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It’s hard to say how this story starts. Maybe it starts out with a battered woman and her loving but dangerous husband. Maybe it starts out where this woman met the man of her dreams and maybe it starts out like a true love story. All these scenarios could somehow be true. But this story starts out with a woman who is looking for someone to help her. Ahreighn is a twenty-three year old woman with the hopes that she’ll find someone that could help her get out of an abusive relationship with her husband of two years.

“Can I get a cup of coffee and a muffin?” She asks the man behind the counter at the coffee shop down the street from her house. “Any specific muffin?” “No I think I’ll trust your decision.” She laughed politely. The young man behind the counter winked at her and then disappeared into a foreign back room. Ahreighn walked to the back of the shop and sat in the seat next to the window. She opened her book and read for a while. After a time the young man that helped her behind the counter, sauntered over to her table with her drink. “Here you go ma’am. Is there anything else I can help you with?” She looked at his nametag. “Bert.” She said. He shot her a confused glance. “Thank you.” He smiled. “You’re welcome. It’s so nice to have customers like you around here. If you need anything just ask.” She smiled.
“Ahreighn!” She woke up out of a deep sleep. “Ahreighn!” She heard someone call her again. She sat up as quickly as she could when she realized it was her husband. She threw on her robe on and ran down the stairs as fast as she could. When she got into the kitchen to see what all the mess was about, there stood her 5foot 9inch husband Ben. He wasn’t muscular but then again he wasn’t weak either. His hair was dark brown and straight, which reached the bottom of his ears. Today she was awfully scared of him. He wore a black t-shirt with his initials sown into it, black dickies pants, and black chucks. He had been out all night and looked extremely tired. “What’s wrong Ben?” She asked in a soft voice. He walked up to her. “Do you know what time it is?” She glanced at the clock, quarter past eleven. “I must have forgot to set the alarm. I’m sorry Ben I didn’t get much sleep last night.” “Why? What the hell could you have possibly been doing?” “I was waiting for you. I didn’t know you were going to stay out all night.” “Haven’t I told you time and time again not to wait up for me?” “Yes Ben, but I was lonely and I wanted to spend some time with you.” His face became very soft as he stepped close to her. She hesitated when she tried to back away from him. “Ben please.” He put his finger over his mouth and calmly told her to hush. He grabbed her waist firmly and pulled her close. “I don’t want to hear a word out of you. Are we clear?” She nodded. He pushed her up the stairs. She fell on the way and he yanked her up by her arm almost pulling it out of place. She gritted her teeth so a sound wouldn’t emerge from her. She knew what would happen if she said anything to him right now. He threw her in the room and closed the door beh nd him. “Take that robe off and get on the bed. I’ll be right back. He made his way to the bathroom. She slowly untied the robe and let it drop on the floor. He didn’t shut the door so she could hear him relieving himself. She crawled onto the bed and laid herself down. She was shaking horribly when he came back in the room with only his pants on. As he climbed on the bed she closed her eyes tightly hoping he would change his mind. He sluggishly got himself on top of her and leaned down close to her ear. “Don’t make me wish I hadn’t come home.” Ahreighn bit her lip and turned her head to look at the wall. No matter what she did he was going to have his way. He took her chin in his hand and turned her head to look at him. He let her go and let his hand slid down her body towards her stomach. He gently touched her lips with his. Even though he was a horrible man to her. He was always gentle with her. “Ben.” She said to get his attention. He gave her a firm look. “No talking Ahreighn.” “Please Ben I have to tell you something.” He kissed her neck to quiet her down a little. “It can wait. I won’t take long I promise.” He slipped his hands under her back and detached her bra, which he threw on the floor next to the bed. Ahreighn closed her eyes once she felt his soft lips become apart of her left breast. She no longer could remember what she had to tell him. Holding the covers below her tightly she let a small moan escape her mouth. She let go only to grab his hair and let it get intertwined in her fingers. “I knew you’d see things my way.” He gazed up at her for a swift second before returning to what was occupying him. She bit her lip just a little harder. He sucked and bit on one nipple while massaging the other.
Ben immediately stopped when he heard the phone ring. He glanced up at Ahreighn. She turned her head to see who it was. “It’s Anthony.” Ben began to get very upset. He climbed gently off Ahreighn and grabbed the phone. “What the hell do you want?” Ahreighn heard some muffled voices and then she heard music and girls. There was a party at one of Ben’s band member’s houses. Which one? She didn’t know. “Alright I’m on my way.” He hung up the phone and laid his head down on her chest. She stroked his hair. “What’s wrong?” “Anthony said Nash has a party going on that’s not suppose to end until tonight. And I need to be there with them.” Ahreighn sighed. “We can finish this later Ben.” “Bullshit you’re coming with me. I’m not done with you yet.” “But Ben.” “Be quiet. Get some clothes on so we can leave.” He got up and walked into the bathroom never once looking back at her.
When Ben and Ahreighn arrived at the party, the house was filled with ignorant drunk people. Ahreighn followed Ben into the back room where Nash, PJ and Anthony were with some girls. Ben walked over to Nash and shook his hand. Nash looked at Ahreighn and said something to Ben about her but she couldn’t quite make out what it was. “Ahreighn!” Somebody screamed. She turned around to see Anthony coming towards her with his arms open. Anthony always liked her but she had always liked Ben. (Big mistake on her part). When he got to her he hugged her tight and whispered into her ear. “How is he treating you?” “Better.” She said calmly. “Hey babe go into the living room and get me a drink.” Ben shouted at her from behind some chick with fake boobs. Ahreighn glanced at Anthony and headed for the door. The moment she stepped into the other room her eyes lit up like fireflies. Her dream guy had just walked into the house. (You know the one from the coffee shop). He caught a glimpse of her from across the room. He gave a slight s mile and then disappeared behind a pack of women. Ahreighn decided that she would talk to him. She pushed her way through crowds of people looking for Bert. Having no luck and it having been ten minuets since Ben asked for a drink then she hurried back to the room where she left him. As soon as Ahreighn arrived back in the room with Ben, he was on his feet walking in her direction. He grabbed the beer from her hands and pushed her towards a much smaller room most likely to have been the basement. She practically fell down the stairs as he forced her backwards against her will. “Ben what are you doing?” He gave an evil grin and kept her moving. Once he got down in the room he pushed her alongside the wall, touching her in every possible way. She tried to move but he bashed her head into the wall. She felt a knot forming on her wounded head. “Don’t make me do it again.” He set his beer on one of the desks next to him. It was so dark in the room that Ahreighn could barely see anything, even Ben who was right in her face. “Ben.” She whispered. He was calmly kissing her neck and riding his hand up her extremely short skirt. His hand swiftly moved up her bare thighs. She jerked herself to the side to try and get away again but Ben grabbed her neck and threw her head up against the wall for the second time. She could feel a small stream of blood dripping down her neck. Ben turned on the light and looked her in her eyes. “Do you see what you’re making me do to you?” She covered her mouth to keep for crying out loud. “Just let me finish and then we’ll get all this blood cleaned up okay.” She slightly nodded.
Upstairs Anthony knew that leaving Ben and Ahreighn in that room together was a horrible idea. He and Ben had known each other since high school and Ben never knew how to treat a girl, let alone a wife. He came up on the door leading to the basement and knocked on it. “Ben what’s going on in there?” Ahreighn shot a straight glare towards the door she had been pushed through. “You say a word and I’ll make sure you don’t leave this room alive. Got that?” Tears started to fall down her cheeks. “Yo Ben.” “Nothing’s going on. We’re just talking.” “Ahreighn are you okay?” Ben gripped her shoulders and squeezed. “Don’t fuck this up. Now tell him you’re fine.” “I…I’m fine Anthony.” “Okay if you need anything you know where to find me.” She looked at Ben and he nodded. “Thanks.” She struggled to talk from the pain her head was in. When Ben knew Anthony was gone he walked over to the desk and picked up his beer. “Why do you do this? Why do you make everybody think that I hurt you? My own friends don’t trust me now.” He took a swig from his beer and slammed it down on the desk. She slid along the wall trying to make it to the door. “Ben I’m sorry.” “Where on earth do you think you’re going Ahreighn? Come here.” “No.” “I didn’t give you an option.” She walked slowly over to him. He took her in his arms and embraced her gently. “I’m sorry too baby but you have to know who is boss. Now get on the desk.” He cocked his head towards the desk where he had set his beer down. She obediently climbed on the desk and sat with her legs closed as tight as she could get them. She knew what was next. And she feared it.
Ben stepped in front of Ahreighn and put one hand on her left leg and the other on her right. She knew her mind couldn’t take what was about to happen but her body wanted it. As much as Ahreighn hated Ben for all the things he did to her, she still loved him. He firmly held her thighs and began to spread her legs. She struggled to keep them shut but the harder she tried the further up her legs he would move. Enabling her to maintain her composure. When he got her legs where he wanted them he took his hands and put them around her waist pulling her closer. “Don’t you dare think about closing them again.” He winked at her and she felt sick. He leaned her close and kissed her lips. She seemed so tense and protected. “Let yourself loose baby.” He whispered into her mouth. While he kissed her his hands were busy trying to slid her panties from beneath her to give him better access to what he wanted. Once he got them off he balled them up and set the on the desk next to her. Ahreighn knew the desk was wet from the juices that spilled from inbetween her legs. Ben reached his hands inside Ahreighn’s skirt and flicked her clit with his thumb. Her eyes widened and then swiftly shut. He continued to play with it as he watched her facial expressions every time he did it. She bit her lip to try and keep herself quiet. Ben took his index finger and shoved it into her wet center. Ahreighn gasped and moaned at the feeling. Ben took his other hand and covered her mouth. He leaned over to her ear. “Shhh. We don’t want anyone coming down here.” She stuck out her tongue and licked the inside of his palm. She could feel his arousal on her outer leg. Ben pulled his finger out from within her and pushed it back in again. Ahreighn kept her eyes on Ben and he did the same. He added another finger to his torture. Ahreighn could barely keep her breathing steady. Maintaining a slow and secure pace he managed to grab her lips with his in a searing kiss. He pulled her closer even. Their tongues met and fought with each other as Ben brushed Ahreighn’s clit over and over causing her to grab his hair and wind it in her fingers. He broke the kiss and yanked his head from her reach. She grabbed his shirt and pulled him back. She placed her hands on his chest and began to grip his shirt trying to hold onto something to keep herself from falling backwards. The noises she made were driving him wild. He wanted to fuck her, but couldn’t. He didn’t have the time nor did he have the material. There was always the chance that Ahreighn would get pregnant and he didn’t want kids. Plus his career had just jumped off and he wanted to enjoy it. “Ahreighn. Lay down.” She looked at him awkwardly still swaying to his touch. She didn’t move. Ben had no idea what he was talking about. “I said lay down Ahreighn.” “Ben… I can’t.” “Come on baby just lay down I need this. If you don’t lay down then I’ll be forced to shove my dick in your mouth.” She gradually loosened her grip on his shirt and let her back find the top of the desk. Without removing his fingers from inside of her he pushed her back and climbed on the desk. “Now I want you to keep those noises of yours to a minimum. It won’t be pretty if anyone finds us like this. Do we understand?” “Uh huh.” He unzipped his pants and fumbled with himself until he got his dick out. He released his hand from inbetween her legs. He couldn’t wait any longer. He immediately impaled Ahreighn with himself. She shrieked from the unfamiliar pain. It had been quiet some time since they last had sex. “Oh…Ben…Oh.” She couldn’t even get her words out and she still had to tell him something. He rocked himself on top of her for a while until he slid in deeper. She put her hands on his chest again and tried to push him off. “Don’t do that Ahreighn, you’re going to make me upset.” She let her head fall gently on the desk for fear of reopening the sore in her head. She didn’t touch him anymore just let him have his way. She kept her hands over her mouth and her eyes closed. She felt his member harden even more after a while. She knew he was about to finish. And just then she came all over his dick. Juices dripping all onto the table they were on. Instantly when he felt her cum he pulled himself out and came, letting everything he had in him drip onto the floor beneath him. “Wh…Why’d you do that?” “I can’t afford to get you pregnant baby.” “But all over the floor Ben?” “Where else was I supposed to let it go, in your mouth?” He laughed at the thought. She laid her head back and tried to catch her breath. Ben found a towel in a clothesbasket and cleaned her off. “Put your panties back on.”