Half-breed, So screw Me

Disclaimer thingy: Back off this is mine, plus I get a kick out of the oh father dear oh brother dear every time I read this******

Closing my eyes
My blood burning
Not with anger
But with some type of yearning
Not desire
More like a wanting
For death
Don’t know why
The monster inside
Continues to kill my humanity
I never understood till now
Why my mother feared me

I was damned
I was only half a man
And I was conceived to destroy everything
But when I refused
To give in to
Demonic cravings
Demonic possession
My blood started to turn on me

Oh father dear
Oh brother dear

You never thought I’d make it
Thought my soul would be stripped naked
Thought I would be easy to control
But then I refused to sell my soul

Now, you’re all angry
Try and make me
Cause I’m a half-breed
Fighting this so-called destiny.

Oh father dear,
Oh brother dear,
As you watch me
What do you see?
That so interests thee

I noticed you the first time when I was a child
You looked at me with pity
Knowing my destiny
But now your last look before I disappeared from sight
Confuses me
So tell me
What does this mean?

I never thought
I’d ever meet
Someone I hated
More than me

Oh brother dear
Oh father dear

Don’t hate meee
When I do the dirty deed
Don’t hate me
When I do the nasty things
I have to do
All because of you

So sue me
So screw me

Oh brother dear
I know you’ve been watching
I know what you’ve seen
Felt your eyes on me
Trying to read me
I don’t give a damn
What you think

Oh father dear
Oh brother dear

Don’t hate me
When I do the dirtyyyyyyy deed
Don’t hate me
When I do the nastyyyyyy
Things I have to

All because of you

You made me to destroy my friends
And family
And I’m coming to thank you
Personally
You’re my family
So come here closer
I wanna get to know you better

One thing
If I kill you will you hate me?