Far Away

Far Away

By sukia.

I don’t own the song ‘far away’ from nickleback. this is to my bf, our 1 and 1/2 anni

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there\'s just one left
\'Cause you know,
you know, you know

Rain pours outside as a young woman with dark hair and eyes sits alone. Her dress was simple but was flattering to her body. She had make up on and was ready for a night out to dinner but instead she sat in her room alone, her face wet from tears. The T.V is off, most of the lights are off, save for a small lap by her bed. She looks at the card in her hand, seeming innocent enough. However to her this day meant something…it was their anniversary and he wasn’t here. She felt more tears roll down her cheeks as she remembered how he had said he would be there but instead left for a business trip. Now on their year and a half, she sat alone looking at the card and the small gift in a box.

It wasn’t much, but she had saved enough to get him a nice watch that wouldn’t be easily broken. She also looked at the inscription on the back, closing her eyes.

‘To never be late to another date again
-Love Suki’

She shut the box and put it on the table and closed her eyes, feeling her eyes tired from all the tears.

That I love you
I\'ve loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you\'ll be with me
And you\'ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don\'t see you anymore

Amar sat in the airport, cursing his luck on having to cancel plans with her. He pulled out a little box from his pocket and looked at the small band of silver and a small garnet on it-her birth stone. He sighed and closed his eyes. He could picture her face right now, probably upset or annoyed that he had canceled yet another date and night that he could have spent holding her in his arms. He put the ring back in his suit pocket and looked at the flights. His would be leaving soon, but he was not alone. His partner looked at him and gave him a stupid thumb up. With this deal, both of them would get a raise and have a chance for promotion. Closing his eyes, he thought of the one he had left behind. He knew he should stop taking these last minute trips, but he wanted to be ok financially, he didn’t want to struggle like his parents did when he was growing up. At least that’s what he told Suki.

The truth was that he wanted to provide her with anything she would ever need and wouldn’t have to worry about money. He knew she was always trying not to spend a lot, not making as much as she would like at her job, but he knew she would be upset if he kept trying to support her. However, as much as he respected her, his male pride wouldn’t let him stand alone. He kept helping her and knew she would only try to make it up one way or another. Sometimes he couldn’t wait for those pay backs, but lately he saw how often she had a sad look in her eyes.

He hated that look, it was the way she was four years ago when they became friends, before becoming more than that. She felt like a burden and he hated that greatly because she wasn’t. He knew the ring in his coat pocket was more than a small gift…it would mean more when he got back…

“Hey you ready to go?” his partner’s sleepy voice asked. Looking up, Amar nodded and stood up, but saw a date on the board and stopped.


On my knees, I\'ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
\'Cause with you, I\'d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I\'d give it all
I\'d give for us
Give anything but I won\'t give up
\'Cause you know,
you know, you know

Suki looked out the window again before closing the drapes and undressing into one of his large shirts she always kept. She had this shirt of his so long, every time he saw her in it he would say, ‘hey didn’t you steal that from me way back when?’ and joke around. However to her it had more meaning and it made her feel better at times when she was sad and needed comfort that was not available. Wearing his shirt, she looked like a teen playing dress up with breasts pressing out more than she wished. She knew he loved her figure but sometimes she thought she was cursed having large breasts. Getting into bed she grabbed her book and began reading though it, doing so she tired not to cry.

Suki soon fell asleep, listening to some music in the background and thinking of him and their first date.
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She was a little nervous, worried that her shirt and black slacks would look to dressy. But
other than that, most of what she owned wasn’t really worth wearing on a date. He came by, five minutes late, saying sorry with a smile.

She had smiled back and said he’d better not do it again or else. He just smiled and told her she looked beautiful, making her blush and feel sixteen instead of twenty. The two went out to see a new movie and for pizza. It was a nice date and soon she relaxed and started enjoying herself, not worried about money for once.

She knew from their friendship that he made a lot money, hell of a lot more money than she did and at first felt bad that he paid for everything. Then as they started having fun, she forgot that she made little money and he made more. However it was when they were at her door step, she looked down and felt like she owed him.

He was about to leave when she offered herself for him to use. She saw the look in his eyes, he was surprised and confused.

‘What do you mean by that?’ he asked, still confused why his friend would offer him a great temptation for a dinner and a movie.

‘I should put a burden on you…I feel bad that you paid for everything tonight…’ she trailed off. He looked at her and then leaned forward, closing her eyes, she expected to feel his hands all over her body, but instead she felt the lightest brush of his lips against her and was surprised. He leaned closer and whispered in her ear.

‘You never have to offer yourself, I don’t mind paying. If you’re my girlfriend, then I’ll always take care of you, you need not have to offer sex to pay for anything. The only thing I ask is that you just let me see your smile and ease the worry from your beautiful face.’ Amar said and left her after one last small and chaste kiss, surprising her.

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That I love you
I\'ve loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you\'ll be with me
and you\'ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don\'t see you anymore

He ran to his car, telling his partner he was needed for an emergency. Throwing in his carry-on and brief case, Amar raced to her apartment. He knew he should be more careful because of the heavy rain, but instead he was more worried about making it up to Suki, not realizing that today was their anniversary, not just a small one, but a big one. And he had fucked up so bad that he wondered how many ways to Sunday he was screwed.

Thinking back, he had always been late or canceled a lot. However he had hoped he wouldn’t fuck this one date up. Thinking back to six months ago, he remembered how he messed up bad and she still forgave him.

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Running late again, Amar knew he’d have to come up with a better story than ‘I forgot.’ Which he did, but he knew this answer would cause him pain, physically. She could A) tease him till he got blue balls. B) Kick him in the balls or C) both. None of them sounded too nice. However once he got to the restaurant and saw how beautiful she looked, he lost all sense of logic. She stood there in a light purple dress that was strapless and went to the tops of her toes. It framed her body loosely and made her look even more beautiful as her make up and accessories matched her dress within a shade or two. Her long hair was up in beautiful ringlets and she looked so breath takingly beautiful to him.

He went up to her, sweeping her off her feet in front of the entire restaurant and kissed her passionately. His lips soft against her as his tongue slipped inside her mouth when she let out a surprised gasp. He smiled against her lips and played with her tongue for a moment and then moved his lips away, tasting her frosting lip gloss.

“I’m sorry I’m late Suki, I had to get a different shirt.” He whispered in her ear. Then louder he said. “I’m really sorry that I had to miss one moment away from your beautiful presences my dear Suki.” He said and kissed her again, causing a little ‘awe-ing’ and applause from some of the people, Suki’s tan face became a red shade as she blushed and looked down.

The two were showed to a table where Amar pulled out the chair for his lady and helped her to sit. Once the drinks and orders were placed Amar looked at her, seeing her blush.

“You are breath taking, Suki.” He said in his usual monotonous voice.

“Thank you, but you also look quite handsome.” She replied, her sweet voice low.

“I only want to look good for you.” He said and smiled a smile at her, making her blush even more.

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Once he reached her apartment he parked the car and raced to her home.


So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
\'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing

Suki felt someone slip next to her in bed, causing her to wake with a start and aimed a fist for the person’s face. However her fist was caught by large hand and was brought to soft lips she knew so well. Turning on a light she found him in her bed, stripped to his boxer briefs with little hearts on them. She smiled a little, knowing those were her valentine gift to him.

“What are you doing here Amar? I thought you had a flight to catch.” She said, the smile gone. Amar kissed her knuckles again.

“I was stupid and forgot the date, I was so stupid I should be beat, dragged through the desert and my tongue cut out because I forgot today was our anniversary.” He said to her and looked at her.

“Amar…” she said feeling herself start to cry. Amar gently rolled her onto her back and began kissing her lips softly. Her hands felt his and held tightly to his larger ones. Amar slipped between her legs and kissed her lips more as his hands held hers, his tongue playing with hers and feeling her body shudder with quiet tears. Amar sat up and pulled her up in his arms. Holding her close to him, he gently rubs her back as his hands go up and under the shirt and kisses her neck.

“I’m not gonna asking anything of you except to let me hold you.” He said to her, rubbing her hair with one hand. He leaned back against the pillows and let her cry as he held her and soothed her.

When he thought she had fallen asleep, he held her and rubbed her back.

“Suki…I don’t know what to do anymore…I want you to be happy, I want you always smile and never to worry. I love you so much…you’re the only thing I think I live for.” He whispered. Sitting up, she kisses his lips softly and leans her forehead against his.

“I love you too Amar and you make me happy when you’re like this, here for me, being with me. Loving me.” She said and sits on his lap and pulls off the shirt she is wearing, leaving her in only her black panties. Amar’s hands hold her hips and looks up at her.

“Suki are you sure…?” he asks and she kisses him.

“Yes.” She says before his lips capture hers and holds her close as he rolls over and looks down at her. She lies against the pillows, her hair flowing out about her and her upper body a tan perfection in his eyes. She blushes as his gaze drinks her and then he kisses her lips again before kissing down her body. He stops at the hollow of her throat and kisses it, making her have a little giggle as he got a ticklish spot. He smiled and continued kissing down her body again. She laughed and he kisses her breasts, taking one nipple in his mouth and gently sucks it, teasing her until she’s begging for more. His and rubs and massages her other breast and then he switches, causing her more pleasure and wetness to build.

Suki’s hands move over his back as she moans his name, enjoying his treatments to her breasts. She uses her feet to push his boxers off and feels him getting harder along her thigh. She sighs softly as he kisses down her flat stomach, tickling her at her sides, enjoying her laugh. His hands pull down her panties and then feels himself harden as the moon light plays along her body. He looks into her honey eyes and sees the fear and love. He kisses her lips softly before going down on her again.

His mouth finds her bare pussy and licks her once along her lips slow and hard, causing her to squirm. He smiles against her lips, feeling pride in hearing her moan his name. He blows along her and then begins teasing her with his tongue and hand. He uses his mouth to suck, bite and lick her clit, causing her more pleasurable moans and getting wetter. He licks this eagerly and rubs inside her clit, causing her to moan more. His hands and mot work together to bring her pleasure. She nears her climax within minutes of this treatment and he drinks it up, enjoying her taste and scent.

Getting up on his arms he’s about to slide inside her but her hand on his arm stops him. She pushes him so he’s on his knees and she’s on hers. Suki kisses him and lets her hands move down his chest, her fingers trailing lightly over his chest. Her hands reach is shaft and rubs him, slow at first but starts to move faster as his pre-cum and her own wetness coat his shaft, allowing her to bring him pleasure. He holds onto her hips and leans his forehead against his shoulder, sighing softly as she brings him closer to the edge.

Her other hand rubs his head and that causes him to climax in her palm. She brings her hand to her mouth and licks it slowly and looks at him, smiling at the look on his face. He pushes her gently onto her back and spreads her legs and slides inside her slowly. They enjoy each other, not moving and just feeling their closeness increase as they hold onto each other. Both sigh in pleasure before their bodies begin moving into each other. Their rhythm is slow at first but as he moves onto his arms and holds her shoulders, he thrusts into her faster. Suki moans as she olds onto his back and gets wetter and tighter around his shaft.
She cries out in pleasure as he grinds into her harder and faster, moaning and arching her back as he pleasures her more. He thrusts faster, feeling himself get closer and works to get her to cum. She moans and holds tighter, her nails digging into his back as she cries out from his thrusts. His body moves faster, knowing she was getting closer and sighs softly as he feels her cum on him.

She tightens around him and gets his shaft slicker with her wetness. She moves her hips into him as best as she can, moaning and having small spasm from the pleasure. Amar gives a little grunt as he moves into her harder and cums, moaning her name lightly and holds her closer as he closes his eyes, tired and spent for the moment.

Suki holds him close to her body and feels a wave of sadness over take her, tears falling down her cheeks as she leans into his body.

“Why…why do I get to have you? You’re so kind and generous and-“ she didn’t finish as he put a finger to her lips.

“No, you deserve the best Suki, I’ll not have you down talk yourself. You are worth so much, so much more than I can give you.” He said to her and looked her dead in the eyes. “I never want you to feel you’re worthless or you’re a burden to me at all Sukina, you the most important thing in m life.” He said and grabbed the box he had on the bed stand. Opening it he looked at her.

“Suki, you’re worth so much more to me than I can possibly ever tell you. You are the one person I want to wake up with and fall asleep with. You are the woman who holds the key to my heart and the one woman who I always want to love and be with. Suki, will you marry me?” he asked, looking at her.

For a moment, all Suki could do was look at him and then pulled his face close and kisses him.

“Yes, Amar, yes I will marry you.” She said and kissed him again. After another round together, the two fall asleep together, arms around each other and holding each other close.


\'Cause I\'m not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, \'cause I’m not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go

Suki looked at Amar and sighed contently. She had him and he had her, life would be better. She no longer felt the worry she would have and the ring on her finger, it meant so much to her. She kissed his lips softly and he opened his eyes groggily.

“Mmm?” he asked yawning, she smiled and handed him his present. “Mmm what’s this?” he asked.

“Just open it baby.” She said and he opened it, a look of surprise on his face as he read the inscription.

“Just what I needed.” He said and brought her face close for another kiss. She smiled and leaned her forehead against his.

“Well this way you’ll not be late to our wedding.” She said and cuddled into him more. His arms were wrapped tightly around her smaller body and he kissed her head as they drifted off to sleep.

The last thought on Amar’s mind was ‘if I’m late to that I might as well kiss my balls good bye. My whole family, hers and especially Suki will kill me. Better not forget I could always tattoo it somewhere our date….’