Two Flowers, One Mistake
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Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
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896
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Two Flowers, One Mistake
Title- Two Flowers, One Mistake
Author- Bloodyhawk a.k.a ~Hawk~
Disclaimer- This belongs to me. Hands off!
Warnings- H/C, Lemon, Lime, OFC, Angst, F/F, Teen, Original, Other, Yuri, FemSlash, H/C, HJ, Oral
Summary- A friend travels to comfort a friend in need but what happens when they find out there true feelings for each other...
A/N- I wrote this story a few years ago to basically cheer up a close friend of mine, it’s a un-beta. Both of the characters in this story are 16 so if that bothers you, please don’t read. Please R&R, No flamers please! Enjoy!
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Two Flowers, One Mistake
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As Kathleen looked next to her…the faint smell of sweet red roses and all sweet scent of her lover filled her nose. She just wanted to reach out and touch the face of her lover that laid beside her. To feel that soft sink again; to taste her light vanilla chocolate again would be bliss to her.
As she removed the covers making sure not to disturber her lover to much, she sat up and walked to the bathroom and closed the door behind her. She looked in the mirror in front of her putting on a robe that she found behind the door to cover her nakedness. The light blue robe felt a little rough on her sink that was sore from the night before. She braced herself on the either side on the sink and looked in the mirror disgusted with herself. Collapsing to the floor with the mirror in back of her she thought what just happened only hours ago.
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It started about a week and a half ago…Ashley her friend just came out of a bad relationship. He used her to try to get in her pants, but when he didn’t, he went off on her…calling her a worthless nothing, just another piece of ass and that was all she was good for. Kathleen had been a shoulder to cry on for Ashley for the past two years or so. They may have met online and lived over 1,500 miles apart but they were true friends and they had grown very close to one another.
When Kathleen heard about Ashley’s ordeal from an phone message she left her, Kathleen rushed home and turned on her computer as soon as she got home to see if Ashley was online…she learned along time ago that Ashley sometimes played games to get over shit that was happening in her life at that time. When the computer final started to boot up Kathleen was looking for Ashley’s new cell phone number. She knew she had to get a hold of her some how. Ashley wasn’t online but there was an offline message that read…
“Please call me when you get this Kathleen I really need to talk to someone…”
When Kathleen read that she was even more franticly ripping apart the desk to where the computer sat, the living room and bedroom looking for Ashley’s number. Kathleen was scolding herself all the while; tearing apart everything. She said out load in an iced voice that she was stupid to misplace such an important item among other things; all the time she thought about how much pain Ashley must be in; how her heart must be breaking; the pain from her ex and family.
“FOUND IT” Kathleen exclaimed out load scarying the neighbor's cat by accident. Running to the phone the sound of the buttons chirping as Kathleen waited to hear the phone ring………..*phone ringing*………..she became more unnerved as the phone kept ringing but no one was picking up…“just out of reach” Kathleen thought…“just out of reach”
“Pick up baby, please pick up” Kathleen said out load moving some papers off the couch that she threw there looking for Ashley’s number so she could sit down
“Hello….” Said someone from the other end of the phone in a meek voice
“Ashley is that you?...Its me Kathleen.” Kathleen said trying not to scared her if she wasn’t Ashley
“Oh…Kathleen” *sobbing sounds* said Ashley
“I got your off liner, what’s wrong is it still that bastard that hurt you?” asked Kathleen trying not to sound to concerned or upset…she failed miserable
“I don’t want to talk over the phone can you come here?” Ashley asked threw the tears and sobbing.
“Ashley…you’re over 1,500 miles away?!?! How am I to get to you?” asked Kathleen in more then a raised voice in complete shock at her friend’s request.
“Never mind…I…just….thought….sorry bye” said Ashley as she hung up the phone in a voice that Kathleen never heard her use before
“ASHLEY WAIT DON……………………….…shit” Kathleen exclaimed as she heard the other side of the phone hang-up.
Kathleen tried to re-dial Ashley’s a number of times until she understood that Ashley must have turned off her phone so that she couldn’t call back. As she sat on her couch with her phone in one hand she looked out the window getting more and more upset that Ashley hung-up on her but she was getting even more up set at the thought that Ashley was hurting and she couldn’t help her; she was more then a little worried about her friend. She started to redial the phone again
“Hello…yes I would like to know how much it would be for a round trip ticket to Saint Paul?”
“This is nuts…” Kathleen thought as she packed her bags “…I am going to see Ashley for the first time because of a guy?!?!? Fuck…I must be crazy; I mean I want to go see her and I do have the two weeks off…its just I wanted to go see her when nothing was wrong with either of us.” Kathleen thought as the sound of a zipper closed her bag. “Oh well…” Kathleen sighed taking in a deep breath “…at least I get to see her…finally” Kathleen said with a faint smile as she picked up her bag and keys locking the door behind her leaving for the airport.
Kathleen drove like a manic down the streets to the airport…she checked her bags and sat quietly in her seat thinking about what Ashley wanted to say to her that she couldn’t or wouldn’t say over the phone…her mind raced at the thought what it might have been. The plane took off and all of Kathleen’s thoughts was still on Ashley…was she hurting; was that bastard that broke her heart still coming around; was her family giving her crap over this; was she hurting herself again? Her thoughts bounced around more then a ping pong ball.
The more Kathleen thought about what might be happening the more on edge she became…all she wanted right now was to talk to her Ashley and make sure she was alright…realizing that she couldn’t do anything right now…and all the thinking in the world would only hurt her in the long run, not to mention drive her completely insane she decided to try to sleep the four hour flight away.
The plane landed safely and Kathleen had a red sports car waiting for her…the two hour drive was not the fastest one, even thou Kathleen broke the speed limit more then a few times. Her thoughts strayed back and forth from Ashley to what she would do to the person that hurt her if she ever found them.
The sun was setting as she pulled up to Ashley’s front door setting the back round a blaze with an orange fire…her heart started to beat hard. “Calm down Kathleen…” she said out load taking in a deep breath and exhaling slowly to try to calm her nerves “…it’s just Ashley; you have talked with her hundreds of times.” Kathleen took another deep breath and left her car with her bags in hand and checked a small torn yellow piece of paper that she wrote the address that Ashley gave her six mouths ago to make sure she was at the right house…she was.
It was an old two story house, it looked as if it was built back in the late 1800’s; the light blue paint was peeling, there was no mail box to be seen and it looked like no one had cut the grass in a long time, preschooler toys were all over the lawn, a sure sign of children played here and the metal fence that held everything in looked as if it would fall apart any minute from the water rust. There where no cars in the driveway but looked as if it could easily fit two. Kathleen took another deep breath and slowly walked threw the gate and up the steps to the door…and knocked.
The wood and paint cracked with each knock as paint chipped off. Kathleen turned around to look at the red, gold and yellow flowers that were blooming in a small dark red redwood garden box on the side of the house. Kathleen heard the door slowly creek open and she spun around making herself a bit dizzy from the action. As she looked at the small opening that the door made with a figure standing there acting as if they would not open the door anymore then it was
“Ashley?” Kathleen asked moving closer to the door opening “…is that you?”
“Kathleen?....” said a small weak voice from the other side of the door
Kathleen smiled a friendly smile and simply nodded her head “yes”
The door flew open and a girl jumped out and wrapped her arms around Kathleen’s neck. Kathleen in turn did the same; holding the small girl close fighting back the tears that were forming in the sides of her eyes.
Ashley was only a small girl; petite maybe, she only was a few inches shorter then Kathleen which was almost 5’5”. Her hair was short a little below her shoulders dark as a midnight sky with green emerald eyes that you could swear belonged more in a jewelry store then in a persons head. She may have had a small frame but she was well curved in all the right places and had a beautiful smile that could light up a room. Unlike Kathleen who had light brown hair, lager brown eyes, and a nice body but nothing to turn a person’s head about.
“I don’t believe you’re here…I just don’t believe it” Ashley started to exclaim still holding on to Kathleen like if she let go she would never see her friend again with tears in her eyes, streaming down both of her cheeks
“Yeah, well neither do I…” Kathleen said in almost a laughing tone moving so she could take a hold of Ashley’s arms and removing her from the lock she made around her neck. “…aren’t you going to invite me in?” Kathleen said in more of a joking tone; smiling.
Ashley recomposed herself whipping the tears away with the palm of her hand and took Kathleen’s hand and led her inside the old house. Kathleen dropped her bag by the door and Ashley led her to a couch and sat her down and sat next to her. Kathleen looked at Ashley and smiled…she could tell that Ashley had been crying from her blood shot eyes and red nose, plus the tissues all over the living room were a give away as well.
“What’s wrong baby?...” asked Kathleen “…what couldn’t you tell me over the phone but only in person?”
Ashley looked down at the floor and began to cry aging. Kathleen let her instinct take over and wrapped both of her arms around Ashley pulling her into herself. “Its ok… whatever it is… it will be alright” Kathleen cued to Ashley as she began to cry even harder then she was before. She rocked Ashley and held her tight; to let her know that she was safe. Repeating that she was ok and everything was going to be alright. Ashley wrapped her arms around Kathleen’s arms, locking them in place
Hours pasted as Ashley was now more relaxed and was tired from all the crying she did. She could barely move much less hold up her head to look at Kathleen to tell her what was wrong. Her eyes were red and heavy and her face and head hurt from all the crying she just did. She was weak, but she never felt safer then she did right at that moment. Kathleen was still holding her but not as tight as before; she also stopped the rocking quite some time ago. Her head was close to Ashley’s as her eyes were getting heavy too.
“Are you ok now baby?” Kathleen whisper moving her head up and readjusting her arms around Ashley’s body.
“I feel a little better…” Ashley said in a soft child’s voice “…I don’t think I can move thou” Ashley continued
“Then don’t” Kathleen said in an almost humorous tone, moving her arms out to stretched them and put them back around Ashley’s waist.
“I am so tired Kathleen” Ashley mumble struggling to keep her eyes open
Kathleen smiled down on her. “You can go to sleep if you want to…I don’t mind.” Kathleen said moving a stray piece of hair from Ashley’s forehead.
Ashley curled up and soon fell asleep in the embrace of her friend. Kathleen watched Ashley sleep for awhile wondering how anyone could hurt someone so gentle, so beautiful. She let sleep take her not letting the view of Ashley sleeping from her eyes.
THE NEXT MORNING
As Kathleen woke up she found herself lying on the couch but Ashley was no where in sight. She stretched and looked around for a minute; and called out Ashley’s name; a voice came from behind her
“You’re up” Ashley said walking in the room leaning against one of the walls to brace herself smiling
“So are you I see” Kathleen responded laughing a bit while she stood up and adjusted her outfit.
“Come on I have some food cooking” Ashley nodded her head to the kitchen and walked off. When Kathleen came around the corner she saw Ashley plating some eggs and pouring some OJ in a couple of clear blue tented glasses. Kathleen sat down and thanked her which made Ashley glow a bright shade of red as Ashley sat down to join her. They both ate there meals and Kathleen praised Ashley for the wonderful meal she made which made her turn a little more red. Kathleen never would tell Ashley this but she loved seeing her so red, it reminded her of the flowers outside her home. As they finished there meal Kathleen helped to clear the table of the dishes and helped with the washing.
They sat back down in the living room and Ashley sat down putting her knees to her chest wrapping her arms around her legs. Kathleen sat next to her and started to stroke her hair and shoulder trying to let her know in some way that she was safe. Kathleen knew from early that Ashley was there alone. She told her over a chat that they had about three days ago that both of her parents and brother went on a trip and she choose to stay there because she wanted some down time.
“You want to talk about it now?” Kathleen asked in a soft motherly like voice
“……..he came here….Michael…..came here” Ashley stammered trying to hide her face in between her knees
“Did he hurt you?” Kathleen asked trying to keep her voice down but balling one of her fist, digging her nails in her sink trying to keep calm.
“No….he just….” Ashley said in a meek almost a mouse like voice with tears starting to flow again slowly creeping up on her
“It’s ok Ashley…just take it slow.” Kathleen said still having her hand on her shoulder squeezing a little.
“He tried to come in…I didn’t let him…he started to say all those things again...” Ashley said; also almost in full on water works again. “…he said that I could never have anyone that wanted me…that I was his…that….that ….that” Ashley began to stutter and cry again trying to repeat everything that happened to her.
“Its ok baby.” Kathleen said rewrapping her arms around Ashley trying to consoul her broken heart. Ashley wrapped her arms around Kathleen’s arms and started to cry all over again, burying her face in Kathleen’s chest. Kathleen decided that she wasn’t going to push her, when Ashley was ready she will tell her everything but until then all that matter was that Ashley get back to her normal self. The happy fun loving girl that she was; Kathleen would even to go so far as to say that Ashley was sometimes peep; even animated at points.
“So when are you going to show me around?” Kathleen joked as she took Ashley’s chin in between her forefinger and thumb raising her head so she could look at her and whipping the tears away with her other hand. Ashley smiled and laughed a bit
“Just give me a minute to change my outfit ok?” Ashley said
“Ok.” Kathleen said smiling down at her friend.
Over the next few days Ashley showed Kathleen around her small town. The clubs, bars, movie theaters, restaurants, and the scene scapes that were breathe taking. When they were not out on the town they talked all night on the couch in Ashley’s house because Ashley insistence that Kathleen stay there with her instead of a hotel room; even thou they both joked that she might have lots more fun there.
Two days before Kathleen had to go back home. She walked down the stairs and saw Ashley reading a book curled up in a gray and white blanket that was falling off her shoulders and into her lap. Kathleen froze. She watched Ashley intensely and sighed heavily. She watched her chest rise and fall with every breath, the way her hair looked falling over her face, the way her fingers turned the pages of the book.
She has known this girl, this woman for the past two years. She always knew that she was beautiful but never in her dreams would she think that this woman in front of her was so gorgeous. She truly looked like and angel to her. It even took her a minute to wrap her head around it.
The ‘unattainable’ that was what Ashley was. Kathleen sighed again. Ashley was four years younger then she was but she didn’t care. She knew all about Ashley’s faith and family and what that meant. Ashley also knew that Kathleen was a lesbian. She found out by mistake but took it very well and now…Kathleen just looked at her…not with friend, family, or even sister eyes anymore. She loved her. She knew she loved her but she would never make a move. Never and she knew because of Ashley’s faith and family she would never even think twice about her in ‘more then a girlfriend friend way’ but right now she watched Ashley; watched a beautiful person, a great friend, someone that was prefect in her eyes, an angel and thought “there is no way…”. Kathleen sighed again even heavier. “…even if she did want me…her faith and family are stopping her and I don’t want to fuck with that…that always means trouble if you start messing around with things like that” Kathleen sighed again and regained her composure and walked down the stairs the rest of the way; she flopped down next to Ashley making her jump a little.
“Ashley? Can I talk to you for a minute” Kathleen asked pulling her feet up underneath her
“Hmm…sure just hold on a minute ok?” Ashley asked
“No prob; take your time.” Kathleen smiled
Ashley got up with her book and walked into the other room and got a glass of water and came back in the living room. She sat back down on the couch moving the blanket that was over her in back of her resting it on the armrest closest to the door.
“Ok what?” Ashley asked after taking a drink of water and moving her legs under her like Kathleen’s were.
“Ashley…I want to know what is wrong…before I got here you looked pretty bad and I am leaving the day after next and I just need to know that you will be ok here alone....” Kathleen said moving to hold on to one of Ashley’s hands in her own and continued “…I told myself that I wouldn’t push you…but I just ne……...he said you would never come here” Ashley said interrupting Kathleen in a sad tone.
“He said that no one would ever want to come see me because I wasn’t worth coming to see…” Ashley said looking down with tears reforming in the corners of her eyes “…he said that I was just a piece of ass and nothing else…….and I didn’t want to believe that so….so I called you……and…”
“…and I came here after you called…” Kathleen said now interrupting Ashley finally understanding “…I can’t believe you believed him baby…” Kathleen said lowering her face a little to look at Ashley’s face “…I told you that I wanted to come up and see you but things…things just got in the way, but I am here now…doesn’t that mean something?” Kathleen asked as she slowly lifted Ashley’s face so she could look in to each other’s eyes. A smile broke out on Kathleen’s face as she looked at Ashley’s tears stained cheeks “well?” Kathleen asked in a very soft maybe even erotic voice. Ashley smiled from ear to ear; tears flowed freely from her eyes making light streaks of a water trails on her face that looked like two silver rivers.
“It means more then you know…” Ashley said falling into her friends arms. “…you really don’t know how much it means” Ashley said squeezing Kathleen around the waist; letting her tears be absorbed by Kathleen’s white shirt. Kathleen placed her hand on Ashley’s head and began to lightly stroke, letting her fingers work threw her short hair; looking down on her all Kathleen could think of was how beautiful Ashley was…how innocent…how much in love she was with her…and how much she wanted to see her smile again, how much she wanted to see her angel smile again. How she wanted to take her pain.
Kathleen laided back and let Ashley cry everything out again. Ashley buried her face in Kathleen’s shirt; straddling Kathleen’s body. She wanted to scream…she just wanted the pain to stop, for one minute.
“Just let it all out Ashley…it’s alright you don’t have to hold it in anymore…” Kathleen said in a soft caring voice, still stroking Ashley’s head. Leaning her own head back staring at the ceiling “…just let it out…….baby…….let it out” Kathleen said in a lingering voice stretching out the last few words; with that a flood of tears came rushing out of Ashley and a muffled scream as Ashley tightened her grip around Kathleen’s body, crying intensely into Kathleen’s stomach and lower chest.
THREE HOURS LATER
As Ashley opened her eyes adjusting to the light, she found that Kathleen was still there holding her, stroking her head softly watching her sleep; letting her fingers roam threw her hair; as she lifted her head and looked at Kathleen a warm feeling started to develop deep in her chest and stomach.
“Did you enjoy your little nap” Kathleen said chuckling a little, looking down at her; moving one of her hands to her face whipping a stray piece of sleep from her cheek with her thumb. “Well?” she said softly
“Yeah I did.” Ashley said lying back down and resting her head on Kathleen’s stomach again.
“You do know I am not going anywhere any time soon, right baby?” Kathleen said
“What?” Ashley said in a confused voice looking up to Kathleen to where there eyes locked for a moment
“You tightened your grip around me baby” Kathleen said chuckling
“Oh sorry…I didn’t mea…”
“Don’t worry about it” Kathleen said interrupting her, smiling down again
Ashley smiled back and moved closer to Kathleen. Laying her head on her stomach again and wrapping her arms more firmly around her. Kathleen then started to stroke Ashley’s head again.
“Ashley?”
“Yeah Kathleen?” Ashley responded
“Why didn’t you ever tell me that it was so impotent to you for me you come down here?” Kathleen asked
“………….I really don’t know...I guess I was scared or something” Ashley said gripping her hand that was in back of Kathleen digging her face into Kathleen’s lower stomach
“Oh…I just….kinda wanted to know” Kathleen said in a cheerer voice; secretly hoping for a different answer than the one she got
As Kathleen stroked Ashley’s head letting her fingers go threw her short black hair Ashley fell back to sleep. Kathleen wrapped her free arm around Ashley and looked at the ceiling.
“I guess I will always be just a ‘friend’……..won’t I baby” Kathleen laughed softly whipping a tear from her eye, closing her eyes and letting sleep take her.
LATER THAT NIGHT
“Ok well I am going to bed Ashley, Much love baby, night” Kathleen said walking towards the room that Ashley told her she could use while she stayed there.
“Night Kathleen” Ashley said softly not moving one inch until Kathleen was completely out of sight. As Ashley walked in to her room she sat down on the side of her bed and looked at her hands and wrist. She had a problem with cutting but it seemed to her that Kathleen was the only one that understood that. Kathleen never judge her one time. She understood that it was impulse that made her cut herself. The scars on her wrist showed the last time she cut herself. Each one, each scar had a story behind it, broken heart, broken family, the pain that she felt seemed like nothing now.
Ashley has been normally been cutting herself two times a week, sometimes more for the past four mouths or so. The stress of her ex, her family and school had gotten to her but since Kathleen has been there she hasn’t cut herself one time. She hadn’t even thought about it. She hasn’t wanted to. She hasn’t needed to.
Ashley’s thoughts went over the past five days…when she made the off line instant message to Kathleen…to when Kathleen called her…to showing up at her door…from the places they went to…the long nights of having Kathleen just hold her while they talked about nothing. All the while running her fingers over the marks she gave herself over the years…she thought about early in the day when she got that warm feeling. She knew what it was, but before now she hadn’t let herself think about it.
Her eyes moved to the door as she stood up and walked to the door. She slowly and quietly moved down the hall until she reached where Kathleen was sleeping. She didn’t know why but she just needed to see her…that wasn’t true…she knew why she wanted to see her…she just let herself believe she didn’t know. Ashley slowly opened the old door. It cracked a bit as she opened it. As Ashley stood there she saw
Kathleen…sleeping…she stood still…the slight light from an outside street lamp came threw the window landing on the floor near the bed, letting outlines of things threw. Ashley was able to see Kathleen easily because of this. She moved slowly in the room biting her lower lip trying not to make a sound. She stood above Kathleen. Her hair was in a ponytail and she only had some of the covers around her. It was a little warmer then normal that night so Kathleen was sleeping on top of the blanket and only had a sheet over her; her back was totally exposed as was her arms and a slight view of her ass was in clear view. Ashley watched. She looked her up and down and then all over again. The warm feeling that was there that afternoon was back and stronger then ever.
Her body was hot, it felt as if she was going to explode and a river of lava would pour out of her chest. This wasn’t the first time she has gotten this feeling…this heat…sometimes when she talked with Kathleen on the web or on the phone it comes but when she doesn’t talk to her, there is like an emptiness there that cant be filled; a void…a darkness, a sadness. Ashley sat down on the bed next to Kathleen.
Kathleen slowly opened her eyes as she was woken up by the sudden movement of the bed, turning to sit up; bracing herself with her elbows.
“Ashley???...what are you doin he….?!?!?!?”
Kathleen’s question was interrupted with Ashley’s lips pressing against hers; kissing her; tears where forming in both Ashley’s and Kathleen’s eyes. As Ashley pulled away with her eyes closed. Kathleen’s head spun as the feeling of Ashley’s lips dissipated from only a few seconds before. Ashley opened her eyes she saw Kathleen’s eyes still closed. Ashley was just about to run off as she felt a hand grip her arm. When she looked back up she saw Kathleen looking strait at her…moving closer…Ashley closed her eyes again and let the feeling of Kathleen’s lips take her away.
Kathleen’s arms wrapped around Ashley’s body as her hands explored Ashley’s back she opened her mouth a bit to slip her tongue inside of Ashley’s mouth. When Ashley moaned Kathleen took that as a sign that it was ok, even better then ok. Kathleen’s tongue started to play with the tip of Ashley’s which made Ashley moan even louder in the sweet passionate kiss that they were sharing. Both Ashley’s and Kathleen’s head started to spin as Kathleen started to become more passionate. Pressing her lips hard against Ashley’s lips; pushing her tongue against Ashley’s tangling it with hers
Kathleen broke the kiss, gasping for air. Ashley was more then a little frustrated and out of breath. Kathleen started to kiss Ashley’s neck with small deliberate butterfly pecks. Ashley moaned as she felt Kathleen’s lips on her neck moving from her lips to her neck, ears and back. Ashley became limp very fast after the first couple of kisses; giving in to the feelings that Kathleen’s lips where giving her. Kathleen easily switched places with Ashley; carefully laying her down without taking her lips away from her neck not missing a beat. With each kiss from her ear to her collar bone Ashley was becoming more frantic as her body became more heated. Kathleen slowly moved her hand up and started to undo the claps of Ashley’s night shirt. Still kissing her Ashley began to raise and lower her hips trying to get them in between one of Kathleen’s legs without success.
Ashley felt a cold breeze of air a crossed her chest that made her shiver; she realized that Kathleen took off her shirt; exposing her bare chest; she opened her eyes slowly. Kathleen was still kissing her slowly moving down from her mouth to her chin and all over her face moving downwards to her chest. The trail of butterfly kisses ending at the middle of her chest with Kathleen taking one of Ashley’s breast in her hand and gently kneading it using her thumb to put pressure on the nipple which were extremely sensitive. Ashley moaned with the slightest touch. As Kathleen kneaded one breast she began kissing around the crest of the other nipple making Ashley moan even louder then before; until it was completely in Kathleen’s mouth. Her tongue flicked at the tip of the nipple and nipped at the most sensitive area letting her tongue roll around the fully erect piece of flesh.
With a sudden pinch from Kathleen’s other hand; Ashley threw her head back and moaned loud at the sudden pain she felt surge threw her chest and up her spine. Kathleen loved that she was causing this; making Ashley moan from her touch. She sucked on the nipple letting it go only for it to slap back in to place causing small spasms to go threw Ashley’s body, then she repeated it again and again causing Ashley to thrash under her. As Kathleen lifted her head she saw that Ashley was breathing hard and her face was bright red, her cheeks were a rosé red color. She kissed the nipple which sent a shiver down Ashley’s body. She lifted herself up and layed down on top of Ashley completely. There breast rubbed together threw Kathleen’s night shirt sending a strange feeling threw Ashley; a hot wanting. As Kathleen began to kiss Ashley again letting her tongue probe the inside of Ashley’s mouth; letting her tongue play with Ashley’s. She let her hand move down to Ashley’s sex running her hand over it making Ashley jerked at the contact but soon relaxed as Kathleen let her get use to the feeling of her hand being there.
Kathleen began to rub Ashley’s sex threw her white flower printed bottoms that she was still wearing. The thin cloth of bottoms gave little protection to Kathleen’s fingers as she rub gently against her sex. Ashley’s moans became low screams of pleasure as she tried to match the rhythm of Kathleen’s hand. Kathleen broke the kiss and watched Ashley thrash about, twisting her head back and froth trying to hold on to what little hold she had on left on reality. Kathleen knew it wasn’t going to be long until Ashley was going to in a full force orgasm, that was good, she wanted nothing more then to make her come, to make this angel of light explode with ecstasy. Kathleen’s rubbing became quicker and harder then before. Ashley was losing her mind. Her body was going over the boiling point. Kathleen began to kiss and suck on Ashley’s neck letting her tongue slip out now and then leaving a small thin glaze of saliva on her neck. That did it. The feeling of Kathleen’s lips and tongue on her neck again sent her over the edge. Her body went rigid and stiff; her back arched as boiling spasms rocked her body as she rode out the bliss. Kathleen didn’t take her lips or fingers off the spots they where letting Ashley ride it out fully.
Ashley collapsed back down on the bed; breathing hard. Kathleen sat up and moved to the bottom of the bed watching Ashley’s chest rise and fall with each inhale and exhale. Ashley could barely move the orgasm hit her so hard. She felt and watched as Kathleen slowly took off her bottoms and threw them to the side on the floor. She was completely naked in front of Kathleen now. A sense of embarrassment swept over her as her nakedness was in view of Kathleen. She felt Kathleen move both her legs a part, but her eyes where closed; she was so exhausted and embarrassed. She opened her eyes slowly trying to fight off the urge to go to sleep. Kathleen was in between her legs holding on at her ankles moving them where she wanted; spreading them wider apart until she could see her babys, her angels sex. “Such a sweet smell” Kathleen cued softly as she bent down and placed a kiss right on Ashley’s sex mound. A shock of heat went threw Ashley as she felt Kathleen’s lips and she was fully awake again. She looked down and felt more embarrassment sweep over her. She tried to close her legs but Kathleen held her legs tightly in her grip. “Kathleen please…..I….” Ashley began to whimper. “Shhhh…its ok…just relax…my baby.” Kathleen said smiling kissing Ashley’s sex mound again making her cue and making her to pinch her eyes closed.
Kathleen moved her hands to either side of Ashley precious flower as she took both of her thumbs and slightly opened her flower. When it was open just enough for Kathleen to look at the small hole she took a deep breath and in a steady stream blew in Ashley’s flower. Ashley screamed and arched her back as she felt the hot breath of Kathleen’s on her flower and inside her. She fell back and started to thrash her hips again. With Ashley whimpering, Kathleen started to kiss and lightly nibble at Ashley’s sweet flower and the inside of her thighs. Leaving butterfly kisses in her wake. Her sweet milk white juices started to flow and Kathleen started to lick every drop up with enthusiasm. Her tongue moved in slow, long deliberate motions along Ashley’s lips and thighs making Ashley thrashed even more. Pushing her hips up to met Kathleen’s waiting and wanting mouth and tongue.
When Ashley thought she was going to cum again Kathleen stopped and pulled away. Ashley shot opened her eyes and looked down to a smiling Kathleen. “Please….” Ashley started to say when she realized what Kathleen was doing. Kathleen wanted to make her wait, to beg her for release. Ashley started to plead with Kathleen to continue and with a smile Kathleen said “not yet…” Ashley was going insane at the thought that she was so close at one point to cumming in away that she never had before and Kathleen stopped her. “Please Kathleen….please” Ashley started to beg with tears forming in her eyes. “If you think I am doing this to hurt you, you are very wrong my dear baby…you will thank me later…” Kathleen said with a some what of an evil smile and another kiss on Ashley’s sex mound making Ashley to almost flip out from the touch.
Kathleen then continued to kiss and suck on Ashley’s sweet flower not going near her now harden, swollen pearl. Ashley was able to stay up this time as her body shook with every touch that Kathleen gave her. When Ashley was screaming with pleasure Kathleen backed off again making Ashley more then mad, crazy with lust. Ashley tried to move her hands down to her sex to try and finish what Kathleen had started but Kathleen grabbed her hands and pushed them away. A few minutes later after the heat had left Ashley’s body. Ashley had been pleading and begging for Kathleen to continue.
Kathleen started backup again this time a more intently ‘dove’ in. Kathleen gripped either side of Ashley’s legs and hips and held her firmly as she opened Ashley’s flower again only this time she lightly pushed her tongue inside her making Ashley to whip her head back and grab on to Kathleen’s shoulders for some kinda of support. Kathleen used her tongue like a novice expert moving it in and out. Twisting it inside of her and keeping it there at times so she could feel the muscles of the flower walls contract on her tongue.
“OH…….GOD……KATHLEEN……..PLE…..PLEASE….DO….DONT….STOP……DON….DONT ……..STOP” Ashley screamed out holding her hands on Kathleen’s shoulders digging her fingers in to the flesh of her back drawing a small amount of blood from where her nails where digging in. As Kathleen took out her tongue Ashley thought she was going to die if Kathleen stopped again when she felt a shock of pure pleasures shoot threw her body; she opened her eyes just for a seconds to see that Kathleen had started to suck on her pearl which put her way over the top. “AAAAHHHHHHH” Ashley screamed gripping Kathleen’s shoulders; and clamed her legs shut around Kathleen’s head, and went numb from the pleasures surging threw her. Kathleen kept sucking on Ashley’s pearl until she felt Ashley’s legs ease up and released her. Ashley had collapsed on the bed again. Kathleen kissed her lovers mound again and licked all of the white cum off Ashley’s inter thighs until she glistened. Kathleen slowly stood up and crawled up the side of the bed and laided down next to Ashley still breathing heavy with both of her eyes closed with tears coming out from the sides. Kathleen reached out and wiped the tears from her face. Ashley slowly turned to her and opened her eyes still breathing hard exhausted.
Kathleen smiled “are you ok?” Kathleen asked still having her hand running across her cheek. Ashley nodded and moved to where she was facing Kathleen. “Good” Kathleen said in the sweetest voice that Ashley ever heard before.
As Kathleen slowly rose to get up and get under the covers Ashley reached out and pulled her towards her “Ashley you don’t have…” Kathleen’s sentence was cut short as Ashley kissed her; with a passion that Kathleen didn’t know she had within her. Ashley moved around and was removing her clothes, before she knew it Ashley’s mouth was attacking her breast making her cue and moan herself “Ashley…..you……don…don’t have” Kathleen tried to say as Ashley lightly bit one of her nipples sending a surge of pain and pleasure threw her body. Ashley continued to attack Kathleen’s breast switching between the two of them kneading, pinching, biting, sucking, and licking keeping Kathleen off balance. Kathleen’s moans where getting louder and louder just like Ashley’s did. Kathleen put her arms around Ashley to pull her closer to her.
Ashley stopped and lifted her head up and kissed Kathleen knocking her on her back. The passion between them grew with each kiss they shared. Ashley slowly broke the kiss and began to kiss her way down like Kathleen did to her, but unlike Kathleen Ashley let her tongue slip out and lick her way down Kathleen’s chest which drove her wild. Ashley stopped at Kathleen’s stomach and began kissing and licking every inch while she hooked her fingers around the waist band of Kathleen’s bottoms and pulled them down with one smooth motion leaving Kathleen nude as well now. Ashley’s never stopped kissing Kathleen’s stomach one moment. As she traced a line of kisses down too Kathleen’s sex. Ashley stopped at Kathleen’s belly button and placed her lips right over the opening and kissed it which sent a surge of unexplained pleasure threw Kathleen’s body. “Ashley……..” Kathleen cued softly as she managed to arch her back trying to figurer out what she was up too next. As Ashley moved both of Kathleen’s legs apart, Kathleen didn’t try or want to try to stop her. Ashley placed more light kisses over her inter thighs and moved herself to where she was staring right at Kathleen’s flower. Ashley before now has never seen one this close, not even her own. She closed her eyes and pushed her tongue threw Kathleen’s lips and started to dart her tongue around the dripping lips. Kathleen screamed at the sudden invasion of her flower. She collapsed back down on her back as Ashley took both of her legs in hands and began to move slow small circles around inside Kathleen’s lips with her tongue. Kathleen’s hips began to rise and fall to try to meet every lick that Ashley made.
As time went on Ashley got more aggressive…pushing harder on Kathleen’s flower moving so fast that Kathleen had a hard time breathing. Pushing her tongue deep within Kathleen so that she would squirm under her; playing games with Kathleen’s pearl that made it hurt at times. Kathleen never would have thought that Ashley would be so domineering when she was in such a passion, a lust that controlled her
When Ashley thought that Kathleen was about to cum she sat up and plunged two fingers in to Kathleen; which made her scream from the sudden pain and pleasure of the almost violent action. Her body started to shake violently. Ashley didn’t give her time to adjust to the new feeling, as she began pumping them in and out of her with a fury. Kathleen was still in shock from the sudden invasion of Ashley’s fingers to even think. Her mind turned off as she let the feeling over come her. Ashley was pumping Kathleen as hard as she could handle at the moment thou she wanted to do more to her. She could feel the muscles of Kathleen’s flower moving more actively as she started to suck on the little hard pearl that Ashley was wanting for. Kathleen screamed again and began moaning loudly with each pump of Ashley’s wrist to push her fingers back in.
Ashley stopped for a minute and slowly added another finger into Kathleen’s flower. Kathleen screamed in pleasure as the now three fingers started slowly at first with smooth strokes entered her…in and out…out and in…Ashley still kissing and sucking on her pearl making sure not to forgot about something so impotent. Letting her tongue out to ‘play’ with the harden piece of flesh. After a few minutes time Ashley found a good pace for the three fingers and she still kept sucking, licking and kissing Kathleen’s now swollen pearl making every move she made more pleasurable then the last. Ashley knew that it wouldn’t be long until her Kathleen was going to cum. Minutes passed as Kathleen face got more and more red, Ashley’s tongue pressed hard against Kathleen’s pearl and that was all that it took “KAAAATIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE” Kathleen screamed as her back arched and spasms rocked her body as the orgasm hit like a titled wave. All of Kathleen’s muscles gripped Ashley’s hand; as she rode out the last bit of pleasure Ashley kissed Kathleen’s sweet pearl, which made it more intense for her. Fainting back, all of Kathleen’s muscles hurt. Her eyes shut, breathing hard, her mind slipping in and out and her body hurt from the lust that Ashley had given her.
Kathleen felt the bed move…she slowly opened her eyes to find that Ashley was hovering over her. Her lower face covered in her cum. and Kathleen swore that there was a glow about her. She raised her hand to Ashley’s face and pulled her down to kiss her. She could still taste her own sweet juices on her lips as there tongues danced together; she relished the taste of her own juices on Ashley’s lips. Ashley broke the kiss and fell to the right of Kathleen; both exhausted, both breathing hard. Kathleen turned over and looked at her lover, moving some hair from her eyes. Kathleen covered the both of them up and they fell asleep…together…in each others arms.
As Ashley laid sleeping Kathleen felt a clod draft and opened her eyes slowly from the deep sleep that she was in. Ashley was at her back with her arm draped over her. She had most of the covers. Kathleen smiled and turned over, pulling some of the covers to cover her own naked body. Kathleen watched as Ashley slept. She thought she was watching an angel without wings she looked so beautiful laying there; Ashley had a faint glow to her face. Kathleen thought it might have been the moon light coming threw the window. It didn’t matter thou, because in this moment Ashley was hers, and she was hers. Kathleen moved a stray piece of her midnight hair away from her face, and smiled as she gently pressed her lips to the sleeping Ashley’s, stealing a kiss. She still had the faint taste of sex on her lips thought Kathleen as she pulled back. Kathleen watched Ashley sleep until she felt her eye lids start to close. Kathleen began to reach for Ashley’s hand. She held it in her own when she saw the scars of the pain and impulse actions that Ashley had. Kathleen felt tears and sadness at the thought that she wasn’t there to try and help her, to try and stop her from hurting herself as she did so many times before. She raised Ashley’s hand to her lips and kissed her hand lightly and then kissed the scars on her wrist letting her lips linger there until she fell back asleep holding Ashley’s hand in her own.
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“How…how could I let this happen…?” Kathleen said scolding herself as she hit the back of her head on the bottom of the sink; tears started to form from the corners of her eyes. “…I am so sorry Ashley…I didn’t………….I am so sorry.” Kathleen said bring her knees to her chest hiding her face in between her knees.
“Kathleen???”
“ASHLEY?!?!” exclaimed Kathleen when she looked up to see Ashley in her night-outfit.
“What’s wrong….did I….I mean…did…” Ashley asked looking worried that she had done something to hurt her.
“Oh god Ashley no...” Kathleen said “…you never hurt me.........well not that much” Kathleen said raising a hand to Ashley’s face but stopping and pulling away before she touched her, her eyes sank back as sadness was more the apparent on her face
“Then what’s wrong…was I………..bad?” Ashley asked looking away letting her eyes fall and look at the floor
“No Ashley…this was the best night ever…you where amazing…better even….I mean…I just…” Kathleen stammered
“What?” Ashley asked sitting down in front of Kathleen placing her hands on her knees
“I am surprised you can look at me” said Kathleen in a meek voice looking down at Ashley’s hands
“What are you taking about?” Ashley asked in more of a concerned voice gripping Kathleen’s knees
“I am so sorry Ashley…I never came here to….to take advantage of you…your friendship is…is too important to me…to risk something so important to me…” Kathleen stammered, tears rolling out of her eyes “…I just wanted to make sure you were alright…..but then you came in…..and you….and one thing lead to another………oh god I am so sorry” Kathleen said as she started to cry
Ashley watched her…saw each tear fall from her eyes rolling down her cheeks and all she could do was watch. She knew what Kathleen was talking about. If anyone found out that she had sex with a woman much less a woman she had meant on line there will be no telling what would happened but they both had a good idea what would happen…Ashley would be an outcast, in her family, her friends everyone she held dear to her. Kathleen on the other hand didn’t have to worry about that because Ashley was the only thing that matter to her, the only thing in her life that she would risk everything for, but her pain was Kathleen’s pain, so when Ashley hurt she hurt.
Ashley moved both of her hands to Kathleen’s face and lifted it…when Kathleen’s face was clear Ashley swiftly started to kiss Kathleen. There mouths took on a life of there own as each of them became entwined in one another. Kathleen still cried as she and her baby kissed and so did Ashley. Nether of them knew what was next. They wanted to be together but Ashley was still in high school but not only that her faith was going to be a problem now and Kathleen didn’t want to mess with that and Ashley’s family was also going to be a problem for them as well. As Ashley broke the kiss Kathleen’s eyes still closed she moved to the side of her face and whisper in a faint tone words in her lovers’ ear…
“I love you……” Ashley said looking back in too her lovers eyes with tears streaming down her face with a huge smile across her face trying to hide her pain
“I love you too…..baby” Kathleen said locking her lips and arms around her new lover……….
END
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Author- Bloodyhawk a.k.a ~Hawk~
Disclaimer- This belongs to me. Hands off!
Warnings- H/C, Lemon, Lime, OFC, Angst, F/F, Teen, Original, Other, Yuri, FemSlash, H/C, HJ, Oral
Summary- A friend travels to comfort a friend in need but what happens when they find out there true feelings for each other...
A/N- I wrote this story a few years ago to basically cheer up a close friend of mine, it’s a un-beta. Both of the characters in this story are 16 so if that bothers you, please don’t read. Please R&R, No flamers please! Enjoy!
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Two Flowers, One Mistake
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As Kathleen looked next to her…the faint smell of sweet red roses and all sweet scent of her lover filled her nose. She just wanted to reach out and touch the face of her lover that laid beside her. To feel that soft sink again; to taste her light vanilla chocolate again would be bliss to her.
As she removed the covers making sure not to disturber her lover to much, she sat up and walked to the bathroom and closed the door behind her. She looked in the mirror in front of her putting on a robe that she found behind the door to cover her nakedness. The light blue robe felt a little rough on her sink that was sore from the night before. She braced herself on the either side on the sink and looked in the mirror disgusted with herself. Collapsing to the floor with the mirror in back of her she thought what just happened only hours ago.
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It started about a week and a half ago…Ashley her friend just came out of a bad relationship. He used her to try to get in her pants, but when he didn’t, he went off on her…calling her a worthless nothing, just another piece of ass and that was all she was good for. Kathleen had been a shoulder to cry on for Ashley for the past two years or so. They may have met online and lived over 1,500 miles apart but they were true friends and they had grown very close to one another.
When Kathleen heard about Ashley’s ordeal from an phone message she left her, Kathleen rushed home and turned on her computer as soon as she got home to see if Ashley was online…she learned along time ago that Ashley sometimes played games to get over shit that was happening in her life at that time. When the computer final started to boot up Kathleen was looking for Ashley’s new cell phone number. She knew she had to get a hold of her some how. Ashley wasn’t online but there was an offline message that read…
“Please call me when you get this Kathleen I really need to talk to someone…”
When Kathleen read that she was even more franticly ripping apart the desk to where the computer sat, the living room and bedroom looking for Ashley’s number. Kathleen was scolding herself all the while; tearing apart everything. She said out load in an iced voice that she was stupid to misplace such an important item among other things; all the time she thought about how much pain Ashley must be in; how her heart must be breaking; the pain from her ex and family.
“FOUND IT” Kathleen exclaimed out load scarying the neighbor's cat by accident. Running to the phone the sound of the buttons chirping as Kathleen waited to hear the phone ring………..*phone ringing*………..she became more unnerved as the phone kept ringing but no one was picking up…“just out of reach” Kathleen thought…“just out of reach”
“Pick up baby, please pick up” Kathleen said out load moving some papers off the couch that she threw there looking for Ashley’s number so she could sit down
“Hello….” Said someone from the other end of the phone in a meek voice
“Ashley is that you?...Its me Kathleen.” Kathleen said trying not to scared her if she wasn’t Ashley
“Oh…Kathleen” *sobbing sounds* said Ashley
“I got your off liner, what’s wrong is it still that bastard that hurt you?” asked Kathleen trying not to sound to concerned or upset…she failed miserable
“I don’t want to talk over the phone can you come here?” Ashley asked threw the tears and sobbing.
“Ashley…you’re over 1,500 miles away?!?! How am I to get to you?” asked Kathleen in more then a raised voice in complete shock at her friend’s request.
“Never mind…I…just….thought….sorry bye” said Ashley as she hung up the phone in a voice that Kathleen never heard her use before
“ASHLEY WAIT DON……………………….…shit” Kathleen exclaimed as she heard the other side of the phone hang-up.
Kathleen tried to re-dial Ashley’s a number of times until she understood that Ashley must have turned off her phone so that she couldn’t call back. As she sat on her couch with her phone in one hand she looked out the window getting more and more upset that Ashley hung-up on her but she was getting even more up set at the thought that Ashley was hurting and she couldn’t help her; she was more then a little worried about her friend. She started to redial the phone again
“Hello…yes I would like to know how much it would be for a round trip ticket to Saint Paul?”
“This is nuts…” Kathleen thought as she packed her bags “…I am going to see Ashley for the first time because of a guy?!?!? Fuck…I must be crazy; I mean I want to go see her and I do have the two weeks off…its just I wanted to go see her when nothing was wrong with either of us.” Kathleen thought as the sound of a zipper closed her bag. “Oh well…” Kathleen sighed taking in a deep breath “…at least I get to see her…finally” Kathleen said with a faint smile as she picked up her bag and keys locking the door behind her leaving for the airport.
Kathleen drove like a manic down the streets to the airport…she checked her bags and sat quietly in her seat thinking about what Ashley wanted to say to her that she couldn’t or wouldn’t say over the phone…her mind raced at the thought what it might have been. The plane took off and all of Kathleen’s thoughts was still on Ashley…was she hurting; was that bastard that broke her heart still coming around; was her family giving her crap over this; was she hurting herself again? Her thoughts bounced around more then a ping pong ball.
The more Kathleen thought about what might be happening the more on edge she became…all she wanted right now was to talk to her Ashley and make sure she was alright…realizing that she couldn’t do anything right now…and all the thinking in the world would only hurt her in the long run, not to mention drive her completely insane she decided to try to sleep the four hour flight away.
The plane landed safely and Kathleen had a red sports car waiting for her…the two hour drive was not the fastest one, even thou Kathleen broke the speed limit more then a few times. Her thoughts strayed back and forth from Ashley to what she would do to the person that hurt her if she ever found them.
The sun was setting as she pulled up to Ashley’s front door setting the back round a blaze with an orange fire…her heart started to beat hard. “Calm down Kathleen…” she said out load taking in a deep breath and exhaling slowly to try to calm her nerves “…it’s just Ashley; you have talked with her hundreds of times.” Kathleen took another deep breath and left her car with her bags in hand and checked a small torn yellow piece of paper that she wrote the address that Ashley gave her six mouths ago to make sure she was at the right house…she was.
It was an old two story house, it looked as if it was built back in the late 1800’s; the light blue paint was peeling, there was no mail box to be seen and it looked like no one had cut the grass in a long time, preschooler toys were all over the lawn, a sure sign of children played here and the metal fence that held everything in looked as if it would fall apart any minute from the water rust. There where no cars in the driveway but looked as if it could easily fit two. Kathleen took another deep breath and slowly walked threw the gate and up the steps to the door…and knocked.
The wood and paint cracked with each knock as paint chipped off. Kathleen turned around to look at the red, gold and yellow flowers that were blooming in a small dark red redwood garden box on the side of the house. Kathleen heard the door slowly creek open and she spun around making herself a bit dizzy from the action. As she looked at the small opening that the door made with a figure standing there acting as if they would not open the door anymore then it was
“Ashley?” Kathleen asked moving closer to the door opening “…is that you?”
“Kathleen?....” said a small weak voice from the other side of the door
Kathleen smiled a friendly smile and simply nodded her head “yes”
The door flew open and a girl jumped out and wrapped her arms around Kathleen’s neck. Kathleen in turn did the same; holding the small girl close fighting back the tears that were forming in the sides of her eyes.
Ashley was only a small girl; petite maybe, she only was a few inches shorter then Kathleen which was almost 5’5”. Her hair was short a little below her shoulders dark as a midnight sky with green emerald eyes that you could swear belonged more in a jewelry store then in a persons head. She may have had a small frame but she was well curved in all the right places and had a beautiful smile that could light up a room. Unlike Kathleen who had light brown hair, lager brown eyes, and a nice body but nothing to turn a person’s head about.
“I don’t believe you’re here…I just don’t believe it” Ashley started to exclaim still holding on to Kathleen like if she let go she would never see her friend again with tears in her eyes, streaming down both of her cheeks
“Yeah, well neither do I…” Kathleen said in almost a laughing tone moving so she could take a hold of Ashley’s arms and removing her from the lock she made around her neck. “…aren’t you going to invite me in?” Kathleen said in more of a joking tone; smiling.
Ashley recomposed herself whipping the tears away with the palm of her hand and took Kathleen’s hand and led her inside the old house. Kathleen dropped her bag by the door and Ashley led her to a couch and sat her down and sat next to her. Kathleen looked at Ashley and smiled…she could tell that Ashley had been crying from her blood shot eyes and red nose, plus the tissues all over the living room were a give away as well.
“What’s wrong baby?...” asked Kathleen “…what couldn’t you tell me over the phone but only in person?”
Ashley looked down at the floor and began to cry aging. Kathleen let her instinct take over and wrapped both of her arms around Ashley pulling her into herself. “Its ok… whatever it is… it will be alright” Kathleen cued to Ashley as she began to cry even harder then she was before. She rocked Ashley and held her tight; to let her know that she was safe. Repeating that she was ok and everything was going to be alright. Ashley wrapped her arms around Kathleen’s arms, locking them in place
Hours pasted as Ashley was now more relaxed and was tired from all the crying she did. She could barely move much less hold up her head to look at Kathleen to tell her what was wrong. Her eyes were red and heavy and her face and head hurt from all the crying she just did. She was weak, but she never felt safer then she did right at that moment. Kathleen was still holding her but not as tight as before; she also stopped the rocking quite some time ago. Her head was close to Ashley’s as her eyes were getting heavy too.
“Are you ok now baby?” Kathleen whisper moving her head up and readjusting her arms around Ashley’s body.
“I feel a little better…” Ashley said in a soft child’s voice “…I don’t think I can move thou” Ashley continued
“Then don’t” Kathleen said in an almost humorous tone, moving her arms out to stretched them and put them back around Ashley’s waist.
“I am so tired Kathleen” Ashley mumble struggling to keep her eyes open
Kathleen smiled down on her. “You can go to sleep if you want to…I don’t mind.” Kathleen said moving a stray piece of hair from Ashley’s forehead.
Ashley curled up and soon fell asleep in the embrace of her friend. Kathleen watched Ashley sleep for awhile wondering how anyone could hurt someone so gentle, so beautiful. She let sleep take her not letting the view of Ashley sleeping from her eyes.
THE NEXT MORNING
As Kathleen woke up she found herself lying on the couch but Ashley was no where in sight. She stretched and looked around for a minute; and called out Ashley’s name; a voice came from behind her
“You’re up” Ashley said walking in the room leaning against one of the walls to brace herself smiling
“So are you I see” Kathleen responded laughing a bit while she stood up and adjusted her outfit.
“Come on I have some food cooking” Ashley nodded her head to the kitchen and walked off. When Kathleen came around the corner she saw Ashley plating some eggs and pouring some OJ in a couple of clear blue tented glasses. Kathleen sat down and thanked her which made Ashley glow a bright shade of red as Ashley sat down to join her. They both ate there meals and Kathleen praised Ashley for the wonderful meal she made which made her turn a little more red. Kathleen never would tell Ashley this but she loved seeing her so red, it reminded her of the flowers outside her home. As they finished there meal Kathleen helped to clear the table of the dishes and helped with the washing.
They sat back down in the living room and Ashley sat down putting her knees to her chest wrapping her arms around her legs. Kathleen sat next to her and started to stroke her hair and shoulder trying to let her know in some way that she was safe. Kathleen knew from early that Ashley was there alone. She told her over a chat that they had about three days ago that both of her parents and brother went on a trip and she choose to stay there because she wanted some down time.
“You want to talk about it now?” Kathleen asked in a soft motherly like voice
“……..he came here….Michael…..came here” Ashley stammered trying to hide her face in between her knees
“Did he hurt you?” Kathleen asked trying to keep her voice down but balling one of her fist, digging her nails in her sink trying to keep calm.
“No….he just….” Ashley said in a meek almost a mouse like voice with tears starting to flow again slowly creeping up on her
“It’s ok Ashley…just take it slow.” Kathleen said still having her hand on her shoulder squeezing a little.
“He tried to come in…I didn’t let him…he started to say all those things again...” Ashley said; also almost in full on water works again. “…he said that I could never have anyone that wanted me…that I was his…that….that ….that” Ashley began to stutter and cry again trying to repeat everything that happened to her.
“Its ok baby.” Kathleen said rewrapping her arms around Ashley trying to consoul her broken heart. Ashley wrapped her arms around Kathleen’s arms and started to cry all over again, burying her face in Kathleen’s chest. Kathleen decided that she wasn’t going to push her, when Ashley was ready she will tell her everything but until then all that matter was that Ashley get back to her normal self. The happy fun loving girl that she was; Kathleen would even to go so far as to say that Ashley was sometimes peep; even animated at points.
“So when are you going to show me around?” Kathleen joked as she took Ashley’s chin in between her forefinger and thumb raising her head so she could look at her and whipping the tears away with her other hand. Ashley smiled and laughed a bit
“Just give me a minute to change my outfit ok?” Ashley said
“Ok.” Kathleen said smiling down at her friend.
Over the next few days Ashley showed Kathleen around her small town. The clubs, bars, movie theaters, restaurants, and the scene scapes that were breathe taking. When they were not out on the town they talked all night on the couch in Ashley’s house because Ashley insistence that Kathleen stay there with her instead of a hotel room; even thou they both joked that she might have lots more fun there.
Two days before Kathleen had to go back home. She walked down the stairs and saw Ashley reading a book curled up in a gray and white blanket that was falling off her shoulders and into her lap. Kathleen froze. She watched Ashley intensely and sighed heavily. She watched her chest rise and fall with every breath, the way her hair looked falling over her face, the way her fingers turned the pages of the book.
She has known this girl, this woman for the past two years. She always knew that she was beautiful but never in her dreams would she think that this woman in front of her was so gorgeous. She truly looked like and angel to her. It even took her a minute to wrap her head around it.
The ‘unattainable’ that was what Ashley was. Kathleen sighed again. Ashley was four years younger then she was but she didn’t care. She knew all about Ashley’s faith and family and what that meant. Ashley also knew that Kathleen was a lesbian. She found out by mistake but took it very well and now…Kathleen just looked at her…not with friend, family, or even sister eyes anymore. She loved her. She knew she loved her but she would never make a move. Never and she knew because of Ashley’s faith and family she would never even think twice about her in ‘more then a girlfriend friend way’ but right now she watched Ashley; watched a beautiful person, a great friend, someone that was prefect in her eyes, an angel and thought “there is no way…”. Kathleen sighed again even heavier. “…even if she did want me…her faith and family are stopping her and I don’t want to fuck with that…that always means trouble if you start messing around with things like that” Kathleen sighed again and regained her composure and walked down the stairs the rest of the way; she flopped down next to Ashley making her jump a little.
“Ashley? Can I talk to you for a minute” Kathleen asked pulling her feet up underneath her
“Hmm…sure just hold on a minute ok?” Ashley asked
“No prob; take your time.” Kathleen smiled
Ashley got up with her book and walked into the other room and got a glass of water and came back in the living room. She sat back down on the couch moving the blanket that was over her in back of her resting it on the armrest closest to the door.
“Ok what?” Ashley asked after taking a drink of water and moving her legs under her like Kathleen’s were.
“Ashley…I want to know what is wrong…before I got here you looked pretty bad and I am leaving the day after next and I just need to know that you will be ok here alone....” Kathleen said moving to hold on to one of Ashley’s hands in her own and continued “…I told myself that I wouldn’t push you…but I just ne……...he said you would never come here” Ashley said interrupting Kathleen in a sad tone.
“He said that no one would ever want to come see me because I wasn’t worth coming to see…” Ashley said looking down with tears reforming in the corners of her eyes “…he said that I was just a piece of ass and nothing else…….and I didn’t want to believe that so….so I called you……and…”
“…and I came here after you called…” Kathleen said now interrupting Ashley finally understanding “…I can’t believe you believed him baby…” Kathleen said lowering her face a little to look at Ashley’s face “…I told you that I wanted to come up and see you but things…things just got in the way, but I am here now…doesn’t that mean something?” Kathleen asked as she slowly lifted Ashley’s face so she could look in to each other’s eyes. A smile broke out on Kathleen’s face as she looked at Ashley’s tears stained cheeks “well?” Kathleen asked in a very soft maybe even erotic voice. Ashley smiled from ear to ear; tears flowed freely from her eyes making light streaks of a water trails on her face that looked like two silver rivers.
“It means more then you know…” Ashley said falling into her friends arms. “…you really don’t know how much it means” Ashley said squeezing Kathleen around the waist; letting her tears be absorbed by Kathleen’s white shirt. Kathleen placed her hand on Ashley’s head and began to lightly stroke, letting her fingers work threw her short hair; looking down on her all Kathleen could think of was how beautiful Ashley was…how innocent…how much in love she was with her…and how much she wanted to see her smile again, how much she wanted to see her angel smile again. How she wanted to take her pain.
Kathleen laided back and let Ashley cry everything out again. Ashley buried her face in Kathleen’s shirt; straddling Kathleen’s body. She wanted to scream…she just wanted the pain to stop, for one minute.
“Just let it all out Ashley…it’s alright you don’t have to hold it in anymore…” Kathleen said in a soft caring voice, still stroking Ashley’s head. Leaning her own head back staring at the ceiling “…just let it out…….baby…….let it out” Kathleen said in a lingering voice stretching out the last few words; with that a flood of tears came rushing out of Ashley and a muffled scream as Ashley tightened her grip around Kathleen’s body, crying intensely into Kathleen’s stomach and lower chest.
THREE HOURS LATER
As Ashley opened her eyes adjusting to the light, she found that Kathleen was still there holding her, stroking her head softly watching her sleep; letting her fingers roam threw her hair; as she lifted her head and looked at Kathleen a warm feeling started to develop deep in her chest and stomach.
“Did you enjoy your little nap” Kathleen said chuckling a little, looking down at her; moving one of her hands to her face whipping a stray piece of sleep from her cheek with her thumb. “Well?” she said softly
“Yeah I did.” Ashley said lying back down and resting her head on Kathleen’s stomach again.
“You do know I am not going anywhere any time soon, right baby?” Kathleen said
“What?” Ashley said in a confused voice looking up to Kathleen to where there eyes locked for a moment
“You tightened your grip around me baby” Kathleen said chuckling
“Oh sorry…I didn’t mea…”
“Don’t worry about it” Kathleen said interrupting her, smiling down again
Ashley smiled back and moved closer to Kathleen. Laying her head on her stomach again and wrapping her arms more firmly around her. Kathleen then started to stroke Ashley’s head again.
“Ashley?”
“Yeah Kathleen?” Ashley responded
“Why didn’t you ever tell me that it was so impotent to you for me you come down here?” Kathleen asked
“………….I really don’t know...I guess I was scared or something” Ashley said gripping her hand that was in back of Kathleen digging her face into Kathleen’s lower stomach
“Oh…I just….kinda wanted to know” Kathleen said in a cheerer voice; secretly hoping for a different answer than the one she got
As Kathleen stroked Ashley’s head letting her fingers go threw her short black hair Ashley fell back to sleep. Kathleen wrapped her free arm around Ashley and looked at the ceiling.
“I guess I will always be just a ‘friend’……..won’t I baby” Kathleen laughed softly whipping a tear from her eye, closing her eyes and letting sleep take her.
LATER THAT NIGHT
“Ok well I am going to bed Ashley, Much love baby, night” Kathleen said walking towards the room that Ashley told her she could use while she stayed there.
“Night Kathleen” Ashley said softly not moving one inch until Kathleen was completely out of sight. As Ashley walked in to her room she sat down on the side of her bed and looked at her hands and wrist. She had a problem with cutting but it seemed to her that Kathleen was the only one that understood that. Kathleen never judge her one time. She understood that it was impulse that made her cut herself. The scars on her wrist showed the last time she cut herself. Each one, each scar had a story behind it, broken heart, broken family, the pain that she felt seemed like nothing now.
Ashley has been normally been cutting herself two times a week, sometimes more for the past four mouths or so. The stress of her ex, her family and school had gotten to her but since Kathleen has been there she hasn’t cut herself one time. She hadn’t even thought about it. She hasn’t wanted to. She hasn’t needed to.
Ashley’s thoughts went over the past five days…when she made the off line instant message to Kathleen…to when Kathleen called her…to showing up at her door…from the places they went to…the long nights of having Kathleen just hold her while they talked about nothing. All the while running her fingers over the marks she gave herself over the years…she thought about early in the day when she got that warm feeling. She knew what it was, but before now she hadn’t let herself think about it.
Her eyes moved to the door as she stood up and walked to the door. She slowly and quietly moved down the hall until she reached where Kathleen was sleeping. She didn’t know why but she just needed to see her…that wasn’t true…she knew why she wanted to see her…she just let herself believe she didn’t know. Ashley slowly opened the old door. It cracked a bit as she opened it. As Ashley stood there she saw
Kathleen…sleeping…she stood still…the slight light from an outside street lamp came threw the window landing on the floor near the bed, letting outlines of things threw. Ashley was able to see Kathleen easily because of this. She moved slowly in the room biting her lower lip trying not to make a sound. She stood above Kathleen. Her hair was in a ponytail and she only had some of the covers around her. It was a little warmer then normal that night so Kathleen was sleeping on top of the blanket and only had a sheet over her; her back was totally exposed as was her arms and a slight view of her ass was in clear view. Ashley watched. She looked her up and down and then all over again. The warm feeling that was there that afternoon was back and stronger then ever.
Her body was hot, it felt as if she was going to explode and a river of lava would pour out of her chest. This wasn’t the first time she has gotten this feeling…this heat…sometimes when she talked with Kathleen on the web or on the phone it comes but when she doesn’t talk to her, there is like an emptiness there that cant be filled; a void…a darkness, a sadness. Ashley sat down on the bed next to Kathleen.
Kathleen slowly opened her eyes as she was woken up by the sudden movement of the bed, turning to sit up; bracing herself with her elbows.
“Ashley???...what are you doin he….?!?!?!?”
Kathleen’s question was interrupted with Ashley’s lips pressing against hers; kissing her; tears where forming in both Ashley’s and Kathleen’s eyes. As Ashley pulled away with her eyes closed. Kathleen’s head spun as the feeling of Ashley’s lips dissipated from only a few seconds before. Ashley opened her eyes she saw Kathleen’s eyes still closed. Ashley was just about to run off as she felt a hand grip her arm. When she looked back up she saw Kathleen looking strait at her…moving closer…Ashley closed her eyes again and let the feeling of Kathleen’s lips take her away.
Kathleen’s arms wrapped around Ashley’s body as her hands explored Ashley’s back she opened her mouth a bit to slip her tongue inside of Ashley’s mouth. When Ashley moaned Kathleen took that as a sign that it was ok, even better then ok. Kathleen’s tongue started to play with the tip of Ashley’s which made Ashley moan even louder in the sweet passionate kiss that they were sharing. Both Ashley’s and Kathleen’s head started to spin as Kathleen started to become more passionate. Pressing her lips hard against Ashley’s lips; pushing her tongue against Ashley’s tangling it with hers
Kathleen broke the kiss, gasping for air. Ashley was more then a little frustrated and out of breath. Kathleen started to kiss Ashley’s neck with small deliberate butterfly pecks. Ashley moaned as she felt Kathleen’s lips on her neck moving from her lips to her neck, ears and back. Ashley became limp very fast after the first couple of kisses; giving in to the feelings that Kathleen’s lips where giving her. Kathleen easily switched places with Ashley; carefully laying her down without taking her lips away from her neck not missing a beat. With each kiss from her ear to her collar bone Ashley was becoming more frantic as her body became more heated. Kathleen slowly moved her hand up and started to undo the claps of Ashley’s night shirt. Still kissing her Ashley began to raise and lower her hips trying to get them in between one of Kathleen’s legs without success.
Ashley felt a cold breeze of air a crossed her chest that made her shiver; she realized that Kathleen took off her shirt; exposing her bare chest; she opened her eyes slowly. Kathleen was still kissing her slowly moving down from her mouth to her chin and all over her face moving downwards to her chest. The trail of butterfly kisses ending at the middle of her chest with Kathleen taking one of Ashley’s breast in her hand and gently kneading it using her thumb to put pressure on the nipple which were extremely sensitive. Ashley moaned with the slightest touch. As Kathleen kneaded one breast she began kissing around the crest of the other nipple making Ashley moan even louder then before; until it was completely in Kathleen’s mouth. Her tongue flicked at the tip of the nipple and nipped at the most sensitive area letting her tongue roll around the fully erect piece of flesh.
With a sudden pinch from Kathleen’s other hand; Ashley threw her head back and moaned loud at the sudden pain she felt surge threw her chest and up her spine. Kathleen loved that she was causing this; making Ashley moan from her touch. She sucked on the nipple letting it go only for it to slap back in to place causing small spasms to go threw Ashley’s body, then she repeated it again and again causing Ashley to thrash under her. As Kathleen lifted her head she saw that Ashley was breathing hard and her face was bright red, her cheeks were a rosé red color. She kissed the nipple which sent a shiver down Ashley’s body. She lifted herself up and layed down on top of Ashley completely. There breast rubbed together threw Kathleen’s night shirt sending a strange feeling threw Ashley; a hot wanting. As Kathleen began to kiss Ashley again letting her tongue probe the inside of Ashley’s mouth; letting her tongue play with Ashley’s. She let her hand move down to Ashley’s sex running her hand over it making Ashley jerked at the contact but soon relaxed as Kathleen let her get use to the feeling of her hand being there.
Kathleen began to rub Ashley’s sex threw her white flower printed bottoms that she was still wearing. The thin cloth of bottoms gave little protection to Kathleen’s fingers as she rub gently against her sex. Ashley’s moans became low screams of pleasure as she tried to match the rhythm of Kathleen’s hand. Kathleen broke the kiss and watched Ashley thrash about, twisting her head back and froth trying to hold on to what little hold she had on left on reality. Kathleen knew it wasn’t going to be long until Ashley was going to in a full force orgasm, that was good, she wanted nothing more then to make her come, to make this angel of light explode with ecstasy. Kathleen’s rubbing became quicker and harder then before. Ashley was losing her mind. Her body was going over the boiling point. Kathleen began to kiss and suck on Ashley’s neck letting her tongue slip out now and then leaving a small thin glaze of saliva on her neck. That did it. The feeling of Kathleen’s lips and tongue on her neck again sent her over the edge. Her body went rigid and stiff; her back arched as boiling spasms rocked her body as she rode out the bliss. Kathleen didn’t take her lips or fingers off the spots they where letting Ashley ride it out fully.
Ashley collapsed back down on the bed; breathing hard. Kathleen sat up and moved to the bottom of the bed watching Ashley’s chest rise and fall with each inhale and exhale. Ashley could barely move the orgasm hit her so hard. She felt and watched as Kathleen slowly took off her bottoms and threw them to the side on the floor. She was completely naked in front of Kathleen now. A sense of embarrassment swept over her as her nakedness was in view of Kathleen. She felt Kathleen move both her legs a part, but her eyes where closed; she was so exhausted and embarrassed. She opened her eyes slowly trying to fight off the urge to go to sleep. Kathleen was in between her legs holding on at her ankles moving them where she wanted; spreading them wider apart until she could see her babys, her angels sex. “Such a sweet smell” Kathleen cued softly as she bent down and placed a kiss right on Ashley’s sex mound. A shock of heat went threw Ashley as she felt Kathleen’s lips and she was fully awake again. She looked down and felt more embarrassment sweep over her. She tried to close her legs but Kathleen held her legs tightly in her grip. “Kathleen please…..I….” Ashley began to whimper. “Shhhh…its ok…just relax…my baby.” Kathleen said smiling kissing Ashley’s sex mound again making her cue and making her to pinch her eyes closed.
Kathleen moved her hands to either side of Ashley precious flower as she took both of her thumbs and slightly opened her flower. When it was open just enough for Kathleen to look at the small hole she took a deep breath and in a steady stream blew in Ashley’s flower. Ashley screamed and arched her back as she felt the hot breath of Kathleen’s on her flower and inside her. She fell back and started to thrash her hips again. With Ashley whimpering, Kathleen started to kiss and lightly nibble at Ashley’s sweet flower and the inside of her thighs. Leaving butterfly kisses in her wake. Her sweet milk white juices started to flow and Kathleen started to lick every drop up with enthusiasm. Her tongue moved in slow, long deliberate motions along Ashley’s lips and thighs making Ashley thrashed even more. Pushing her hips up to met Kathleen’s waiting and wanting mouth and tongue.
When Ashley thought she was going to cum again Kathleen stopped and pulled away. Ashley shot opened her eyes and looked down to a smiling Kathleen. “Please….” Ashley started to say when she realized what Kathleen was doing. Kathleen wanted to make her wait, to beg her for release. Ashley started to plead with Kathleen to continue and with a smile Kathleen said “not yet…” Ashley was going insane at the thought that she was so close at one point to cumming in away that she never had before and Kathleen stopped her. “Please Kathleen….please” Ashley started to beg with tears forming in her eyes. “If you think I am doing this to hurt you, you are very wrong my dear baby…you will thank me later…” Kathleen said with a some what of an evil smile and another kiss on Ashley’s sex mound making Ashley to almost flip out from the touch.
Kathleen then continued to kiss and suck on Ashley’s sweet flower not going near her now harden, swollen pearl. Ashley was able to stay up this time as her body shook with every touch that Kathleen gave her. When Ashley was screaming with pleasure Kathleen backed off again making Ashley more then mad, crazy with lust. Ashley tried to move her hands down to her sex to try and finish what Kathleen had started but Kathleen grabbed her hands and pushed them away. A few minutes later after the heat had left Ashley’s body. Ashley had been pleading and begging for Kathleen to continue.
Kathleen started backup again this time a more intently ‘dove’ in. Kathleen gripped either side of Ashley’s legs and hips and held her firmly as she opened Ashley’s flower again only this time she lightly pushed her tongue inside her making Ashley to whip her head back and grab on to Kathleen’s shoulders for some kinda of support. Kathleen used her tongue like a novice expert moving it in and out. Twisting it inside of her and keeping it there at times so she could feel the muscles of the flower walls contract on her tongue.
“OH…….GOD……KATHLEEN……..PLE…..PLEASE….DO….DONT….STOP……DON….DONT ……..STOP” Ashley screamed out holding her hands on Kathleen’s shoulders digging her fingers in to the flesh of her back drawing a small amount of blood from where her nails where digging in. As Kathleen took out her tongue Ashley thought she was going to die if Kathleen stopped again when she felt a shock of pure pleasures shoot threw her body; she opened her eyes just for a seconds to see that Kathleen had started to suck on her pearl which put her way over the top. “AAAAHHHHHHH” Ashley screamed gripping Kathleen’s shoulders; and clamed her legs shut around Kathleen’s head, and went numb from the pleasures surging threw her. Kathleen kept sucking on Ashley’s pearl until she felt Ashley’s legs ease up and released her. Ashley had collapsed on the bed again. Kathleen kissed her lovers mound again and licked all of the white cum off Ashley’s inter thighs until she glistened. Kathleen slowly stood up and crawled up the side of the bed and laided down next to Ashley still breathing heavy with both of her eyes closed with tears coming out from the sides. Kathleen reached out and wiped the tears from her face. Ashley slowly turned to her and opened her eyes still breathing hard exhausted.
Kathleen smiled “are you ok?” Kathleen asked still having her hand running across her cheek. Ashley nodded and moved to where she was facing Kathleen. “Good” Kathleen said in the sweetest voice that Ashley ever heard before.
As Kathleen slowly rose to get up and get under the covers Ashley reached out and pulled her towards her “Ashley you don’t have…” Kathleen’s sentence was cut short as Ashley kissed her; with a passion that Kathleen didn’t know she had within her. Ashley moved around and was removing her clothes, before she knew it Ashley’s mouth was attacking her breast making her cue and moan herself “Ashley…..you……don…don’t have” Kathleen tried to say as Ashley lightly bit one of her nipples sending a surge of pain and pleasure threw her body. Ashley continued to attack Kathleen’s breast switching between the two of them kneading, pinching, biting, sucking, and licking keeping Kathleen off balance. Kathleen’s moans where getting louder and louder just like Ashley’s did. Kathleen put her arms around Ashley to pull her closer to her.
Ashley stopped and lifted her head up and kissed Kathleen knocking her on her back. The passion between them grew with each kiss they shared. Ashley slowly broke the kiss and began to kiss her way down like Kathleen did to her, but unlike Kathleen Ashley let her tongue slip out and lick her way down Kathleen’s chest which drove her wild. Ashley stopped at Kathleen’s stomach and began kissing and licking every inch while she hooked her fingers around the waist band of Kathleen’s bottoms and pulled them down with one smooth motion leaving Kathleen nude as well now. Ashley’s never stopped kissing Kathleen’s stomach one moment. As she traced a line of kisses down too Kathleen’s sex. Ashley stopped at Kathleen’s belly button and placed her lips right over the opening and kissed it which sent a surge of unexplained pleasure threw Kathleen’s body. “Ashley……..” Kathleen cued softly as she managed to arch her back trying to figurer out what she was up too next. As Ashley moved both of Kathleen’s legs apart, Kathleen didn’t try or want to try to stop her. Ashley placed more light kisses over her inter thighs and moved herself to where she was staring right at Kathleen’s flower. Ashley before now has never seen one this close, not even her own. She closed her eyes and pushed her tongue threw Kathleen’s lips and started to dart her tongue around the dripping lips. Kathleen screamed at the sudden invasion of her flower. She collapsed back down on her back as Ashley took both of her legs in hands and began to move slow small circles around inside Kathleen’s lips with her tongue. Kathleen’s hips began to rise and fall to try to meet every lick that Ashley made.
As time went on Ashley got more aggressive…pushing harder on Kathleen’s flower moving so fast that Kathleen had a hard time breathing. Pushing her tongue deep within Kathleen so that she would squirm under her; playing games with Kathleen’s pearl that made it hurt at times. Kathleen never would have thought that Ashley would be so domineering when she was in such a passion, a lust that controlled her
When Ashley thought that Kathleen was about to cum she sat up and plunged two fingers in to Kathleen; which made her scream from the sudden pain and pleasure of the almost violent action. Her body started to shake violently. Ashley didn’t give her time to adjust to the new feeling, as she began pumping them in and out of her with a fury. Kathleen was still in shock from the sudden invasion of Ashley’s fingers to even think. Her mind turned off as she let the feeling over come her. Ashley was pumping Kathleen as hard as she could handle at the moment thou she wanted to do more to her. She could feel the muscles of Kathleen’s flower moving more actively as she started to suck on the little hard pearl that Ashley was wanting for. Kathleen screamed again and began moaning loudly with each pump of Ashley’s wrist to push her fingers back in.
Ashley stopped for a minute and slowly added another finger into Kathleen’s flower. Kathleen screamed in pleasure as the now three fingers started slowly at first with smooth strokes entered her…in and out…out and in…Ashley still kissing and sucking on her pearl making sure not to forgot about something so impotent. Letting her tongue out to ‘play’ with the harden piece of flesh. After a few minutes time Ashley found a good pace for the three fingers and she still kept sucking, licking and kissing Kathleen’s now swollen pearl making every move she made more pleasurable then the last. Ashley knew that it wouldn’t be long until her Kathleen was going to cum. Minutes passed as Kathleen face got more and more red, Ashley’s tongue pressed hard against Kathleen’s pearl and that was all that it took “KAAAATIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE” Kathleen screamed as her back arched and spasms rocked her body as the orgasm hit like a titled wave. All of Kathleen’s muscles gripped Ashley’s hand; as she rode out the last bit of pleasure Ashley kissed Kathleen’s sweet pearl, which made it more intense for her. Fainting back, all of Kathleen’s muscles hurt. Her eyes shut, breathing hard, her mind slipping in and out and her body hurt from the lust that Ashley had given her.
Kathleen felt the bed move…she slowly opened her eyes to find that Ashley was hovering over her. Her lower face covered in her cum. and Kathleen swore that there was a glow about her. She raised her hand to Ashley’s face and pulled her down to kiss her. She could still taste her own sweet juices on her lips as there tongues danced together; she relished the taste of her own juices on Ashley’s lips. Ashley broke the kiss and fell to the right of Kathleen; both exhausted, both breathing hard. Kathleen turned over and looked at her lover, moving some hair from her eyes. Kathleen covered the both of them up and they fell asleep…together…in each others arms.
As Ashley laid sleeping Kathleen felt a clod draft and opened her eyes slowly from the deep sleep that she was in. Ashley was at her back with her arm draped over her. She had most of the covers. Kathleen smiled and turned over, pulling some of the covers to cover her own naked body. Kathleen watched as Ashley slept. She thought she was watching an angel without wings she looked so beautiful laying there; Ashley had a faint glow to her face. Kathleen thought it might have been the moon light coming threw the window. It didn’t matter thou, because in this moment Ashley was hers, and she was hers. Kathleen moved a stray piece of her midnight hair away from her face, and smiled as she gently pressed her lips to the sleeping Ashley’s, stealing a kiss. She still had the faint taste of sex on her lips thought Kathleen as she pulled back. Kathleen watched Ashley sleep until she felt her eye lids start to close. Kathleen began to reach for Ashley’s hand. She held it in her own when she saw the scars of the pain and impulse actions that Ashley had. Kathleen felt tears and sadness at the thought that she wasn’t there to try and help her, to try and stop her from hurting herself as she did so many times before. She raised Ashley’s hand to her lips and kissed her hand lightly and then kissed the scars on her wrist letting her lips linger there until she fell back asleep holding Ashley’s hand in her own.
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“How…how could I let this happen…?” Kathleen said scolding herself as she hit the back of her head on the bottom of the sink; tears started to form from the corners of her eyes. “…I am so sorry Ashley…I didn’t………….I am so sorry.” Kathleen said bring her knees to her chest hiding her face in between her knees.
“Kathleen???”
“ASHLEY?!?!” exclaimed Kathleen when she looked up to see Ashley in her night-outfit.
“What’s wrong….did I….I mean…did…” Ashley asked looking worried that she had done something to hurt her.
“Oh god Ashley no...” Kathleen said “…you never hurt me.........well not that much” Kathleen said raising a hand to Ashley’s face but stopping and pulling away before she touched her, her eyes sank back as sadness was more the apparent on her face
“Then what’s wrong…was I………..bad?” Ashley asked looking away letting her eyes fall and look at the floor
“No Ashley…this was the best night ever…you where amazing…better even….I mean…I just…” Kathleen stammered
“What?” Ashley asked sitting down in front of Kathleen placing her hands on her knees
“I am surprised you can look at me” said Kathleen in a meek voice looking down at Ashley’s hands
“What are you taking about?” Ashley asked in more of a concerned voice gripping Kathleen’s knees
“I am so sorry Ashley…I never came here to….to take advantage of you…your friendship is…is too important to me…to risk something so important to me…” Kathleen stammered, tears rolling out of her eyes “…I just wanted to make sure you were alright…..but then you came in…..and you….and one thing lead to another………oh god I am so sorry” Kathleen said as she started to cry
Ashley watched her…saw each tear fall from her eyes rolling down her cheeks and all she could do was watch. She knew what Kathleen was talking about. If anyone found out that she had sex with a woman much less a woman she had meant on line there will be no telling what would happened but they both had a good idea what would happen…Ashley would be an outcast, in her family, her friends everyone she held dear to her. Kathleen on the other hand didn’t have to worry about that because Ashley was the only thing that matter to her, the only thing in her life that she would risk everything for, but her pain was Kathleen’s pain, so when Ashley hurt she hurt.
Ashley moved both of her hands to Kathleen’s face and lifted it…when Kathleen’s face was clear Ashley swiftly started to kiss Kathleen. There mouths took on a life of there own as each of them became entwined in one another. Kathleen still cried as she and her baby kissed and so did Ashley. Nether of them knew what was next. They wanted to be together but Ashley was still in high school but not only that her faith was going to be a problem now and Kathleen didn’t want to mess with that and Ashley’s family was also going to be a problem for them as well. As Ashley broke the kiss Kathleen’s eyes still closed she moved to the side of her face and whisper in a faint tone words in her lovers’ ear…
“I love you……” Ashley said looking back in too her lovers eyes with tears streaming down her face with a huge smile across her face trying to hide her pain
“I love you too…..baby” Kathleen said locking her lips and arms around her new lover……….
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