She

She often wonders what people would say
If she just took her light away
Would Tana cry, would Amanda sob
Would Mommy come watch her be laid in the sod
By her teachers would she be missed, or just
An empty seat; not much cause to be fussed
Would she be remembered fondly by all her guys
Would they watch her casket lower with tears in their eyes
Would Daddy just stand there, his little girl lost
Forever forgotten, and laid in the dust
Would Seth miss his sister with whom he had fought
Would heasueasure the things that for him she had bought
And what of the one who holds her very soul
He who is her joy, who knows how to console
Would his heart be broken for he missed his chance
To tell her his feelings and to ask her to dance
It takes me not long to realize that \'she\' is me
My deepest, darkest wonderings yearning to be free