Innocent Dreams

Innocent Dreams
Scott looked around not really recognizing this beach he was standing on which was kind of strange since he’d been on practically every beach in the whole country. `How did I end up here?´ he thought to himself. The sun was setting – a beautiful crimson sky and purple clouds playing with their own shapes. The sand was still warm beneath him and as he turned around he saw his best friend walking toward him. “Dude, how did we get here man? I can’t for the life of me remember anything about driving here” His friend had an amused expression on his pretty face. He quickly licked his lips and smiled at his bewildered mate. “Stop being so weird man, you didn’t have that much weed today, bro” He picked up a surfboard from off the sand and put it in his van. Scott watched his friend’s every move as it seemed to go in slow-motion. His dark eyes wide open and for some reason which he couldn’t figure out himself he was not looking at his friend in a strictly “friend/platonic” way. Every move his friend did was sensual the way he caressed the board when taking off the remaining sand, the way he ever so slowly turned around- eyes emerald green, shining, burning, hair all un-combed and fair- and his body. Oh, let’s not get into that too much to put it simply the guy was an athlete and had been most of his life. He was slightly shorter than Scott but none the less hot because of it. Scott awaked from his day-dreaming and secret lusting and got in the van, his hands shaking and his heart thumping loudly in his chest. `Why am I feeling this way?´ he thought `Why all of a sudden like this and if he was going gay why hadn’t he noticed this before?´
He tried to shake it off but the more he tried the more excited he got. As his friend was driving occupied with watching the road and listening to the radio Scott was occupied watching his friend- he really couldn’t help it! His gaze drawn to the lips of his blonde muscular friend, those lips were so yummy so red and sullen and sensuous. And every time he looked he wanted to kiss them. Next thing he knew he was unloading the van and as he reached for his friend’s surf board he felt him stand right behind him. Turning around he said: “Jay, you kind of freaked me out” breathing out he continued “sneak up on me why don’t you”.
Jay stared at him not saying a word; his moistened lips slightly parted his eyes blazing confidently at him. Lips of both males connected and as they kissed, it was hungrily and rough, tongues swirling in each others mouths.
Jay run his fingers through Scott’s spiky tousled dark brown hair the texture of it so soft to the touch. He took a firm hold of it and pulled the other male’s head back. “This is what you wanted wasn’t it?” he raised his eyebrows and lowered his gaze in a suggestive way “You want me don’t you?”
“Yes” Scott growled in response a bit tormented by the rough handling of his hair. The pain shot through his body in an interesting way, you know a good kind of pain. “I have wanted you since the minute I laid eyes on you” Scott felt his already growing hard-on get even harder and as Jay reached for the bulge in his friend’s pants Scott gasped. Jay had an evil smile on his face and licked Scott’s lips slowly, teasingly, rewarding him for his truthfulness. “I want you so bad” Scott head himself say, seems he couldn’t control what came out of his mouth. He never meant to say any of this. “Take me Jay, fuck me, please just do it to me”.


Scott woke up sitting up in his bed all sweaty and eyes wide breathing as though he just ran the marathon. He looked straight ahead seeing only the television in front of him. `No Jay, no hard-on, just a fucking dream´ he thought. “Oh no” he said to himself. Not really sure what to think about that dream, that situation or even his own statement at the moment. Glad though that it was just a dream cause rushing into stuff like that without thinking what it could mean or do to his life is something he just isn’t prepared for right at this moment.
He gets himself out of bed and moves towards the bathroom. But, wait he’s realizing something. ‘Oh, God’ he still had a hard-on.


For the next couple of days he’s idly trying to forget that little episode he had just then because it freaked him out. It also excited hi,, but mainly freaked him out. He concentrates on everything he does so that he won’t remember.
Playing on his guitar and singing- then suddenly flashbacks of his friend kissing him, no! stop! Then turning on the TV, oh look it’s queer eye for the straight guy on, don’t even go there! And taking his car for a spin brings back the sullen lips-stare in the van. Oh, gorgeous lips, lips parted, lips on his mouth, on his throat, on his dick. NO! Shit this isn’t going to work, have to stop avoiding the dude. Suddenly he hears a phone ringing. His phone is ringing. “Hello?”
“Hey dude, it’s Jay want to chill out at the bar tonight?” Scott’s heart is pounding; he feels his skin turn red form blushing. “Scott you there?”
He snaps out of it. “Um, yeah sure I’d love to” ‘Oh holy shit did I actually say that?’ he thinks. ‘A bit overdoing it, “love to”’ yep he’s probably going to get a scolding for that. But Jay doesn’t tease him for his odd choice of words.
“Oh-kay, see ya then” They hang up. Scott in terrible anguish, what to do? Show up or not? Well he can’t take it back now he said he’d come. Might as well get it over with, he cant avoid the kid forever. Scott is just six months older but keeps calling Jay ‘kid’- much to his dismay. “Ah, fuck it” he says out loud “get over it, it was a fucking dream, just a dream!


When Scott shows up at their favorite bar Jay’s already there. He feels his heart pounding faster ‘stop this’ he says to his heart. Jay’s already surrounded by women quite the chick magnet spite his tender age of seventeen. Women are undeniably drawn to him; of all ages as well. Scott himself has never had a problem getting girls seeing as he’s quite the hottie but totally “detesting that superficial crap”- he gets his act together and walks over to his friend giving him a nonchalant “hey”.
“hey yourself” Jay smiles at him with that typical smile of confidence, self-indulgence and genuine happiness over seeing his best buddy.
“What have you been up to? Been trying to get a hold of you all day” Scott just shrugs “really”.
“Yeah, called your ceike ike a thousand times” Scott picks up his cellular phone and oh, look five unanswered calls. “Sorry man been busy, you know how it is”
“Well, you aint busy no more here have a drink, relax” When hearing Jays normal relaxed voice he feels more at ease with the situation and takes a long deep breath. But all the while he doesn’t dare look his friend in the eye. After a few drinks and lots of talk about the usual guy-stuff he looks Jay in the eye. And guess what, with the help of a few beers it’s actually not that bad. He doesn’t recoil in mortification as they stare at each other because after all, Jay doesn’t know what he’s been dreaming. So as the night goes by and the alcohol-filled glasses are being emptied Scott gets more and more at ease with his friend. At one point he gets so at ease with him- he just decides to blurt out the whole tale of his dreaming leaving a gaping incredulous Jay sitting there. At first Scott thinks that he’s said too much, he is absolutely right. Then to his surprise Jay smiles a little. That must have been the most secretive smile he’s ever seen, just before Jay breaks into laughter which makes Scott laugh as well.
“Dude” jay says in between laughter “I knew you had a thing for me” Scott hits his friend playfully on the arm “No, dude, you were the one who kissed me” thinking it best not to mention the desire he felt in his dream besides he couldn’t bring himself to say ‘hard-on’. “Yeah but you were the one who dreamt it”
Scott looks at Jay with a surly look on his face “Like I can control my dreams”
“Of course you can” Jay says seriously then breaking into goofy smiles again “when you really want something” the guys start laughing again and they bring up another topic much to Scott’s relief and they drink the night away.
Fortunately Jay’s place is waking distance form the bar so they walk home to his place deciding not to drive because they are way too hammered for that. They can barely even control their feet and legs, their bodied swinging them from one side of the road to the other.


When at Jay’s pad they’re still in that gitty,funny mood and laughing in between words but Jay gets serious and intends to go deeper when being reminded of the dream. He just has to know what Scott really feels about him. Somehow he’s gonna get a confession out of the boy and preferably he’s gonna get it now.
“How did you experience the dream then?” he asked lightly. Scott just looked at his friend staring kind of on his guard now that he brought the dream-topic back up. “Um I dunno” he shrugs “it was weird man” Jay gives him a sly look.
“Naw, really you can tell me, it’s just a dream common” Scott hesitates.
“How long have we been friends man?” Jay asks.
“Since, we were five or so”
“Yeah, exactly you really think I’d give up our friendship over a dream?”
“No” Scott says with a slight tremble in his voice growing by the minute.
“So…” Jay inquires.
“Okay, okay” Scott mumbles “but I’m only telling you this because I’m thoroughly smashed and you’ll probably not remember it tomorrow”
“Yeah”
“In my dream I liked it, okay? It was surreal and you turned me on, you gave me the biggest fucking wood- in the dream that is.” Jay sits down on his wide comfortable bed not knowing what to say next. The boys stay quiet for a while then Scott’s had enough of silence. “You had to bring it up again didn’t you?”
“Of course” Jay says blatantly.
“Well you better fucking get over it cause it was just a dream- I don’t really feel that way about you. That’s what dreams are for to fuck you up and stir shit up.”
“Really” the blonde green-eyed male says dully. ‘Not feel that way about me-my ass’ he thinks ‘then why did you go tell me about it then if it aint bothering you on some level.’ He doesn’t say it to his friend; he’s planning on other means to get the boy to reveal how he really feels. Weather he knows it already or not.


The guys are already tired and decide sleep is a good alternative to get rid of head-spinning. Jay doesn’t own a couch but a very wide bed- so they’ll have to bunk in together. “I sleep on my side and you can sleep wherever you want as long as it’s not on my side” he says drowsily “you behave now, no fondling of any kind, got it?” he jokes. Scott just gives him the finger “I’ll try to restrain myself” he says with a lot of sarcasm in his dark voice. They sleep through most of the night, the first half an hour lying awake though wondering if the other one is awake, then they finally slumber.
Jay waked up it’s an hour before sunrise but something else has risen already. He feels his already hard dick go even stiffer when he rolls over to look at Scott sleeping there, so innocently. Sound asleep and heart-breakingly gorgeous doing just that. ‘So tattooed man I said you couldn’t fondle me, but I never said I wouldn’t do it to you. I know you want this Scott you’re just afraid to admit it.’
He takes a long deep look at the brunette lying there hair still tousled and lips like a woman’s- so full and plump and soft. Oh how he’d love to kiss those lips at least he’s not afraid to admit it you know when asked. He lifts his hand to caress the side of Scotts face his fingers moving from there to the strong outline of his jawbone, to his little chin and up to his mouth. Fingers lingering there he strokes the lips once with his thumb and moves in to kiss them. ‘mmm like beer and vanilla’. The brunette doesn’t wake up, still sound asleep. ‘Okay’ he thinks then he removes the covers to find a perfectly smooth upper-body. Such a creamy color it’s like milk chocolate with just a bit more milk than the color of his own skin. Being bonafide surf-dudes they spend a lot of time in the sun creating a nice tan for themselves. The younger male leans in to have a taste of those pink fleshy lil nipples. He swirls his tongue around them and bites them very gently- just enough to make a potential arousal make a guest appearance. He lifts more of the covers down to stop just before the pubes. This guys (what he likes to call) ‘dick muscles’ are accentuated and on him it looks like the perfect invitation to go further down, he drops down to lick those as well and cant help giving the tattoo on his hip an affectionate kiss. The blonde keeps up the oral adoration for the second boy and gets off on it at the same time. But Jay cant stop there can he now? Oh, no he has to at least see what the other guy’s dick looks like. Pulling down the covers even more he finds underwear. Well off with those and there it is in all its glory. Scott’s dick. ‘cool’ he thinks ‘it’s just like mine’ Jay was really glad to find a flawless cock there: unbent, no marks, hardly any big visible veins, healthy and clean and in a lovely shade of pink as well. He almost can’t wait to blow his friend. Who by the way is awake now but fake-sleeping curious what his friend id up to next. Jay starts out with placing himself on top of Scott without putting any weight on him, straddling him and kisses the guys throat, the taste of him is strangely familiar, salty though, but very nice. He licks a perfectly straight line from the boys throat right down to the base of his cock. And his rough fingers clinging on to his chest and well shaped waist. Jay wants to show him exactly what he’s going to do with that little hint. He bravely grabbed the base of his friend’s cock- seeing as the kid had never done this before he needed some courage. Then he licked it and spus tos tongue around the tip of it, watching how it got harder and bigger then he sucked it into his mouth, the big piece of flesh pulsing inside his hot wet mouth.
Scott started breathing faster and more excitedly. So he took it as a good sign and sucked harder unto the brunette’s dick. He couldn’t deep-throat to save his life but he made up for that by working his hand on the remaining flesh. Looking up every now and then he started to think the dude was awake but not saying anything. ‘Oh my fucking god’ he thinks to himself still giving his friend head ‘this is incredible I’m actually blowing this gorgeous guy who happens to be my best friend- and he’s letting me! And liking it by the sounds of it.’
As Jay sucked harder just to be re-assured Scott started moaning even louder. Swearing heatedly some un identified curse words involving religious characters and profanity. Then just to tease him he abruptly stopped leaving Scott hanging by a thread. Hey he wasn’t going to just give the guy an orgasm and then not be able to take credit for it, besides this wasn’t his mission- damn it he just wanted some answers! “Ah, come on!” Scott says the drunkenness still in his voice and the alcohol is a strong inducement in his preference in reasoning at the moment.
Jay raised his eyebrows “Oh, so we’re awake now, hu?”
“Please continue” Scott just said. Jay refused shaking his head.
“Nope, not until you confess that you liked that dream, not until you confess that you feel something for me”
“What?” Scott says in disbelief “are you crazy? Now continue”
“NO”
Scott is absolutely frustrated “Okay, I liked it, and I like you”
Jay shakes his head again. “Like you mean it, try honesty for once, Scott”
It takes Scott a few moments but he finally sits up to look at his friend. “The way I feel about you is this” he cups Jay’s face in his hands and kissed the other male the sexiest way he knows how leaving a dazed and fuzzy-feeling Jay with Scott’s own saliva glistening on Jays lips. “It’s all I know so far, and you are my best friend Jay there is no one like you in the whole world.” Jay seeming quite pleased with that answer returns to Scott’s neglected dick. Scott doesn’t lie down this time he keeps watching how Jays rapacious mouth takes in most of his length and sucks him into oblivion. He puts his hand on Jay’s head as if to guide him, but all he wants to do is feel the guys short pillow-hair between his fingers. Jay doesn’t know it but Scott feels immense love and affection for him. But he cant tell the dude that, besides what’s he gonna say? ‘I love you dude?’ no way, he doesn’t want to scare his friend off, and he just might do that if he tells him how much he loves him, just how much he wants him and just how much he’s loving this right now. Jay tastes the pre-come in his mouth and knows soon the brunette will ejaculate. As he comes Scotts first impulse is to hold his friend as near to him as possible. But he cant do that without making the other guy choke on his dick. Jay feels the heat of the semen fill his mouth up and decides to swallow the stuff for a lack of will to run to the bathroom immediately. “Shit” Scott breathes “that was awesome”.
“I did my best” Jay snuggle up beside Scott and they lay there for a while trying to grasp the situation just feeling warm and safe in each other’s arms. And then they fell asleep again.


Scott is the one to wake up first this time when he opens his eyes he’s already facing his sleeping friend. God, he never knew the guy could look so peaceful and utterly beautiful. Eyelashes so blonde, slightly darker than the hair on his head, the perfectly tanned skin, the shape of his eyes, the strong jawbone and marked cheekbones and oh, the lips slightly curved in a sensuous expression.
So different from how he’s used to see him usually they both carry goofy-looking smiles and hardly ever a frown. Scott moves in closer till their faces are just inches apart and he reaches for his best friend’s face. Jay opens his eyes and Scott withdraws his hand but Jay chases it with his own and puts it on his face. Scott smiles slightly and sadly as he realizes his newfound infatuation with his long-time friend. Green eyes glittering back at him comfortingly. Head is pounding- monster head-ache from last night, but he remembers everything and ttimetime not denying anything to himself or his friend who seems to remember everything as well- can tell by the touching and the way he smiles back at him.
As their lips meet in a slow soft sensual kiss Scott’s hands beguines to wander to explore Jay’s body. But when the making out and groping got wilder and closer and hotter Jay breaks it off. “Scott, wait stop. Are you sure this is what you want?” Scott just smiles seductively. “Yes Jay this is what I want. I’ve never wanted anything more” Jay hisses out of sheer pleasure when he feels Scott’s hand on his own cock. And then mumbles “we’re going to hell for this, aint no way something that feels this good can be allowed” The two boys have intense eye contact and Scott lustily replies. “No, were not going to hell, I’m gonna take you to heaven.”

The End.