Final Goodbye
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Category:
DarkFic › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
564
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Final Goodbye
The water calls to me as I stand on the shore. Moonlight rushes over my cold body and I step into the depths of its soothing song. Creatures of the night surround me, yet make no sound. A breeze plays with my flowing hair, making my breath impossible to inhale. Each frigit breathe sending a sharp pang to the back of my throat. I want this pain. I crave this pain. This pain is the only indication that my life has not ended just yet.
I look into the sky and know you can hear me. I came to confess my sins. The things I could not tell you while you walked this earth. When I could touch you, taste you, and gather warmth from your familiar scent. I miss you. Hopefully you can forgive me for what I am about to do, for all that I havel already done. I confess that while I laid in your arms there has never been a safer place. I confess that the day you died I was not myself. I drop to my knees now, lifting my hands to let the icy water mix with my salty tears. I confess that I want to end my existance on this earth because I don\'t have you. When you left me I was nothing and I will be nothing until we are reuinited. That is why I am here tonight surrounded by the very place that everything was taken away from me, from us.
I killed him, the one that took you from me so selfishly. I fought until he was no more.
The dress that you bought me. White and pure with lugerious laces is what I wore the day you made me yours. We exchanged vows on this very shore with our mouths then became one with our bodies. I will never lose these memories. I stand and walk furthur into the sea until water is around my neck. Cringing at your possible reaction of what I plan to do. The sobs overcome me, causing my lungs to take in large amounts of water. The proccess has begun.
One more time I look to the sky for forgiveness.
Numb.
Numb from crying, from killing, from the air, from the water, and from the desire to die.
As hard as I can, I try to focus on our good times in hopes that they will be my comfort among the tormoil that I am causing within.
Our wedding.
The anniversaries.
20 years was not enough. I wanted more for us.
All the things we could\'ve accomplished together. What our children would look like. You would\'ve been a wonderful father...
My life is slipping harshly. They won\'t find me in time, but I shall find you,
My love.
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I look into the sky and know you can hear me. I came to confess my sins. The things I could not tell you while you walked this earth. When I could touch you, taste you, and gather warmth from your familiar scent. I miss you. Hopefully you can forgive me for what I am about to do, for all that I havel already done. I confess that while I laid in your arms there has never been a safer place. I confess that the day you died I was not myself. I drop to my knees now, lifting my hands to let the icy water mix with my salty tears. I confess that I want to end my existance on this earth because I don\'t have you. When you left me I was nothing and I will be nothing until we are reuinited. That is why I am here tonight surrounded by the very place that everything was taken away from me, from us.
I killed him, the one that took you from me so selfishly. I fought until he was no more.
The dress that you bought me. White and pure with lugerious laces is what I wore the day you made me yours. We exchanged vows on this very shore with our mouths then became one with our bodies. I will never lose these memories. I stand and walk furthur into the sea until water is around my neck. Cringing at your possible reaction of what I plan to do. The sobs overcome me, causing my lungs to take in large amounts of water. The proccess has begun.
One more time I look to the sky for forgiveness.
Numb.
Numb from crying, from killing, from the air, from the water, and from the desire to die.
As hard as I can, I try to focus on our good times in hopes that they will be my comfort among the tormoil that I am causing within.
Our wedding.
The anniversaries.
20 years was not enough. I wanted more for us.
All the things we could\'ve accomplished together. What our children would look like. You would\'ve been a wonderful father...
My life is slipping harshly. They won\'t find me in time, but I shall find you,
My love.
I don\'t truely have clue where this came from.... Review me....