It's going to be just fine
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Category:
Angst › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
562
Reviews:
0
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
It's going to be just fine
It's going to be just fine
"It's going to be okay. Soon this will be the past and when you're thinking about this you'll feel sad, but you'll have moved on living in a wonderful present, seeing a promising future."
The light was fading quickly, leaving darkness in its wake. I looked down at my bare feet, feeling the grass between my feet, seeing the green straws and my pink nail-polish. Lifting my gaze to your eyes, I tried to see as much as possible of the landscape behind you, but not being able to catch anything expect the general lushness. There was something in you that demanded all my attention, drew me to you like a moth to the flame. That was when I noticed for the first time that your eyes weren't just plain grey, they had specks of light-blue, silver and black in them, reminding me of the sea before a storm. That's what you'll always be to me, something unexplored, constantly changing and unpredictable like the sea.
"It's going to be okay. Soon this will be the past and when you're thinking about this you'll feel sad, but you'll have moved on living in a wonderful present, seeing a promising future. Right now you can't see past the present, your pain, but you'll move forward even if you don't know where."
The evening was balmy, light and everything was alright. But something broke the peace, the shrill noise of brakes and the sickening crack when metal meets metal. It didn't take long, not even a minute, still after that everything changed. There were never again going to be late dinners, no more of the caring hands nor the soft voices telling you that you were going to be fine. All that was gone and so much more, something you never thought you'd miss, they said they would always be there for you and now they were gone. I had lost my home, they made the building I called home what it was and it was never to be the same again.
The next evening was balmy like the one before it, but it held an air of sadness. My eyes would meet yours, but not seeing you. I had a black dress, which touched the ground, the same ground they would be laid in a never ending sleep. The roses that I carried were deep red, like their blood, like my blood. I tossed you the roses and stepped forward to touch the stone. It was cold, like I imagined they would be.
"It's going to be okay. Soon this will be past and when you're thinking about this you'll feel sad, but you'll have moved on living in a wonderful present, seeing a promising future. Right now you can't see past the present, your pain, but you'll move forward even if you don't know where. But I guess you don't care where you're going as long as it's away from here."
The darkness had come and I looked you in the eyes, this time seeing you. I held your gaze and you didn't look away from all the pain in my eyes. You knew what had happened, what took away the peace. Still you just looked at me, seeing me in my pain, without any guard. You didn't look away, I did. I could feel your breath on my face, your eyes on me, then I could hear you.
-It's going to be okay. Soon this will be the past and when you're thinking about this you'll feel sad, but you'll have moved on living in a wonderful present, seeing a promising future. Right now you can't see over the present, your pain, but you'll move forward even if you don't know where. But I guess you don't care where you're going as long as it's away from here. You'll never forget them, they'll always be with you, but instead of pain you'll feel gratitude for the time you had with them.
You hugged me, you held me close, telling me everything was going to be fine, not right now, but it would be. You were right, it wasn't easy, but I survived. When I think about them I can feel the sadness, but I'm grateful for having them, even if they couldn't stay with me. I can see the future now and I see where I'm going. I lost the pain; I lost it in the sea that's you.
A/N:
This fic might be slighly wierd... I would love to know what you thought of it or how you understood it, so please review!
Kisses,
Life_Could_Be_This
"It's going to be okay. Soon this will be the past and when you're thinking about this you'll feel sad, but you'll have moved on living in a wonderful present, seeing a promising future."
The light was fading quickly, leaving darkness in its wake. I looked down at my bare feet, feeling the grass between my feet, seeing the green straws and my pink nail-polish. Lifting my gaze to your eyes, I tried to see as much as possible of the landscape behind you, but not being able to catch anything expect the general lushness. There was something in you that demanded all my attention, drew me to you like a moth to the flame. That was when I noticed for the first time that your eyes weren't just plain grey, they had specks of light-blue, silver and black in them, reminding me of the sea before a storm. That's what you'll always be to me, something unexplored, constantly changing and unpredictable like the sea.
"It's going to be okay. Soon this will be the past and when you're thinking about this you'll feel sad, but you'll have moved on living in a wonderful present, seeing a promising future. Right now you can't see past the present, your pain, but you'll move forward even if you don't know where."
The evening was balmy, light and everything was alright. But something broke the peace, the shrill noise of brakes and the sickening crack when metal meets metal. It didn't take long, not even a minute, still after that everything changed. There were never again going to be late dinners, no more of the caring hands nor the soft voices telling you that you were going to be fine. All that was gone and so much more, something you never thought you'd miss, they said they would always be there for you and now they were gone. I had lost my home, they made the building I called home what it was and it was never to be the same again.
The next evening was balmy like the one before it, but it held an air of sadness. My eyes would meet yours, but not seeing you. I had a black dress, which touched the ground, the same ground they would be laid in a never ending sleep. The roses that I carried were deep red, like their blood, like my blood. I tossed you the roses and stepped forward to touch the stone. It was cold, like I imagined they would be.
"It's going to be okay. Soon this will be past and when you're thinking about this you'll feel sad, but you'll have moved on living in a wonderful present, seeing a promising future. Right now you can't see past the present, your pain, but you'll move forward even if you don't know where. But I guess you don't care where you're going as long as it's away from here."
The darkness had come and I looked you in the eyes, this time seeing you. I held your gaze and you didn't look away from all the pain in my eyes. You knew what had happened, what took away the peace. Still you just looked at me, seeing me in my pain, without any guard. You didn't look away, I did. I could feel your breath on my face, your eyes on me, then I could hear you.
-It's going to be okay. Soon this will be the past and when you're thinking about this you'll feel sad, but you'll have moved on living in a wonderful present, seeing a promising future. Right now you can't see over the present, your pain, but you'll move forward even if you don't know where. But I guess you don't care where you're going as long as it's away from here. You'll never forget them, they'll always be with you, but instead of pain you'll feel gratitude for the time you had with them.
You hugged me, you held me close, telling me everything was going to be fine, not right now, but it would be. You were right, it wasn't easy, but I survived. When I think about them I can feel the sadness, but I'm grateful for having them, even if they couldn't stay with me. I can see the future now and I see where I'm going. I lost the pain; I lost it in the sea that's you.
A/N:
This fic might be slighly wierd... I would love to know what you thought of it or how you understood it, so please review!
Kisses,
Life_Could_Be_This