Hidden in shadows part 1

Author: Tzusuki-chan.
Disclaimer: I own every thing, steal and die!
Pairings: eventually well, well see ne?
Rating: safe for now (R maybe because of talk of sex..)
Notes: I am from Sweden, so forgive my bad English grammar (it’s not my main language)
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It’s been a while now, since I started hearing whispers from the dark I mean.
Sinful little sweet nothings of my hidden desires.
At first I thought it was just a thing in my head, but it changed soon enough.
Let me take you back to the first time I met ‘Him’.

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Somewhere in the distance a school bell rang, students at a small privet boys school started to filter out into the halls.
Whispers and pointing fingers went to a long haired boy, sitting in a window sill, looking out through the glass, out on the school yard.
It had been raining out side for days, glazed, deep grey eyes watched as water came cascading down the pale glass, the long haired boy looked seemingly lost to the world.
“Ryou! Hay Ryou!” A voice finally brought him out of his daze, and the long haired boy turned his head looking at a bent over form, and a face staring into his own.
“Oh hay Miyavi..” mumbled the long haired boy, Ryou softly and gave a hazy smile.
The other boy Miyavi was a fairly tall, short cream near white haired boy with golden brown eyes and good looking to boot, also he was Ryou’s friend since baby legs.
“Seriously, are you okay you’ve been strange for days..” Miyavi said a frown settling on his face and he reached to place a hand on Ryou’s forehead.

Ryou just gave a small smile and gently took the taller boy’s hand away from his forehead, then he continued to look out of the window.
“It might be from the rain..” the black haired boy offered, and leaned his head back, glancing to Miyavi with little interest.
The blond didn’t seem convinced though and he went to sit down beside his friend, and leaned forward his face etched with seriousness.
“I don’t think so, I know you love rain Chibi…are you troubled at home, has your mom been at you again?” The blond asked, trying to coax his friend to tell what was wrong.
Ryou gave a peeved sigh and swung his legs over the window edge and straightened up, flipping the long raven locks over his shoulder.
It was true his mother was a mean little bitch, who often brought men home to the apartment and stole, drank and beat her children,
“I am fine, trust me Shinoubu-kun..” Ryou muttered out and took a pleading look to his older friend, who still had that frown on his face.

Miyavi groaned and gave a smirk, he reached out and ruffled the others hair affectionately.
“Fine..we better hurry, third period starts in five..” The blond said, trying to keep his nosy-ness out of it, but he knew he would some how find out later.
Ryou hopped down gracefully from the sill and they started to walk off, they both got their books when the raven haired boy got distracted again, looking off into the distance and his eyes glazed over again.
“Izumi..C’mon!” Miyavi called to him once more since the raven haired boy had stopped, but he blinked and smiled softly.
“You go ahead, I think I forgot my work book..” Ryou excused himself swiftly and started to head back, Miyavi was left looking after him, before he cursed loudly and had to run off, the lesson had all ready started.
In secret Ryou had been watching him closely.

Miyavi Shinoubu was a very popular student, other boy’s flocked around him and looked up to him, he was the basket league star and had top grades.
The last few years Ryou had developed feelings for him, they were close, talked about anything, fooled around and relayed on each other for anything.

Compared to Miyavi, Izumi Ryou were nothing, bullies would pick on him constantly, he had low self-consciousness, and were living hell with his mother and older brother.
‘You desire him..don’t you..” A deep eerie voice whispered to him from the shadows, the raven haired boy had heard it before of course, but it had grown louder and Ryou found comfort listening to it, even if it often only told him bad things.
Ryou’s face flushed deep scarlet and he looked away, he glanced along in the hall, it was empty, so it was okay.
“He’s my friend..” he said back low, almost as a hiss, denying it.
A deep chuckle wafted out and developed the long haired student like an icy blanket, and he shivered deeply.
‘You are as clear as glass, I can pick through you like nothing..you do long for him..’ the voice purred again, sending more prickles over Ryou’s skin.
“So what if I do..” The boy mumbled, eyes gazing around once more before settling to the shadows close to him.
Something then seemed to draw him closer to the shadows, as if an unseen, ice cold hand grasped at his arm and drew him into oblivion, Ryou kneeled down and shuddered, grey eyes widened as he seemed to be staring into blazing deep red eyes inside of the dark,

‘You can just imagine it..his body under yours, covered in sweat, his voice moaning your name..’ the darkness purred, now so close to Ryou’s ear, his skin grew to have goose bumps and his heart picked up in it‘s beating.
“S-stop it..” Ryou squeaked out and shifted away to where he imagined cold breath on his sensitive ear.
‘You’d spiral higher..sweat running down your bodies as you crash into him, until the peak is reached and you collapse lazily and cuddling..ain’t that sweet..’ the voice continued to taunt him sweetly coaxing almost.
“How do you notice these things?” Ryou asked loud enough for those passing by, by any chance to hear, his face were now so read it felt aflamed and he started to picture what was whispered into his mind.
‘It’s simple Izumi..I can read your wants and desire..’ the voice rasped amused at the near chocked expression that came to Ryou’s face.

“Then I guess there is no mean of denying it..” the black haired boy mumbled shyly and swallowed as he heard that laugh again.
‘There is one way to get your desires fulfilled..’ the voice purred mischievous and the feel of arms went around Ryou’s slim neck, something solid and cold settled onto his back, but there was nothing, or at least Ryou couldn’t see it.
The raven haired boy breathed quicker and he closed his eyes for a while, he was trying to calm down, his head were spinning.
“How?” he would ask simply and snapped his eyes open as the cold left his body and something sharp scratched just under his chin, he starred right into a pair of flame red eyes.
‘I will seek you out tonight and you will know..’ the whisper in his ear was the last he heard, then it spun out of control and all grew dark.


TO BE CONTINUED!