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Angst › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
736
Reviews:
0
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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There Are No Words...
Title: There Are No Words...
Author: Silverfang
Rating: Well, let\'s see...R is for...?
Summary: Just a lovely little ficlet for/about Josh, and today, and last night, and...*sighs*
A/N: Thanks for the reviews! 8 in total! You guys really like me? Cool. Not many people do. Like I said, you guys can contact me anytime, and thanks again!
A/N2: Just a thought. Josh IS a real person, and I do not own him. Yet. ^_^ And these are true stories/poems. So thanks. And I update just about every other day except on weekends, so you can look in here from time to time if you\'d like to.
~Silverfang
~There Are No Words...~
There are no words for this feeling I\'m feeling. There are no words to even attempt to describe it.
I still think of that look I saw. The way you kind of...well, brightened. But it wasn\'t what I thought.
I thought everything in a moment. But when I talked to you on AOL IM last night, you were acting weird. And suddenly, I realized what I had to do.
My fingers were trembling as they hit the keys.
And suddenly, somehow, I ended up going from this trembling, crying little thing I hate to watching your words come up on the screen.
And I started crying again.
I\'m so sorry, my dear sweet boy. I couldn\'t help those words, those three little words I\'ve spilled onto the screen. You aren\'t ready, but you like me too. I know that. Both of those things. I was just so worried that I would lose you, but now you\'ve got a choice on your mind. You can go back with her; we both know she wants you to, or you can try with me. I promise I\'ll be the best thing you\'ll ever find. I\'d treasure you to no end and back again, and you\'d be happier than you ever were.
But I give you the advice of a friend. Of a girl.
She\'s hurt you once. She knows how you tick, how you\'ll respond. She knows how to push your buttons just right so you\'ll laugh or cry.
I give you the advice of a long lost soul.
Do not trust her so easily. Not again. She would break you just as quickly as she would take you back.
And lastly, I give you the advice of my heart.
Give me a chance. I love you so much, and tonight I just barely told you how much.
You did see it, didn\'t you? That I liked you, cared for you more than a friend would. But I was scared to tell you, scared that it would hurt us.
But not scared of you. Never of you.
And I told you the only thing I learned by going to a Catholic school for those long years before I met you (A/N: yup, folks, baptised catholic, but not practicing. surprised?).
I tell you the story of King Solomon. Of the baby he was brought.
But the tale is not important. What is important is this.
The one who truly loves you will let you go, even if it means forever. I\'ll let you go, if that\'s what you wish. You would never lose me. I just wanted to tell you how I felt.
I just wanted to know how you felt.
And now I write this.
There are no words to describe the agony of unrequited love (kudos to my friend hirai for talking to me today). There are no words to describe how I\'m feeling right now.
And Josh? My dear, sweet, romantic little angel?
There are no words, written or typed, spoken or hidden, to describe my love.
~Silverfang
Dedicated both to Josh and hiraikotsu. I hope you get the other piece of your heart someday. I think I\'ve found mine.
Author: Silverfang
Rating: Well, let\'s see...R is for...?
Summary: Just a lovely little ficlet for/about Josh, and today, and last night, and...*sighs*
A/N: Thanks for the reviews! 8 in total! You guys really like me? Cool. Not many people do. Like I said, you guys can contact me anytime, and thanks again!
A/N2: Just a thought. Josh IS a real person, and I do not own him. Yet. ^_^ And these are true stories/poems. So thanks. And I update just about every other day except on weekends, so you can look in here from time to time if you\'d like to.
~Silverfang
~There Are No Words...~
There are no words for this feeling I\'m feeling. There are no words to even attempt to describe it.
I still think of that look I saw. The way you kind of...well, brightened. But it wasn\'t what I thought.
I thought everything in a moment. But when I talked to you on AOL IM last night, you were acting weird. And suddenly, I realized what I had to do.
My fingers were trembling as they hit the keys.
And suddenly, somehow, I ended up going from this trembling, crying little thing I hate to watching your words come up on the screen.
And I started crying again.
I\'m so sorry, my dear sweet boy. I couldn\'t help those words, those three little words I\'ve spilled onto the screen. You aren\'t ready, but you like me too. I know that. Both of those things. I was just so worried that I would lose you, but now you\'ve got a choice on your mind. You can go back with her; we both know she wants you to, or you can try with me. I promise I\'ll be the best thing you\'ll ever find. I\'d treasure you to no end and back again, and you\'d be happier than you ever were.
But I give you the advice of a friend. Of a girl.
She\'s hurt you once. She knows how you tick, how you\'ll respond. She knows how to push your buttons just right so you\'ll laugh or cry.
I give you the advice of a long lost soul.
Do not trust her so easily. Not again. She would break you just as quickly as she would take you back.
And lastly, I give you the advice of my heart.
Give me a chance. I love you so much, and tonight I just barely told you how much.
You did see it, didn\'t you? That I liked you, cared for you more than a friend would. But I was scared to tell you, scared that it would hurt us.
But not scared of you. Never of you.
And I told you the only thing I learned by going to a Catholic school for those long years before I met you (A/N: yup, folks, baptised catholic, but not practicing. surprised?).
I tell you the story of King Solomon. Of the baby he was brought.
But the tale is not important. What is important is this.
The one who truly loves you will let you go, even if it means forever. I\'ll let you go, if that\'s what you wish. You would never lose me. I just wanted to tell you how I felt.
I just wanted to know how you felt.
And now I write this.
There are no words to describe the agony of unrequited love (kudos to my friend hirai for talking to me today). There are no words to describe how I\'m feeling right now.
And Josh? My dear, sweet, romantic little angel?
There are no words, written or typed, spoken or hidden, to describe my love.
~Silverfang
Dedicated both to Josh and hiraikotsu. I hope you get the other piece of your heart someday. I think I\'ve found mine.