Rant and Rave
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Category:
DarkFic › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
625
Reviews:
0
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Rant and Rave
A~N: This came to me out the clear blue sky… or should I say the dark of night. It features the lyrics of the ever talented Darren Hayes and Daniel Jones of Savage Garden. The song is called “Gunning Down Romance” and if you have it, listening to it while you read will intensify the experience. I have given credit where it is due. I did not change the lyrics to make them my own. The story is original…. All me… Hope you enjoy.
Warning: Some violence and bad words….
Rant and Rave
Love and other moments are just chemical reactions in your brain…
His words coursed through me, fulfilling my senses completely. If they’d left anyone else’s mouth I would’ve thought them to be toxic. But no, he said them and he meant them.
…in your brain.…
Intoxicated. That’s the word I would use to describe how he made me feel. Drunk on the power he fed me through his touch, his kiss. Everything that surrounded us did not matter. I could care less about the weather, or who was watching because I was so in love.
And feelings of aggression are the absence of the love drug in your veins…
A silent killer.
Slowly everything came tumbling down around me, the lies.
Never, never in my life did I ever expect him to raise his hand to me. For him to be so possessive and demanding of attention. And the bruises that covered my body, Were they suppose to be proof of this … love.
My love… I loved..
And now I hate.
…in your veins.…
Love come quickly, Cause I feel my self esteem is caving in..…
We were…
Put simply, yes ‘We were..’
At this particular moment I fight an undying image of how close ‘We were’. It only makes the pain intensify. The way he was the main source of my air supply, it seemed. How one single word from his lips could make or break my day. A love sick puppy..
Disgusting.
I will be angry with myself at a later date for letting him, a man, overpower everything within me.
Yes, the time for me to re-asses myself will come soon. But for now my pain is transforming into rage as I load this gun.
…it’s on the brink…
So dangerous it is to toy with another persons emotions. I, personally think it to be down right deadly.
But you’ll understand soon enough, for I have found your car parked outside her house. You will understand completely… Soon enough.
Love come quickly, cause I don’t think I can keep this monster in……
Was this the woman you left me for? She’s nothing compared to me. Oh, and I guess that is your child she’s carrying as well?
A whole other life. You had a whole other life and toyed with me for amusement. Playing me for a fool, but not now, baby. Not ever again.
Does she know about me, baby?
Well... She’ll find out about me right before I kill you if she pays attention to the last words I have to say to you. If she’s a smart bitch, she will deny knowing anything about my existence. I may spare her sorry little life.
If she does a good acting job I may nominate her for an Oscar… then shoot her.
…it’s in my skin.…
I’m coming, baby. Can’t you hear me blowing off the locks of your perfect little door, of the perfect little house, were you screw her and have the life of a white picket fence family dream.
I’m gunning down romance; It never did a thing for me but heartache and misery... Ain’t nothing but a tragedy.…
Do you love her like you loved me, baby?
Baby… isn’t that what you called me after you’d hit me… ‘Baby, I’m sorry’ or ‘Baby, I didn’t mean it. You know that... ’
Do you remember those words?
So where are her love scars? You did it to me out of love, right? All the times that you beat me… calling it love…
I FUCKING LOVED YOU!
With every single piece of my soul I loved you. Every single breathe I took was for you, every single word I said revolved around you. And for that I admit I was a fool. But you didn’t have to do me like this.
I’m gunning down romance, It never did a thing for me but heartache and misery. Ain’t nothing but a tragedy.…
She did know about me. I saw it in her eyes when I threw you and your chair to the floor of your perfect little kitchen. It was in her eyes she knew that this day would come.
I saw you cringe when I shot her, and I have to say it was amusing. Didn’t think I’d get her directly in the center of the head like that without looking, did you? Well, I’ve been practicing, baby.
Love don’t leave me..…
As many memories I have of us, my love. I will cherish this one the most. The picture of you cowering from me is one that I will remember for the rest of my days. And I mean days. I’m not stupid, baby. I may not have very much longer to live but to see you die would be my final reason to live. With you gone… I will be free.
Pleading for me to “Please, don’t’
‘Try to understand..’
“I’m sorry..’
With every plea you cry, I fire another bullet.
Your leg.
Your arm.
Your shoulder.
I’m glad you shut up, baby. I got one more bullet left and as I place this shiny new friend of mine in your mouth, you know what I saved it for. I just have one more thing to say to you.
“I love you too…”
Take these broken wings, I’m gonna take these broken wings… and learn to fly
And learn to fly away
And learn to fly away.
I’m gunning down romance.…
Warning: Some violence and bad words….
Rant and Rave
Love and other moments are just chemical reactions in your brain…
His words coursed through me, fulfilling my senses completely. If they’d left anyone else’s mouth I would’ve thought them to be toxic. But no, he said them and he meant them.
…in your brain.…
Intoxicated. That’s the word I would use to describe how he made me feel. Drunk on the power he fed me through his touch, his kiss. Everything that surrounded us did not matter. I could care less about the weather, or who was watching because I was so in love.
And feelings of aggression are the absence of the love drug in your veins…
A silent killer.
Slowly everything came tumbling down around me, the lies.
Never, never in my life did I ever expect him to raise his hand to me. For him to be so possessive and demanding of attention. And the bruises that covered my body, Were they suppose to be proof of this … love.
My love… I loved..
And now I hate.
…in your veins.…
Love come quickly, Cause I feel my self esteem is caving in..…
We were…
Put simply, yes ‘We were..’
At this particular moment I fight an undying image of how close ‘We were’. It only makes the pain intensify. The way he was the main source of my air supply, it seemed. How one single word from his lips could make or break my day. A love sick puppy..
Disgusting.
I will be angry with myself at a later date for letting him, a man, overpower everything within me.
Yes, the time for me to re-asses myself will come soon. But for now my pain is transforming into rage as I load this gun.
…it’s on the brink…
So dangerous it is to toy with another persons emotions. I, personally think it to be down right deadly.
But you’ll understand soon enough, for I have found your car parked outside her house. You will understand completely… Soon enough.
Love come quickly, cause I don’t think I can keep this monster in……
Was this the woman you left me for? She’s nothing compared to me. Oh, and I guess that is your child she’s carrying as well?
A whole other life. You had a whole other life and toyed with me for amusement. Playing me for a fool, but not now, baby. Not ever again.
Does she know about me, baby?
Well... She’ll find out about me right before I kill you if she pays attention to the last words I have to say to you. If she’s a smart bitch, she will deny knowing anything about my existence. I may spare her sorry little life.
If she does a good acting job I may nominate her for an Oscar… then shoot her.
…it’s in my skin.…
I’m coming, baby. Can’t you hear me blowing off the locks of your perfect little door, of the perfect little house, were you screw her and have the life of a white picket fence family dream.
I’m gunning down romance; It never did a thing for me but heartache and misery... Ain’t nothing but a tragedy.…
Do you love her like you loved me, baby?
Baby… isn’t that what you called me after you’d hit me… ‘Baby, I’m sorry’ or ‘Baby, I didn’t mean it. You know that... ’
Do you remember those words?
So where are her love scars? You did it to me out of love, right? All the times that you beat me… calling it love…
I FUCKING LOVED YOU!
With every single piece of my soul I loved you. Every single breathe I took was for you, every single word I said revolved around you. And for that I admit I was a fool. But you didn’t have to do me like this.
I’m gunning down romance, It never did a thing for me but heartache and misery. Ain’t nothing but a tragedy.…
She did know about me. I saw it in her eyes when I threw you and your chair to the floor of your perfect little kitchen. It was in her eyes she knew that this day would come.
I saw you cringe when I shot her, and I have to say it was amusing. Didn’t think I’d get her directly in the center of the head like that without looking, did you? Well, I’ve been practicing, baby.
Love don’t leave me..…
As many memories I have of us, my love. I will cherish this one the most. The picture of you cowering from me is one that I will remember for the rest of my days. And I mean days. I’m not stupid, baby. I may not have very much longer to live but to see you die would be my final reason to live. With you gone… I will be free.
Pleading for me to “Please, don’t’
‘Try to understand..’
“I’m sorry..’
With every plea you cry, I fire another bullet.
Your leg.
Your arm.
Your shoulder.
I’m glad you shut up, baby. I got one more bullet left and as I place this shiny new friend of mine in your mouth, you know what I saved it for. I just have one more thing to say to you.
“I love you too…”
Take these broken wings, I’m gonna take these broken wings… and learn to fly
And learn to fly away
And learn to fly away.
I’m gunning down romance.…