What I Owe

Author’s
Note – Written from the p.o.v. of an original character created by myself &
darthelwig named Huck. He was abused as
a child, & ‘wrote’ this (through me, GhostHelwig) to a certain man...style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Rated R for sexual connotations of the slash
variety...

To
anyone who cares, the ‘he’ in this story is his lover, Pol...

What
I Owe

by Huck Helwig

I
used to give in to you

Without
even thinking what I did through

Because
I was conditioned to believe

To
take it all and never leave

To
be around for you to put me down

Until
someone came and picked me off the ground

The
chain around my throat broke

Every
time he spoke

I
used to think everything you did was fine

Even
when you threw out everything of mine

Even
when you opened my mouth just to spit down my throat

I
still thought it was okay for you to gloat

Because
my worth is something I could never see

Until
the day he came and showed the world to me

The
rope around my throat is severed

Now
and forever

I
used to listen to you spout your rot

I
was a good boy, just like I was taught

And
when you’d shove it down my throat

I’d
smile and swallow and try not to choke

And
this was my life and this was your sin

And
you’ll never take me back again

For
the noose around my throat is gone

Thanks
to him

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