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Category:
Angst › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
870
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
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While working in my flat, a song on my radio reminded me of a few things. A couple of years ago I met someone who I thought was truly special, instead"¦
I know you have forgotten me, as much as I wish I could say the same- I cannot. I can never forget you, what you made me feel, what you made me do. I will be forever scarred because of you.
You hurt me. I could never feel it while you were with me, but each word, each glance you gave me. Even every kiss burned my skin under your tortuous lips.
I hurt so many people trying to please you; I broke too many rules just to see you.
You took so much from me and revelled in the pain you had caused me. What pleasure could you possibly find in watching me die a little more every time I saw you hold him, every time you kissed him?
I can never reclaim what I lost, my dignity, my time, my friends. I left them for you; I followed you.
I lifted you up when you couldn't walk. I held you while you cried, I watched you while you slept. I fought your demons as mine consumed me.
But you found others; you loved them and let me love you. I tried to purge you from my mind, but your image is immortal, invincible. Your face is forever burned in my mind. Mocking me.
I moved away, I moved on. A new town, a new life, new friends. I thought that someone here could love me as much as I loved you. Instead I find another a spawn of your evil, another to hurt and burn me as you did. In my mind you rear your ugly head once more laughing and scorning me.
One day I will be rid of you. One day the scars left on my flawed body will heal. One day someone will hold me as I held you, one day someone will return to me all I lost, one day someone will love me.
You just wait and see.
I know you have forgotten me, as much as I wish I could say the same- I cannot. I can never forget you, what you made me feel, what you made me do. I will be forever scarred because of you.
You hurt me. I could never feel it while you were with me, but each word, each glance you gave me. Even every kiss burned my skin under your tortuous lips.
I hurt so many people trying to please you; I broke too many rules just to see you.
You took so much from me and revelled in the pain you had caused me. What pleasure could you possibly find in watching me die a little more every time I saw you hold him, every time you kissed him?
I can never reclaim what I lost, my dignity, my time, my friends. I left them for you; I followed you.
I lifted you up when you couldn't walk. I held you while you cried, I watched you while you slept. I fought your demons as mine consumed me.
But you found others; you loved them and let me love you. I tried to purge you from my mind, but your image is immortal, invincible. Your face is forever burned in my mind. Mocking me.
I moved away, I moved on. A new town, a new life, new friends. I thought that someone here could love me as much as I loved you. Instead I find another a spawn of your evil, another to hurt and burn me as you did. In my mind you rear your ugly head once more laughing and scorning me.
One day I will be rid of you. One day the scars left on my flawed body will heal. One day someone will hold me as I held you, one day someone will return to me all I lost, one day someone will love me.
You just wait and see.