A New Perspective

Sorry this took so long! The end of the semester came, and then summer started, and I
just sort of lost my writing mojo! Here's chapter nine though, I don't know when I will
feel like writing the next to be honest. But if you guys can convince me too I will. I really
only felt like writing this one because I saw some new reviews and it got me motivated,
so Thank you Lisa, InvaderFae and Susanne for bringing me back! Cause there is a story
here, and I think it should be written, If I could just get myself to sit down and do it!
Haha.

HOPE Y'ALL ARE HAVING A KICK ASS SUMMER!! MUCH LOVE TO MY
READERS!

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The end of the school year has gone by relatively quickly despite the
circumstances. The whole "broken-arm-while-trying-to-accomplish-all-my-art-finals"
predicament that I was in proved quite a distraction from my otherÉ"issue," which I've
decided to put behind me now. Both Rowan and I moved home for the summer about a
month ago, allowing me to gain a little perspective on the issue. I almost want to laugh
when I think about me finding Rowan attractive. This thought was obviously just a result
of me overanalyzing everything, including our great friendship. Plus Rowan will be
arriving in my town via train in around an hour, and I refuse to be weird around him. We
always have the best fucking time at my house in the summer.

Summer always puts me in a good mood, I have nothing to worry or stress about,
except for being home with my family. But I'm usually alone to do whatever I want
during the day. Which lately has been spent meditating, exercising, eating, and going
swimming with my dog. Needless to say it's been awesome.

"Come On Chlo-bear!" I call slapping my hand against my leg. The soaking wet
golden-retriever climbs up the steps of the pool and runs towards me, stopping about a
foot away.

"Don't you dareeee!" I tell her sternly holding my hand out in protection. Too
late! She's shaking her body, spraying me with her wet fur. I can't help but throw my
head back in laughter as she runs up to the house in excitement. I probably would be
mad, if she wasn't the best dog in the world.

I open the back door letting both of us inside and dry her off with my towel. She
stays completely still for me. Sometimes I think this is her favorite part of swimming, the
full body towel massage she gets afterwards. After drying her as much as I can I check
my cell and run upstairs to take a quick shower. I hate smelling like chlorine.

In record time I am out and drying myself off. I pull on a fresh pair of boxers,
shorts and a tank top. Practically running downstairs I grab my keys and my cellphone off
the counter, and head out the front door, Chloe in tow. She goes everywhere with me in
the summer.

We both hop in the truck, me in the driver's side and her in the back seat. I roll
down all the windows, put in my Trevor Hall CD and head towards the train station. It's a
fucking amazing day out, which I know will translate to Rowan and I having a fucking
amazing day. As I get closer and closer, I become more and more excited. I feel like there
are butterflies in my stomach, similar to the ones I used to get the night before "santa"
came.

After what seems like and eternity I pull up to the train station. It looks like the
train had just arrived. Perfect timing, unusual for me. I see Rowan before he sees me. His
hair is a little longer, and he's pushing it out of his eyes, like a little emo kid. I smirk
thinking about how he would kill me if I said that. He's dressed in a bright pink V-neck
and shorts that end just above the knee and looked hand made. He was currently looking
the other way but as he turns his head he locates Chloe and I in my truck and breaks into
a huge smile immediately. Causing me to smile in return. He comes over to the driver's
side window and leans inside giving me a huge kiss on the cheek. He would. I blush a
little but I'm too happy to give him shit for it.

"Heyyy babe! You're looking like a little slice of heaven today, aren't ya?!!" he winks at
me dramatically and walks around to the other side of the truck jumping inside.

" You're ridiculous" I shake my head, smiling the whole time.

"Hiya chloe!" He shrieks as he leans toward the back seat and she gives him an excited
kiss, licking up the length of his face. I laugh at the sight of them both.

I pull away from the station and head back home, both of us still smiling.

"I missed you!" Rowan exclaims, hugging his knees to his chest and smiling at me.

"I missed you too Row," I say staring intently at the road.

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After animatedly filling me in on almost every detail of his summer thus far we
pull up in front of my house and hop out of the car, Chloe on our heels. We get inside and
walk up to my room, so Rowan can put his stuff there. I sit on my bed as soon as I get
inside, Rowan disentangles himself from his back pack and slowly walks towards me,
smirking. He shoves me hard so that I fall back on the bed then lays on top of me,
squeezing me into the tightest hug I've ever endured and nuzzles his face into my neck. I
sigh involuntarily and wrap my arms around him. I really did miss this. I don't think I've
been physically touched since the last time I saw him. He's the only one that's
successfully penetrated my personal bubble, and now I find myself craving stuff like this.
I run my fingers lightly up and down his spine, and I get an all to familiar groan from him
as he takes his time letting go of me.

"So what do you want to do today?" I ask after a few minutes.

" What are our options?!" he asks like a little kid, lifting his chest of mine so that he's
staring at me only about five inches from my face. It makes me uncomfortable so I keep
my gaze attached to the ceiling. He just sticks his fingers up my nose in return

"Rowan!" I screech in a nasally voice as a squirm out from underneath him, while he
laughs. "Well since everyone in my house eats healthy, we probably have to go to the
store and buy you some junk food. Then we could come back and go swimming or watch
a movie or get wasted off of free alcoholÉ" I offer with sly grin. I love having access to
my parents liquor when I'm home.

" I say yes to all the above!" he smiles hopping off the bed.

"Let's get going then!" I respond enthusiastically and smack him in the ass.

"Owww!" he screeches in delight and then bolts down the stairs, so I can't do it again.

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After a long trip to the grocery store and dinner with my parents, and a movie, and a half
a bottle of Kraken Rum, Rowan and I are having a fucking fantastic day, that has quickly
turned into night. Which can only mean one thing at my house. Night swimming.
Everyone else in my family has long gone to sleep, obviously not accustomed to college
life. So we are trying to do our best at keeping quiet in my wonderfully heated swimming
pool.

Oh and we're pretty fucking drunk.

" Oh no, ish empty!" Rowan slurs sadly into his cup as wade over to the side of the pool
and sloppily poor more rum into it, I think more actually ended up on the concrete than in
the glass. Oh well. "thanksh" he mumbles taking a deep gulp, before flinging himself
backward underwater and making a loud splash. It looks freaking hysterical. He
resurfaces and grins from ear to ear.

"Diving board contest!" he almost screams, and looks at me hopefully.

"Row, didjya fahget?" I ask pointing to my cast, that surprisingly I've kept pretty dry.

"kay just me then" he stammers as he pulls himself out of the pool and bounces over to
the diving board. "Canonball" he whispers, remembering we're supposed to be quiet for
pretty much the first time all night, and obviously proud of himself. He jumps as high as
he can in the air and comes crashing down to the water, however barely makes a splash.
"how many points do I get?" he asks, reminding me of my five year old neice.

"uhhhhh five" I tell him, taking another sip.

"What?! Why?!" he whines.

" Welp just wasn't that original, gotta be a little more creative than that" I tell him matter
of factly.

"okay fine, butchyew asked furrit!" he tells me pulling himself out of the water again.
Once he stands up, instead of walking over to the diving board like last time he starts
untying the strings of his bathing suit, and slowly shimmies it off, leaving it to lie on the
cement next to the pool. I choke on the sip I am currently swallowing.

"Row what are you doing?" I hiss, and thank god my parents are asleep. It'd probably be
fine if we were night swimming under normal conditions, but I have lights that surround
my pool at night, so that I could see every detail of Rowan's body, especially parts I had
never seen before.

"being creatif!" he answers as if its obvious. In my drunken state, I decide to relax and
even start to giggle a little, but soon stop when I actually start to look at his body. His
skin is all shiny from the water and his paleness stands out against the dark forest, it'd
make a pretty amazing painting. I feel heat in my groin as I follow his A-line lower, to
were, he is fully shaved and hiding nothing. And for a small guy, Rowan has a decent
sized dick, and damn it was pretty nice looking.

He saunters towards the diving board and I catch a glimpse of his perfectly pert ass, and I
try to think of anything else to stop the blood flow to my crotch. He jumps up on the
diving board and starts mindlessly bouncing up and down thinking of his next move. I
find myself not being able to look away. My filter is almost completely gone right now
because of the insane amounts of alcohol running through my system, I just don't really
care for the first time in a while. I won't make myself try and look away like I usually
would. His body seams to be almost glittering as the light catches on the little droplets
still holding onto his skin as he moves. I can see the thin strips of muscles flex in his
calves and thighs. And even more pleasing is the way his dick is keeping the same
rhythm as the diving board beneath his feet. Thank god I'm wearing a swimsuit, cause I
definitely do not want him seeing how I'm responding.

" 360!" he finally shouts, jumping up in the air and spinning his body around full circle
before he hits the water. He resurfaces and looks at me hopefully.

" umm that was a 7" I tell him, not wanting him to be satisfied just yet.

" ughhh you're so unfair, you don't even have to jump and your fully clothed, I'm the
only one doing anything over here!" he complains, putting on a pouty face, before he
lights up a second later, " actually, before I do anymore you have to take your bathing
suit off" I shake my head at him, taking another sip of my drink, "or I will take it off for
youÉ" he grins at me wickedly, and I know he's not lying. Shit.

"You're such a douchebag, Row" I tell him struggling to take my suit off me one handed.
Finally I succeed and flop the water-laden garment beside me on the concrete. At least
I'm still underwater so he can't really see anything.

Smiling he gets out of the pool, and I watch the water stream down his back and over his
ass cheeks. He gets on the diving board again. "Okay so what will I have to do in order to
get a ten?" he asks still slurring his words.

" Sumthin I've nevah evah seen before" I tell him from my seat on the stairs.

He thinks for about a minute before a huge smile spreads across his face and I almost
start to worry. Instead of jumping on the water, he sits down on the end of the diving
board.

"Giving up?" I ask triumphantly and raise my glass downing the rest of my rum,

"Ever seen someone do auto-fellatio?" he asks with a triumphant stare back.

"No, what the hell is that?" I ask still trying to decipher what he just said.

"Well watch and see" he says spreading his legs a bit, He reaches down between his legs
and grabs his dick and starts giving himself a handjob. I almost tell him that I've seen that
before, but I can't really make my mind give my mouth the message. Rowan starts to get
hard, soon he lets go of his shaft, which is now holding itself up without the help of his
hand. He hooks his hands under his knees and folds his body in half, sucking the tip of
his dick into his mouth. HOLY SHIT. Okay now I'm also hard and still speechless. He
moves his mouth down his shaft further and further until he has his entire length in his
mouth. He starts moaning onto himself as he creates a ryhytm and I don't think I've ever
seen something so erotic in my entire life. I can't help myself from thinking in this weird
way Rowan actually looks graceful for one of the first times in his life. But its probably
just my penis speaking.

I could really use more rum I realize as I listen to the sounds of Rowan sucking himself
off, and glimpse my empty glass. Not that my body could handle much more without
blacking out. I look back at Rowan, who is still blowing himself and seems to still really
be enjoying. Damn I probably would too, he looks pretty good at it, and he's doing it too
himself. Just as I'm wondering if he is going to spit or swallow, he lifts his head off of
himself with a loud suction noise and stands up, diving into the water.

"Tadahhhhhhh!" he yells, now clearly too obliterated and pleased with himself to care
about being quiet. "So I get a ten right?! You said you've never seen that before so that
means I definitely get a ten." He looks at me sternly.

"Yeah Row, you definitely get a ten," I say shaking my head, still a tad speechless, and
definitely still hard. Well since Rowan didn't finish, I guess that makes two of us.

"hellz to the yeahh!" he's says and pumps his fist into his hand. He is seriously so
competitive, that he would actually blow himself on a diving board to get a ten. I laugh at
the thought. He starts swimming towards me, "I'm colddddddd, lessgo inside please" he
tells me.

I sort of agree, so despite the fact that I have a raging hard on and would in other
circumstances, do whatever it takes to hide that fact, I lean forward and whisperÉ"okay
but whatevah you do, ifwe go inside you cant make funovme."

"okay, scouts honor" he says saluting me. "Why would I make fun of your anyways?" he
asks wobbling through the water towards me.

"cuz I has a hardon," I almost squeal and then laugh, finding it hysterical that I'm even
telling him this. He smiles huge and moves towards me until he can put his hands on my
knees.

"Oh so yure sayin I really did deserve the ten" he manages to annunciate, I nod back
smiling drunkenly.

"I never seen a blowjob befur" I tell him honestly.

"You mean like besides when you get one right?" he chuckles laughing at my
forgetfulness.

"Nope!" I shake my head, still smiling. "Never got one" I shrug at him, see I'm not
forgetful.

Rowan doesn't say anything for a second, he just stares at me, his eyes wide and his
mouth open. "Really?" I start to get upset cause in my head he's all of a sudden thinking
about how young and na•ve I must be and that no ones ever wanted to give me a blowjob
before. But I'm sure someone has.

I turn my head away from his gaze and crumple my forehead in embarrassment, "I
toldyou not tah make fun of me!" I tell him angrily. I hate being na•ve about something,
and when its comes to anything sexual I am extremely na•ve, so I get really defensive
when anyone's talking about it.

" No no I'm not Noah, promise" he tells me, me resting his forehead against my temple
for a second, so I know he's serious. "Come on, lets go inside babe" he tells me grabbing
my hand.

"okay but don't look" I tell him, and only after he agrees, do I attempt to stand and walk
out of the pool. Without the support of the water, we both look like staggering towel
burritos, trying to aim ourselves towards the house. It looks fucking hysterical, and I
can't stop laughing, which does not help in moving me forward. Rowan reaches the back
door before I do and waits for me smiling.

"Come on you dufus, I want to show you something," he tells me trying to make me
hurry. It works, I think I was definitely curious George in a past life.

"I'm Comin' jeesh" I tell him, as I half jog half stumble towards the door. "Whatchya
gon' show me?!"