In spite

If I walked the world,
It still wouldn\'t be enough time to clear this mind
I ponder to myself
As I stare at the water as it shines
Will I escape myself anytime soon?
What can I do..?

Oh, man,
Will I escape myself anytime soon?
Will I get any help from you?
I try not to care what you\'ve done now and then
And yet you still don\'t seem to be my friend in the end

Now imp going insane,
Doing all that I can,
Even when I\'m doing well
You still wont acknowledge my hand
I gave you everything with
Every breath, every might
Is this spite?


I\'m not sure if I\'m strong,
Maybe I\'m weak,
Despite all the things I try to keep
Why do you take me for granted?
Cuz I\'ve never let you down
Now I\'m hiding in bed,
Right now I wish you dead
Why can’t you help me?
Plant my feet back on solid ground?

Now I\'m going insane,
Doing all that I can,
Even when I\'m doing well
You still wont acknowledge my hand
I gave yveryverything with
Every breath, every might
Is this spite?

I\'ve killed my insane,
I\'ve done everything that I can,
I\'m doing well,
I shouldn\'t bother to offer my hand
I wasted everything
With all the breaths all the might
Now I resent you with spite.