From friend to,,,?

My first try at this so please be kind. No flames please.
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I guess looking back, I would say it all started with the kiss....No maybe before that, when I was offered the snuggle I had always wished for..

I can still hear his heart beat and feel the warm smooth skin of his chest under my cheek...all muscle ,,, like stone covered in velvet....

And then came the kiss. That was my undoing,,I remember looking up to say something & that is when I stopped to think, that there was more warm liquidy chocolate brown color in his beautiful eyes than I ever remember seeing there before,,

Now when I say I stopped to think, I mean I stopped thinking ..Stopped thinking about anything but those eyes & all the warm skin I was curled up to...

I would like to believe that if it had not been for the drinking I had done & those eyes, I would have pulled back before that kiss got to my lips, & undid all the work I had put into not wanting this man more than I wanted my next breath.
All that hocus pocus down the drain. All gone at a touch of his lips.
Then I could not breath...who would have thought that a mans lips could be so soft & firm at the same time, oh & god he tasted so good. I could taste the sweet & smooth of the SC & Pepsi on his lips & the deep honey taste that was uniquely him.
My whole world was reduced to his lips on mine, & Then I remembered to breath or was he breathing for me?,,, My hands moved of their own accord it seemed, up to his neck & jaw line.
There was still some small part of my brain screaming at me at this point to push him away not pull him closer, that this would ruin everything we had built over the years, & another part of me said,{ No this man is your best friend ,you should trust him more than that,} & god how could you pull away from something so sweet?...My hands did not know which part to listen to...

But that is when he pulled back.


I for one time in my life could not think of a thing to say.It\'s funny now, realizing he had left me speechless.But then he more than anyone over the years has done that more times than I can count. I mean being my best friend for so long gave him an \"in\" on what it takes to leave me without words....However I would never have thought that some day he would be kissing me speechless..

He was the one that spoke first..\" It\'s getting late, & I haven\'t slept in two days,,We have a meeting tomorrow early so we should get some sleep.\"

That\'s when I searched & found my voice...\"Yes well, that\'s right, I guess I need to go.\"

I felt like the bottom had just dropped out of my world. I was thinking {How could I have been so stupid} Then he spoke again \" Why do you need to go? You can stay here.\"

He then climbed into the bed..\"There is room here, it\'s a big bed\"

The bottom dropped out of my world again. But this time in a whole new way..Did I hear him right? Did he just tell me to come to bed with him? I mean yes I know he climbed in wearing jeans but still,,,JUST JEANS!!! & even if there were some sexy little tighty whities under them so what?

At this point I no longer had the will it would have taken to say no. I was still suffering from the after effects of that kiss & the undoing of the spell that had kept me in-line all this time...

I looked over at him & he was stretched out on his stomach with the blanket only pulled up to his waist, If I had not known he was wearing jeans, I would have believed he was naked, as it was I wondered if he knew how good he really looked laying there like that. His arms where under the pillow so the muscles in his shoulders where standing out & he looked good enough to bite...

When my gaze reached his face he was looking at me..Those eyes again,,, & they said \"trust me\"...I had over the years put a lot of trust in this man ,,so why stop now?...My heart felt like it was going to leap out of my chest..

When I stood up I thought { how am I going to do this? how \"can\" I do this} {is he going wake up in the morning & think I took advantage of him & not ever speak to me again?} A mind & heart at war make peace in the strangest ways..& if you add to that mix a body that felt like it was going to die if it did not get closer to this man ..well, then the peace comes out to { If he never speaks to me again, I will still have some great memories to hold onto.}

None of this felt real.......

I walked over to the far side of the bed & slipped out of the over shirt I was wearing, leaving just the tank top, bra & pants. The pants were the silky kind, the ones you can feel everything through & I gasped to think I had not put anything on under them, not wanting a pantie line to show,,,

I sat down on the bed as he held the covers back to let me slide under.

He had pulled the second pillow out from under his head and laid it next to his ...So what could I do but move closer ? I mean after all, that is where the pillow was...

He had rolled so that he was facing me & I turned to look at him and wondered if he could hear my heart beating. I reached out & laid my hand on his chest & felt his hand on my hip. As he ran his hand up my side the tank top was pushed up so that it was my skin he was touching not cloth. The skin on his hand was rough from work & strong, it felt so good, goose bumps came up on my arms & my nipples were so hard they hurt...All this from one caress on my side. He leaned in closer & I could feel his breath on my face ..oh so sweet & warm , I was lost...His left hand had reach the under side of my breast and his thumb brushed the curve & up the side,he moved closer still and I could feel the hard bulge in his jeans make contact with my mounds ,,panic,,it felt so good,,, but I panicked,,I pushed on his chest with my left hand & that is when I felt his right hand in my hair at the base of my skull. He made a fist and pulled my head back , I pushed at him with my other hand but only half heartedly. Him tugging my head back with my hair was so erotic it is something that I have always loved, my scalp so sensitive, (something he already knew from all our talks) I then feel him take my right wrist in his hand & pull it away from his chest,, a true, strong, dominate male,, then his lips on my chin & moving to my jaw , his cheek rough with stubble and makes my skin even more sensitive , he nips at my jaw & then down below my ear,, as he raises his head up a little I can feel his breath in my ear & something inside me tightens even more, then he is biting my ear lobe & he purrs & pulls down harder on my hair,, the tightness in me snaps & I feel like I am drowning,, I feel a wet rush between my legs & a throbbing of satisfaction deep down inside..

I could not believe it! He made me cum & all my clothes were still on!

As my breathing slows I hear him whisper \"did you like that?\" ,,

He wants me speak right now?!

\"Oh, yes, I liked it very much\"...

\"Well\" He says \"That is just a start\" ...

I am melting..He kisses me again, he starts out lightly , I nip at his bottom lip, then he deepens the kiss I can feel his tongue slide into my mouth & I eagerly suck on it. I want him inside me, anyway I can have him,, I lift my knee to rest just above his own on his thigh, I feel his hand on my thigh, he strokes my leg from mid thigh to my ass & then back down to my knee to pull my leg up and around his hip, he shifts his weight so that the hot hard bulge in his jeans is resting between my legs and against that most tender part of me that is begging for his attention. He begins to slowly grind against me in a circle, I feel the tension building as he slowly rolls his hips & his cock rubs against my clit.
Through my thin pants & his jeans I can still feel the heat of him & it just adds to the tightening in my groin...He is moving so slow and with just the right pressure. It is unbearable, I try to get him to move just a little faster but he holds me still with his hands on my ass & keeps up that slow grind until I think I am going to pass out..I am soo close, all I can do is feel...I feel like I am on fire,,,then I reach that peak ,,, \"oh please just a little faster\". ,, But no he keeps me there, right at the top, I am going to fall apart ,, & then sweet release I feel myself falling into a warm dark sea from a high mountain top ,, I feel the satisfied throb & vibration of my body as the orgasm recedes.....

OH my! We are still dressed!...

I have enough strength left in me to lightly slowly rake my nails up from his waist and across his shoulders to the back of his neck ,,,I want him to know I mean thank you for the gift he has just given me.
I also want to explore his body now that I have free rein to touch him. I run my nails lightly back down his back & sides just hard enough that he knows they are there & they leave white lines on his skin..

He shifts himself to one elbow and helps me out of my tank top..For the first time skin meets skin, & it is blissful..He moves his body down kissing my jaw, my neck, nipping, biting, I hold my breath as his teeth graze the top of my breast that is exposed by my bra. his hands come up and start kneading my breast through my bra, my nipples are hard again & begging for attention , he runs his thumb across them both at the same time, my back arches in response. I feel his warm breath on my stomach as he rolls my nipples between his thumbs and forefingers, not too hard yet, but at the same time I can more than feel it and he is rolling them in a rhythm that is making that spring inside me tighten unbearably, then just when I think I am going to go off the deep end again, he stops and moves his hands to my waist, & slowly starts to draw my pants down my hips I can feel his breath through the thin cloth above my pubic bone & then on my bare skin as he removes the garment that is so in the way..

I shiver as I feel his breath tickle across my pubic hair..Again I can not breath He nudges his shoulder between my thighs...this can\'t be happening..

He pressed his lips to the insides of my thighs & then my calves, & swirled his tongue across the back of my knee..then I again felt his breath on the inside of my thigh & I trimbled as I felt him softly blow on my outer lips just before he slowly parted them and caressed my aching clit with his warm wet tongue.. I saw stars as he circled my clit & then lightly nibbled at it,,,,as he pushed one finger inside me I felt the thumb of the same hand press up on the under side of my clit as his tongue pressed down from the top in a slow steady rhythm...As I felt yet another orgasm building in me I marveled at the fact that he kept the perfect pace ,,,he did not stop or change,,just a firm steady pressure of his tongue and thumb with my clit between them ,,,I felt my release break free & it pulled at me till my back arched & my muscle clenched & he never stopped, not until it was over & I lay there panting & shaking,,, with his head resting softly at my waist...

I remember telling him more than a time or two that no man could ever give face as good as a woman, because a woman knows what another woman wants....someday I have to remember to tell him I was wrong...

He lay there and let me calm down ,,and realize \"he\" at least was still dressed...

I thought it was time to do something about that....

I could not decide if I wanted to watch him strip for me or remove the jeans from him like unwrapping a gift..& it sure felt like I had been given the best surprise I could have ever asked for..

After thinking about it for a minute I settled on a little bit of both...pushing on his shoulders until he was up right and then kissing him ,,licking his lips I could taste myself on him & it made me want him all the more,,I maneuvered him until he was standing next to the bed, & wrapped my arms around his waist and rubbed my nose back & forth across his stomach just above his belt line...I could not help but taste him, the skin just inside his hip bone above where his jeans rode low,,,salty sweet..I leaned back & told him to \"show me\"..he reached up and slowly unbuttoned his jeans, sliding the zipper down , I could see his cock straining against the stretched cloth of ..yes, tighty whities,,I loved it!...I stopped him there,
I wanted to do this part myself..

I started at his collar bones and raked my nails lightly down his chest , being sure to catch both his dusky rose nipples with the tip of a nail..& continuing down his belly and then hooked my fingers in the edge of his underwear, pulling out on them a little and putting my hands inside & pushing them down around his hips while at the same time I ran my tongue down the soft line of light hair that disappeared beneath his clothes.
What I really wanted was to rip his clothes off as fast as I could, but at the same time I wanted to savor this & commit all of it to memory..I push his clothes down over his ass as I tested the firmness of that fine tight muscled part of him with a little squeeze,, I could feel him Flex as he pushed his crotch forward seeking attention involuntarily for his straining cock...& I could not wait any longer ...I freed him from the confines of his clothes and as his waiting erection was revealed. I don\'t mind saying I was a little intimidated. There was more than I imagined there would be,,,,,Well I had been told after all...I helped him step out of his jeans & the ever so sexy thighty whities & had him sit on the bed as I knelt on the floor,,, I ran my hands up his thighs & then raked my nails back down the insides of his legs ..

I leaned forward & ran my tongue along the inside of his thigh & up to the place where my prize waited in throbbing anticipation,,,I wrapped my hand around the shaft of his manhood & brought the head to my lips. A shiny pearl of fluid glistened at the tip,,I flicked out my tongue to collect the the salty sweet dew drop & savor the first taste of him in my mouth...I then ran my tongue around the head & down the shaft to where my hand firmly stroked the shaft in a up & down rotating motion....My tongue made the return upward journey along the ridge on the under side of the shaft & then around the rim under the glands,,I now could no longer wait to have as much of him in my mouth as I could get...& even though I have no gag reflex, there was more than enough of him to test that theory...As I worked my mouth up and down his ridged shaft I could feel his hands in my hair moving it out of my way & over my shoulder.. He then ran his hands down my back to my bra strap..as my breast were freed from their confinement I felt his hands move to caress them ...I reached up with my hand to do some caressing of my own,,,I cupped his balls & slowly gently lightly rotated them while at the same time increasing both my suction & rhythm on his cock...the feel of him kneading & caressing my sensitive breast caused me to moan, that rewarded him with a stimulating vibration in my mouth...I could hear an answering purr come from him & felt him flex his hips up forcing his cock deeper into my throat...

I lost all sense of time as I used a rotation of both my hand & my mouth to give him the maximum amount of pleasure I could as I worshiped his body....

I again felt his hands in my hair ,,but this time pulling my head back & then up for a kiss ..It seemed that he did not want to reach his own climax just yet....He pulled me back up onto the bed and next to him ..He leaned close and kissed me with a deep hard breath stealing intensity & with his naked body pressed so close to mine, I couldn\'t help but shiver with excitement. His hot, wet mouth kissed a fiery trail down my neck, over my collarbone to my breast, his tongue flashing out across a firm, sensitive nub. I gasped and arched into him, my hands coming to rest around his shoulders, feeling the intense heat that radiated from his skin.
He smiled and turned his attention to my other breast, his mouth swirling teasingly around the hardened nub before lightly flicking the top of it with the tip of his tongue.

I felt him shift himself & bring his leg across my thigh & nudge my legs apart then bring his body to rest between my trembling thighs..I could feel his hot hard cock pressed against my aching core..He then reach down and pulled on my knees, bringing my legs to rest on his shoulders,,, He positioned the hot tip of his ridged erection at the entrance of my waiting passage,,,,he slowly rocked forward entering me a little at a time.. at the same time circling my clit with his thumb...Slowly he let my legs down off his shoulders, letting them slide down his smooth body to rest comfortably around his hips. His hands caressed their way up my stomach, not stopping till he cupped a breast in each palm, a tender, swollen nipple under each thumb,,,I arched my back in response to the pinching of my nipples & at the same time he entered me fully ,I whimpered at the sensation of him filling me so deep and full, positive that it couldn\'t get any better then this. The thickness stretched the walls of my channel, stimulating every nerve as I squeezed him within me. Dazed, I wrapped my arms around his shoulders as he lay on top of me.

Then he started to move..A slow steady roll of his hips drawing out slowly only to return until his pubic bone pressed against my clit, that caused me to gasp each time he ground his body into mine....

I could feel my body tighten with the approach of another orgasm...I thrust my hips up in answer to each of his Strong forward stokes,,,as I began to beg, he increased the pace & force of his thrust until I felt liquid light running along my veins and my body shudder as a blinding white light exploded behind my eye lids & I gasped for breath...

As I came back down from the mind blowing orgasm I felt him begin to move inside me again...slow & easy ,,,I felt him kiss my closed eye lids & I marveled at the fact that he was still hard.....

It is odd the things that come to a persons mind at times like this...The thing that came to my mind was { He is this good after not sleeping for two days & being half drunk.} { My god how good would he be rested & sober !!??}

I then thought it was my turn to give him a chance to lay back & relax & enjoy...
\"I want on top\"
He grinned..and moved to lay beside me...I wanted this to be as good for him as I could make it..I had him scoot to the edge of the bed so that I could have one foot on the floor...I then \"mounted\" him ,,,,I held his throbbing cock as I slowly lowered myself to be impaled by his torrid member..After I was resting fully against him I began to rotate my pelvis in slow circles ,,,I had better range of motion with my foot on the floor.
I then began to both rotate & set a rhythmic up and down pace,,,,I leaned forward to answer an urge I had held for a long time...as I nipped & sucked on his chin I let my hands roam the hard plains of his chest, I made sure to pay attention to his erect sexy male nipples & then sat back up so I could reach behind me to fondle his tightening balls,,,He then began to rub my clit between his thumb & fore finger slightly tugging and rolling it ,,,I could not help but increase the pace a little,,, I felt him purr more than heard him ,, my breath was coming in short pants....I leaned forward & he put his hands on my hips to draw me down against him as he drove his cock hard up into me. I could do nothing but follow his lead as my body seemed to have a mind of it\'s own ,,,I felt his cock jerk deep inside me & that was all it took to trigger my own release ,,,it felt like I was flying apart ,,my mind was lost & my body racked by the crashing waves of the most intense orgasm I have ever had..His body jerked and arched ..I opened my eyes long enough to see the pain/pleasure ecstasy etched on his face as his own climax over took him..

I leaned braced on my shaking arms over him, my long hair making a dark curtain around us...as he opened his eyes and grinned at me I leaned down and kissed him...he returned my kiss with aching sweetness...

It was all I could do to get my trembling legs to work so I could \"dismount\" him..he was still half hard inside me ,,, My body was so weak & satisfied all I wanted to do was curl up next to him and sleep..
But he had other ideas first....

\" I think another drink is in order\"....\"& a toast\"......

\"Ok, to what?\"...He smiled at me,,,,,,,,

Later, after we had finished our drinks and I lay with my back against his chest and his arms wrapped around me and one hand cupping one of my breast,,I savored the feeling his heart beating & his deep even breathing...I could not help but snuggle back closer to him...as I wiggled my ass back against him I felt him stir in his sleep & he unconsciously pressed himself forward & rolled his hips against me...

My last thought before sleep claimed me was { I wondered if he is a \"morning\" kind of guy...}