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Why cant I be strong?

By: Dismald
folder Poetry › Free Verse
Rating: Adult +
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Disclaimer: This is a work of poetry. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.

Why cant I be strong?

Why aren\'t I scared to die?
These things in life drive me to cry,
I hope I\'ll die the learn,
Watch my stomach churn

Am I lead to believe, that things will be ok?
Watch me vomit in pain and dismay,
I feel strange, and what a hue,
I think Id rather die then learn,
Watch my stomach churn

Take these things away from inside me,
make no sense I know no one can guide me,
No fucking shoulder to lean on, why cant I be strong...

I wish I could take you down,
to show you deep inside, this mind,
this inner work, this cracked shell
its not to far to tap the surface,
nothings as it seems?
I wish I could tell you my problems,
\"fuck that\", only in my dreams!

Take these things away from inside me,
make no sense I know no one can guide me,
No fucking shoulder to lean on, why can\'t I be strong...