Contemplation

Such strange, strange
unobviouse things,
I wonder to myself as I feel my piercings
I wont lie,
Some things in life make me feel high
Though theres things that make me wonder
And often ponder why I try

Contemplation,
This manipulation
The things deep down
This scarification
Contemplation
This manipulation
The things deep down
This scarification

Ive had several skys in my eyes,
Conteplated why does life kill,
And at night I lay awake wondering whats real,
I\'m past all thats humane,
The things they call sex appeal
And should I feel?

So much, when is it enough?
I yearn for something to lift me up
When times get rough,
I got lost,
And still havnt been found
Because no one seems to be around
Im still trying to find what I want
Trying to find whats up whatwn
wn

Contemplation,
This manipulation
The things deep down
This scarification
Contemplation
This manipulation
The things deep down
This scarification

Whats with this?
This essance, is it a hidden message?
I thought life was supposed to be presiouse
I thought those things were to be true
To tell the truth
I never knew what else could be more blue
When I stepped in this hue
Now Im lost and confused,
Been fucked up and used,
Wheres that better life thats supposed to exist?
Is it something I missed?
This life style...
Have I been living like a wild child
Trapped in the leaves,
point black like a gun,
I yearn for the day to see something standing out in the sun

Contemplation,
This manipulation
The things deep down
This scarification
Contemplation
This manipulation
The things deepn
Tn
This scarification

Streched out wondering whats wrong with me,
Wishing there was so much more to see
\'Fraid im nothing fancy,
But hey whats me is me
So strange could it be evil?
Talkin\' \'bout these wicked thoughts that keep buzzin in my head
What else can I find from books Ive read?
I wanna feel alive instef bef being so dead
I want to have a space with good things I can chase
As fars as I know,
I think im capable of this,
So contemplatings over,
I\'m gonna seal it with a kiss
And hope I dont piss onn this

Contemplation,
This manipulation
The things deep down
This scarification
Contemplation
This manipulation
The things deep down
This scarification