Mine forever
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Category:
Vampire › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
1,265
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Mine forever
My youth always stayed with me.
Even as my friends grew old and died, it stayed.
I saw my younger brother walk as an old man walks, faltering under the weight of his years, I heard my younger sisters senile babbling, I felt my husbands skin getting old underneath my hands.
But my youth stayed.
And do you know the funny thing? Nobody ever mentioned it.
Ever.
Oh, they did mention my beautiful brown hair, they complimented my amber eyes and my white skin…
But they never really noticed. I counted my years. No one else did. Every time I counted I was surprised to find that there were a lot more of them than last time.
Strange…
I remember the nights but not the days. The days are just a long grey blur in my mind, all melted into one and the same, while the nights are like pearls on a girls most precious necklace. All gleaming white and blue like moonlight, or red…red like her blood. I do not know when it started and I do not know when it will end if it ever will. I only remember all the pearls on her necklace, the white skin underneath and underneath that…oh, Heaven itself and all the angels.
All the angels of heaven, dressed in red and the blood for me to drink from the most sacred chalice of them all.
That is what reality is to me.
A reality, which I am not sure of, not sure if it’s real. All my memories are fever dreams or maybe that’s what I want them to be. Fever dreams and no more. But the truth is that they are painfully clear.
Too painful to bear.
I remember music and dancing. I remember a whirling blue dress and a smile, a smile in the night. I remember the moon and stars and stairs and running and laughing, feeling her freedom and youth exploding in that smile she gave me.
I remember.
A castle and a room with stone walls and a bed with sheets of silk. A promise. We will not forget. Even though our love is forbidden we will not forget. We are twins you and I, in body and soul. That’s what we told each other as we kissed both laughing, she gathering my long brown locks in her hands and putting those beautiful lips to mine. But we were not twins, no, for I was not like her, I was her evil reflection but I didn’t dare tell her.
What if she pushed me away?
And then the necklace I gave her on the third night so she would know she would always be mine. White pearls and white skin…
So white…
Can I kiss those pearls, can I kiss that skin, may I touch you, my mistress, my lover, my queen? White skin, white and cool under my hot lips and then the blood, oh the blood and her scream of pain and maybe pleasure. Give it to me, give me this life that is yours for you are mine and mine alone. Wouldn’t you be mine forever? A moan in the night and her soul fled. My love, no one can take you away from me now.
Is this not what you wanted?
Even as my friends grew old and died, it stayed.
I saw my younger brother walk as an old man walks, faltering under the weight of his years, I heard my younger sisters senile babbling, I felt my husbands skin getting old underneath my hands.
But my youth stayed.
And do you know the funny thing? Nobody ever mentioned it.
Ever.
Oh, they did mention my beautiful brown hair, they complimented my amber eyes and my white skin…
But they never really noticed. I counted my years. No one else did. Every time I counted I was surprised to find that there were a lot more of them than last time.
Strange…
I remember the nights but not the days. The days are just a long grey blur in my mind, all melted into one and the same, while the nights are like pearls on a girls most precious necklace. All gleaming white and blue like moonlight, or red…red like her blood. I do not know when it started and I do not know when it will end if it ever will. I only remember all the pearls on her necklace, the white skin underneath and underneath that…oh, Heaven itself and all the angels.
All the angels of heaven, dressed in red and the blood for me to drink from the most sacred chalice of them all.
That is what reality is to me.
A reality, which I am not sure of, not sure if it’s real. All my memories are fever dreams or maybe that’s what I want them to be. Fever dreams and no more. But the truth is that they are painfully clear.
Too painful to bear.
I remember music and dancing. I remember a whirling blue dress and a smile, a smile in the night. I remember the moon and stars and stairs and running and laughing, feeling her freedom and youth exploding in that smile she gave me.
I remember.
A castle and a room with stone walls and a bed with sheets of silk. A promise. We will not forget. Even though our love is forbidden we will not forget. We are twins you and I, in body and soul. That’s what we told each other as we kissed both laughing, she gathering my long brown locks in her hands and putting those beautiful lips to mine. But we were not twins, no, for I was not like her, I was her evil reflection but I didn’t dare tell her.
What if she pushed me away?
And then the necklace I gave her on the third night so she would know she would always be mine. White pearls and white skin…
So white…
Can I kiss those pearls, can I kiss that skin, may I touch you, my mistress, my lover, my queen? White skin, white and cool under my hot lips and then the blood, oh the blood and her scream of pain and maybe pleasure. Give it to me, give me this life that is yours for you are mine and mine alone. Wouldn’t you be mine forever? A moan in the night and her soul fled. My love, no one can take you away from me now.
Is this not what you wanted?