Undeserved sufferings of Aleal, perfection alive
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My god and my cage
Chapter 1
My god and my cage
Probably for the tenth time already, I stand in this street. A row of shabb... err, comfortably looking houses with tiny flower gardens, a bunch of hellions screaming and laughing and running around - nothing to be impressed with. So the question is what I, perfection incarnate, am doing here.
It's not like I am waiting for someone to show up. No, really. I Suppose, I do enjoy standing in this ordinary district, looking at the dull pavement, dusty windows, grey sky. An ordinary passerby who looks at me with suspicious, envious or prying eyes does not bother me at all either. I cast a glance at my watch, not really seeing what it shows, and continue my staring session. I am at peace, I am free, happy and…
He is here!! Finally, The god is crossing this street. No, no longer it is a street, but a large avenue full of luxurious mansions.
Dark waves covering his face outshine the sun. Ashamed it hides behind the cloud - and don't you dare to compete with my god anymore! His figure is akin to one of the Greek gods...and His skin... it makes my knees go weak. And they should. I should kneel before my god, worship his presence with all my soul and offer him my beating heart...
And then He is gone. One of the mansions opens its greedy mouth and swallows my god. No!! Spit him out! Don’t make me suffer anymore … please. I don’t know what should I do - glare daggers at the door or beg them with my puppy eyes - I tried both already, they just won’t open. I stand at once again dull street, gather the remaining pieces of my will and walk away …
Oh, the wonders of being home.
It’s not hard for me to keep my aloof, superior attitude – I am superior. The uncomfortable traditional clothes can be easily ignored too. It’s the suffocating hypocrisy that I cannot stand. The servants and maids think that everyone in our mansion is bonkers. They smile extra sweet, bow really low, but think we are bonkers nonetheless. Not that I blame them, I think so too. However, the real hypocrites are the “family”. My cousin Aloeff is, probably, the biggest serpent of them all. He smiles whenever he sees me now. Then he was still an ignorant child he was my sworn enemy. Every time we meet I make it clear that my feelings to him remain unchanged.
„Aleal-sama, your father wishes to see you.” – A cute redhead tells me. She is probably a new one - not only did she forgets a bow, but, well, she looks straight into my eyes and smiles, not even my own mother does that.
“Thank you, I’ll see him as soon as possible” – I answer a cutie with a smile. Hey, if she can break the rules, then so can I.
I don’t usually rush to see my father – the lord of the house, but I don’t usually see a genuine expression in this mansion either. I really don’t want to cause this new maid any trouble with my disobedience.
So I go. I open the office door. I see him sitting near the desk, which is covered with blanks and documents. I say:
“I heard, that you have called me, father “- my voice is expressionless and so is my face.
The tired man, who I must say looks nothing like me, stands up, reverts his eyes and speaks:
“It is an honor for me to see you here, Aleal-sama.” – See, you say? Are you joking?.. -“You will honor your old father even more by staying at his humble house more often.”
NO!!!! Anything, but this. You asked me to wear these stupid clothes- I do; made me wear this indifferent mask on my face- yes, father; disowned me by making me the idol of this crazy religion you lead- I didn’t argue. Well now I have my own god. The most beautiful, pure, perfect god…My light, the air I breathe, everything …
I open my mouth to protest, but my father is not finished:
“I have fought this through and made a few arrangements, that I believe you will find satisfactory. I am sorry; I should have noticed your attachment to nature earlier. My humble park is being redecorated and expanded at the moment. You will be able to use it in no time. I have also called your cousin Aloeff .He happily agreed to accompany you wherever you go. It is for your own safety, Aleal-sama.”
The bastard .He is closing me into the golden cage once again. I...no! No! No! No! No!
“No!!!” –funny, huh after all this time the mask is finally cracking – OK take a deep breath ,screaming will solve nothing – yes like that, I feel nothing at all , cause there is nothing worth my attention .“I am sorry for the outburst father. The place that I visit, when I am outside your hospitable house is really dear for me, I do not want anyone else to see it.” - It’s my pilgrimage I won’t share it with that serpent!
His eye is twitching – this is bad. Never oppose thou father, even if said father believes you are god incarnate.
“My lordship, “- he says with a voice as cold as ice. - “An evil is trying to enter your pure soul .That should be prevented at all costs. As your spiritual leader as well as loyal follower I must demand you … - oh, shit - … not to go anywhere from the purification room unless accompanied by priest Aloeff. “
When did He become a priest? Ok, Aleal concentrate. Purification room is bad, but Aloeff is worse or is that other way around? Shit! I probably really need purification – I have cursed twice already, but first things first. My god – Aloeff mustn’t find about him. NO! NO! I won’t be able to see him anymore! Calm down! Think!
“Father,” - a deep regret in my voice -, yes that’s good show him that you are sorry,-“I do trust your judgment, but what about my studies?”
“I’ll make this exception – you can attend them without Aloeff accompanying you” – Yes, keep going Aleal you can do it. Just be humble, be remorseful, kiss his wrinkled ass.
“Thank you, father. I really appreciate this. Once again I apologize for my previous behavior. ”
His face softens and is it a smile? Yes! After all not everyday one hears his religion idol apologizing.
“There is no need Aleal-sama, there is no greater honor for me then to lead you. I am sorry I made you sad and wish to remedy this. What can I do for you, son.”
“I thank you once again, father. I know I probably do not deserve this, but can I go outside this mansion ant least once a week after purification I over”.
“That is one thing I cannot give you – Aleal-sama.”
Bastard, after all the ass-kissing! I am not even angry anymore. ..You’ll never let me go will you? I am after all your idol, your …toy.
“I feel the great need to purge myself “- I manage say and run out of the office as fast as I can, salty water in my eyes.
I’ll never be free…
-TBC-
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My god and my cage
Probably for the tenth time already, I stand in this street. A row of shabb... err, comfortably looking houses with tiny flower gardens, a bunch of hellions screaming and laughing and running around - nothing to be impressed with. So the question is what I, perfection incarnate, am doing here.
It's not like I am waiting for someone to show up. No, really. I Suppose, I do enjoy standing in this ordinary district, looking at the dull pavement, dusty windows, grey sky. An ordinary passerby who looks at me with suspicious, envious or prying eyes does not bother me at all either. I cast a glance at my watch, not really seeing what it shows, and continue my staring session. I am at peace, I am free, happy and…
He is here!! Finally, The god is crossing this street. No, no longer it is a street, but a large avenue full of luxurious mansions.
Dark waves covering his face outshine the sun. Ashamed it hides behind the cloud - and don't you dare to compete with my god anymore! His figure is akin to one of the Greek gods...and His skin... it makes my knees go weak. And they should. I should kneel before my god, worship his presence with all my soul and offer him my beating heart...
And then He is gone. One of the mansions opens its greedy mouth and swallows my god. No!! Spit him out! Don’t make me suffer anymore … please. I don’t know what should I do - glare daggers at the door or beg them with my puppy eyes - I tried both already, they just won’t open. I stand at once again dull street, gather the remaining pieces of my will and walk away …
Oh, the wonders of being home.
It’s not hard for me to keep my aloof, superior attitude – I am superior. The uncomfortable traditional clothes can be easily ignored too. It’s the suffocating hypocrisy that I cannot stand. The servants and maids think that everyone in our mansion is bonkers. They smile extra sweet, bow really low, but think we are bonkers nonetheless. Not that I blame them, I think so too. However, the real hypocrites are the “family”. My cousin Aloeff is, probably, the biggest serpent of them all. He smiles whenever he sees me now. Then he was still an ignorant child he was my sworn enemy. Every time we meet I make it clear that my feelings to him remain unchanged.
„Aleal-sama, your father wishes to see you.” – A cute redhead tells me. She is probably a new one - not only did she forgets a bow, but, well, she looks straight into my eyes and smiles, not even my own mother does that.
“Thank you, I’ll see him as soon as possible” – I answer a cutie with a smile. Hey, if she can break the rules, then so can I.
I don’t usually rush to see my father – the lord of the house, but I don’t usually see a genuine expression in this mansion either. I really don’t want to cause this new maid any trouble with my disobedience.
So I go. I open the office door. I see him sitting near the desk, which is covered with blanks and documents. I say:
“I heard, that you have called me, father “- my voice is expressionless and so is my face.
The tired man, who I must say looks nothing like me, stands up, reverts his eyes and speaks:
“It is an honor for me to see you here, Aleal-sama.” – See, you say? Are you joking?.. -“You will honor your old father even more by staying at his humble house more often.”
NO!!!! Anything, but this. You asked me to wear these stupid clothes- I do; made me wear this indifferent mask on my face- yes, father; disowned me by making me the idol of this crazy religion you lead- I didn’t argue. Well now I have my own god. The most beautiful, pure, perfect god…My light, the air I breathe, everything …
I open my mouth to protest, but my father is not finished:
“I have fought this through and made a few arrangements, that I believe you will find satisfactory. I am sorry; I should have noticed your attachment to nature earlier. My humble park is being redecorated and expanded at the moment. You will be able to use it in no time. I have also called your cousin Aloeff .He happily agreed to accompany you wherever you go. It is for your own safety, Aleal-sama.”
The bastard .He is closing me into the golden cage once again. I...no! No! No! No! No!
“No!!!” –funny, huh after all this time the mask is finally cracking – OK take a deep breath ,screaming will solve nothing – yes like that, I feel nothing at all , cause there is nothing worth my attention .“I am sorry for the outburst father. The place that I visit, when I am outside your hospitable house is really dear for me, I do not want anyone else to see it.” - It’s my pilgrimage I won’t share it with that serpent!
His eye is twitching – this is bad. Never oppose thou father, even if said father believes you are god incarnate.
“My lordship, “- he says with a voice as cold as ice. - “An evil is trying to enter your pure soul .That should be prevented at all costs. As your spiritual leader as well as loyal follower I must demand you … - oh, shit - … not to go anywhere from the purification room unless accompanied by priest Aloeff. “
When did He become a priest? Ok, Aleal concentrate. Purification room is bad, but Aloeff is worse or is that other way around? Shit! I probably really need purification – I have cursed twice already, but first things first. My god – Aloeff mustn’t find about him. NO! NO! I won’t be able to see him anymore! Calm down! Think!
“Father,” - a deep regret in my voice -, yes that’s good show him that you are sorry,-“I do trust your judgment, but what about my studies?”
“I’ll make this exception – you can attend them without Aloeff accompanying you” – Yes, keep going Aleal you can do it. Just be humble, be remorseful, kiss his wrinkled ass.
“Thank you, father. I really appreciate this. Once again I apologize for my previous behavior. ”
His face softens and is it a smile? Yes! After all not everyday one hears his religion idol apologizing.
“There is no need Aleal-sama, there is no greater honor for me then to lead you. I am sorry I made you sad and wish to remedy this. What can I do for you, son.”
“I thank you once again, father. I know I probably do not deserve this, but can I go outside this mansion ant least once a week after purification I over”.
“That is one thing I cannot give you – Aleal-sama.”
Bastard, after all the ass-kissing! I am not even angry anymore. ..You’ll never let me go will you? I am after all your idol, your …toy.
“I feel the great need to purge myself “- I manage say and run out of the office as fast as I can, salty water in my eyes.
I’ll never be free…
-TBC-
Please review. Spoil a new born author