Journal of secrets
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Category:
Original - Misc › Non-Fiction/True Stories/Autobiographical
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
18
Views:
1,221
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of non fiction. Where possible - and where appropriate - permission has been granted from any people or their descendants to be included in this story. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Journal of secrets
Author’s note: The update dates probably won’t (/will never) be in accordance with those in the text. The text’s are true to when it was written.
21st of July 2005
“Smokey!”
I’ve lost.
And I just recently understood that I lost a long time ago. I’ve been struggling against understanding ‘cause I knew it would hurt me.
I am a lost call. I’m gonna try (or ‘am trying’?) to relive the memories of the happier times and although I know it will be fun doing it and that it will give me comfort I also know it’ll hurt even more afterwards.
My soul feels tormented.
I’ve lost.
21st of July 2005
“Smokey!”
I’ve lost.
And I just recently understood that I lost a long time ago. I’ve been struggling against understanding ‘cause I knew it would hurt me.
I am a lost call. I’m gonna try (or ‘am trying’?) to relive the memories of the happier times and although I know it will be fun doing it and that it will give me comfort I also know it’ll hurt even more afterwards.
My soul feels tormented.
I’ve lost.