Sensual Sin
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Category:
Romance › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
2
Views:
677
Reviews:
0
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Prologue
Prologue
I love him to death, I swear I do, those big green eyes, his soft brown hair, and his charming personality. So why don’t I want to be with him anymore? Why does the idea of sex with him make me want to go hide in some corner until he goes away?
I can’t just break up with him, I’ve been dating him for three years, ever since eleventh grade. Why would I find him so repulsive now? It’s not like we’ve never had sex, and I’m some shy virgin. But I just can’t bring myself to do it anymore, and you know what? He’s fine with it! Can you imagine? He’s fine with the idea of no sex, I simply tell him I’m not in the mood and he lets it go, just like the good man he is. So why do I despise him?
Maybe it’s because he is so logical, so level headed and calm, everything I’m not, but I thought opposites attract. I hate the way he acts as though he is superior to me, giving me advice when all I ask is comfort. He doesn’t have a rebellious bone in his body. He’s like a house dog, perfectly content to stay in his back yard for the rest of his life. But I need more than that, I need someone who isn’t afraid of taking risks. I need someone who isn’t just smart, but someone who is funny, someone who can make me laugh so hard I cry. Someone who is willing to comfort me when I need it.
I need someone about 5’9’’ with messy blonde hair and dark orange-ish brown eyes. I need Mathew.
Maybe I don’t love Steven as much as I thought…
I love him to death, I swear I do, those big green eyes, his soft brown hair, and his charming personality. So why don’t I want to be with him anymore? Why does the idea of sex with him make me want to go hide in some corner until he goes away?
I can’t just break up with him, I’ve been dating him for three years, ever since eleventh grade. Why would I find him so repulsive now? It’s not like we’ve never had sex, and I’m some shy virgin. But I just can’t bring myself to do it anymore, and you know what? He’s fine with it! Can you imagine? He’s fine with the idea of no sex, I simply tell him I’m not in the mood and he lets it go, just like the good man he is. So why do I despise him?
Maybe it’s because he is so logical, so level headed and calm, everything I’m not, but I thought opposites attract. I hate the way he acts as though he is superior to me, giving me advice when all I ask is comfort. He doesn’t have a rebellious bone in his body. He’s like a house dog, perfectly content to stay in his back yard for the rest of his life. But I need more than that, I need someone who isn’t afraid of taking risks. I need someone who isn’t just smart, but someone who is funny, someone who can make me laugh so hard I cry. Someone who is willing to comfort me when I need it.
I need someone about 5’9’’ with messy blonde hair and dark orange-ish brown eyes. I need Mathew.
Maybe I don’t love Steven as much as I thought…