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Suicide Notes

By: annalumos
folder Poetry › Free Verse
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Suicide Notes

Warning: If you have any bad feelings about gays, keep them to yourself. I don\'t care about anyone opinions but my own and family and friends. Reviews are welcome, good or bad.
P.S. I\'m definitely no poet, but I just had to vent so...


Suicide Notes by annalumos


Don\'t be gay!

Don\'t be gay!

Damnit, for the love of God, don\'t be gay!

That\'s something I\'ve been relentlessly drilling in my skull from age twelve until now. Being gay is never going to be okay.

I don\'t need church, the bible, my minister to say, say say!

Society is not as liberal as it seems. My mother is not as hip or liberal as she deems. Sure we joke and act like friends, but mention the word \'homo\' in a sentence and she\'s off her bend.

I have no boyfriend, I don\'t ever date.

Doesn\'t anyone ever notice? Blind, deaf and dumb? Forever numb
to the possibilty of your little girl being not what she seems?

Right, I\'m just choosy, picky, searching for the right mate...

Like you I want the rings, the wedding, the babies all dressed in lace.

That\'s denied to me by biology, not by my own choice

I wanna shout, scream, share my feelings and my quiet voice,
But denials my bestfriend, lies are my drug of choice.

Don\'t be gay!

Don\'t be gay!

Damnit, for the love of God, don\'t be gay!


Fin.


Yes, it was crap, but at least I posted something that had meaning to me. I hope you all will do the same. Good bye for now.