Rewarding Punishment

I love my brother.

Everyone does, don\'t they? So I guess I should explain a bit more. Maybe I should tell you all about the punishments and how they started. You probably want to know how I know my brother loves me back.

I\'m fifteen now and this has been going on for about two years. Punishments and rewards; it\'s how the system works. Our parents never punish me, or reward me for that matter. Our dad spends most of his time getting drunk. Our mom has to work all hours. So they\'re never really here.

Me and Adam are pretty much left to fend for ourselves.
Adam. That\'s my brother. As in, Adam and Eve, but our Eden is his bedroom and we\'re pretty far from innocent. We are fallen Adam and fallen Eve. Don\'t worry. Eve isn\'t my real name. Not even our parents could be that negligent. You can call me Clara instead. Little Clara, my uncle would call me as he bounced me on his knee, and I would feel him getting harder with every bounce. Once when he had me on his lap, he slipped his hand inside my panties to stroke my hairless pussy while he rubbed away at his erection through his pants. I sat there rigidly until he unzipped his fly and placed my hand over the sticky tip of his erect penis. The hand of his that wasn\'t in my panties was placed over mine, and he rubbed it up and down until I could feel my fingers were sticky and wet. He pushed me off his lap and grunted at my to go wash my hands. I ran to the bathroom, not wanting to disobey my Uncle Daniel, but also wanting to get the sticky goop off my perfect, clean hands. Not looking where I was going, I ran into Adam.

\"Hey! Watch where you\'re going. And what\'s that gunk on your hand?\" he asked, eyeing me up and down. In one long stream I told him where it had come from. He told me to wash it off. I don\'t know what he did after that, but Uncle Daniel didn\'t come round again.
That night I crept into Adam\'s bed and we locked our hips together. He wrapped his arm around my chest and I felt safe and loved. As we slept, my pale blue nightie rode up over my boyish hips and I could feel the heat from Adam\'s boxers in between my buttocks. He woke up with a raging erection, and I pretended to be asleep while he slowly got rid of it the same way any other fourteen-year-old boy would.

Three years later, I was punished for the first time. My mom was out waitressing. Dad was downstairs in the basement, and Adam was out drinking with his friends. I was all alone in the house, and I knew what I wanted to do. I\'d been doing it for about a month. I slipped into Adam\'s room and clicked the door shut. I padded over his carpet to the cupboard by his television, and slid open the door. It was Adam\'s secret stash- magazines, videos and books that he thought nobody else knew about. I could feel the fluttering in my stomach and the almost uncomfortable wetness growing in between my legs.
I pulled out a video and pushed it into his video player. The screen flickered, and then there was a woman moaning while a man fucked her hard from behind. I lay down on my back on Adam\'s bed and watched. First, I slid my hand under my top and played with my tits, which were too small to need a bra. Breathing shallowly, I slid a hand down my waist and into my moist panties. The fuzzy mound shivered reflexively at the touch of my fingers. Going lower, I could feel the damp in between my swollen lips, and I plunged a finger in between them to rub at my clit. Moaning, I pushed it up an inch inside myself. My muscles quivered and I rubbed my whole hand up and down, smearing juices everywhere, while playing with my hard nipples.

\"Clara?!\" I froze. There was Adam, standing in his doorway, watching me halfway to screaming orgasm. \"What are you doing?\"

\"What does it look like?!\" I snapped back.

\"It looks,\" he replied coldly, \"like you\'re fucking yourself in my bed. Naughty, naughty Clara.\"

I burned with shame. He was right. I shouldn\'t have been there. Not at all. I quickly pulled my hand out of my panties, leaving my skirt up around my hips and a little damp patch on his bedsheets where my juices had soaked through. He strode over to me and paused the video. I looked away when he glanced me cooly up and down.

\"Naughty, naughty Clara,\" he repeated again softly. He sat at the edge of his bed, then crept up and over me, almost crushing me. He forced his mouth against mine and kissed me deeply, his tongue tickling slightly as it explored every inch of my mouth. I struggled underneath him, and my panties got even more soaked. I knew what we were doing was wrong but couldn\'t help the way my body seemed to be reacting. But he tasted like alcohol and the probing kiss soon turned nasty as he bit my lip and blood filled me mouth.

\"Please, Adam,\" I begged, \"stop it. Please.\"

\"No,\" he growled in reply. \"You\'ve been a naughty little girl. And naughty little girls get punished.\" My cheeks flushed as he slipped a hand down into my panties the same way I had been moments before, but his hands were a lot bigger than mine. He slipped two fingers up inside my wet pussy and I winced with they pain.

\"Adam- oh, God, stop!\" He plunged them deeper, exploring every part of my wet cunt and filling me completely. I writhed underneath him and tried feebly to kick him away. He pinched my clit with his thumb and I bucked my hips, urging him to go deeper and faster.

Suddenly he withdrew. I felt a gaping emptiness inside of me where his thick fingers had been. He drew them up to my mouth, and instructed me to suck them, and taste my own juices. I shut my eyes but he forced them into my mouth. I sucked greedily, revolted at my own sluttishness but desperate for more. There was the sound of something being unzipped. It was Adam\'s fly. He sat up on the bed and I sat up too, thinking I was free to go until he grabbed my head and forced me down on his cock.

\"You\'ve had your fun. Now it\'s my turn.\" I gagged as I felt his hard dick hit the back of my throat, but he kept me down with his hand. It was far too big for my mouth. The taste of salt and sweat poured over my tongue as I licked and sucked his hard cock, and he reached down to twist my nipples until I was ready to scream in pain. As I did he pulled my head back by my hair, and blew a load of hot, sticky cum all over my face.

That was the first time I was punished, but it wasn\'t going to be the last. I would make sure of that.