrassment and shame took over, and she grabbed her towel and wrapped it around herself.

"I'm sorry! I shouldn't have-," she stammered, choking back tears. Jami ran out of the bathroom and locked herself in her room before Ray could say anything. The dull heart ache that Jami had been feeling now resonated in his own chest.

"Why did I pull away?" he whispered. As Ray passed Jami's room, he heard her crying again. When he got to his room, Ray locked the door and laid on his bed staring at the ceiling.
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As the late afternoon drifted into evening, Ray hid in his room, trying to figure out a way to tell Jami he felt the same as she did for him. He knew that if he just came out and said it, she'd think he was lying and taking pity on her. But if he waited too long, more damage could be done. He decided to just go talk to her and hope that she saw that his feelings for her were genuine. When he got to her door, he didn't hear crying, so he knocked softly.

"Jami? Can I talk to you?" Ray asked through the door. He waited for about a minute and heard no movement, so he opened the door. Jami had dressed herself in her pajamas sometime while they were hiding from one another, but she had also cried herself to sleep. As he gazed at her sleeping figure, he saw that her face wasn't relaxed. It was tense, frowning, and tear-streaked.

Ray crawled under the sheets next to her and brushed the hair away from her face. He then ran his hand down her arm and her hips, pulling himself closer to her. He kissed her cheek softly, then brought his lips closer to hers. He kissed her gently while he continued to run his hands over her hips. Jami moaned softly as he kissed her, so he pulled away. Ray then kissed her again, but more firmly, causing her to open her eyes. When she saw him so close to her, she gasped and sat up in bed, looking slightly frightened.

"Ray! Why are you-"
"I didn't mean to pull away, Jami. You just caught me by surprise. I've dreamt of you kissing me for the longest time. I love you. I was just afraid-"

Jami cut Ray off with a deep passionate kiss. Their tongues twisted with each other as they slid down in her bed, with Jami pulling Ray on top of her. They ran their hands over one another, exploring, grabbing, gently clawing. Their kisses became quick and light as they moaned into each other, enjoying the pleasure of their touching. Jami slipped Ray's shirt over his head and gently sucked his neck, trailing kisses up to his ear before gently sucking and licking his earlobe. Jami knew it was Ray's favorite spot and kept licking and sucking as he moaned and kissed her neck while undoing her pajama top. Once it was undone, he kissed her deeply while grabbing her left breast, making Jami gasp. Ray broke their kiss and began licking a trail down to her collar bone before sucking it and leaving a trail of wet sloppy kisses along its length. He kissed further down her chest and gently licked her right nipple while teasing the other one. Jami moaned and sighed and gently grabbed Ray's hair. She began running her fingers through his soft short hair with one hand while continuously running her other hand up and down his back.

"Ray don't stop..." Jami whimpered as Ray began to suck and tease the other nipple.
"I won't," he smiled, kissing her softly.

Ray pulled away and grabbed the waist of her pajama bottoms. He slid them off along with her underwear, slowly trailing his nails along the outside of her thighs. As she spread her legs for him, he undid his pants and slid them off. He lowered his head between her legs and kissed the insides of her thighs as she tried to pull his head closer to her wet pussy. He kissed her clit and began gently sucking and licking it while running his left hand up her stomach towards her breasts. With his right hand, he teased her entrance with his middle finger before slowly slipping it into her core. He continued to lick her clit as she moaned and bucked against his hand gently. Ray inserted another finger, continuing to suck her as he rubbed her g-spot gently. He rubbed harder and faster as Jami began to moan and whimper for him to make her cum. Ray kept massaging her spot as he moved up and kissed her. He watched her face as she began panting and bucking wildly under his touch.

"Ray! Ray!! Oh fuck yes Ray!!" she gasped as he rubbed her faster. She screamed as her muscles tightened around his fingers. He shoved them into her deeper as she came, clenching her eyes shut and her hands gripping the sheets. As she began to relax from her climax, she opened her eyes, and looked deeply into Ray's. Ray smiled at her before sucking her cum from his fingers.

"I hope you're not done..." he whispered into her ear before kissing her softly. Unable to speak, she shook her head no. "Good," he smiled.

Ray kissed her deeply as she wrapped her arms around his neck, their tongues once again dancing against one another, as he slid himself into her, filling her tight space and making her wince.

"I thought you said you two had sex?" Ray asked, looking concerned.
"We did. I guess he just wasn't that big," Jami with a smile, which made Ray chuckle.

She wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling him in further. They began to move with one another, slowly at first, then faster. Jami began to moan and claw at Ray's back as his breathing quickened and deepened. She moaned with every breath, the feeling of him inside her sending a continuous wave of pleasure over her body. Ray started moaning softly as the pressure within him began to build. He kissed her as he moaned into her mouth. The sweat began to bead over his back and hips, making her legs slide up and down his hips as he thrust faster and harder into her. He rested his forehead on hers and looked deep into her eyes as they began to gasp for breath. She pulled him close for a deep kiss, the feel of her tongue massaging his, making him thrust faster. Ray rolled over and pulled Jami on top. He moved her hips against his. She pulled his hands up to her chest so he could squeeze her breasts. Jami pulled him up closer and kissed him and sucked on his lower lip as she humped him, thrusting herself against him faster and faster. He began to whimper and moan as the fire building in his balls began causing his dick to throb with a deep need for release. Jami's hearing deafened as the blood rushed to her head She let out two loud shouts before clawing Ray's back and screaming his name, pulling his chest closer to hers. Ray gasped and panted as he thrust his hips harder and harder before letting out a screaming whimper, calling Jami's name and shouting a string of moans and groans before shooting his load into her. He sighed heavily and collapsed onto the bed, pulling her with him. Their bodies soaked with sweat and unable to move, they laid in each others' arms trying to catch their breath.

Jami rested her head on his chest as Ray wrapped his arms around her before his eyes refused to stay open any longer. He fell asleep, clutching her tightly and silently praying that what had just occurred wasn't a dream. Before her eyes closed and she fell into a slumber, Jami thought about how hard she had just cum, and of the fact that in all the times that she and David had sex, she never once came with him. All the time that she had been afraid to tell Ray how she felt and he had been too afraid to tell her the same. She didn't care anymore that David had rejected her. She had someone that would never treat her as badly as David had. Her only regret is that she didn't realize it sooner.