F .L 4 D.P Forever

Okidoki.I wrote this about two years ago.Ive posted this up but ill write the next chapter now and come back and correct this chapt. Ill also improve it and change stuff.Feel free to give me ideas on what i could do,i know this is confusing.






I don’t know how it all happened,It seems like only yesterday she replied to my Penpal ad in a girls magazine called ‘girl power’ ,a typical magazine of those years,Girl power was cool and So was spice girls.I was twelve years old and kind of lonely ,Although I realise now I didn’t have a clue of how lonliness felt,I had plenty of friends, Parents who loved me and two Cats called Timmy and Jack.Originally, Me and my friends had only put ads in the magazine out of boredom and for a joke,I was definitely not expecting any replies,But I did,Quite a few actually although none were good except a girl named Dusty’s .Her full name Was Dusty ann Patricks ,and She was A few months younger than me,I was born on the 14th of September,she was born on November the 15th .She described to me about her lovely and large home in Sandem Grove,Which is in Florida. She told me about her two younger brothers, Nathan and Ashley, About her divorced parents and her stepmother, about her recently deceased grandmother and about her dog Dopey, a lazy and sleepy Labrador.I was hooked from then on and Knew right then she was special and precious.For years after that I wrote to her nearly everyday,we became Inseperable and I adored her.
When I turned 14 my father got a new job close to where dusty lived ,So I nagged and begged untill he gave in and I had convinced him it was better to live in sandem grove because the houses were large and beautiful and at least I knew someone there rather than live somewhere else in florida ,where I wouldn’t know anybody or where we couldn’t be assured that the houses were nice or fairly large.Dusty was overjoyed when I told her I was moving in the house opposite and when I finally met her it was fantastic,she was so beautiful it was amazing, she had long pale blonde hair that’s pretty wavey,I image she used to be really curly-haired when she was a toddler, light blue irises, and a slim body and was wearing a light blue dress the colour of her eyes and blue and white striped tights, she was .It’s a bit of the opposite for me,I have long straight black hair ,but it was brown originally, im slim too,my irises are the same colour as my pupils, which looks slightly freaky .We both had very pale skin but it suited dusty better than me.The day we met each other she sneaked over a lightly-alcaholic drink and we hid in the cellar drinking it, it tasted weird but we both drunk it anyway and laughed,joked and talked to each other.When we finally came up I was full of the giggles and literally couldn’t stop ,I’de laugh at almost everything that came out of anyones mouth ,Dusty wasn’t as bad as me though and could keep a straight face whilst listening to my parents but when I burst out laughing she wasn’t far behind. My mother thought I was just happy and excited ,my father just figured that I had completely and utterly lost it.
Sadly,not long after that everything started to go wrong, im still not sorry most of what we did,I did what I had to ,I am only sorry if any innocent people got hurt along the way ,my only worry is that if we ever get sent to prison is that Dusty will go down with me and that she might get a longer sentence ,she looks so happy and alive and strong,but inside I know shes weaker than most ,she lets things get to her so much more than everyone believes, but shes like me ,we do what has to be done,if people have to die ,then they have to die ,everybody a reason ,sadly some people take advantage of being alive and mess other people up,that’s what we don’t do,we don’t mess people up,if we have to kill someone we do,unpainfully as possible if we can,if they have hurt us bad or go out of their way to hurt us,then we punish them,then send them up to godess who takes their sins from them and if they’ve been bad or terrible then she sends them back to earth in a more worse off situation,I think its simular to karma ,you do something bad,you get bad done to you,it doesn’t always work that way though,sometimes innocent people get hurt,they are the ones who eventually change the world to good,teach bad people and go to the summerlands ,or heaven as more people call it.Do you Wonder what im on about with this godess and summerlands stuff?,Well,I believe in a religion that is nature based,we believe in a eternal being,some people believe in a godess ,I do, whilst others believe in a godess and god ,problem is me and dusty broke a lot of the rules ‘an It harm none,do as you wilt’ more than others,but we still believe in her when we have a chance.I think me and Dusty aren’t sane but theres no time to think about that.We do what we have to,im only sorry if people who are innocent,loving and caring or like us ,get killed in the backfire,I hope they goto summerland and have eternal peace with no-one hurting them or without anyone ever dying.Im not scared of dying,when the time comes I will and the godess shall guide me and protect me wherever I am,Dusty says we will get our most important wish when we die,that we will be together forever in eternal happiness.Anyway a few weeks after I moved opposite to dusty she became withdrawn and all her friends except me started to slowly drift away from her ,she became a no-body and started to get bullied because she had become so vulnerable that they could see they got to her and she never spoke in class.I knew something was wrong so I begged and nagged for ages ,without her telling me a thing ,untill one day I pushed her to far and we had a horrible fight ,in the end she practically collapsed down and told me a man in the next street had raped her,I was furious,she was my best friend and I couldn’t believe he could dare to do that to her,so I comforted her and gave her a hug,then we talked and talked.The next week ,on a Thursday we got his telephone disconnected,then on the friday after he had just come back from a short holiday,we smashed up his eletrical mains box and took the fuses,then I got the spare keys that I had stolen on Wednesday from his window sill(I smashed the window) and locked the doors .Then me and Dusty torches it,I mean like we torched the whole blooming building,it went up in huge flames ,but we didn’t know till halfway through and we could see him pounding on the windows and shouting at us furiosly that he was still in there,we had only wanted to torch the house,to take something away from him,it didn’t stop us or matter to us though.We just stared at him ,whilst holding hands(we were both nervous but we felt he was getting what he deserved)untill we saw the flames ingulf him,then we sort of went crazy,we checked no-one had seen us then we ran off and went to my house where I told my mum that we were having a celebration that it was the beginning of the summer holidays ,invited Dusty’s parents and step-mother and we partied.Well sort of partied,Dusty got some fireworks from her house and we all set them off ,Then me and Dusty danced till midnight,while the adults drank wine and laughed all night.At least Dusty got to sleep over that night.When we were watching television the next morning ,the news came on and it had his picture on it ,explaining that he had burnt to death slowly in a fire,then the whole house exploded,turns out he had loads of drugs and weapons in his cellar.Sadly the house next to him got blown up aswell but luckily the family were having a meal and are getting full compensation.I wish everyone knew the truth ,of how we feel, we aren’t murderers even though we killed people, I doubt that makes sense.
Tara




“Yeah ,Wham! Flames exploded everywhere ,you should have seen his face,those screaming eyes,his muted voice, wish we had done this earlier,maybe …that….. wouldn’t have happened” whispered Dusty to Tarah
“Yea,I wish I could have done something hun ,to help you,you should have told me,but nevermind about that now.Its all over,hes gone for good.”replied Tarah,her voice hushed and she looked about glancing to and fro ,making sure no-one was listening.It was Lunch time at Herald High school and busier than normal,Tommy,the quietest and nerdiest boy in the class walked past,pushing up his glasses and waving,Suddenly he tripped over the most popular prep,Darren lee’s Foot,his books spilling everywhere and his nose beginning to bleed from its contact with the floor.Tarah sniggered and watched as Tommy struggled up holding his nose and scrabbling with his other hand ,across the floor in an attempt to pick up his boooks,Then she smiled and turned to face Dusty “So, What do you want to do?”
Days Past like minutes,weeks like hours and Dusty and Tarah became strong friends,their lives entwined in a weird and twisted world no-one else seemed to see.
Bzzzzzt
“Tarah!I just came back from the shops and saw this note about our parents both going for a meal,so I thought it was a perfect time for you to come over ,I got a beautifull prese
led her into the Living room.Apon A dresser was a silver Jewelry box,Tarah looked at Dusty then walked over to the jewelry box and Opened it,In a purple velvet drawer was a Large silver Cross necklace with a single Diamond in the centre,She gasped and lifted it up ,adoring it .Dusty walked over ,took the necklace out of Tarahs hand and carefully placed it around the other girls neck.
“It looks beautiful on you” whispered Dusty,then leaning over she kissed the other’s lips,Tarah continued the kiss,lasting only a few seconds but feeling like hours to both girls,then Dusty pulled away and