FUCKING BASTARD!
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Category:
Angst › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
659
Reviews:
4
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
FUCKING BASTARD!
O.k. I went through a really bad relationship almost 2 years ago....and this is the poem I wrote in the heat of the moment before I broke up with the Bastard....I just need this here to vent....
FUCKING BASTARD!
How do you tell a child now?
Or a man who acts as a child?
I don\'t know what to do
Because I\'ve stopped loving you
I refuse to marry someone
So demanding.
I cannot always be the strong one
But for you I\'ve had to be.
I\'m tired of being with you now
Where did the love go?
What your grip on me so strong
So as to strangle my heart?
My chest feels empty inside
I don\'t know how to tell you
How I really feel
So instead I simply hide.
I know I have to tell you eventually
But how can I, when you try to be so good to me?
I finally had the nerve to tell you
The other day until you came into the room...
Flowers, a card, and a ballerina bear
Now I lost the nerve,
Why did you do that?
How could you weaken my resolve so?
I know that is was meant to be sweet
I just wish you hadn\'t done that to me
How am I ever going to leave you
And still keep you as a friend?
After all the things we\'ve done together
All the time we\'ve shared?
I wish you would just leave me instead
Then perhaps on the inside I wouldn\'t hurt so bad,
Fell so empty on the inside,
Or in my heart feel so dead.
I know I\'m going to loose you
As a lover and a friend
I know I\'ll feel the sorrow
When we finally reach the end
But I also know that there\'ll be a revelation
One I know as freedom,
From you and our relationship.
Please let me leave quietly
Let me disappear
I get upset and nervous
When I sense you\'re near.
How could I have stood you for so long?
With the way you act
The way you speak
The way you breath
The way you eat!?!!!!
My thoughts are driving me insane!
I can\'t even stand to hear your fucking NAME!
Leave me!
Leave my sight!
I do n\'t want to hear you, day or night!
Just go and leave me alone
I\'m not ready to settle down
Especially not with someone who isn\'t ready for the real world!
That does the things you do!
Who lives at home at 23,
Has no job and flunks his classes without me!
I cross my fingers now
When I say I love you
You don\'t bath
You hardly shave
Godess leave me alone!
How my hatred grows
With every passing day
I must leave you soon
Or risk my own destruction!
Let me go
Let me leave
Let my heart undergo re-construction!
You\'ve done enough damage
Chaining up my heart
Let me free
Let me Be!
You don\'t love me
Now give me the GOD DAMNED KEY!!!
A.N.: And thank you for letting me vent.
FUCKING BASTARD!
How do you tell a child now?
Or a man who acts as a child?
I don\'t know what to do
Because I\'ve stopped loving you
I refuse to marry someone
So demanding.
I cannot always be the strong one
But for you I\'ve had to be.
I\'m tired of being with you now
Where did the love go?
What your grip on me so strong
So as to strangle my heart?
My chest feels empty inside
I don\'t know how to tell you
How I really feel
So instead I simply hide.
I know I have to tell you eventually
But how can I, when you try to be so good to me?
I finally had the nerve to tell you
The other day until you came into the room...
Flowers, a card, and a ballerina bear
Now I lost the nerve,
Why did you do that?
How could you weaken my resolve so?
I know that is was meant to be sweet
I just wish you hadn\'t done that to me
How am I ever going to leave you
And still keep you as a friend?
After all the things we\'ve done together
All the time we\'ve shared?
I wish you would just leave me instead
Then perhaps on the inside I wouldn\'t hurt so bad,
Fell so empty on the inside,
Or in my heart feel so dead.
I know I\'m going to loose you
As a lover and a friend
I know I\'ll feel the sorrow
When we finally reach the end
But I also know that there\'ll be a revelation
One I know as freedom,
From you and our relationship.
Please let me leave quietly
Let me disappear
I get upset and nervous
When I sense you\'re near.
How could I have stood you for so long?
With the way you act
The way you speak
The way you breath
The way you eat!?!!!!
My thoughts are driving me insane!
I can\'t even stand to hear your fucking NAME!
Leave me!
Leave my sight!
I do n\'t want to hear you, day or night!
Just go and leave me alone
I\'m not ready to settle down
Especially not with someone who isn\'t ready for the real world!
That does the things you do!
Who lives at home at 23,
Has no job and flunks his classes without me!
I cross my fingers now
When I say I love you
You don\'t bath
You hardly shave
Godess leave me alone!
How my hatred grows
With every passing day
I must leave you soon
Or risk my own destruction!
Let me go
Let me leave
Let my heart undergo re-construction!
You\'ve done enough damage
Chaining up my heart
Let me free
Let me Be!
You don\'t love me
Now give me the GOD DAMNED KEY!!!
A.N.: And thank you for letting me vent.