Missing

Please, please forgive me,
But I won\'t be home again.
Maybe someday you\'ll look up,
And, barely conscious, you\'ll say to no one:
\"Isn\'t something missing?\"

there\'s nothing I can do to get him to notice me. I look at the girl in the mirror, the tears ruin her make-up.

You won\'t cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn\'t something missing?
Isn\'t someone missing me?

he doesn\'t answer my calls, my e-mails, it\'s like I don\'t exist Finally I\'m ready to give up.

Even though I\'m the sacrifice,
You won\'t try for me, not now.
Though I\'d die to know you love me,
I\'m all alone.
Isn\'t someone missing me?

He doesn\'t care about me. I\'m just a distraction for a moment. I harden my heart and turn to face him.

Please, please forgive me,
But I won\'t be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
\"Isn\'t something missing?
Isn\'t someone missing me?\"

I\'m not dealing with this anymore. Good-bye. I hold the gun to my temple and start to pull the trigger. All goes black.

Even though I\'m the sacrifice,
You won\'t try for me, not now.
Though I\'d die to know you love me,
I\'m all alone.
Isn\'t someone missing me?


And if I bleed, I\'ll bleed,
Knowing you don\'t care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I\'ll wake without you there,
Isn\'t something missing?
Isn\'t something...

He stood out in the rain, all in black. He doesn\'t even look in the box. He\'s there for appearance only. He\'ll never know.

Even though I\'m the sacrifice,
You won\'t try for me, not now.
Though I\'d die to know you love me,
I\'m all alone.
Isn\'t someone missing me?

I am alone now.