Escaped From Hell

Gone, that's where you went
Forsaken everything we worked for
Threw me away like I was no better than trash
Left me here, tainted and tormented
Now I'm just lying here waiting to die

You left me here, crying with the baby
And now I'm raising him alone
All because you left us
To be with some woman named Nadine
I hope you burn in hell you fucking bastard.

So tell me, what I’m suppose to tell him
When at ten he can't understand
Why all the other kids have daddies
And no one can take him to the father/son picnic
Think about our son, you selfish bastard

You ruined my life, his life
We life on welfare, in a small trailer
You never call to tell him "I love you"
You don't even send him a birthday card
In fact you owe me $5,000 in child support

I'm trying my best to ensure
That he doesn't grow up to be like you
But this life is too hard, I've turned to the bottle
I come home from work in a drunken rage
Hit him for the damnest things

I'm the worst mother there is
He is two and covered in bruises
Can't you see this is all your fault
You're to blame for all this shit
I bet Nadine is ugly

Call me a hypocrite, call me a whore
I do what I can for my son
But I can't go on living this life
Fill his bath too hot, too full
Close the door, block out the shrieks

Call the cops now, they'll be here soon
Get into the tub and take my son's lifeless form
Put the gun to my head....bam
I win you selfish bastard
Saved my baby and me from this hell