ME AND MY MUSE

~Pen_Chan~(21:36 PM) :
*yawns and sits on ya knees again* so how have you and your muse been?
Ramsey(21:37 PM) :
havent seen her lately! she probably sleeping again! *traces your arms*
~Pen_Chan~(21:38 PM) :
*toys with your hair* thats good! she's more of a nympho then I am
Ramsey(21:39 PM) :
you dont know the half of it! *traces waist and thigh*
~Pen_Chan~(21:39 PM) :
*rests head on your shoulder* ya know, I noticed how gentle you where at first last night
Ramsey(21:40 PM) :
yeah?
~Pen_Chan~(21:40 PM) :
mmhmm *trails kisses along your neck and shoulder*
Ramsey(21:41 PM) :
*shivers* you like it when im gentle?
~Pen_Chan~(21:42 PM) :
*smiles* yes, of course I like it when you were forcefull too
Ramsey(21:43 PM) :
*blushes* you know im not usually like that....
~Pen_Chan~(21:43 PM) :
*nips your ear lightly* I know
Ramsey(21:44 PM) :
MUSE: am i interupting something?
~Pen_Chan~(21:44 PM) :
*blush* hehe Hi
Ramsey(21:45 PM) :
ME: *sigh* what do you want?
MUSE: nothing! nothing! just wandering around and saw...stuff!
~Pen_Chan~(21:46 PM) :
*snuggles up against Ramsey* ya? what kinda stuff
Ramsey(21:48 PM) :
MUSE:oooohhh.. lets see! there was th sitting, and then the tracing, and then the whole ear sucking thing! you two look so cute!
Ramsey(21:48 PM) :
ME: yeah? threes a crowd!
Ramsey(21:48 PM) :
MUSE: and fours and orgy!
~Pen_Chan~(21:48 PM) :
*chuckles* where have you been hiding?
Ramsey(21:50 PM) :
MUSE: oh! here and there and everywhere! mostly sleeping. i need my energy. i think im going to do another creativity run!
ME: oooh?? you mean your going to work?
MUSE: shut up!
~Pen_Chan~(21:50 PM) :
uh oh! Muse at work, this could be scary

Ramsey(21:51 PM) :
MUSE:*giggle* anyway! im going to leave you two alone! unless you want some company...
~Pen_Chan~(21:52 PM) :
*wrapping a bit of Ramsey's hair around my finger* its up to you Ramsey
Ramsey(21:53 PM) :
ME: *looks at pen* and what was that about you not being a nympho?
~Pen_Chan~(21:54 PM) :
hmm.. maybe just you and me tonight
Ramsey(21:55 PM) :
ME: sorry muse, looks like its just you and mister good vibrations!
MUSE: *SULK* at least he doesnt quit on me! *stomps off*
~Pen_Chan~(21:56 PM) :
*cant help but laugh* oh my! We'll make it up to her later though
Ramsey(21:57 PM) :
*kinda sad* dont worry, ill makeit up to her. i havent really spent much time with her lately...
~Pen_Chan~(21:58 PM) :
*runs fingers through your hair* whats wrong Ramsey?
Ramsey(21:59 PM) :
*sigh* i dont know...i just worry about her sometimes is all. she gets hurt really easily and sometimes i forget that, i guess.
~Pen_Chan~(22:00 PM) :
oh.. I didnt mean to hurt either of you
Ramsey(22:01 PM) :
*shock* no, no, no! its not you! its me! *laughs* did that sound too dramatic? what i meant was i just need to play with her more is all. she's strong but need to know that she is loved.
~Pen_Chan~(22:02 PM) :
*pulls ya out of the chair* then be a good boy and go let her know
Ramsey(22:03 PM) :
*stumbles* whoa! are you serious? it can wait until tomarrow!
~Pen_Chan~(22:03 PM) :
I know, but she's improtant! I hate to see her upset
Ramsey(22:04 PM) :
you sure about this?
~Pen_Chan~(22:04 PM) :
*nods*
Ramsey(22:04 PM) :
*sigh* okay! but this may take awhile...
~Pen_Chan~(22:05 PM) :
*kisses ya cheek* I'll be here when ya get back
Ramsey(22:05 PM) :
*smile* your too sweet you know that?
~Pen_Chan~(22:05 PM) :
*blushes* awe..
Ramsey(22:06 PM) :
ill be back!
~Pen_Chan~(22:06 PM) :
kk ^^


I walked back into the house of my mind looking for my Muse. Something was nagging at me. Something bad. I found her in the room that housed the story I’lL HAVE THE TAIL, THANK YOU!?
It was quite a site that greeted me.
My Muses naked back was to me. She was riding on top of Cyclops, his hips thrusting back up into her on her down stroke. Wolverine was on her left getting a hand job while Professor X was lying on her other side getting the same. Muse writhed in pleasure, fucking down on Scott harder, the bumping getting more violent. Suddenly my Muse stopped her bouncing and stayed still. Her shoulder quivered lightly. They hitched once in a spasm. For a second I thought she came until I heard a sob.
“Muse?” I asked softly. An arm quickly passed along her face before she turned to me.
“Hey!” she said cheerfully, getting off Cyclops and getting her clothes on. I noticed her ears were pointed today, like an elf’s. “What’s up? Shouldn’t you be cumming in Pen-Chan’s ass right about now or something?”
I must have stopped breathing because my words, or lack there of, were quiet. “Huh?”
She got her clothes back on, not looking me in the eye, “yeah...uh… I was, sorta, maybe, kinda spying on you.”
I shook my head in disbelief. “You did what? You spied on me?”
“Hey!” she said haughtily. “Don’t you get all uppity with me, Mr. Ramsey! I was just curious is all. She really like it up the ass, doesn’t she? What was that she kept screaming? ‘RAMSEY, RAMSEY, RAMSEY, FUCK ME!’” she brushed past me into the hall.
I stood there shocked for a moment before I followed her, grabbing her arm. “What is your problem?”
She wrenched her arm away without looking back. “Just leave me the fuck alone!”
I grabbed her again and made her face me. Tears were falling down her face.
She started to fight me wildly. “Don’t fucking touch me! Let me go, you fucking traitor!”
I couldn’t believe she was saying these things to me. Where was all this coming from? I pulled her into me and held her as she beat at me, trying to break free. Her body shook with the sobs that started to shake her body. Her flailing slowed finally until she just cried into my chest. I let her cry. Her tears soaked through my shirt until my chest was drenched. I pulled her to the side and sat against the wall with her in my lap. Her sobs finally stopped but she remained quiet.
“Muse?” I asked softly.
“I'm sorry I went all postal,” she began. “Its just hard for me to take is all, I know you don’t need me anymore…”
“What?” I asked lifting her face to me. “What are you talking about?”
She smiled sweetly. “Don’t worry. Pen-Chan is great. She definitely doesn’t have many limits. She is a good choice.”
Still baffled, “choice for what?”
She hugged me and whispered, “to replace me.”
I would have been floored if I weren’t already on the floor. “Why do you think that?”
“Well,” she said starting to cry again. “You’ve been making all these stories with her and fucking her and everything. We haven’t made any stories in awhile and you have never fucked me. You know I love you and I always will, I swear but if you love her more that’s okay! Really! Ill be okay. I’ll fade or find someone else…”
I silenced her with a light kiss on her lips. “Now you listen to me, my Muse, you’re not going anywhere!”
She looked puzzled. “So you’re going to keep both of us?”
I had to laugh, “Muse, no one is replacing you! I love you! I always will!”
“What about Pen-Chan?”
“We just have fun, Muse. The things we say and do are funny or erotic so I post them sometimes. Just because I post stuff not made with you or spend time with someone doesn’t mean I’m getting rid of you. I never would. Your what makes me run, lets me see things that others don’t. Your everything.”
A different kind of tears fell, “you sure?”
“Yeah!” I laughed again. “After all, if you left, who would aggravate me?” she knew I was joking and punched me lightly.
“I’m sorry,” she said again. “ I don’t know what the fuck came over me. Its just when you were spending so much time with her, I got scared.”
I kissed the top of her head, “don’t worry! I’m not going anywhere.”
“What about Pen-Chan? Is she like a girlfriend or what?” she asked.
“She is the one who sent me and I don’t know what we are.” She looked at me in surprise and dragged me to my feet, pushing me out the door.
“You gotta go back to her!”
“What?”
“You heard me! I’ll be fine! Promise! Just go and show her a good time. I owe her.” She stated as I was outside the door.
I looked at her like she was crazy.
She laughed and kicked me in the shin, “will you fucking go already!”
I hopped away on one leg, muttering how everyone was bossing me around today.