You Fucker

You fuck; you gave pain to me...
Staggering I can barely see...
There was trust at one point, I believe...
Then things were raped and taken from me, away from me
I was weak and you started messin’ with me...
You fuck; you couldn\'t back off and let me be free...
I wanted to end all my pain...
Every second I attempted in vain, all vain...

Often the world I cannot face,
Often it’s an image I can taste,
Often I screamed for space,
Oh look... I fell from grace...
I feel something take a hold of thee...
I’ll be fine some day...
Crouching in dismay
I feel God saving me...

Wait
You Fuck, I’d like to put you on a leash,
For once you can’t use your hands for release...
How many times did you touch me, disease?
The threats you said that wouldn\'t free me...

Often the world I cannot face,
Often it’s an image I can taste,
Often I screamed for space,
Oh look... I fell from grace...
I feel something take a hold of thee...
I’ll be fine some day...
Crouching in dismay
I feel God saving me...

Suddenly God gets a hold of me...
I pray that now no one can see...
Hatred in my eyes for thee, fuck thee...
I gotta get a grip and get away from all that pain,
God don\'t let the effort be in vain, this vain?

Often the world I cannot face,
Often it’s an image I can taste,
Often I screamed for space,
Oh look... I fell from grace...
I feel something take a hold of thee...
I’ll be fine some day...
Crouching in dismay
I feel God saving me...
I feel God saving me...
I feel God saving me...