Even in the Darkness there a layer of Light

Even in the darkness i can see you.
How long has it been since you left me to wither away?
Even as i wither i can clearly see your face.
Your smirking face
i want to hurt you but i know i can not.
Can i punch you and make you bleed.

Never again will i fall in love
For i learned from ym exp.
Love is Fake i never knew how young i was

Now im older i no longer belive in happily ever after.
How can you be like me?
I would never know why you always taunted me
You tainted me ever since the beginning.

Withering away, into nothing.
Love is Fake
A Fake feeling.
Never again can i learn to love
How can you understand me?

I seem to lost all my feelings
So where do i go now?
where to turn towards do i face the light or dark?
Can you even understand what i am saying?

Did i go insane after all?
My family love to attack my feelings
So i learned to shut them off
only when im with my friends can i be safe?