Shonen-ai and Yaoi mix

Yay I finally decided to join AdultFan. Anyways, this fic is basically more shonen-ai than yaoi. The character development is okay for a person who\'s as writing impaired as I am. The worst part are the character descriptions. They\'re horrendous. I hope you like it since it\'s more Anime/Manga based than just a plain story.

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I just decided to draw a picture of the main characters to better assess what I\'m trying to describe even though I\'m not much of an artist. Anyway, the picture is taken from my camera because I don\'t have a scanner.. ha ha.... I hope it doesn\'t ruin the image you had before reading the story.

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~K~

It\'s already been 11 years since I\'ve been friends with N. We would play together in the park. I enjoyed those innocent days where life was carefree and simple. After going through junior high I thought that our relationship would never end, but I find myself unable to pass through this steal wall that surrounds N. It wasn\'t a sudden thing. N just seems to not see me.

He had always been the more popular student, handsome and mysterious, amongst the girls. I don\'t know when he changed, but I noticed it when he began to come to class late, not doing homework, or hanging out with this strange group of friends. It had been only two months into our freshman year of high school that it started. Now we are 18 and in our senior year. Nothing has improved. N, he may be handsome with his firm stature and the sense of cool that comes naturally to him that awes even the most beautiful girl, but he could care less whether they liked him or not.

N was a drug addict and alcoholic. Anytime he\'s not at school was from either a hangover, skipping class to take a puff, or drinking at a club. These rumors that spread about him smoking marijuana and coke, I don\'t know if it\'s true, but for him, anything is possible. I remember even trying to stop him before he couldn\'t turn back; I was too late. I thought no hope was left to save my dear childhood friend, but I had faith that the eyes of the divine that looks down upon us will soon give him salvation.

Into the second term, my faith began to waver. N had gotten worse than I could imagine. I don\'t know how I could stand to see the battered and disfigured body that is my friend that lived three doors down my house. The first term was tormenting every inch of my senses. Every time he walked into class, his face was covered in bandages and his arms bruised and bleeding. Whenever he didn\'t come to school, if it wasn\'t from illness, was because he had been knocked out so hard that he received a concussion and stayed at the hospital. You could even say that place was his second home.

I worried for these past three years and this fourth year was just unbearable. I began taking anxiety pills to relieve my tension, but to no avail. Once the last term started, I told myself, N must definitely change. He must. I spent the entire Regents week praying for a miracle and I believed I found it.

~N~

\"Hey, you skipping today?\" this guy I hanged with asked.
\"..yea..of course,\" I said tiredly. Like I do anything else.
\"Ah! A you dropped your notebook!\" shouted this nerdy looking little freshman girl from down the halls. We all turned to get a good eye at the dorky kid that dropped his book.

The moment I peered on the other side of the wall I froze at the sight of a young boy. He had mahogany brown short hair and faint blue eyes with a hint of green around the iris. He was small and slender. I wanted to wrap my arms on that fragile body and mesmerizing face.

\"Ha ha ha ha ha.. look at that little freshman. He\'s like a twig,\" that stoned jerk behind me blurted to the other guys. That broke me from my trance and I was annoyed at the boy who confused my brain to lose focus on my daily routine.

I walked over to the boy, shoving the girl aside as she ran back to her classroom, and defiantly said, \"You are in my way.\"

I pushed the boy down on the floor, which injured his knee, and walked across the hall to the outdoor entrance. While I did this I could hear a muffled sob that I knew came from the boy and before I realized it I had tears rolling down my cheeks. \'My gang\' was about to follow me and I didn\'t want them to see my pathetic face. \"DON\'T FOLLOW ME!!\" I said angrily so they would halt, \"I\'M NOT IN THE MOOD FOR THIS!\" I stomped out and, wiping my face, I rushed home dissatisfied with how everything was turning out.

When I got to my house, I ran to my room, slamming the door, and leaned against the door crying my eyes out. This pain in my chest, it hurts. I slid to sit on the floor with my knees near my head and clenched onto them for dear life as the ache from my throat became suffocating. I don\'t know what\'s happening to me. I feel.. scared.

~A~

I\'m a new transfer student. I really liked this school very much since I was little. My brother told me all about his years in this school and all I wished for was to someday get here. When I submitted my papers to take the exam, I realized it had been misplaced so I wasn\'t registered to take it. I was so disappointed that I cried for the entire month of July. I slowly accepted to go to my local school. When I went, it didn\'t seem to be that bad, but it was nothing like the school my brother told me.

I really wanted to go to this school. I requested to take the exam even though it was kind of late, before the end of the first term, I received the letter stating their acceptance to attend the school of my dreams. I was so excited. On the first day, I will give a good impression to everyone and enjoy my four years the way my brother did.

This school was much bigger than my local school. I got lost for the first two periods. The bell sounding the start of third rang. I walked out making sure I get to the right class when I heard, \"Ah! A you dropped your notebook!\" from a girl in my first period. Apparently she is using the same classroom for third period as I did for second.

I stopped to take back my notebook when I saw a tall student coming toward me. He made the girl run back to the classroom and, turning toward me, coldly said, \"You are in my way.\" I was afraid, but also captivated by his handsome physique. He had a slight tan and lean muscles. He was quite tall compared to me. His hair tied behind him and shone a brilliant pale strawberry blonde. When I looked up at him, I saw these sorrowful, lonely, deep blue eyes that immediate draws the image of a frozen dark cave. I nearly shivered if he hadn\'t pushed me to the floor. The impact injured my knee and the confusion left me weak. I couldn\'t hold back the tears that ran from my face and the whine of my voice covered by my hands. I didn\'t know why I was crying. I wasn\'t crying about the scrape on my knee..but then what?

I went to the bathroom to get my nerves straight. I didn\'t want to dwell on this so I headed back to class and continued my day like nothing had ever happened. I had made a few friends today. I parted ways with the few that walked near my direction and walked home. Well it wasn\'t really my home, but my aunt\'s since it would me easier to commute. I was a couple of blocks there and unexpectedly a strong arm wrapped around my neck and a cloth covered my mouth and nose. Everything went black.

When I came to my senses, I was looking at a dark room. Being tied by a strong rope, I felt very uncomfortable on the hard floor. My hands began to ache. What little light I got from the tiny opening that is presumably a window, I made out a bed across the wall and a light bulb on the top. I struggle to free myself, but the knots were too tight. I heard footsteps from behind me and yelled, \"WHO\"S THERE?!\"

\"My-my aren\'t we feisty,\" a young man sneered. \"You should be careful of what you say or you\'ll regret it.\"

Another man came from behind, \"Hey kid, you\'re the one that made N all mad this morning. We don\'t like people that interfere with our connection with N. Did you know that he is the most talked about kid in school? He is the strongest and most respected of all in this neighborhood.\"

\"Yeah and you\'re going to pay for this,\" said a creep sounding guy from the entrance. They all laughed. It shook my bones; my eyes widened as the lightbulb turned on and the three seniors hovered over me casting a large shadow. Before I could scream, the first man grabbed my jaw and whispered evilly, \"If you scream, we\'ll make your experience like hell.\" I swallowed slowly with my eyes wide. I didn\'t know what they were going to do with me or rather to me when I felt this large hand grab my shaft. I winced and struggled to move, but the second man had his hand right in my pants. I was now breathing hard and tears fell from my cheeks as I feared what will happen next. I whimpered softly hoping someone would save me.

~N~

After crying my eyes out, I decided I needed to cool myself off. I went to take a shower. In the midst of cleaning, I felt this uneasiness that manifested in my head. I was oblivious to what this feeling was. Try as I may to steady my thoughts, I couldn\'t. I quickly dried and dressed myself. I began to run out the house.

\"Hey where are you going so late?\" my mother screamed. \"It\'s 8 o\'clock. I already made dinner!\"

\"Shut up! I\'m going out for a bit! I have something to do!\" I yelled back and left. I don\'t know where I was going, but the feeling of worry before grew stronger and stronger. I don\'t know where I was headed.

\"What\'s that sound?\" a girl inquired with her friend.

\"Haha. It must be that guy that likes to take women to abandoned places to get laid,\" the other one replied. \"He\'s probably fooling around with another girl again. I heard he was some player and the friends he hung out with were also. I\'d advise you not to get near them if you know what\'s good for you.\"

I walked passed them and also heard the same noises they spoke of. I was curious what it could be. There was lots of scuffling and I thought maybe it was him banging a girl. CRASH!! That startled me and I rushed in through the back door. I heard some unclear yelling from the basement and ran toward it. Running downstairs, I couldn\'t believe what I was about to see.

I saw the three guys that I hung out with this morning at school. They turned around and I could see that boy, from earlier today, ravaged in the bed sheets and drops of blood on them. Fury enraged me and I couldn\'t hold it in. \"WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING?!\" I yelled.

\"Nothing,\" this short one answered. My patience was tested.

\"I DON\'T WANT TO HEAR ANYMORE! EVERYONE OUT OF MY SIGHT! NOW!!!!\" I stammered. The three guys left quickly from the stairs. After a moment of silence I walked over to the disheveled boy. \"Are you okay?\" I questioned even though it was very clear what had occurred in this small space. I reached my hand over the sheets when his arm snapped at me.

\"GET AWAY FROM ME!\" he bursted desperately. I saw tears flowing from that determined face, which had been smeared of its dignity, fighting to regain it back. I continued to reach for him. Maybe it was the drunken stupor from the alcohol I had earlier in my room because this boy looked so radiant and helpless that I wanted to protect him. I grabbed his arm and pulled him toward me in an embrace. I could feel his body struggle before relaxing to accept my offer. The tears that soaked through my shirt and sobs from his throat pricked through my chest. I didn\'t want to let this poor boy go.

Suddenly I felt a shudder from the boy. I pulled back and realized that the three guys didn\'t complete the job. Knowing the boy needed some release I moved my hand down to his erection.

\"What are you doing?!\" the boy shrieked in surprise.

\"You need to be released,\" I said calmly. \"This is the only way. I saved you just comply.\" I stroked his hardness and was amused by the way he twitched. He covered his mouth and panted desperately trying not to make a sound. I was so seduced that I let the boy go and took his bulge into my mouth and was rewarded with and even more amusing sound.

\"Ah..\"

I continued moving my mouth up and down the length, enjoying every jerk and moan from him.

~A~

I was so scared after being captured and when the guy this morning came in and told everyone to leave, I thought he was going to do something even worse. The struggle I endured before left me tired and bleeding from the scratches and cuts I got fighting them. I was even more surprised when the man hugged me and began stroking my .. I gasped from the feeling. I didn\'t know what to do. It didn\'t feel bad, but I instinctively shut my eyes and covered my mouth trying to hold in my breath. It only became more and more shallow.

When he placed his mouth in it, I was even more enraptured and let out a loud unusual sound. The feeling of this on me was alien and I couldn\'t describe it. His mouth left it and his hand continued stroking. I slowly opened my eyes and saw him moving closer to my face. I was about to pull back, but there was only the wall behind me and he threw his lips onto mine. His tongue swept though my mouth and his hand moved faster and faster on my erection. It was too much. I couldn\'t breathe.

\"Ah..\" I came. When it finally happened, I felt my muscles relaxing and my body dug into the bed. His hand gently dried my tears and blew me a few kisses to the cheek. I smiled and held his hand in mine and snuggled next to his body that was propped up on the bed.

\"Where do you live?\" he whispered. I answered him as I dozed off to sleep.

I heard the sounds of birds chirping and a ray of sunshine. I opened my eyes to make out my surroundings when the door opened, \"Hey it\'s time for school or you\'ll be late!\" The sound startled me from my peaceful rest and I realized I was in my room and my aunt was nagging me to get out of bed. I quickly got dressed and ate breakfast to leave for school.

\"Oh yea, that boy yesterday that carried you home was so sweet,\" my aunt said cheerfully. \"You should bring him home to play instead. I was so worried for you until he told me you were over at his house, but forgot the time and you were tired so you fell asleep. You never could stay awake.\" She laughed and walked back to the kitchen.

Is that what he told her? I guess I shouldn\'t think about it and thank him when I see him again. When I arrived to class I kept thinking about yesterday. I nearly got into trouble for not focusing in class. So the thought left me and I continued my day like it should be. The last class of the day and I still haven\'t seen him or those other guys. I was sort of relieved and sort of curious to what happened. I went home, did my homework, ate dinner, took my shower and went to sleep.

The next day, again, I did not see any of those four people. I was getting worried that something might have happened, but I wasn\'t sure if I should be speculating anything. It was not until the fifth day of school, Friday, that I saw him again. When he walked through the halls, the shock of seeing him widened my eyes until it strained to be closed, but it just wouldn\'t. Even my body froze and my heart pounded heavily. The man that walked in front of me was.. covered in bruises and beaten. Before he moved any closer to me I finally got the courage to move and ran the opposite way.

After school had ended, I was still shaken up from the image that peered before me. For the next two weeks I avoided contact with him as much as I could whenever he appeared in the halls. Part of me wanted to forget that night when I was kidnaped and also done to by a man, but saying I hated it would\'ve been a lie.

~K~

Like the usual, N didn\'t come to school for most of the week even though it\'s only been the beginning of the term. When he finally came on Friday, it was no surprise that he would be all battered, but this was not usual. For two weeks I noticed a strange change. He began coming to school every day. Not only that, but also on time! He even did all his homework and stopped smoking and drinking. I thought there must be something wrong because a person couldn\'t possibly change in an instant.

One day, I asked him, \"Wow N! You\'ve been coming to school like every day! Why the sudden change?\"

\"None of your business,\" he grunted and left. I didn\'t want to leave it at that so I followed him for the next few days and found my answer. I saw him shifting his eyes here and there when he walked down the halls like he was looking for someone. When he stopped, I turned to look at whom he was searching for and saw a boy moving away quickly. Although I don\'t know what the deal is, but I knew that it has something to do with the boy\'s relationship to him or else why would N care about this little freshman.

I didn\'t want to get involved in N\'s business even though I was curious so, as a good friend, I left the matter alone. To my surprise my role in this had just begun.

~N~

I was pissed off at those three so I got them together on the second day of school to beat the crap out of them. I obviously won, but the injuries I got were killing me so I stayed at home most of the week. During those three days, I thought about the boy on the first day of school. I don\'t know why his image kept coming back to me, but it made me more irritated. I felt I needed to relieve my tension. In my room, I locked the door and took my pants off. I collapsed onto the bed and violently thrust my hand on my cock.

The thoughts of the boy just kept reappearing in my mind. I stroked harder and faster, but it wasn\'t enough. I must be sick. I used the tip of my index finger and pressed on the head. The pang I got from the feeling aroused me. I stroked the tip with my nail slowly and it made me harder. The pleasure was building up and I pressed my nail deeper and stroked faster in a circular motion until I erupted. I sighed in exhaustion and fell asleep.

When I finally decided to go back to school, I kept thinking about the boy again. I wanted to see him. When I saw him, I walked toward him. He definitely saw me, but he ran the other way. For the next two weeks he did the same thing. I even came in on time and did all my homework. I was getting depressed at this point. Every night I abused my cock thinking about him. Maybe he is afraid of what happened the first day. He\'s probably thinking that I had other friends like that even though I already beat them up and they haven\'t shown their face since.

I already knew where he lived, but I didn\'t want to take advantage of that. If he didn\'t want to see me then I shouldn\'t annoy him. However, it was getting harder and harder, my feelings for him had not subsided at all. I think I\'m gay. No, that\'s not possible. I still liked girls. Does that mean I\'m bi? No, that would mean I liked guys, but the only one I\'m interested in is him. There is no other guy.

During the weekend I thought, this time for sure I\'ll confront him, and hugged my only stuffed animal, Bunny. I was gladly anticipating Monday to arrive after having two weeks of disappointment. When I woke up on Monday, I was ready to get out of bed, but ended up collapsing on the floor. I didn\'t know what happened until I woke up again.

~A~

It seems that guy didn\'t come to school today. I didn\'t let up and kept making sure every time I was in the halls that I wouldn\'t let him near me. I still wasn\'t sure why I\'m avoiding him, but I am. I guess it had to do with that day. I didn\'t want an apology for his friends, but I just don\'t want to see him again. No, I don\'t want to never see him again. I\'m just afraid that if I mix into his crowd it would end up hurting me more. I didn\'t want to see that black and blue face again.

For the entire day I didn\'t see him. \"Hey I\'m K. You know N right?\" this tall senior came up to me. I looked at him quizzically. \"You know the guy that you\'ve been avoiding.\" Ah, his name is N.

\"Uhn. I know him, but he doesn\'t seem to have gone to school today.\"

\"I already know that,\" he said with a smile. I was now even more confused until he said, \"I called his house during lunch and it seems he was sick and stayed at home, but when I called him a moment ago, his mom said that his temperature kept rising so she called a doctor. I just wanted to let you know.\" My mouth gaped; for a moment I couldn\'t bring to words on how to respond to this.

\"K! WHERE DOES HE LIVE?!\" I yelled and made a bunch of students turn at me, but I didn\'t care. He replied and I left as fast as I could. His house was a bit away from my home, but from school it was only a couple of blocks further than my place. When I reached the house, it looked quite plain, but big. Everything looked neat and quiet. I rang the doorbell and a woman came to answer.

\"Yes? Can I help you?\" she asked.

\"Uhh..Is N home? I heard he was sick,\" I said nervously.

\"Ah, you must be a friend. I\'m surprised he would have such a cute little classmate\"

\"No. I\'m a freshman. I just met him in the streets and found out he went to my school,\" I lied. \"I\'m a transfer student so he was the first friend I made when I came.\"

\"Oh, I see. Then come in. His room is right up stairs to the left. I\'ll bring you something to drink. What would you like?\"

\"No thanks. I just wanted to see if he was alright,\" I said abruptly. \"But are you sure it\'s alright? His friend told me a doctor came in because his temperature wouldn\'t stop rising.\"

\"He\'s alright. The doctor already left prescribing some medicine. He already took it and is now resting, but you can go in to check on him if you\'d like.\"

\"No, I don\'t want to disturb his sleep.\"

\"It\'s alright. Go ahead,\" she smiled and pushed me up the first step of stairs. I continued walking on my own and looking back, the woman just smiled and waved me to go up. I walked up and turned left. Standing in front of the door, I took a deep breath and slowly opened it so I wouldn\'t wake him. The room was a bit cold and dimmed by the curtains. I saw that he was in a deep sleep and his lips were slightly parted as he breathed deeply. I could see sweat roll down his face. The layers of blankets were removed and folded by the chair near the entrance. Another chair next to the bed must\'ve been the one the doctor was sitting in. I closed the door and walked over to sit down.

I quietly chuckled at the toy rabbit he clutched in his arms. Staring at him and hearing him breathe calmed my nerves. I slowly drifted.

\"Unnnn...\" the sound came suddenly. I snapped my eyes open and saw him squirming. His face was twisted in a pained expression. He began tossing and turning.

\"N? N wake up!\" I screamed. I started panicking and holding him down. I could feel that his body was heating up. At first I was thrown back from his strength, but I tried desperately to gain control and held him down. Even when I had him in my arms, his breathing became extremely shallow. My heart pounded in fear that something was wrong, then when he calmed down and relaxed, he regained his normal breathing. I let go and sat back down with a sigh of relief.

From the doorway, \"Hey is everything alright? I heard you yelling and some shuffling going on from downstairs,\" the woman said on the other side.

\"Everything\'s alright,\" I answered. \"I guess I was just a little too worried.\"

\"Alright, then I\'m going back downstairs. If you need me call me.\" She walked away. After the sound of footsteps left the stairs, everything became quiet again. I sat there pondering why I was here in the first place. Again I drifted and this time I did fall asleep.

~N~

When I woke up, it was already minutes passed noon and I had been home sick because of the flu. My mom got me back onto the bed. I felt awful. My head hurt and I was sweating a lot. My mother must have took the day off to take care of me. My father already passed away since I was seven so it had always been me and my mom. I didn\'t have the appetite to eat so I just went back to sleep.

The next time I awoke, I was breathing even more heavily and I wasn\'t sure what was going on around me, but I saw a man speaking to my mom. Some liquid went into my mouth and I fell asleep. When I woke up again, the bed sheets had been taken away and.. there was something on my leg. I moved away and realized it was a person\'s arm. He had a blanket on him so he must have been sleeping for a while. I moved in to see who it was and his head popped up startling me. I jerked back and hit my head on the wall behind me.

\"Ow!!\" I responded. I saw the boy was now fully awake.

\"N, you\'re awake!\" he said excitedly. \"I was so worried!\" A great big hug attached itself to me. I was still dazed at what was going on.

\"A, right?\"

\"Yeah?\"

\"What are you doing at my house and how did you know where I live?\" Before I got a reply, I began coughing uncontrollably. My head hurt even more than this afternoon.

\"Are you ok?!\" he tried to comfort me and rubbed his hand on my back. I continued coughing near the wall to my right, but it started to get out of hand. I wheezed to get more air, but it was leaving me faster than I could breathe it in. I turned to the boy and saw his worried face for a split second and sank my head into his chest. I don\'t know why I did that. I wanted something to cover me, to ease my suffering. He was there.

When my breathing went back to normal, I still clung to the boy who was bent forward toward the bed. \"I better get back home,\" the boy said quietly, \"It\'s getting late and my aunt is getting worried,\" but I refused to let go. I held him tighter in my embrace. He stroked my hair and released my arms around him. He bent down and wiped my face. It was then that I realized I had been crying. He smiled at me sympathetically and said, \"Why don\'t I call my aunt and tell her I\'ll be staying over, okay?\"

He walked out the door. When the door closed, I felt my heart leaping and air just poured out my body. I fell back onto my pillow. \"Mmmmmm!!!!\" I let out as I snuggled my stuffed animal with a grin to my face.

~A~

I was indeed surprised when I woke up. I had slept the entire time. Not only that, but N hugged me. He wasn\'t hugging me because he was coughing, but because he needed me by his side. I know this since I felt the tears stream onto my shirt. After his coughing fit, I knew I should be getting home. It was already passed 7 o\'clock. \"I better get back home,\" I said softly, \"It\'s getting late and my aunt is getting worried.\" The next thing I noticed he held me tighter. I couldn\'t leave him. I bent down, wiping his face and said, \"Why don\'t I call my aunt and tell her I\'ll be staying over, okay?\"

I walked out the door and down the stairs. \"Eh, you\'re awake,\" the woman turned from the kitchen. \"I\'m making dinner. Do you want some or is it getting too late?\"

\"I was wondering if I could stay for the night.\"

\"Sure. N never has friends over. Having you stay over will make N so happy.\"

\"Then, I\'ll use the phone to contact my house.\"

\"Okay,\" she said with a big smile to her face. I smiled back and rushed over to the phone.

\"Hello?\" my aunt answered.

\"Auntie, I\'m staying over my friend\'s house. You know the one that took me home,\" I said.

\"Ah, that nice, tall fellow. Alright, have fun and don\'t stay up too late. Oh yea and do your homework.\"

\"Okay. Bye!\"

\"Bye\" ::click:: I went back upstairs.

Opening the door I said to him happily, \"my aunt said okay.\" He smiled.

\"Close and lock the door,\" he told me.

\"Why?\"

\"Just do it.\" I closed the door behind me and clicked the tab. I walked toward the bed puzzled about what\'s going on. He suddenly grabbed my arms and pulled me onto the bed. His stare went down my spine and he announced, \"Let\'s do it.\"

\"What?!\" I shrieked.

\"We still have time before dinner..Besides..\" He began to blush, \"I..I..\"

~N~

I couldn\'t get my words straight. I don\'t know why I\'m stuttering. I felt so embarrassed, but for what? I have had girlfriends before, but I never told them my secret.. I\'m a masochist. It was usually from drugs and alcohol abuse until he came. It\'s not like I torture myself \'til I die, but I like that feeling of pain, especially from my erection. The pain and pleasure mixed together was so good.

\"I thought you said you wanted to do it,\" he said with an eyebrow raised. \"Are you trying to scare me making me think you\'re gay? Anyway, I\'ll go and do my homework.\"

He turned to get his bag when I responded, \"Wait!\" He turned back and I felt myself blush even more. \"I.. do want...to do.. it.\" I looked down, moving my head away and shutting my eyes.\"

\"So, what\'s stopping you?\" he answered nonchalantly.

\"I..\" I felt desperate and stared at his face for a while before bending my head back down in embarrassment. \"Can you come closer?\" He walked near me and I could feel him hover over me as he sighed, probably thinking I\'m a pain. I took his hand, pulling him closer to me and placed his hand onto my cock. I felt him try to pull back, but I really wanted, no needed, this. I moved his finger so his nail would scrape around my tip. I know I was being foolish. I was scared he wouldn\'t accept this side of me, but if it could be for one day I didn\'t care.

~A~

N made me lock the door and even to do it with him! At first I thought he was joking until I saw that pleading look in his eyes. \"Can you come closer?\" he said shyly. I complied seeing that something was troubling him. I moved closer and was surprised when he took my hand into his pants. I tried to pull back, but seeing his scrunched up face, red from embarrassment, I knew that this was hard for him. He was letting go of his pride for me.

He guided my finger around the tip. It seemed he wanted me to press on it. No, he wanted me to rub it with my nail? I looked at him and realized that this was what he was nervous about. I smiled and sat on the edge of the bed. I moved closer to the front of the bed and wrapped my other arm around his waist. I continued stroking the tip with my nail, he leaned back on my chest, and I was comforted by his response to this.

He was breathing hard, pulling his pants down, and I stroked the length with my other hand. \"Ahhh..\" he grunted and shivered on my body. When he came, he fully relaxed onto me. He turned to snuggle on my chest and I wrapped my arms around him, kissing his head. We stayed like that for a silent moment. I felt his body slowly breathing and was at ease. He propped his head back up and said nervously, \"Do you want to do it now?\"

\"Uhh.. okay,\" I replied unsurely.

\"Don\'t worry. It won\'t hurt,\" he said with a confident smile. He got up and took a condom from his drawer. I was getting more uneasy now. He walked to me and smiled even more gently. I calmed a little from his assuredness. I stared at his face as he began pulling my shirt up.

\"Ahh..\" He was licking my nipple!

~N~

I really wanted to do him, but I didn\'t want to hurt him. I lifted his shirt and licked each nipple. I was aroused by his twitching and sounds like before. I worked my way down to his bulge and unzipped his pants. I engulfed my mouth onto it.

\"Ahh..no..\" he gasped. I replied with a more forceful sucking. \"I\'m..I\'m coming...Stop!!\" He came into my mouth. Swallowing the cum, I watched his face that was flushed with pleasure. I was glad at the work I put. I took off his pants. \"What..what are you doing?!\"

\"We have to go all the way. Didn\'t you see me get the condom?\" His face froze in fear. \"Shhh...relax. It won\'t hurt. I promise.\" I put my hand behind his head and pulled him in for a kiss on the forehead. His uneasiness didn\'t go away, but I knew he was going to go along with it.

\"What if your mom hears,\" he suddenly said.

\"Don\'t worry so much,\" I blew him another kiss. I moved down and sucked on his hardness again.

\"Ahh..\" This time I put a finger in his opening and moved it in and out. \"Ahh..no..don\'t put your finger.\" I continued and added another finger. His moaning grew louder and more frequent. I rubbed a part of the inside where his prostate was. When I rubbed the lower part, \"AHH!!\" I was surprised and I became even more aroused. I had found his sweet spot. I snickered and rubbed even more at that spot. Then he came into my mouth and hand as his body arched forward. \"AHH...\"

While he rested on the bed, I put on the condom and rubbed lubricant on it. I walked back onto bed. He was more exhausted now. I was even more amused than before. I spread his legs on each side of me, raising it so I could stick my cock in. First was the head. \"Ahh..\" he responded. I did this slowly moving half an inch in and out. I watched his face as I sank it deeper making sure it didn\'t hurt. I stroked his erection to make it easier.

Every inch I pushed in, he gasped and tightened. I twitched every time. I waited for him to relax before moving further in. When I got the entire length in, I pushed in and out. The feeling was intoxicating. Moving in and out I realized it would be better if we changed positions. I lifted him and turned him over to his chest. He complied with this and I worked harder and faster while stroking his hardness. His moaning was perfect.

We were reaching our climax and I was straining to go all the way. I kissed him several times. We both finally gave way and collapsed onto the bed. On top of him I breathed harshly to get in more oxygen. My arms were tired and we were both sweating all over. I could feel that he was also in the same predicament. I breathed into his hair and embraced his waist.

~A~

After doing it, we relaxed on the bed. It felt great. I felt him breathing on me. His arms hugged my waist. I turned half my body so he could hug me easier. His face moved toward mine and I turned even more so we would lock lips. We rested for another moment before getting dressed. As if by perfect timing, his mother called us down to eat dinner.

We walked down and I smelled the aroma of food flowing through the kitchen. I sat down and started eating when I noticed this large grin on the woman\'s face. \"What?\" I asked.

\"Ohh! Nothing, nothing,\" she answered looking away and resumed to eating her portion. I was a little confused, but I know she must have heard us upstairs to be acting so oddly. I blushed slightly.

\"Heh..\" N giggled silently with his back toward me, but his shaking body gave it away. I was a bit bothered, but I returned to eating the rest of my meal. We walked back upstairs and did our homework. I was surprised at how quiet it was when a moment ago we were in a heat of passion. I was also surprised at how he kept up with his homework. He called a few classmates to get them too. Finishing up, I decided to take a shower.

\"I\'m going to take a shower,\" I told him.

\"Okay, here you can borrow one of my old pajamas.\" He reached for this baby blue pair of pj\'s with clouds all over it. \"I wore this when I used to be around your height.\" ..I wonder how long that was and gloomed. Walking away, I entered the bathroom. It was then that I realized how big their house was. Their bathroom was so shiny, the white tiles around the floor and a faint blue pigment along the walls. The towels were all a pale blue. After showering, I went back to his room, but no one was there.

I walked downstairs and inquired, \"Uhh.. Ms. N, where is N?\"

\"He went out while you were showering,\" she replied. \"I think he said he needed to buy something for school.\"

\"Ok. I\'ll go to sleep first then.\" I went back up and entered the room. I didn\'t see a sleeping bag, but I didn\'t want to bother her again so I went onto bed. When I was about to doze off, I heard the sound of a door open and close. It must be him. He walked up the stairs and into the room. Instead of switching on the lights, he walked in, left a bag on the table, took his pj\'s and before leaving the room blew me a kiss on the head and patted my back.

I was so happy for some reason. I grabbed his toy and waited for him to come back. When he walked in, I stared as he closed the door. I heard the click as he locked it. I didn\'t question him, but continued staring as he walked over to the desk with the bag he brought home. Before opening it, he asked shyly, \"Do you want to do it?\" I don\'t know why he was being shy since we\'ve already done it.

\"Ok, but what\'s wrong?\" It must be something in the bag.

He turned, walking to the bed, he took out two things from the bag: a vibrator and a bottle with some liquid in it. \"This.. I.. \" he stuttered and blushed. I was even more confused. Looking at the bottle I saw the words \'aphrodisiac.\' My eyes widened.

\"Is..is this what you want me to drink?!\"

He shook his head and said, \"No..This.. I\'m..so..selfish. I\'m sorry.\" He took the items back into the bag and walked toward the desk.

\"Wait!\" I got up and rushed behind him and pulling him to face me. \"What are you talking about? Why did you buy this if you weren\'t going to use it?\" He stared down at me and like before when he was nervous, he took my hand and this time placed it behind him where his opening was. He blushed profusely and shivered even though I didn\'t do anything. I knew what he wanted. \"And this too is for you?\" I took the aphrodisiac. He nodded sadly.

I couldn\'t help, but smile at how cute he was. I took the bag and the stuff out. I could see how nervous he was. The smile never ceased my face. Opening the vibrator, I analyzed it. It was one of those thick ones about my size. When I turned it on to low, it hummed, but when I turned it high it nearly made me drop it. He was getting more nervous as he stood in front of me. I switched it off and told him, \"Go lie down,\" and rubbed his back.

He walked away and I turned on the lamp on the desk. Taking the aphrodisiac, I read the instructions. It said:

blah blah blah blah blah
(sorry I didn\'t want to put anything here)
BEST INGESTED FROM THE ANUS.

I was surprised by the last statement, but I finally knew why he was so nervous. Switching off the lamp, I took the two items and walked over to the bed. He was shivering a lot now and turned his head away to hide his embarrassment. I got onto the bed and unbuttoned his shirt. I began rubbing each nipple with my fingers. He startled me when he twitched. I choked a laugh and massaged his chest.

Lying on his back, I took off his pants. I hesitated. I’d never done this before. Heck, I was a virgin before tonight! I gulped and put my mouth on his erection. His response encouraged me to move forward. I took some lubricant and stuck two of my fingers in. \"Ahh!!\" He pulled back quickly with his face extremely flushed. It seemed I had hit a sweet spot.

\"Nyaa..Don\'t be so nervous,\" I told him. I didn\'t want to see him so in defiant, but it was kind of cute. After he relaxed a bit, I sank my fingers in again and sucked on his hardness. This time he just twitched and moved one of his leg trying to gain control.

~N~

I was very embarrassed to request this, but after seeing him respond so well I wanted to go to a different level so I bought those two items after I finished my homework. I was very nervous I would get rejected, but he\'s so understanding.

I was shocked by the feeling when he touched my nipples and even more shocked when he sucked on my cock. His fingers touched this spot. I didn\'t know what hit me, but it jolted through my spine and I pulled back. \"Naa..Don\'t be so nervous,\" he said reassuringly. He continued and the spot he hit before was too much. I lifted my leg to get some footing and clenched the bed sheets as tight as I could.

\"Ahh...I can\'t.. take anymore,\" I said with difficulty. Then he started scraping his incisors on the head, probably remembering that I liked that kind of thing. \"AHH!!\" This time it was too much. His teeth were toying with my cock and his fingers pushed roughly in me. \"I\'m..com..ing.\" When I came, everything was spinning and I couldn\'t think of anything.

I regained my breath when he blurted, \"Ok, now turn over.\" I turned onto my chest. He lifted my hips and I felt something going into my ass. I was about to run away even though he had his hand on my erection. \"Shh... It\'s only the bottle.\" I relaxed a bit, but was still tense and what will happen next.

I felt my body heating up and my breathing shallowed. I turned toward him and he stroked my back. He locked my lips and lowered my body that I didn\'t even realize was still up. With my hips still up, he slowly pushed the vibrator in. \"Ahh..\" I twitched. The aphrodisiac was making me lose my senses. \"Harder..\" I whispered.

~A~

I looked at him and knew that the aphrodisiac was kicking in. I played with his erection and pushed the vibrator in harder. \"AHH!!\" he responded. Again I had hit his sweet spot. I thrust the object in hard and closed in my mouth on his hardness to play with using my teeth. He squirmed even more and I was very amused by his reactions.

I finally turned the vibrator on to low. \"Ahh...\" Thrusting it in and playing with his hardness made me feel like my heart was leaping for joy. I wanted to play with him more. I turned the setting higher. \"Ah..no I\'m going to cum,\" he panted. I kissed him and I grabbed the hair band around his wrist, tightening it around his cock. \"Ahh!\" I resumed to playing with his hardness and knew that he wanted more so I slowly turned the setting higher until it could go no further.

He looked like he was at his limit and said, \"No..I can\'t..\" I smiled and stuck the vibrator all the way in holding it in place and bit down on his erection. \"AHHH!!!\" He twisted and contorted. \"Please..\" he desperately pleaded. He had his hand on mine and weakly tried to move it away. I didn\'t want to torture him too much so I turned the vibrator off and out of his opening. I took his hair band off and he bursted. He was panting and sweating all limp from exhaustion.

I moved over and stroked his hair. I kissed him deeply. Throwing the object on the floor, I embraced his head on my chest and we snuggled to sleep.

TO BE CONTINUED....
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I hope you enjoy the story. I know it\'s a bit long. I really wanted to stick like everything in. I wonder if anybody will review or rate it..

Next chapter, if I ever get to write it, K will be getting some action and who\'s the new kid?

Thanks for reading!!