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I'm Sorry For I have Failed

By: MochaKitty
folder Poetry › Free Verse
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 1
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Disclaimer: This is a work of poetry. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.

I'm Sorry For I have Failed

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In my life I tried to accomplish so much.


I wanted to prove to myself…


To prove to you…


But I had failed


 


You were always there for me


Your smile alone, gave me flight from my darkest despair


You were my light and I tried to be…yours


But I had failed


 


And then came the day he arrived…


 


I could tell right away there was something there…


I knew that your two threads of fate would intertwine


I wanted and tried to be a part of that…


But I had failed


 


Your happiness was something I valued


Your pain, your sorrow, were also mine as well


Your cherished moment…I tried to sustain


But I had failed


 


I came to believe that we were simply not meant to be


So instead, I vowed to watch over you…


Protect you…forever


But I had failed


 


The three of us became wonderful friends…


 


We journeyed together far and wide


The days we spent with each other were indescribable


These cherished moments…I tried to sustain


But I had failed


 


Our hardships were many, the battles we fought…difficult.


He was there for you and I felt th was was not needed.


I had wanted to fulfill my vow to you.


But I had failed.


 


And then that fateful day arrived….


 


I suppose I knew nothing could last for eternity


I wished I had been able to change what had happened


I yearned to go back and fix everything


But I had failed


 


I had wanted to fulfill my promises to you.


I was supposed to protect you and make you happy.


Those cherished moments…I was supposed to sustain


But I had failed.


 


It had been raining on that same fateful day…


 


You wailed as you saw his sword pierce through


You ran toward me as I slowly collapsed to the cold and wet
ground.


You cried as I lay there in a pool of crimson…my blood.


You didn’t want it to happen like this


But I had failed.


 


Thunder boomed and the rain continued cascading
down…steadily


 


I looked up and saw your beautiful cerulean eyes.


Normally full of joy…yet now they display anguish, pain, and
sorrow.


Did I do that to you? It must be so. I wanted and vowed to
be there for you…


But I had failed.


 


I felt the pain as I began losing focus.


I didn’t want it to end this way, no not this way at all.


I desired to live on…


But I had failed


 


You were holding me when my body relaxed.


You shook your head as you began whispering my name.


Your crystal tears created small splashes against my cold
face.


You sobbed…into my still form wishing for me to wake up.


But I had failed.


 


A year had passed since that incident….


 


I heard that the funeral was beautiful


I heard that I was missed by many


I heard that you had cried


Simply because I had died


 


I failed you in every way…


 


Your life…I had failed to protect


 


Your happiness…I had failed to value


 


Our cherished moment…I had failed to sustain


 


And ove…ove…I had failed to express…


 


I’m sorry…


For I have failed you.