Damaged

Damaged

I truly believe that when he left me and broke my heart, he must have kept some of the pieces to prevent me from putting it back together. I just scooped them up and put them in a box for later, much, much later. Now I’m on a mission. I’m agent 007 “undercover freak”. No one would suspect this quiet girl had it in her. Only one problem, I couldn’t be satisfied. No matter how hard he tried or how hard he was, he just couldn’t do it. Most H.A.M.’s don’t try anyway. Oh that’s a hoe ass man. Well let me tell you about the time I was duped. I had been writing e-mails to the fine football player. He was 5’7”, in prime shape, nice body, and no abs. You don’t have to have abs to have a nice body. His cologne turned me on, it made my pussy talk to me in a language I couldn’t understand. I wanted him. I had watched him for months, but I’m shy. Too bad, so was he. I knew he would be leaving the city soon, so I had no time to build a relationship with him, and didn’t want one any way. I had an order to fill; he was on my hit list. I had it all planned just waiting for the right opportunity. I love kissing its so passionate. Deep kissing and sucking like you were sucking dick. Only he would not be getting that. Only dick that was good to me would get the “special”. Over the next couple of weeks we’d send over a hundred e-mails. He promised he’d deliver me what I’ve always needed the big O. His last e-mail simply stated, “Can I have you tonite”. I was weak and my pussy said a loud yes. I didn’t know it could type and operate a computer. I left work about 1 a.m. and told him to meet me at my place around 2, so I could clean up a bit. See I don’t get horny. I have a wave that rushes through me with a hint of aggression. I have to have what I want right then. I liked him, but my heart had no opinion. It fucked up royally in the past and has been on hiatus every since. He called to tell me to open the door. I had showered and was dressed in some old St. Patrick’s day pj’s, no panties with a white t-shirt, no bra. My breast weren’t the perky 36D they should have been cause I started wearing a bra a little too late, but he didn’t pay those much attention anyway. We’d already been sneaking in some kisses so I knew he could kiss. He even bit my ass, it felt like oh, this was it. He undressed and in the dark there was only some light from the lights outside but his dick made no shadow. At first I though he wasn’t hard but he was putting on a condom so he must have been. I’m very selfish I don’t do four play you must do it to me though. Finally I would have my crush, this meant so much to this little girl. While I was waiting for him to stick it in, he was circling my pussy with the tip of his dick. Then he pushed inside; I’m still waiting for this awesome dick. He had my legs up; I’m still waiting for this awesome dick. He could bend his body into so many positions and hold it for some time; I’m still waiting for this awesome dick. Long story short it never came. He was worked up all in sweat, telling me ohh you like that and I’m just yeah get this pussy it’s yours yada, yada, yada. His dick was extra small he only needed ½ a condom. Men who have small dicks should say so it should be a warning or a law that they disclose that information to you. I am currently in litigation trying to sue his small dicked ass. Matter of fact they need a small dick fucking class for small dicked men. Anyway I’m still searching for the ONE to give me what I need.