Empty Space

Empty Space (inspired the the song \"Empty Space\" by Lifehouse)


(Too late to hate, too tired to care. Take what you want and forget the rest.)

She layes next to me. I feel her smooth skin, hear her soft breath. She is beautiful. I have never let a woman spend the night in my bed before, but for some reason she is different. We have a strange realtionship, her and I. It started about a year ago, when I had met her through an aquaintance. I had been struck by her features. Beautiful green eyes and soft pouty lips. I instantly had stiffened, wanting those lips around me. I had intended to treat her like I had every woman before. Slave and Master. I didn\'t know if she wanted it this way, and was pretty sure she didn\'t, but it mattered not. She was mine, no matter how bad I was for her.

(Cause I\'ve been down, this road before. And all that I\'ve found leads me straight back to you.)


Not long after we had met, we began talking frequently, untill I was sure she was hooked. What I hadn\'t counted on was becoming friends with her in the meantime. It was a normal process, I guess. For when two people talk as much as we had, a friendship was bound to occur. We spoke of many things, music, movies, and alot of sex. I hadn\'t really counted on telling her so much about me but I felt compelled. She talked alot, sometimes too much, but she could listen to. I learned her buttons and pushed them often. Then one day she told me the words I wanted to hear. \"I think I love you,\" She had said. This was perfection to me, and perfection counted a hell of a lot. I told her how stupid she was, and how I would use it against her. She suprised me by saying \"I know.\"

(Your beautiful... your confusing.)


We went through much after that, became closer. Then she came to my appartment to visit. We knew we would have sex, we had even planned it many times. So when we came face to face, the air was charged. I began by pulling her to me after dinner. My mouth hovering next to hers, and whispering the things I was going to make her feel. I had decided to go with the \"slow sex\" version we had discussed instead of skipping straight to the gagging her with my cock. She leaned into me and tucked her head under my chin. She was petite and fit there comfortably. I had a feeling she was shy and emabaressed, so I took her chin softly between my fingers pulling her mouth to mine. Electricity flowed as my tongue found hers. I heard her gasp and moan, and I had to have her.

(Your illogical...... your amazing.)


I pulled her into the bedroom and rarely took my mouth from hers, only to undress us both. As I took hold of her hand to lead her to the bed she dropped to her kness, pulling me into her mouth. I felt strange for a second, like I was mistreating her for letting her do this for me, so I pulled her back up. \"I can\'t wait,\" my lips spoke against hers. She backed into the bed and layed down, her beautiful eyes seeking mine forordeorders. This time, there were none. I positioned myself between her legs and kissed her passionately. It felt amazing! I don\'t think I had ever experianced a kiss like hers before. I felt alive, and ready. I was unable to wait a moment longer.

(And I\'ve seen the world, it\'s overrated.)


I thrusted into her, bringing a cry of passion from her lips to mix in our mating mouths.
\"I love you.\" She spoke, knowing I would not answer in turn. I made love to her instead, deeply penetrating her tight opening. Her hands flew to my back as she neared her peak, her insides clenching me tightly. I gazed at her while her eyes were closed, memorizing her face. I found her beautiful. Her full bottom lip clenched between her teeth, her long lashes playing against her silken, white cheeks. As she came, she called out my name and I felt her shudder. I could not hold back one second longer. My lips found hers and I thrusted deeply, pouring my seed inside her.

(Untill your everything....)


We layed like that for an eternity, our bodies still joined. Neither of us wanted to move untill I worried about causing her discomfort. She never could tell me no and I doubt she would\'ve even if I was hurting her. She scooted over from the middle of my bed and breathed heavily. I almost thought she was asleep, untill she spoke. \"I guess I will go and let you have your bed back,\" She smiled. The thought of her leaving bothered me for some reason. I sat and cupped her face between my hands. Looking deeply into her eyes I said words I never thought I would say. \"Spend the night with me?\"

(I have nothing.......)


She knew this was unusual and tears formed in her eyes. They pained me. I hated seeing her cry. I kissed her cheeks, her tears tasted salty. Something inside me screamed a warning, but this I did not heed. I pulled her back to the pillows, my arms going around her. We slept this way untill a little while ago. And this is where I am now. Laying next to her, knowing she will leave. That I will chase her away. I kiss her cheeks, her neck, her face. A thought hits me like a bolt of lightning. I love her. My heart swells, and I feel my stomache drop. What do I do now? I know I cannot bear her leaving me, I\'m just not sure how to tell her I want her to stay.

(But empty space....)

She wakes and turns slightly, my mouth finds hers. I finally decide I must tell her. \" I love you.\" I say and look into her eyes for her reaction. Tears form and she smiles. \"I had hoped.\" We make love many times before morning, and discuss her moving in with me. I am happy. For the first time in my life, my heart works. I have everything, and no longer feel empty as I always have.
(Untill your everything... I have nothing, but empty space.)
~Fin~