at the begining

Warning, extreme conflict, no sex yet, wait till chapter two

CHAPTER 1
I love this city; it’s the only place I\'m really accepted. Nothing like my home town affectionately referred to as the hole. This could need some explaining, but what the hell, I have time, and lots of it by the looks of it, its only half past two. I suppose the story would start when I was 12........
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I was just coming home from school when a bunch of guys, high school guys, stopped me in the street.
\"Well look what we got hear, it’s the fag. What do you think we should do to-?\"
I began to run in the other direction, as fast as I could. I thought that heading to my friend\'s house would be the best place to go. I wasn\'t fast enough though. One of the guys ran up behind me and pushed me to the ground.
\"You little fuck; running will only make it worse\"
He grabbed me by the hair and made me open my mouth.
\"You look hungry\"
He picked up a large lump of dirt in his hand and shoved it in my mouth.
\"Tastes good doesn\'t it, now chew fagot\"
He grabbed hold of my jaw and began to make me chew, the soil felt horrible in my mouth, I wished I was dead. That’s when he pulled me to my knees.
\"Swallow it, you know you want to\"
He made a snide glare at me and when noticing I would not swallow, he put his hand down my pants and grabbed my balls. I began to tear as his fist clenched and squeezed. I began to cry.
\"Does it hurt fagboy?\"
I spat the dirt out of my mouth.
\"Fuck you\"
I managed to spit in his face; sadly he just got even angrier from that.
\"Open the door to the car\"
He motioned to his buddies to clear the way, and with one swift motion threw me into the car. I was crying like you can\'t believe, I felt so scared, I wanted it to end, just end their and then.
\"Drive to the forest\"
The men in the car tied me up and gagged me. The one, who had grabbed my balls, punched me in the stomach, telling me to shut up.
\"This is going to be fun...........\"
They stopped the car and carried me into the forest, as they entered the forest they dropped me to the ground and dragged me to the clearing.
When they got their, they untied me and threw me to the ground. I tried to get up but one of the guys kicked me in ass, I fell over face first, they began to laugh.
\"You didn\'t swallow, I think you should\"
He grabbed my gag off my face and I immediately began to scream.
\"Shut up fagot\"
And he shoved another lump of dirt into my mouth.
\"Swallow it bitch\"
I did, I swallowed the dirt, which was the lowest point of my life.
\"Good, now for the real fun to begin.\"
He tied my arms to a tree and ripped my clothes off, leaving me sitting their in the cold air, naked. One of the guys left for a few minutes and came back with a large stick, sort of like a broom handle. I had no idea what was about to happen, but happen it did.
\"I hop this hurts\"
The apparent leader of this \"gang\" smiled evilly and shoved the stick into my ass hole.
\"So bitch boy feels good doesn\'t it\"
I began to cry again, the pain was overwhelming, I began to become dazed, I didn\'t know what was happening around me I just wanted it to end...........
I fell unconscious, not sure how long I was out, but when I wok up, my body was like ice, I felt like I had frostbite everywhere in body, it was midnight around, pitch black, I hear sirens in the distance. I hoped to hell they where for me, I don’t think I could have survived any longer; I was just about to fall out to death when I heard voices around, me.
\"On fuck their back\"
I managed to mumble something of that sort. Then I felt a wooly blanket crawl over my shoulders, my hands where untied and I was carried into a car, I fell asleep as they began to drive and woke up the next morning in my bed, a doctor was hunched over me, I was lying on my stomach. That’s when I began to regain feeling. The doctor was hunched over my body, I was naked on the bed, and the doctor was feeling, no checking, my ass hole, I heard some people, three walk in. one was my mom, the others where, I couldn\'t make them out, they where.... police officers. I got scared, was I in trouble, no, I was attacked, my memory began to slowly return, I remembered the forest. Then realized what had happened, he doctor began to rap bandages around my waste and ass, slowly and gently massaging as he did. It felt good, until I felt the pain echo from the night before. I began to cry, that’s when my mom realized I was awake. She ran over to me, and held my hand. She was crying to. I wanted her to stop because it was only making me cry even more.
\"You\'re alive.......\"
I began to cry even harder, because I realized how much she loved me, and then I remembered how much I wanted to die last night, I cried even harder, we both did, it was a long time before we stopped.
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I was sitting in my bed, it had been a few days, my mom took me out of the school, and put me on home schooling, I liked it. Suddenly their was a knock on my door
\"Come in\"
My friend walked in, I hadn\'t seen him for nearly three days now.
He came to the bed and hugged me, I hugged him back, and he was also on the verge of crying.
\"I thought you where dead\"
I began to tear again.
\"Stop your making me cry again\"
We hugged again and then he sat down beside me on the bed and began to tell msentsent news.
Suddenly he turned to me.
\"I don\'t want you to die not knowing how I feel\"
Suddenly he kissed me, lips and all.
\"I love you......\"
I replied \"I love you to\"

I was happy I didn\'t die, real happy.......................