On Dragon Wings (redone)

((Hey recklesshaiku here. I lost my other account. And I lost my computer several times. And I had a little baby boy a month ago. I've settled down a bit, got my computer fixed and I've been inspired to finish my book. Soo here is the first chapter, expect two more chapter December))


===Chapter One==

~Monster, murderer, psycho, freak..~

So many names I've been given.
But I never asked to become this... This freak.
I never asked for any of this...

~I hope you die, you deserve to die for what you've done and what you may do again.~

I've already tried doing that though.
Slitting my wrist over and over at the age of 12 did nothing, all I could do was weakly lay there in a pool of blood as my body slowly stitched itself together leaving pale white scars on my dark tanned skin.
I broke my neck when I was 17 and before I knew it the bones would shift back together.

I hate the scars, no matter what I do, they're always there, reminding
me. I don't get scars anymore, ever since my 19th year my regeneration
became stronger and faster.

~You can't be trusted, no one will ever, no one will love you... Not
even her...~

Okay... So maybe I did kill people, hundreds of them... But there is one
that I didn't kill.

Mother...

They blamed it on me, even my own Father. The man who used to say he
loved me, who taught me everything...
He came to me the day after I changed, nearly killed me, riped my wings
from my back and left me to lie there in my own blood...

Yes, I had wings, long wings covered in black and gold scales.
They were hideous but beautiful, they were the only things I liked...
Why couldn't he have taken my tail?

~He left because of you, you gave him a bad name...~

The whole village looked at me with disgust. I couldn't go back to
school. I lost all my friends. The parents would spread evil rumor
about me to their children.. Even the one girl I liked, she.. she was killed in the destruction.

~How could you do such a horrible thing?!~

The only thing that keeps me going, keeps me pushing forward, keeps me
fighting.
Is the thought and reminder that the killer of my Mother is alive and
out there somewhere.

*Clang!*

The cell door slammed open, snapping my awake from my memories, a heavy armed guard walked into my cell.
He sneered down at me, mumbling hateful words as he set my food down on
the small metal table next to my bed.
I watched him closely, hoping for him to slip up, maybe I could find
some chance of escaping. He stepped to my left, my blind side, I had to
tilt my head to see him better.

I hated that he and the other's knew I was half blind...
You see, my left eye was damaged and now useless.
I lost my eye when It all started, I was very young, almost nine. It
was before I had the power to reconstruct my body parts.
Although even if I could I bet that demon would have left my eye damaged just for the hell of it.


-Flashback-


I was sitting in my room on my bed with Mom and my older brother, we
were listening to her sing.
She held me tightly in her arms. Long thin fingers going through my
raven black hair.
I loved her voice, it was like listening to a chorus of Angels.

But then, there was this, this demonic like voice in my head.
The same voice I heard in the cave a week ago.
Calling me.
Demanding with the strong desire for blood.
No, I didn't want that, I couldn't have that.

Suddenly my hands were in pain, the skin on my fingers split up to my knuckles. The bones started snapping out of place then back into place. Shifting and growing.

I screamed at the top of my lungs, crying out as I watched in horror.
Mother screamed for help and my brother grabbed me, pulling me away
from Mother. We fell hard to the floor, brother struggled to keep my
thrashing body under control.
I heard my Father run into the room and called Mother to his side, he
held her tight and close, they watched as long black claws grew from my
fingernails and large black wings push through the skin of my back,
stretching out elegantly.

I was now covered in my own dark blood, slowly I looked up to my
brother holding my hands out to him.
"Brother.. Yu-"
"N-no! Get away!" He cried out as he dropped me and backed away towards Mother and Father shaking his head.
I looked to Mother who held her hands out to me.
She was calling me, I had to get to her.
I crawled to my knees, I tried to reach her.
Then a thin black scaled tail shot out from my lower spine making me jerk and fall flat against the floor.
I was unable to control it, I watched it
thrash against my bloody legs then tighten around my waist.
I tried to standing up, but my legs gave way to the numbing pain and I fell once more.

As I laid there twitching and thrashing in pain, calling for my Mother,
the voice in my head grew louder and louder.
I thought my mind was going to snap in two.
She wanted to hold me, but my Brother and Father stopped her. Why were they stopping her?

"Don't go near him! He's possessed, he'll hurt you!" Who said that?...

My left eye started to throb and my vision from that eye became fuzzy then
blurry.
I quickly reached up and felt around my eye, there was smooth scales growing and covering the skin.
No, I didn't want this. Why was this happening?
I freaked out... No I flipped.
I clawed at my eye, I clawed like no tomorrow. I was tearing the skin
apart, I could feel the warm blood roll down my cheeks.
I didn't care if it hurt, I wanted it gone.

My Mother started screaming even louder.
"He's hurting! He's hurting himself! Please I have to help him!!"

She managed to shove them away and ran to my side, wrapping her arms around my
arms pinning them to my sides, keeping my hands away from my face.
My wings and tail were beating hard against her chest, I was bucking wild.

I started to forget where I was and who was holding me.
I didn't want to open my eyes, I didn't want to see what was happening
anymore.
I threw my head back against her shoulder, crying out loudly.
I tried to still my screaming, clenching my mouth shut. But then it felt as if my teeth were moving, throbbing. But when two long fangs pushed out my old teeth ripping apart
my gums. I couldn't hold back I screamed louder and bit down on my Mothers arm. Her blood
slowly filled my mouth. And as much as I hated to admit it, I couldn't help but crave more.

I started choking on her blood, then my own voice came back, fighting with that demon.
I was dizzy, my head was pounding from the voices in my head. Who was who? What was happening to me?
.... Who am I?

I could hear her crying... I wanted to die.

I was sick... I wanted to throw up.

Suddenly everything was quiet...


To be continued....

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