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Want to Die Inside

By: sakura005
folder Poetry › Free Verse
Rating: Adult +
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Disclaimer: This is a work of poetry. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.

Want to Die Inside

I want to die inside
Bleed until my life is drained
Completely from my body.
Want to scream
Scream until my throat is raw;
Scar tissue forms and I cannot
Speak any longer.
The hatred seeps through me
Like running water in a river.
The sorrow engulfs me
Like the sea.
I sink into its depths
And my breath escapes me.
My existence on this earth
Feels like a mistake.
My loneliness confirms it.
Oh, that I could just disappear,
My soul fading into the wind
My heart crumbling into dust
That is carried out onto the highest stars
Where I may look out upon all that I have done
And all I will be missing.
All that I will never accomplish.
By: AF 2005