New School, New Me?

Chapter 14

Holy fucking shit. I can only imagine this what it feels like being hit by a semi truck but somehow surving. It was like my brain was too big for my skull, it felt like it wanted to throb and grow.

I somehow managed to open my eyes and slowly took in my surroundings. My surroundings were… not my room or any room I recognise. Where the hell was I, who’s bed I am in.

I became aware that I wasn’t alone in the bed. I glanced to my side. Whoever it was, was turned away from me. Her blonde hair messy and covering her identity.

I looked up at the ceiling. My head throbbing like no other but I tried to remember. What happened yesterday?

There was the beach party. Then the drinking games and beer, so much beer. I tried to focus on the events of the night. Flashes of things coming to my mind. People’s faces coming and going. Feelings coming and going… kisses coming and going.

Who did I kiss yesterday… I had to think back.

There was Naimh and Briana at the kissing booth. Then I kissed them both later didn’t I? There was someone else though. A kiss with someone else that felt like more than a kiss. Again blonde hair came into vision. Who else did I kiss… Mikayla?

Is that Mikayla next to me…

My eyes opened and I looked around more. Looking for any clues. It’s not what I would have imagined Mikaylas room to look like but I’ve never seen it so it could be. 

How do I get myself out of this situation. Never mind how I got myself in to it. Do I wake her, do I just leave. I’ve never been in this situation before. I highly doubt she had either.

A new feeling suddenly took over me. Fuck I need to pee. I was still naked as well. Shit how did I get myself into this, oh yeah. Beer. Just at that moment the girl next to me stirred. She rollled onto her back and gave a groan as she stretched out. Her hair was stilling covering her face until she swiped it away.

It wasn’t Mikayla, it wasn’t Briana.

“Mmm good morning handsome!” Kayleigh greeted me as her eyes glanced to mine and saw I was awake. “How are you feeling?”

It took me a second to answer. My brain racking how the hell i ended up in bed with a college chick. I managed to form words though. “Like I got ran over by a semi… and I really need to pee….”

“So go out my door, turn right and it’s the fourth door on the right..” she glanced down my body. “Might want to stick your shorts on at least.”

“Yeah good idea.” I joked as I swung from her bed. I scanned the floor and found my clothes.  I searched through my shorts for my boxers but then remembered I had tossed them and had been commando. I had to settle with going commando again. Kayleigh’s directions were right and I found the bathroom. There was about ten cubicles and I dived for the first one. It was the best feeling to empty my bladder.

I managed to find my way back to Kayleigh’s room. I could have left but I had no idea where I was and needed answers. 

“Hi” she said to me as I reentered her room.

“Hey” I replied. Standing hesitantly at the door.

“Come” she said as she patted her bed. I moved back over and sat on the edge of the bed.

“Think we need to talk don’t we?” She asked in a soft voice.

“Yeah” I nodded.

“Firstly don’t be shy Shane, take those shorts off and get back under the covers with me.” She said it in such a way that it was more of an order. So I did as I was told and then climbed back in next to her.

“So I’m guessing by the look on your face when you saw me this morning you have no memory of last night…”

“I wouldn’t say no memory but things are definitely fuzzy and well non existent.” I chuckled nervously as I was lieing naked to a big college girl. 

“Can you tell me what you can remember?” She asked.

“Um well, I think I got to a point when I knew I needed to go home. I have no idea when that was and I’m sorry I’ve no idea how I got here.” I said.

“Well I saw you wandering off on your own and caught up to say goodbye. You then told me that I was some guardian angel who was there to guide you home. Since I had no idea where you lived I brought you to my dorm…”

“I see..” I nodded listening.

“You were talking the most cute nonsense as well travelled here. I managed to get you into my room and when I did you must have thought you were home as you just stripped off. I can deny I was drunk and a bit horny so seeing you like that made me want you. But you were drunk and I didn’t want to take advantage.” She paused as she went on. “But you lay on your bed and your cock got hard, you started stroking it yourself. I thought I mean at least I could help. Which I did.”

“That eh… rings a bell…” I said.

“Then you asked me to suck it, pleaded with me actually so I did… then you took control…” she said, biting her lip ever so slightly.

“Took control?” I asked.

“Mhmm, you gathered my hair and started to control my head. You made me gag on your cock, I can’t lie it was fucking hot.” She said.

“Fuck, Kayleigh, I’m sorry…”

“Shane don’t be, it was fucking amazing…. Then you took me…” she said. “You like just used my body and just wow. It was intense. You fucked me right through an orgasm and you came inside me.”

“I WHAT?!” I panicked.

“Ssshhh don’t worry, I’m on the pill. Can’t be at college and get pregnant, fuck that.” She laughed.

“Kayleigh… I….” I spoke, not sure what words to form.

“It’s fine. It wasn’t meant to be that way but fuck I’m glad it did.” She said as her hand slowly crept up my chest.

“You’re not mad I don’t remember?” I asked.

“Naahhh, I’ve been there before myself.” She said, her head moving closer to mine and resting on her pillow. Her finger then traced a line on my arm and it stung a little.

“Ow, why does that hurt?” I asked gazing down.

“Um sorry, you were fucking me so good and hard that I had to hold onto something. So yeah I may have marked your arms with my nails.”

Sure enough, I turned my arm slightly and sure enough, four nails marks were evident and red. They were like a badge and reminder of the night we shared.

“Fuck… I’ve never drank that much before in my life. I’m having major regrets…. I mean not about us, about this…” I quickly defended myself.

“Shane, don’t be silly, I’ve been that drunk before and yeah next morning regrets are real. You swear you’ll never touch alcohol again and yet, the next weekend you do it all over again.” She said.

“You sound like a professional…”

“Professional drinker? Naahh far from it.” She laughed.

“So no magic remedies?” I prayed for an answer.

“I’ve got a few that will help…”

“God please tell me!” I pleaded.

“You need some painkillers with a good drink of water. Then an energy drink and then something greasy and full of fat.” She said and the added. “Unfortunately time and sleep are the only real cure.”

“Damn…” I chuckled. “Do you have any of that?”

“Actually I do, well the water, painkillers and a red bull.” She said as she got out of her bed. She was of course naked and wasn’t shy in showing me. Fuck she had an incrediable figure. Her ass looked great in those denim shorts but it looks even better naked. It looks firm and round, just like her breasts. She had a narrow waist that curved out nicely into wider hips. She bent over and opened a small mini fridge before grabbing something from a drawer. 

“Here take these two” she handed me two small white pills. “Then wash them down with this full bottle of water.”

I took the pill from her hand and popped them into my mouth, then opened the bottle and drank the water. I quickly drank it all down.

“It’s not an instant fix but it will help!” She said as she climbed back into the bed and handed me the cold can of red bull. “This will help give your body a little boost.”

“Thanks” I said as I took the can, I opened it and took a big swig. I then offered it back to her. She thanked me and took a big drink. She then placed it on a small bed side table. 

“Do you have the time?” I asked her.

“I checked when you went to pee and it was just after ten.” She told me. My parents were still away till tomorrow so it’s not like they were at home waiting for me but I did have to get home somehow.

“Ok thanks.” I nodded. “Like do you need me to leave?” I felt I had to ask.

“You don’t need to leave unless you want too?” She said.

“I mean I will need to get home but right now I don’t think I can move again.” I laughed.

“Mmm me neither…” she said as she now edged over and her arms snaked around me.

“Has that ever happened to you before?” I asked her.

“Has what happened?” She asked her voice a little sleepier.

“You know light, blind drunk and not remember anything…”

“Yeah once or twice.” She replied.

“So this feeling of like dread and worry… is that normal?” I asked.

“Oh yeah, that’s called the fear. It’s the unknowning of what happened so we always think the worst. But don’t worry Shane, you don’t have anything to worry about…” she said as her hand slowly traced around my torso.

“So I didn’t make a fool of myself?” I asked. She lifted her head and gaze at me. 

“Absolutely not” she slowly shook her head as she leaned up and gave me a tender kiss on the lips. She smiled at me before resting her head back on my chest. With a sigh of relief and a smile on my face, I joined Kayleigh in drinking off into a light sleep.

I was awoken some time later as Mikayla climbed off the bed, she quickly through on some clothes and left. I’m guessing she had the urgent need to pee like I had earlier. I lay in her bed in a light daze as my eyes rested closed. They didn’t open again until Kayleigh was back in the room.

“Feeling any better she asked?” As she took her clothes off again.

“A little to be honest…” I replied as she got back in beside me. But she didn’t lie next to me. She slowly climbed on top of me. Her legs straddling my waist.

“Feeling better to have some fun?” She asked as her hips moved against me.

“Keep moving like that and I will.” I told her as my body started to react to hers.

“Mmmm good boy.” She groaned. “I love having a slow fuck when I’m hungover… think you could help with that?”

“Fuck… yeah I think I can…” I moaned as my cock started to grow.

“Oh Shane… I can feel your cock growing against me.” She moaned as indeed my cock free bigger and harder. My hands moved and trailed up her thighs, her skin was so soft.

“Are you going to give me that hard cock again Shane?” She groaned. I could only nod.

“Let me take care of you this time ok… let me ride this big wonderful cock.” Her hips had a way of moving like they moved independently from the rest of her body. I was definitely not feeling great but my cock was starting to feel really good as it pressed between us. 

“I think you are ready for me Shane… are you?” She asked.

“Yesss…” I hissed as my cock grew to a painfully hard size, rubbing at the bare flesh between us. Kayleigh responded by lifting her hips and with an expert hand, she impaled herself on me.

“Ohhhh fuck Shane… it already feels so full!!” She groaned out loud as she sank herself down till our bodies touched. 

“Fuck” I moaned as her pussy hugged every inch of me. I don’t exactly remember last night but I know it was fast paced and full on. I could tell this was going to be different. Well at least different at the start.

Kayleigh didn’t make a move to bounce up and down on me with any great speed or force. She didn’t even lift her hips off of me. She gyrated her hips back and forth. 

“Fuck, you can’t tell me that doesn’t feel good!” Her eyes were closed and it was like she was drifting off into her own world. I just lay there and groaned as she used my cock for her pleasure. Don’t get me wrong. It was pleasurable for us both but I feel she was getting more out of it than me right now.

Kayleigh kept up this slow gyrating motion for some time before she leant her body forward. Her hands on each side of my chest. Her hips then slowly began to lift up and down. Again there was no real pace or force to it but it didn’t feel any less amazing. 

“Oh now that is much better… fuck like so much better!” She groaned a low husky groan. Kayleigh kept a steady slow pace. She meant what she said when she said she wanted a nice slow fuck. In fairness I wasn’t sure I could have handled any fast movements. 

Kayleigh’s nails dug into my chest a little, it didn’t hurt. The pain was familiar to what I think I felt last night but could feel she hasn’t broke the skin.

“God Alayah was right, your cock is fucking great!” She said aloud as she kept at her steady rhythm. My hands held onto her hips as her tight pussy relaxed and contracted as she rose up and down. 

Ever so slightly she increased her pace. Her breathing had become more laboured as she took longer deeper breaths. 

“Ok listen Shane, when I tell you, I want you to grab my hips harder and fuck me! Ok!” She had now opened her eyes and was staring down at me.

“Yes…” I breathed back.

“When I say, don’t slow down, don’t stop. I don’t care if you come, in fact I want you to come but by for you better make me cum first.” She had a determined look on her face but there was no anger or malice. Only a urging need, a desperate need. I nodded in agreement.

“Mmmm good boy!” She closed her eyes again and lowered her body closer to mine but her hips bounced faster. 

“Do it now Shane, fuck me! Fuck me!” She demanded and I sprang into action. Well I just held her hips tighter and lifting my hips off the bed slightly I started thrusting up into her with all my might.

“Aahhhh fuckkk yes!! That’s it! That’s it!!” She cried out as she struggled to keep her body up off of mine. My cock slammed into her wet cunt and the slapping sound of her pussy filled the room. It was only drowned out by the calls of her impending orgasm. I could feel myself drawing close but I didn’t falter, I kept to the task at hand. My soul goal to make this girl cum and by god I was going too.

“Fuck fuck, right there Shane! Right there baby!!” She screamed and her arms gave out. Her body fell onto mine and she cried her orgasm into my chest. I didn’t stop though. I kept thrusting. I kept fucking her tight pussy. I was too far gone too stop. With a few more forceful thrusts I came inside her again for the second time.

Our bodies lay there as one. Both breathing heavy as I took her weight on me. She wasn’t heavy in the slightest. Her warm smooth body felt welcome on top of mine.

We only moved when my cock finally fell from her spent pussy as it softened.

“Aww I didn’t want it too leave.” She moaned against me, not lifting her head. 

“Sorry…” I chuckled nervously.

“Damn Shane… that was just as fucking amazing!” She said to me as she now lifted her head slightly and looked at me. “You are some man!”

“Well you know, I’m not one to brag.” I joked.

“Oh I know and that makes you such hotter, so much more appealing. See these lame college guys that act all macho, they are terrible in bed. They think they know what they are doing but they just jab and poke. But you… something extra about you!” 

“I don’t know what to say…” I said truthfully. 

“Just kiss me…” she said as she edged up closer and kissed me again. Her kiss was soft and tender to begin with but then her tongue poked and wanted attention. I gave her all the attention she wanted as I cupped her ass and pulled her into a deeper kiss. 

As we kissed she still ground her pussy against me. She was clearly one needy girl. Eventually we stopped kissing.

“You hungry?” She asked simply. 

“Starved to be honest.” I replied.

“Me too, let me order us something…” she sort of reached across to her bed side table and grabbed her phone. “What you in the mood for?”

“Like you said, something greasy!” I told her. 

“I know just the place, bare with me.” She typed and swiped away at her phone for several moments before announcing that she was done.

“By the way if you want a shower I can lend you a towel?” She offered.

“I could do with one but I’ll wait till I get home I think. Unless you say I stink?”

“Mmmm you don’t stink, but there is definitely a smell of sex in this room.” She grinned. “Actually speaking of which, I can feel it starting to leak out.” She hoped off and grab a pair of panties and stuff them between her legs. She then threw on some loose shorts and a tank top and disappeared out the door.

I took this time to search for my phone which I found on the floor. There was several notifications on it. Including several from my mom, missed calls and texts. One text from my dad. A text from Joel and a text from an unknown number. I decided now wasn’t the time and placed my phone back on the bedside table. I would just tell my parents I had been sleeping. 

Kayleigh came back in. “Jesus Shane, that was some load. Like so much.” She giggled. As she threw something in a laundry basket. 

“My bad.” I said to her.

“So how much of yesterday do you remember then?” She asked as she sat back down on the bed next to me. I started with remembering meeting her and we went from there. This started to get fuzzy around the alumni games and after the games was even worse.

The food had arrived surprisingly quickly. She had ordered us both a burger and fries. It was just what I needed. I was still feeling pretty rough but this certainly helped a lot. 

“So like with me being Hoemcoming King, does that actually mean anything?” I asked her as she tidied away our food.

“To be honest not really.” She laughed. “Most of the exciting stuff happened last night. I mean there might be a few school events you have to attend but nothing major. Obviously you would be invited back to next years homecoming, like I was.”

“It’s just a kind of formality then?” I asked.

“Basically yeah. It’s not really like something you could use for college applications. I mean wouldn’t hurt to include it but it doesn’t hold much merit, that still sits with your grades.” 

“I see, I see.” I nodded.

“I don’t know what your thinking but I can order you an uber home if you like?” She asked.

“As much as I’ve loved hanging out with you. I probably better get home. I need to call my parents. They are out of town and my mum has called me a few times.” I said apologetically.

“That’s fine, just give me your home address.” She asked as she grabbed her phone. I told her and her got one booked. “Oh wow, it will be here in five minutes. You better get dressed!” Which with wide eyes I quickly did. 

“I don’t think I have any cash, does the Uber take card?” I asked.

“Don’t worry I paid for it.” She smiled at me.

“Nah I can’t let you do that!” I said, pulling on my shirt.

“It’s fine, I had a great night.” She said as she stepped closer and lay her arms over my shoulders.

“I did too.” I smiled back and we kissed. It wasn’t rushed or as passionate like before but just a tender one.

“So like will I see you again?” I asked.

“Oh you’re cute!” She said as she flicked my nose. “We can take last night and today for what it was. We may cross paths again.” She kissed me again before walking me a few short steps to the door.

“Turn left this time and keep walking straight. The exit will be right in front of you and the uber will just be across from you.” She said as she opened the door.

“Ok, thanks again Kayleigh…” I said as our hands lingered and then fell away.

“I’ll see you around Shane…” she said as she stepped back and I began to walk away.

“Shane…” she said as she leant back out the door. “I didn’t tell you this earlier but… I feel you should know…” she paused like she debated telling me. “Last night you kept mentioning one name… I think you like her deep down. I think you should persue that!”

“Who?” I asked.

“Mikayla…” she smiled and blew me a kiss before closing her door.

Chapter 15

I sat in the back of the uber in a sort of stunned silence. I was beginning to feel unwell again. However it wasn’t so much the hangover, I mean that was still definitely playing a part but there was a new feeling. Was it guilt? 

I have no memory of getting home so the conversation or whatever I was saying to Kayleigh will forever be lost to me. Was I really talking that much about Mikayla as I went home with an other girl. That other girl that I fucked, twice. The first time I could say was a drunken fling but the time this morning was one definitely held accountable.

I got home and it did bring lots of comfort. I headed straight for the shower and was in there for some amount of time. Washed, some what cleansed and dressed in comfy clothes I lay on my bed. Phone in hand.

I text my mom first that I was fine and had been sleeping. I was honest with her that I did have a fair amount to drink but I was home and safe. My dads message was to just let them know I was fine so texting mom covered that.

I read the text from Joel. He was just asking how I was and that I made it home safe. I quickly text him back that I was and would catch up with him at school on Monday.

This left the last text.

‘Hi Shane, I got your number from Joel. I just wanted to say sorry for having to bail last night. Claire had too much to drink so Zoe and I had to get home. I had a nice time the time I got to spend with you. I hope you got home safe. I’ll see you at school on Monday. Mikayla x’

Ok now there was definitely a feeling of guilt. The image and the thought of kissing her last night flooded my head. If I was being truthful to myself there was something more to that kiss. Yeah I kissed Briana and Niamh yesterday but that was just a kiss between horny people really. I mean I didn’t really kiss Niamh again or did I? I tried to rack my brain and then an image slowly formed in my head. A pink haired girl on her knees.

The image came a little clearer to me. Niamh was sucking someone’s cock. Was it mine? No. She was facing away from me and I had my thumb up. It was some other guy she was sucking off. 

Then Briana did we fool around? I don’t think so. With the kiss I shared with Mikayla there wasn’t any more to it. As in I don’t remember any sexual advances. This was some horny kiss that was to lead to more this was much deeper than that. 

God why did I have to get so drunk. I re read the text and knew I had to reply. 

S - ‘Hey Mikayla, oh don’t worry about it. That’s so sweet that you took care of your friend. Just shows what an amazing person you are!’

Yeah an amazing person unlike me… She was right though. I did have a nice time with her. From I can remember.

S - ‘I had a really nice time with you as well. Sorry if I got too drunk myself but I do remember our kiss.’

Nah I can’t say that just yet, can I? I deleted the last part.

S - ‘Sorry if I got too drunk. Not really a big drinker but I had a great time. See you on Monday!’

I re read the text and hit send. My eyes widened as within several moments of texting her the symbol popped up to show she was typing. Sure enough she text back.

M - ‘God me neither, the furthest I’ve travelled from my bed is to the bathroom lol. How are you feeling cause I feel like death!’

I couldn’t help the small smile that grew on my face as I started to text her back.

S - ‘Well put it this way, I don’t need to wonder what it’s like to be hit by a semi. That’s how I feel haha.’

Again she was quickly replying.

M - ‘Haha that bad? To be honest I’m not surprised we drank so much didn’t we?’

Yeah she wasn’t lieing.

S - ‘Far too much, where the hell did they even get all that beer from?’

That was a question that I had been wondering. There was so many people there and we all drank a really fair amount.

M - ‘I’m not actually sure. I know they use special fund raising money and got a lot of kegs in. I think… It’s all sorted through Hazel and the committee… Oh my god, Hazel. How bad was that? Harrison really crossed the line there!’

The memory coming back to me. Harrison had lost the race and blamed Hazel. Claiming the reason was because she was fat. Proper shouted at her infront of everyone and gave zero apologies. 

S - ‘That was so out of order! He really has no clue does he. Have you heard from her? Like is she ok?’

I was actually a little concerned about her. I mean that must have been super embarrassing, never mind very hurtful.

M - ‘I haven’t no… I’ll speak to her on Monday at school or speak to either Julie or Phoebe… it’s cute that you’re asking, shows you care. A really nice quality you have! :)’

God if she only knew that I went home with someone else. Would she still think I was nice and cute. 

S - ‘Make a man blush lol. I just feel bad for her, must have been so embarrassing. Plus she has a massive crush on him so that must have been double hurtful.’

Imagine the guy you like shouting at you like that in public. 

M - ‘She could do way better than him, so many nicer guys out there…. Like you…’

I feel I should tell her. I’m far from perfect.

S - ‘You’re being too kind. I’m just a guy… I would never want to intentionally hurt anyone…’

I was close to saying that I’m a bad, horrible guy but I reframed. 

M - ‘Again I think that’s what makes you a really special guy….’

She sent the text but it showed she was typing more. I waited.

M - ‘We kissed last night didn’t we?’

Was this her asking cause she might not remember or seeing if I remember. Did she regret it? Do I regret it?

S - ‘We did kiss yeah…’

The more I think about that kiss I knew it really did mean more. Surely it wasn’t the start of something. The symbol for her typing came up and disappeared like she had stopped. Then it did the same again. She was clearly really trying to think what to type.

M - ‘I really enjoyed it…’

M - Did you?’

She shot me the second text quickly after.

S - ‘I did… it’s weird to say but it felt more than a kiss…’

God did I just send that. What do I even mean by that. I really hope she doesn’t ask.

M - ‘I think I know what you mean… like I’ve kissed boys before but that felt different. Maybe it was just the alcohol…’

Does that mean she thinks it’s just a drunken kiss? She quickly text again.

M - ‘I don’t regret it though. A part of me wished we could have done it again…’

Ok yup, now I feel like a complete asshole. I have to tell her about Kayleigh. It’s not like Mikayla and I are dating but it’s not right not to tell her. I can’t tell her now though. I feel I should do it in person. That’s what a man would do. 

S - ‘I don’t regret it either and I feel the same way…’

I did feel the same way. I did want to kiss her again. Other girls drifted into my head but I didn’t have that same want or need. I would only kiss her again once she knew the truth. If that meant we never kissed again then that’s the risk I need to take. That’s a man’s route, not a cowards. 

M - ‘Maybe one day it could happen again…’

Ok yeah; definitely need to tell her the truth. It’s best I do it sooner rather later, there’s a chance people know I went home with Kayleigh and I would rather she heard it all from me. 

S - ‘I’d really like that.’

M - ‘I’m glad, be super awkward otherwise lol. I need to go just now but I’ll see you Monday?’

God how awkward is it going to be when I tell her the truth.

S - ‘Think this will be the first time I’ll be looking forward to going to school.’

Cheesy line I know and a bit of a lie. I know I will dread it cause I don’t want to hurt her.

M - ‘you’re so cute :P xx’

The feeling of guilt sank even deeper into my stomach. It was actually making me feel sick. As much as how I was feeling it was the right thing to do. So when Monday came, I would face the music.