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Original - Misc › -Slash - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
763
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
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He never knew
Author: Death_Becomes_ME
Rating: R because it’s a deathfic
Summery: Alex never knew he had all he could have ever wanted.
Author Notes: This is really my first ‘posted’ fic because most of my longer stories are not yet finished and I refuse to post anything not complete yet because knowing me I’ll never finish them. If you’re going to flame me, then remember I’ll just laugh at them and probably mock you among my friends. Otherwise enjoy.
“I love you.” Just three small words that mean so much, but of course me being who I am I didn’t leave it at that. Oh no never can I shut up, in fact I ramble when I get nervous. “And I know you’d never feel the same but I needed to get it out. I’m so sorry Chris but I… I can’t help but feel this way about you. I’ve felt this way for so long, and I just can’t keep it in anymore man. I… I’ll go now.”
After that I did the girl thing and ran away, even long after Chris called my name I didn’t stop. I couldn’t, if I did I knew I would fall and just not get up. I needed him and the thought of him rejecting me like that would kill me. I would die with or without… I’d expire either way. If he stayed my friend or if he hurt me.
It felt like hours later when I finally got home. I knew it was only a short while, already there were five messages on my machine. I didn’t bother hearing them, the only person to ever call me was Chris, when I left home, ran away was more like it, he was my first friend. The only one who didn’t loathe me for being gay. He was dating Amber then, he was pretty with bright red hair and chocolate brown eyes, she was the perfect girlfriend and she made him so happy. I hated her for it.
It should have been me! I was supposed to be the one he went home to every night. The one he called ‘baby’. I should have been his world. She died though, giving birth to his child. A little girl he named Amber-Lilly, after the child’s mother and his own. I babysat her while he was at work. I worked nights and he worked days. He’d need another sitter soon, he wouldn’t want to see me anymore.
I went through the bottles of anything in my liquor cabinet. I don’t even know when I passed out, I could hear pounding though as if someone were trying to get through my door. I never found out who it was…
The headlines would never mention the twenty seven year old blonde who had died of alcohol poisoning. No one would know about the quiet funeral where only two people showed up, one in tears and the other in diapers.
The grave marker would later read ‘Alexander James Connors’ ‘A man who had it all but ran before he ever knew it.’.
~FIN~
Rating: R because it’s a deathfic
Summery: Alex never knew he had all he could have ever wanted.
Author Notes: This is really my first ‘posted’ fic because most of my longer stories are not yet finished and I refuse to post anything not complete yet because knowing me I’ll never finish them. If you’re going to flame me, then remember I’ll just laugh at them and probably mock you among my friends. Otherwise enjoy.
“I love you.” Just three small words that mean so much, but of course me being who I am I didn’t leave it at that. Oh no never can I shut up, in fact I ramble when I get nervous. “And I know you’d never feel the same but I needed to get it out. I’m so sorry Chris but I… I can’t help but feel this way about you. I’ve felt this way for so long, and I just can’t keep it in anymore man. I… I’ll go now.”
After that I did the girl thing and ran away, even long after Chris called my name I didn’t stop. I couldn’t, if I did I knew I would fall and just not get up. I needed him and the thought of him rejecting me like that would kill me. I would die with or without… I’d expire either way. If he stayed my friend or if he hurt me.
It felt like hours later when I finally got home. I knew it was only a short while, already there were five messages on my machine. I didn’t bother hearing them, the only person to ever call me was Chris, when I left home, ran away was more like it, he was my first friend. The only one who didn’t loathe me for being gay. He was dating Amber then, he was pretty with bright red hair and chocolate brown eyes, she was the perfect girlfriend and she made him so happy. I hated her for it.
It should have been me! I was supposed to be the one he went home to every night. The one he called ‘baby’. I should have been his world. She died though, giving birth to his child. A little girl he named Amber-Lilly, after the child’s mother and his own. I babysat her while he was at work. I worked nights and he worked days. He’d need another sitter soon, he wouldn’t want to see me anymore.
I went through the bottles of anything in my liquor cabinet. I don’t even know when I passed out, I could hear pounding though as if someone were trying to get through my door. I never found out who it was…
The headlines would never mention the twenty seven year old blonde who had died of alcohol poisoning. No one would know about the quiet funeral where only two people showed up, one in tears and the other in diapers.
The grave marker would later read ‘Alexander James Connors’ ‘A man who had it all but ran before he ever knew it.’.
~FIN~