A Complicated Love

Disclaimer: Obviously, this story is intended for mature audiences.
Anyone who has a problem with violence and dark topics should just
save us all a mess of trouble and leave my story alone. it isn\'t
for you. everyone else... enjoy the hell out of it!
~Bedlam Koutai~


A Complicated Love


Once again I find him in my sights. Like the countless times before,
I can’t bring myself to move. Once more I am fated to only observing
him from so far away. Still, it is not entirely awful. At least I get
to look at this Greek god once more. As I look at his chiseled face,
I can feel the beginnings of a warmth building in my insides.
Everything is perfect about this man, and that makes my distance seem
doubly vast in comparison. Still, even as I feel my nipples screw
themselves into taught nubbins, something keeps me from moving. As I
begin to contemplate my situation, I remember my friends chiding me as
I leave them to come here.

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Back at the little place I call home, my buddies laugh as I turn to
leave. Through the laughter, I grit my teeth and chuckle with them.“Are
you going to go ogle him again?” my closest girlfriend giggles as she
makes kissing motions with her thin lips. I only offer a shrug of my
shoulders as an answer. As I exit the building, I sigh.
“This time, I’m going to take his breath away.” I then grin and puff out
my ample chest in pride. “No, I’m going to steal his heart.”
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Quickly I shake my head to clear out the thoughts of the past. I have to
focus on the ‘here-and-now’. Without realizing it, my breath has
quickened and my hands begin to tremble. “Pull it together, girl” I
admonish myself quietly. Taking a deep breath, I calm myself and center
my attention back on my dream-man. He is now walking down the sidewalk,
completely unaware of my gaze as I hungrily behold him. With a gasp, I
surprise myself by having to stop my thighs from rubbing together.
“Now stop this!” I hiss at myself. Bring my legs to a standstill, I watch
the man once more. Now, he has stopped walking and is helping someone
sort out their goods at a sidewalk merchant stand. As the man bends down
to pick up a crate of some sort, my heart flutters and a voice calls out
in my head.
“Go for it” the voice whispers, a dark hiss in my ear. “You’ve got as good
a shot as anyone, so take it.” As the words sink in, I swallow a bit in
anticipation. Already, I know that now is the time. Today, he will be mine.
As I steel myself in preparation, I gaze at his face. I can almost make out
the color of his eyes, but the distance between us is too great. Still, his
angelic face is burned into my memory.
“I’m going for it” I whisper back to the voice in my head. Then, I catch a
whiff of my own arousal and blush slightly in embarrassment. Still, my
decision stands. He’ll forgive me anyways. With his looks, you can hardly
blame a girl for getting a little hot. Then, I drag my sight from his face
and bring it to his muscular chest.
“I’ll steal your heart” I silently promise the young man. Then, with a deep
breath, I pull the trigger. As the shockwave travels down my prone body, my
own shockwave travels up the same path. My orgasm threatens to knock me out,
but my eyes remain open to watch the hole as it punches through the man’s
chest. Then, the man looks into my eyes from through my scope, thusly
intensifying my climax further. As the body then falls to the ground, I
shakily crawl to my feet and wipe the sweat from my forehead. On shaky legs,
I allow the remnants of my sexual high to ebb before clearing my thoughts.
As the thoughts clear, the voice enters my head again, through the earpiece
in my left ear.
“I repeat, ‘what is your status, Black Widow?’ Respond!” Taking a deep breath,
I respond.
“Target neutralized. One shot to the heart. I’m pulling out now.” As I turn my
back on the scene before me, I smile. “I told you back at the barracks that I’d
steal his heart” I chuckle before I start jogging back to the extraction point.
I then begin giggling, my mind no longer wrapped around the embarrassment of my
noticeable arousal. With a sigh, I smile to myself as I dash through the jungle.
“Say what you will… I love my targets”

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Well there you have it. My first time posting a piece on this site. Hell this is
only the second piece I\'ve ever posted. Review if you wish. I would like to hear
from you all, but it\'s not needed. I write, basically, for my self. Thanks for Reading!