The Demons Within Me
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Original - Misc › -FemSlash - Female/Female
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Adult +
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26
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3,227
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56
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to real persons is strictly coincidental
Part 9
Authors Note: Thank you for your review ikkichi. it was much appreciated and (as you can probably tell by the update) you are forgiven XD. I love how your story's flowing so keep it up.
CandyCaner, you never know what Saige is going to do next ;) nor what's going to happen next for that matter.
To my other readers, I thank you for always coming back so without further ado,
Read, rate, review, Enjoy!
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The social was dragging on an on and finally I couldn’t take it any more, and neither could Jacob apparently… “Dad please, I just want to curl up in my bed and die!” I heard him hiss as I passed looking for mom. No matter how sober dad was in public, he would never let me speak with him rationally. When I did find her I pulled her aside discreetly and asked, “Could we leave now?”
“Why do you want to leave so badly?” she inquired smiling at someone passing us, “Don’t you find the young men charming?” I forced myself not to roll my eyes
“Yes mom, the *young* men are quite handsome” ‘As in I wouldn’t mind drawing them’ “But when men old enough to be my grand-father try to put themselves on me I tend to draw a line.”
“You mustn’t think like that.” Her mask was starting to irk me but I just smiled “Even so, we can’t leave yet.” she motioned to the rest of the guests “What would they think?” ‘That we were smart to take the initiative?’ “We can’t just leave now, it will look bad.” ‘It’ll look worse if I loose my temper on some poor unsuspecting young man, don’t you think?’ I thought closing my eyes.
“I guess you’re right.” I said before discreetly patted my purse and feigned embarrassment, “Uh, my phone’s ringing, do you think I could take it outside?” I asked looking at my exit. She nodded
“Try to make it quick.” she mumbled as another mask came up to talk to her. I turned and rolled my eyes taking out my phone and pushing a button to make it light up before I unlocked it and speed dialed Amanda while I walked out…
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I kept walking and found myself at Amanda’s doorstep without realizing it. I smiled inwardly with the phone still to my ear and asked “What would you say if I told you I was outside now?”
“I would say ‘Aren’t you supposed to be at a party?’” I laughed and walked around the house and picked up a small pebble and tossed it up at her window in the back
“Yeah, but I guess I could just text my mom and tell her you had a breakdown or something and I had to comfort you.” I said watching her curtain pull back and her shocked yet slightly amused face appear in the glass. “So are you going to let me in so I can comfort you or what?” ‘Please let me in.’ I heard her scoff on the phone and saw her pull away from the window.
“You are something else you know that?” I grinned, and made my way onto the back porch to wait for her to open up as she hung up. She opened the door to me texting my mother. I looked up and smiled while she shook her head. Moments later I got a text back from her telling me she hoped Amanda was alright and that she’d pick me up after. My smile turned into a grin. “I take it she fell for it?” I nodded as we went to her room, and I plopped down on her bed. “So until you left, how was the party?” my smile instantly left my face and she laughed. Inwardly I was glad she was smiling, but not at my expense
“It’s not funny. I got hit on by and old man.”
“But you always get hit on by older men.” She said still smiling “At those parties anyway.” I rolled my eyes and turned as she sat next to me
“Yeah, and married men who’re trying to become my father-in-law.” she cringed but laughed
“Did Robert’s parents approach you?”
“No. I think they think he’s already spoken for actually.” I stated enjoying the brief horrified look that crossed her face.
“He better find something better to do with his life than try to get me.” she groaned. My mind wandered to Charlos and Lenore randomly and I asked
“What do you think of the breakup?” She looked at me curiously as if not understanding my question. “School… Lunch… you were there…”
“Oh you me Charlos and bitch almighty.”
“Yes I mean them. What do you think is going to happen now?”
“I don’t know… I mean how you guys put it, it’s like they’ve been together for forever” she pushed a stray strand of hair behind her ear “I guess because I always saw them together I thought they’d stay together.”
“Sometimes I forget that you’ve only been here for a few years.” ‘It feels like I’ve known you forever.’
“I know right.” she pulled her legs up on the bed hugging herself, and I finally let my eyes wander her body. She was wearing a pale green tank-top that clung to her body and a jeans shorts that showed her toned legs perfectly. I closed my eyes briefly and words fell out of my mouth before I could reign them in
“Do you want to be my model?”
“’Your model‘?” okay I could tell she was confused before I even opened my eyes.
“Yeah , I mean for art, you know to help with speed and stuff and you don‘t even have to be official, it‘ll just be like simple poses,” ‘god was I blushing please don’t tell me I’m blushing and I’m rambling Jesus Saige stop rambling’ “But you don’t have to if you don’t want…” I finally let my voice trail off and realized I was sitting up.
“Don’t be silly, of course I’d be your model… but what do you mean ‘official’?” Okay now I know I was blushing. I turned away and mumbled. “Sorry what?”
“Official means nude.” I said not looking at her so I had no idea what her reaction was.
“We’ve seen each other naked before haven’t we?” she asked in a teasing tone. ‘On more than one occasion…’ I nodded “Good.” ‘Wait what?’ I turned to see her trade mark smirk and knew I scored…
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My parents came for me probably an hour and a half later with a crabby Jacob (crabby not only because I managed to avoid the rest of the social, but because he couldn’t ‘hook up’ with any of the girls there.). When we got home I immediately went into my room and turned on my laptop. As it warmed up I got around to changing out of the dress and putting on something more comfortable (sweat pants and a T-shirt… can you blame me?). When I got back to my desk I saw my chat window open and Amanda online.
911Lover: I see you made it home already.
PeaceMaker: Yeah, stripped and everything.
911Lover: Oooh me likey.
911Lover: So what’s the plan?
PeaceMaker: I asked my mom if you could come over for a while to help…
911Lover: and?
PeaceMaker: Well…
PeaceMaker: she’s not looking forward to you coming during the week again…
PeaceMaker: especially since you apparently have a date with Robert coming up.
911Lover: WHAT???
PeaceMaker: Yeah. Just a heads up… maybe you want to play sick or something
911Lover: more like Dead!!!
911Lover: Ugh…
911Lover: thanks for the heads up though…
PeaceMaker: You alright?
911Lover: I might be if you come over later
911Lover: Damn, my parents are home…
PeaceMaker: good luck
911Lover: I think I’ll take up your sick idea…
911Lover: and thanks love… I need it…
PeaceMaker: I’ll check my mom again on the idea…
PeaceMaker: maybe I can get you for the weekend again…
911Lover: I’d appreciate that.
911Lover: talk to you soon
When she signed off I had a dull pain in my chest. ‘At least I’ll see her tomorrow…’
CandyCaner, you never know what Saige is going to do next ;) nor what's going to happen next for that matter.
To my other readers, I thank you for always coming back so without further ado,
Read, rate, review, Enjoy!
~~~~~
The social was dragging on an on and finally I couldn’t take it any more, and neither could Jacob apparently… “Dad please, I just want to curl up in my bed and die!” I heard him hiss as I passed looking for mom. No matter how sober dad was in public, he would never let me speak with him rationally. When I did find her I pulled her aside discreetly and asked, “Could we leave now?”
“Why do you want to leave so badly?” she inquired smiling at someone passing us, “Don’t you find the young men charming?” I forced myself not to roll my eyes
“Yes mom, the *young* men are quite handsome” ‘As in I wouldn’t mind drawing them’ “But when men old enough to be my grand-father try to put themselves on me I tend to draw a line.”
“You mustn’t think like that.” Her mask was starting to irk me but I just smiled “Even so, we can’t leave yet.” she motioned to the rest of the guests “What would they think?” ‘That we were smart to take the initiative?’ “We can’t just leave now, it will look bad.” ‘It’ll look worse if I loose my temper on some poor unsuspecting young man, don’t you think?’ I thought closing my eyes.
“I guess you’re right.” I said before discreetly patted my purse and feigned embarrassment, “Uh, my phone’s ringing, do you think I could take it outside?” I asked looking at my exit. She nodded
“Try to make it quick.” she mumbled as another mask came up to talk to her. I turned and rolled my eyes taking out my phone and pushing a button to make it light up before I unlocked it and speed dialed Amanda while I walked out…
~~~~~~~~~~
I kept walking and found myself at Amanda’s doorstep without realizing it. I smiled inwardly with the phone still to my ear and asked “What would you say if I told you I was outside now?”
“I would say ‘Aren’t you supposed to be at a party?’” I laughed and walked around the house and picked up a small pebble and tossed it up at her window in the back
“Yeah, but I guess I could just text my mom and tell her you had a breakdown or something and I had to comfort you.” I said watching her curtain pull back and her shocked yet slightly amused face appear in the glass. “So are you going to let me in so I can comfort you or what?” ‘Please let me in.’ I heard her scoff on the phone and saw her pull away from the window.
“You are something else you know that?” I grinned, and made my way onto the back porch to wait for her to open up as she hung up. She opened the door to me texting my mother. I looked up and smiled while she shook her head. Moments later I got a text back from her telling me she hoped Amanda was alright and that she’d pick me up after. My smile turned into a grin. “I take it she fell for it?” I nodded as we went to her room, and I plopped down on her bed. “So until you left, how was the party?” my smile instantly left my face and she laughed. Inwardly I was glad she was smiling, but not at my expense
“It’s not funny. I got hit on by and old man.”
“But you always get hit on by older men.” She said still smiling “At those parties anyway.” I rolled my eyes and turned as she sat next to me
“Yeah, and married men who’re trying to become my father-in-law.” she cringed but laughed
“Did Robert’s parents approach you?”
“No. I think they think he’s already spoken for actually.” I stated enjoying the brief horrified look that crossed her face.
“He better find something better to do with his life than try to get me.” she groaned. My mind wandered to Charlos and Lenore randomly and I asked
“What do you think of the breakup?” She looked at me curiously as if not understanding my question. “School… Lunch… you were there…”
“Oh you me Charlos and bitch almighty.”
“Yes I mean them. What do you think is going to happen now?”
“I don’t know… I mean how you guys put it, it’s like they’ve been together for forever” she pushed a stray strand of hair behind her ear “I guess because I always saw them together I thought they’d stay together.”
“Sometimes I forget that you’ve only been here for a few years.” ‘It feels like I’ve known you forever.’
“I know right.” she pulled her legs up on the bed hugging herself, and I finally let my eyes wander her body. She was wearing a pale green tank-top that clung to her body and a jeans shorts that showed her toned legs perfectly. I closed my eyes briefly and words fell out of my mouth before I could reign them in
“Do you want to be my model?”
“’Your model‘?” okay I could tell she was confused before I even opened my eyes.
“Yeah , I mean for art, you know to help with speed and stuff and you don‘t even have to be official, it‘ll just be like simple poses,” ‘god was I blushing please don’t tell me I’m blushing and I’m rambling Jesus Saige stop rambling’ “But you don’t have to if you don’t want…” I finally let my voice trail off and realized I was sitting up.
“Don’t be silly, of course I’d be your model… but what do you mean ‘official’?” Okay now I know I was blushing. I turned away and mumbled. “Sorry what?”
“Official means nude.” I said not looking at her so I had no idea what her reaction was.
“We’ve seen each other naked before haven’t we?” she asked in a teasing tone. ‘On more than one occasion…’ I nodded “Good.” ‘Wait what?’ I turned to see her trade mark smirk and knew I scored…
~~~~~~~
My parents came for me probably an hour and a half later with a crabby Jacob (crabby not only because I managed to avoid the rest of the social, but because he couldn’t ‘hook up’ with any of the girls there.). When we got home I immediately went into my room and turned on my laptop. As it warmed up I got around to changing out of the dress and putting on something more comfortable (sweat pants and a T-shirt… can you blame me?). When I got back to my desk I saw my chat window open and Amanda online.
911Lover: I see you made it home already.
PeaceMaker: Yeah, stripped and everything.
911Lover: Oooh me likey.
911Lover: So what’s the plan?
PeaceMaker: I asked my mom if you could come over for a while to help…
911Lover: and?
PeaceMaker: Well…
PeaceMaker: she’s not looking forward to you coming during the week again…
PeaceMaker: especially since you apparently have a date with Robert coming up.
911Lover: WHAT???
PeaceMaker: Yeah. Just a heads up… maybe you want to play sick or something
911Lover: more like Dead!!!
911Lover: Ugh…
911Lover: thanks for the heads up though…
PeaceMaker: You alright?
911Lover: I might be if you come over later
911Lover: Damn, my parents are home…
PeaceMaker: good luck
911Lover: I think I’ll take up your sick idea…
911Lover: and thanks love… I need it…
PeaceMaker: I’ll check my mom again on the idea…
PeaceMaker: maybe I can get you for the weekend again…
911Lover: I’d appreciate that.
911Lover: talk to you soon
When she signed off I had a dull pain in my chest. ‘At least I’ll see her tomorrow…’