Suffer

\"The day i met you, Alexia, my life was destoryed. All 18 years of my life, had a meaning of evil and hate cause of you.
I try to think of my life without you. All the things you have done to me, as you said \"You\'ll love this... you\'ll love me for it.\"
Just because we were born on the same day, month, and year, about 1 minute apart, you thought it was love. I thought it meant, everything i wanted,
a good life in the future, a nice family, a great job was destoryed before it even started.
While good things were happening to you, bad; terrible things were happening to me, cause of you.

I never was the perfect child, i didn\'t get straight \"A\"s in school, i was lucky to get a \"D\" or \"C\" because of the fact,
i was helping you with your work, while you got the Straight \"A\" and didn\'t know jack about what the work was about. Your parents thought
YOU were the perfect child, great at sports, Miss HomeComing Queen, Crown Prom Queen since freshman year, miss goody two shoes, never late for class.
I wonder why, you always FORCED me walk You to class. You didn\'t care if i got exspelled for always being late. You thought your life was so easy, people
willing to do whatever you asked, just to be their friend, but all you thought of was yourself, you treated everybody like shit and they never complained,
you never heard a bad thing about you or knew somebody that hated you.

But guess what, goody bitch, here\'s one. I hate you. I always have. I even thought of ways to destory your perfect life. I have no friends left cause of
you, they hate you, and i hate myself, for the fact that i know you. But my life will soon get better, i can have everything i ever wanted. The great job
i always want, the nice family, and a good future. All i need was you out of the picture. I thought of ways to kill you. But only one seemed right.
Either across your neck or right in the heart. You always thought that one day i would go \"Michael Meyes\" and start killing everybody know, just cause
i like horror movies and could sit through them without blinking or moving till the movie was over, while you are screaming your head off, trying to hide behind like the killer in the movie was gonna come alive and try and kill you. Stupid bitch. But i wished it had, whatever horror movie we saw together, i had always wished the killer came alive and killed you.

Hearing your voice always made me want to vomit, i wanted to die when you said that you loved me and you hoped we got married and would be together
forever, i wanted to choke you, and let your life slip away and never let go till i knew you were dead. But i waited, wanting more of a reason to kill you, Alexia.

It was more than you putting in your stupid, annoying girl band and girl singers in my cd player on the way to school. I hated having you in my car, but
since we lived next door to each other, our parents thought it was best and easy. I hated the fact that you told everybody that we were best friends. I wanted
nothing to do with you, Alexia. I hated you for always calling me by my first and middle name, you never called me \"Danny\" like everybody else.

I, Danny, had the perfect plan to kill you, Alexia. No one will never know we did it! My brother, Charlie and my best friend, Derick, both hated you as
much as i did, i doubt they hated you more. For days, we planned your death. And now, today, this hour, it\'s perfect. Since Charlie was good friends with your boyfriend, Chris, Charlie paid him a little visit. For this visit, to your boyfriend, Charlie was to get three of Chris\' hair and three pieces from his carpet, blue in the hallway by the door, and a little blue in the living room and in his bedroom. After an hour, Charlie can back with the three pieces of carpet and the hair. The next was so much fun, we have it down perfect, you were gonna be home alone for a weekend, so this made it more perfect.

Since you talked me into taking you shopping, the only thing Charlie and Derick had to do was hit you in the head with a hammer and gag you and tie you up,
so you couldn\'t escape or scream. After a day of trying not to kill you in a public place, we returned home at 6:30, you begged me to leave you in your
drive way, little miss lazy bitch, can\'t walk less than 5 feet to your own house, you have to dropped off, you complain about freezing in \"the long walk
home\" I do admit it was cold, i\'m glad that i have gloves on when i drove my car home. My parents were out eating dinner with Derick\'s parents and thought
we\'d be shopping till 11. So you were good for one thing, you took to long to shop, which made it for us. Nobody else was home in the neighborhood so it was easy to put the car in the garage without being noticed. I knew my parents would never take out the trash, for that was Charlie\'s and my job, so i got my suit and mask out from the trash bin and lucky for me, your father had planned big trees on the sides of your house, so i could jump your fence without being seen by anybody who maybe walking by or from a house.

Lucky us we were VERY careful, 2 jars perfect for whatever, we had 3 gloves on and a suit that painters use, we planned this down to the wire, we waited for just the right time when your parents were going to remodel the room above the garage. They left everything we needed to kill you Alexia. It was perfect.

So stupid, you didn\'t even noticed that your front door was unlocked, you just opened in, closed and locked it. You put your keys in the little basket
your parents keep for all the set of keys on a little table near the front door with a mirror hanging over it. You\'re so stupid, you didn\'t even look up
into the mirror to see the hammer coming down at you, hitting you in the head, knocking you to the ground. Lucky for Derick and Charlie, they were
wearing plastic suits and masks that are easy to burn. They have just finished, tieing you up and gagging you when i came in the back door. Your family
never does lock door. Stupid family. \"Just you to want to be the best at everything and make others feel stupid and that they can\'t do anything right\"
I said to you. I like you not having some stupid smart ass answer to throw back at me. No matter what i say, that\'s what you do. I do have to say that i
rather enjoyed killing you, Alexia.

I wanted you to suffer, i didn\'t wanna kill you fast and easy. Ohh no, dear Alexia, i wanted you to suffer, like you have made me over the years.
Everything you had done to me, will end on this day. Watching Charlie and Derick put you on the four sheets on the floor, so your blood couldn\'t get
on the carpet. Oh Alexia, this was going to be fun to me. I didn\'t feel sorry for you, and your muffled crying and sobbing and screaming make it more
enjoyable. Watching you begged muffled was going to make this all the more enjoyable. I couldn\'t wait for you to die.


Slowly and not deep, i cut your chest open. You were screaming to hard, your veins looked like they were gonna pop. I couldn\'t help but
laugh at you. I thought it would be fun making a large \"X\" on your chest, i didn\'t care how much blood come out of you, i just wanted you dead. Your
blood came out like a truck load dumping gravel on the ground. You were screaming so loud i thought you were gonna break my ears drums and the vase on
the table near your head. I thought of ways to kill you while you were just screaming your little ugly head off.

I didn\'t care how deep the knife went, i wanted you to die. I hated you so much that you would never know! The three of us had so much fun hurting you. Derick got another knife from the kitchen, he decided to cut your fingers off one by one. Ohhhhh how you screamed, you tried to kick but you couldn\'t cause we tied your legs together. Derick went quite evil, i think he had almost as much fun as i did. He got a jar, filled it up with water and put each finger in the jar and put it behind some frozen foods in the freezer in your kitchen. It wasn\'t part of the plan but it worked for me.

Charlie went evil as well, he decided to cut your toes off, of course you were kicking so I knocked you out with a lamp. I couldn\'t help but laugh inside of how evil my brother and my best friend were being. Charlie used the same knife Derick did. Personally, i would have used that long knife your dad had, i guess Charlie didn\'t want to make another trip.