Golden Rain

GOLDEN RAIN
24 JUNE 2005, 9:50AM, FRI.

THERE IS SORROW DEEP AROUND ME,
I CAN DO NOTHING, BUT WATCH AND THINK.
SOMETIMES I PRAY FOR FORGIVENESS,
OTHERS I CURSE HIS NAME.

FAR FROM PERFECT,
I\'M HARDLY HELP.
FAR FROM DISCIPLINED,
SOMETIMES AN UNGRATEFUL WHELP.

BUT I WOULD DIE FOR EACH OF THEM,
IN THE MOST HORRIFIC WAYS.
I WOULD PUT DOWN MY LIFE,
IF THEIR LIVES COULD THEN BE SAVED.

I KNOW TRUE JOY WILL NEVER COME MY WAY,
BUT I SEE IT EACH TIME A SMILE IS ON THEIR FACE.

SICKNESS IS DEEP AROUND ME,
I CAN DO NOTHING, BUT WATCH AND THINK.
SOMETIMES I PRAY FOR HELP,
OTHERS I HATE THIS GAME.

FAR FROM STABLE,
IM HARDLY ABOVE WATER NOW.
FAR FROM ENLIGHTENED,
BUT I MAKE IT BY SOMEHOW.

BUT I WOULD DO ANYTHING,
TO GIVE THEM BACK THEIR TIME.
THAT LIFE FORCED THEM,
TO SEARCH THEIR WANDERING MINDS.

I KNOW TRUE LOVE AND GRACE IS ONLY WITH THEM.
AND SOMEHOW I KNOW, I OWE THAT TO HIM.

FAR FROM ABLE,
I\'VE FOR THE MOST PART FAILED.
FAR FROM CAPABLE,
I\'M A TRAIN WITH NO TRACKS OR RAILS.

FAR FROM HAPPY,
BUT I\'LL SMILE AGAIN.
SOMETIMES HATEFUL, BUT I SEAR THAT I LOVE THEM.
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ASH DRAGON\'S IN THE SKY
24 JUNE 05, 10:10AM, FRI.

TAKE AWAY YOUR BREATH, LIKE YOU GOT HOLES IN YOUR CHEST.
LOOK TO THE SKY, FEEL THE FEAR OF WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR GONNA DIE.
RECHECK YOUR MISSION, GET A DIFFERENT POSITION...LEARN A LITTLE TACK, QUALITY, AND PRECISION.
TAKE YOUR MIND BACK, MAKE THAT INCISION, AND THE DRAGONS WILL JUDGE ON YOUR EVERY DECISION.

I SEEN THEM FLYING, THEY WERE STARRING AT ME.
HUNDREDS AND THOUSANDS, STARRING AT ME.
ASH DRAGON\'S IN THE SKY,
FLAMING AS THEY FLY BY...
JUST WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

OKAY, I ADMIT MY DREAMS OUT OF WHACK.
JUMPED ON THE GUN TO LONG AND IT\'S NOT COMING BACK.
DIDN\'T HAVE THE PATIENTS, THAT I\'D NEED, TO MAKE IN THAT KIND OF LIFESTYLE, YOU SEE.
DIDN\'T HAVE THE DRIVE TO STAY TRUE TO MY CREED, BUT MY HEART WOULD NEVER ALLOW ME DEFEAT.

IM ALWAYS STRUGGLIN, HAVE TO TURN TO THUGGIN IT, JUST TO TRY TO MAKE IT DOWN THE STREET. ITS NOT THAT ROUGH AT ALL, BUT PEOPLE ALWAYS LOOKING AT ME.
I KNOW I AM STRANGE, BUT COME ON DON\'T FUCK WITH ME. WHEN IM JUST WALKIN ALONG, PLEASE DON\'T MEAN MUG ME.

IM A NICE SOUL, I ALWAYS TRY TO HELP. BUT I CAN HOLD MY OWN, AND TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. I JUST WANT TO CHILL, TRY TO LIVE AND FIND LOVE...I DON\'T WISH FOR ANY BULLSHIT OR FUZZ. IT TAKES A LOT TO MAKE ME WHAT TO THROW IT DOWN, BUT I WILL STOP YOU IF YOU TRY TO STEP TO ME NOW.

I SEEN THEM FLYING, THEY WERE STARRING AT ME.
HUNDREDS AND THOUSANDS, STARRING AT ME.
ASH DRAGON\'S IN THE SKY,
FLAMING AS THEY FLY BY...
JUST WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

DREAMTALKER, I SEE SHIT IN MY SLEEP.
WAKE UP COVERED IN SWEAT, I CAN\'T BREATH.
NEVER KNOWING OR UNDERSTANDING WHAT I NEED,
TO TAKE THIS DARKNESS AND EVIL FROM ME.

BUT I WOULDN\'T LET IT ESCAPE.
IT A PART OF ME NOW, PART OF MY MAKE.
I LOVE IT WITH AS MUCH LOVE AS THE LIGHT, BUT DEEP INSIDE THEY ALWAYS FIGHT.
SOMETIMES I THINK, I KNOW WHO\'LL WIN. BUT THEN THE UNDERDOG COMES IN, WITH KNUCKLES TO THE CHIN.
ITS A CONSTANT BATTLE, EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY.
ONE DAY, I WILL HAVE PEACE, THAT I PRAY.

SO FOR NOW, I\'M JUST TRYING TO LIVE.
GAVE MY LIFE TO THIS SWORD, WHEN I WAS A KID.
GAVE IT UP ONCE OR TWICE, MAYBE AGAIN...
BUT ILL KEEP COMING BACK, UNTIL MY END.
KATANA BLADE, ALWAYS GONNA BE MY BEST FRIEND...

I SEEN THEM FLYING, THEY WERE STARRING AT ME.
HUNDREDS AND THOUSANDS, STARRING AT ME.
ASH DRAGON\'S IN THE SKY,
FLAMING AS THEY FLY BY...
JUST WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

WHY ARE THEY ALWAYS IN MY DREAMS?
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ROOSTER YEAR
24 JUNE 05, 10:49AM, FRI.

I\'VE NEVER KNOWN ANYONE QUITE LIKE YOU.
COMBINATIONS MAYBE, BUT THAT\'S NOT TRUE.
SOMEHOW, TO ME YOUR AN ANGEL TOO...

WITH BLOODY HANDS AND NO PLANS,
LAYING IN THE SUN.

SO FINE...
I COULDN\'T FIND ANYONE LIKE YOU IF I TRIED.
IM HAPPY, I SAW YOUR FACE BEFORE I DIED.
SOMEDAY, YOUR GONNA MAKE ME CRY...
BECAUSE YOU\'LL NEVER BE BY MY SIDE.

BUT ITS OKAY, NEVER WOULD WORK ANYWAY.
YOUR FREE ROAMING, AND I\'M HERE WITH FAMILY.
BUT I\'D GO WITH YOU, WHEREVER YOU WANT.
DOWN FOR ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING, WHATEVER YOU GOT.

I\'M NOT AFRAID TO RIDE, OR TO PUT IN WORK.
I\'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE, ALWAYS FIGHTING FOR YOU FIRST.
I LOVE YOU BABY AND I DON\'T WANT TO EVER SAY,
THAT\'D I WOULD DIE NOW, IF YOU WERE TO GO AWAY.

BUT INSTEAD, ILL JUST SMILE AT YOU.
SIT BACK AND SEE WHERE THIS DAY TAKES US TOO.
I\'M SO HOOKED, CAN\'T KEEP MY EYES UNGLUED,
I\'VE NEVER KNEW SOMEONE, AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOU.
I NEVER KNEW ANYONE WITH SO MUCH SKILL,
NEVER KNEW ANYONE WITH SO MUCH APPEAL.
I LOVE YOU, AND I KNOW IT\'S A FACT.
IF I GET MY CHANCE, I\'M NOT EVER COMING BACK.