Rebirth

Its been awhile since I\'ve felt this feeling,a feeling like the absence of hope, a never ending enveloping darkness comsuming all, this lies within me like a progressive blackhole of my soul,our soul the soul that governs this petulent vessel of pain devouring all that is kindred....this seems to be all that is deservent in this time, lifetime I dare not use the word lifetime because life shouldnt be detrimental to itself, but how can a vessel with with no essence call itself life when it is closer to the embodiment of death, this blackness....is me it has always been me and it feels quite good if I know the feeling....how much longer shall kindred pretending shall I be, we have been running for too long and too long have I let prepubesence guide this path, it is time to return and let the abyss the only caring presence will it be a love of destruction or not make its way for it is the will be done...